#break your heart by BNL

[fictasticvoyage]

Y'all, I tried to get over a bit of the nonfictional pain of this fictional breakup by listening to sad breakup songs about loneliness and pain and anger and abandonment... AND I FULLY PLAYED MYSELF! This is now so much worse! Come wallow with me. What are your songs?

[skrunksthatwunk]

sometimes you need to go back and listen to the music you liked when you were 13 because it's good for you. and no im not talking about like emo nostalgia in this case we have enough posts about that. im talking about dad rock. actually im just talking about barenaked ladies

[aggressivelyarospec]

[@/HarryDr09275822: "You and Me" Henry Mancini - friendship "True Friends" Bring me the Horizon - friend betrayal "Something You'll Never Find" "I Can I Will I Do" "Break Your Heart" "20/20 Hindsight" BNL have aro vibes or friend focus "Turning my Life Around" Anna & the Apocalypse - romance-free]

And we don't care that tomorrow Comes with no guarantee;

Don't you know, don't you know? True friends stab you in the front

You're looking for something That you'll never find

Friend, this shouldn't be the way things end But then, a break is just around the bend.

I couldn't tell you I was happy you were gone, So I lied and said that I missed you when we were apart

If I could get back to those days I know what to do, I know what to say

It's brighter, the haven streets are clear I feel lighter, there's nothing left to fear

Added!

[mango-jpeg]

singularity notes

my wee love letter to toronto. i wasn't particularly fond of it when i lived there but absence makes the heart grow fungus. as they say.

specifically an ode to the house where i got married <3 tho i feel kinda bad for using my old landlord's name for cae's shitty landlord. boris was a decent guy

loved all the comments on twister fic that were like ‘wow oklahoma, where i live!’ waiting impatiently for anyone familiar w toronto to read and say hey….i know that neighbourhood

cobbled together cae's project by borrowing from a colleague's interests. chose phenomenology bc coms students Hate It which i think is funny

i watched the scott pilgrim anime over the holiday break which did lead to me rereading the comics + consequently stealing a couple jokes

in my mind welt has had a metoidioplasty but it didn’t seem like the kind of thing he’d explain or would be important to include in the a/n. but it is important to meee

anyway this ended up being much more a story about being in your twenties and how stupid and messy that is than a ship fic, so i'm glad some people like it... it feels particularly personal, even though the only things i pulled from my own life were locations. i guess bc i'm looking back fondly on a time that's gone forever...?

always makes me nervous to step outside my niche (10k smut fics w a sprinkling of character study) but this was a fun one to write

reading:

Scott Pilgrim vol 1-6, Bryan Lee O'Malley

The Likeness, Tana French

Nobleman's Guide to Scandal and Shipwrecks, Mackenzi Lee

Eve's Hollywood, Eve Babitz

wrote all the smut over the may long weekend and when i was feeling stuck i leaned on After Hours at Leblanc (great for really intense descriptions of pleasure) and Branching Hypotheses. hated myself for putting so much kissing in, i'm going back to no-kiss smut after this

listened to a lot of BNL! as i am wont to do!

[emptyheartfoolbrain]

"And it's not cause I'll be missing you that makes me fall apart, it's that I didn't mean to break, no, I didn't mean to break, no, I didn't mean to brea-ea-ea-eak your heart."

-Steven Page, Barenaked Ladies, "Break Your Heart"

[danviers]

my muse is dead. tell me how yours is dealing with it.

@reignthem  submitted:

single mom is a term that has such a presence in sam’s vocabulary that she has come to think of it as a synonym for self.  even with a ring’s weight on her left hand come comfortable  &  a second last name appended to her own with a a dash  &  to ruby’s with a simple scrawl at the bottom of a stack of papers, it lingers like an old scar she can touch her fingers to.  

still … 

living it again is a shock she isn’t prepared to face.  the slow integration of alex into her life was never quite so obvious when it came in steps  (  a drawer here, a section of a closet there, a third place setting at the table  ) as it is now in her absence.  single parent means reaching her arm to a cold slab of sheets that hasn’t ever been turned down in the night.  it means a ducati covered up  &  gathering dust in the garage.  it means muscle memory plucking up a trio of forks when she only needs two.  

it means thinking of alex during die hard marathons during the holiday season  &  mcclane whining at the front door for days on end.  

she hasn’t had the heart to take the ring off yet, not while tipping her nose to alex’s favorite jacket still smells like her body wash  &  shampoo, while there’s still a second toothbrush tucked into the holder in the bathroom.  

ruby’s trying to make it seem like things are okay, fitting herself into the spot where the couch cushion is weathered  &  worn from alex’s frame tucked up next to sam during movie night.  she’s talking about college, the future, has scaled back the wild driving lessons on the road to take to it with a calm discipline bearing no shades of the bright spark of a girl souped up on the excitement of learning to throw a punch without breaking her thumb.  

it’s not any easier going to game night, where no one can manufacture the perfect counterbalance of sternness  &  humor to fill the void.   everything feels empty.  the house is too big.  al’s dive bar is too quiet.  national city is suffocating once more.  

&  so, when lena gently offers out the opportunity to go back to metropolis with a CEO stamped next to her name plate  …  sam considers it.  whereas national city in the wake of reign’s destruction had been a stifling, crushing reminder of everything she’d done, it’s now host to a home of memories, of laughter, of love that’s just … gone.  ruby gets it, sad-eyed, taking a picture of their bucket list wall with alex’s additions scribbled at the bottom.  but they pack everything up  ;  they leave the bike behind. mcclane keeps his head out the window the whole way across the country.  

they unpack their belongings to a new brownstone bigger than the last.  &  even though it’s a new place, a new start, sam leaves a corner of the closet for a BNL t-shirt, for alex’s leather jacket. every christmas eve, she, ruby,  &  mcclane huddle up on the couch to watch die hard.    she keeps the ring on. 

[binaryeclipse]

thanks for the tag @shatouto :D

rules: we’re snooping on your playlist. put your entire music library on shuffle and list the first ten songs and then choose 10 victims

Electric Pow Wow Drum - A Tribe Called Red Really excellent First Nations band, highly recommend you check them out if you can.

Birdsong - Saint Saviour This song may or may not be on my Anakin playlist.

Money - Mystery Skulls I've loved Mystery Skulls for a long-ass time, and this is something I love to blast on the way home from a craptastic day working within capitalism.

Something To It - Great Big Sea I grew up with the album this off of and I know this song by heart. Good for a melancholy mood and definitely softer than the songs GBS is known for.

Ornamented Melancholy - City Girl I think I've bought every album City Girl has put out. I almost exclusively listen to them when writing (unless it's an action scene). Just very chill lofi stuff that doesn't really break up my flow.

My Boy Builds Coffins (Acoustic) - Florence + The Machine A fairly rare version of the song. I think I have copies of all three versions 😅 (I really love Florence + The Machine)

Pavlov's Bell - Aimee Mann Loved this song since Buffy the Vampire Slayer.

Black Balloon - Goo Goo Dolls It's a toss up between this and Iris for my favourite Goo Goo Dolls song. That whole album is a work of art tbh.

Gasoline - Jann Arden I. Love. This. Song. It's also on the Anakin playlist.

The Old Apartment - Barenaked Ladies I was worried BNL wasn't going to show up on this list and they came in right at the end. My favourite band of all time. One of my favourite songs of all time. BROKE INTO THE OLD APARTMENT!!!

(honestly the fact that 40% of the artists on this list are Canadian is probably all you need to know about me)

I'm gonna tag (and I'm sorry if Shatou already tagged you, we run in the same circles): @elysian-prince, @syssarcosis, @anakinspraisekink, @jasontoddiefor, @simpskywalker, @twilightofthe, @tomicaleto, @obiwanobi, and YOU, random citizen!

[powerpuffbubbles]

Congratulations to the Barenaked Ladies!

Everybody has that one band that gets them through some tough times. The band you listen to on a loop. The band that you know every word to every song. The band that you will love forever no matter what. 

That band for me is Canada’s Barenaked Ladies. They helped me get through a terrible depression many years ago. Their music and their personalities were infectious. They are known for up beat songs like “One Week”, “If I Had a $1,000,000”, and the theme song to TV’s “The Big Bang Theory.” But they had also have songs like “Break Your Heart”, “War on Drugs”, and “What A Good Boy”. Songs that make you think and touch you. 

The band went through a change when lead singer Steven Page left the band about 9 years ago.  And as sad I was to see him go, I was happy that the rest of the guys, Ed Robertson, Tyler Stewart, Jim Creeggan, and Kevin Hearn, continued on. They’ve continued on to make great music and continue to put on amazing live shows.

Tonight Barenaked Ladies, and a returning Steven Page, were inducted into the Canadian Music Hall of Fame during tonight’s Juno awards in Canada. 

Seeing them give their speeches and then seeing them close the show is something I will never forget. It got me choked up. And yes a few tears were shed. I was so proud of them. It reminded me how much their music changed me. How it took me out of a very negative frame of mind and made me happier. 

Sorry to have rambled. I’m a bit emotional. But I just wanted to try and put into words how much they mean to me. 

Congratulations BNL on your much deserved honor!

[forestwater87]

can you post your gwenvid emo playlist

Ohhhhh boy. I’ve been putting this off because it’s a project. And some of these songs are going to make … very little sense to anyone who isn’t me. 

What can I say? I’m an odd duck. 

But if anyone wants to listen to what goes into my Gwenvid, take a gander here. I’m also putting the songs below like the crazy person I am, mostly so I can defend these choices.

Also warning: SUPER EMO. Except the parts that are just silly. Those aren’t emo. All of it, however, is cheesy as fuck.

Long rants below the cut.

So this playlist is more or less broken into sections, in a general “progression of the relationship” arc. And it begins, as all Gwenvid should, with utter ridiculousness:

Songs that Gwen can’t believe David loves:

DNCE - “Cake by the Ocean”

“David, what do you think this song’s about?”“Uh … cake?”“Oh, christ.”

Nicki Minaj - “Anaconda” AND Watsky - “Going Down”

There’s a CD stuck in the Campmobile’s player that has a bunch of Gwen’s favorite songs, and sometimes when David’s not in the mood for the Farmer’s Almanac (rare, but it happens), he’ll turn on the radio, remember that there’s virtually no reception in Sleepy Peak, and listen to Gwen’s CD. He now knows all the words to these songs, and every other one on the CD. Gwen is shocked and very very amused to discover this.

David songs:

Barenaked Ladies - “Light Up My Room”

“There are luxuries we can’t afford / But in our house we never get bored / We can dance to the radio station that plays in our teeth”

Ingrid Michaelson - “Everybody”

“Darkness drains and light will come again / Swing open up your chest and let it in / Just let the love, love, love begin”

Of Monsters and Men - “Mountain Sound”

“Through the woods we ran (Deep into the mountain sound)”

Colin Hay - “Overkill”

“Day after day it reappears / Night after night my heartbeat shows the fear / Ghosts appear and fade away”

Barenaked Ladies - “I Live With It Every Day”

“I live with it every day / For every step I have to pay / The only thing that they can’t take / The guilt that spirals in my wake”

David had always heard this song; his mom loved BNL and always had it playing, ever since he was a little kid. He sort of let the words wash over him, the way anything that’s so familiar it becomes background music will. But when he was 16, 3 years after he’d slept through Jasper’s death and 2 weeks after his father had left home for the last time, he was cooking dinner and this song came on, and for the first he really, actually listened to it.His mom came home an hour and a half later to find dinner hopelessly burnt and her son curled up on the kitchen floor, sobbing. She booked a therapist appointment shortly after, convinced it was about his father’s leaving.It wasn’t.

Barenaked Ladies - “Everything Old is New Again”

“I wake up and eat / I go back to sleep / And let all my nightmares repeat”

Sometimes he likes to listen to sad songs. It’s comforting, in a strange way.

Tori Amos - “Winter”

“When you gonna make up your mind? / When you gonna love you as much as I do?”

It’s about David and his mommy. Because he’s a mama’s boy and I refuse to believe differently. And I need him to have one good familial relationship, okay?!

Foxy Shazam - “Oh Lord”

“You just try and sleep, even though you’re alone / You just close your eyes, boy, and dream of home / Our light is always on, you just keep that in mind / When you wake in the morning you’ll be satisfied”

Ani DiFranco - “As Is”

“What bugs me is you believe what you’re saying / What bothers me is you don’t know how you feel / What scares me is that while you’re telling me stories / You actually believe they are real”

“Just give up and admit you’re an asshole” (what everyone was thinking Season 2, Episode 4. Or Season 1, Episode 6. David’s often an asshole, is what I’m saying)

Barenaked Ladies - “Brian Wilson”

“And if you want to find me I’ll be out in the sandbox / Wondering where the hell all the love has gone / I’m playing my guitar and building castles in the sun (whoa-oh) / And singing ‘Fun, Fun, Fun’”

Could be David songs, could be Gwen songs, I couldn’t decide:

Courtney Act - “Ugly”

“I’ll let you see the good if you know me / I’ll show you all the bad if you love me / But, love, only I know the ugly”

Colin Hay - “Waiting for My Real Life to Begin”

“And you say, ‘Just be here now / Forget about the past / Your mask is wearing thin’”

Barenaked Ladies - “Testing 1, 2, 3”

“If I shed the irony / Would anybody cheer me? / If I acted less like me / Would I be in the clear?”

Gwen songs:

Steven Page - “Over Joy”

“My depression / Has got me choosing doom and gloom / Over joy”

Fall Out Boy - “Reinventing the Wheel to Run Myself Over”

“I can’t wake up to these reminders of who I am: / A failure at everything / 18 going on extinct / I know my place, it’s nowhere you should roam”

Sia - “Breathe Me”

“Ouch, I have lost myself again / Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found / Yeah, I think that I might break / Lost myself again and I feel unsafe”

Tori Amos - “Silent All These Years”

“Years go by, will I still be waiting for somebody else to understand / Years go by, if I’m stripped of my beauty and the orange clouds raining in my head / Years go by, will I choke on my tears ‘til, finally there is nothing left”

Marina and the Diamonds - “Are You Satisfied?”

“My problem is my problem that I never am happy / It’s my problem, it’s my problem that I never will succeed”

Barenaked Ladies - “Off the Hook”

“The credit card receipts, the dirty sheets / The souvenirs of men who cheat / It all makes sense - with each offense / You wanted to believe him”

Gwen has terrible exes.

Ani DiFranco - “Cradle and All”

“Take me home / Take me home and leave me there / Think I’m going to cry, I don’t know why / Think I’m going to sing myself a lullaby”

Barenaked Ladies - “Pinch Me”

“Like a dream you try to remember but it’s gone / Then you try to scream but it only comes out as a yawn / When you try to see the world beyond your front door”

“We’re damaged, but we’re adorable damn it” songs:

Caro Emerald - “That Man”

“Ooh that man is on my list / And ooh that man I wanna kiss / My only sin is I can’t win / Ooh I wanna love that man”

MIKA - “Oh Girl You’re the Devil”

“And I said follow me / Whoever you want to be / Don’t care where you, where you go / As long as you stay with me”

Gaslight Anthem - “Meet Me By the River’s Edge”

“You were the only one who understood me then / You’re the only one who will”

Honestly, this one is just more of a mood than the actual lyrics. It just has a Gwenvid feel, I guess?

Of Monsters and Men - “Little Talks”

“And some days I can’t even trust myself / It’s killing me to see you this way / 'Cause though the truth may vary / This ship will carry our bodies safe to shore”

Tracy Chapman - “Baby Can I Hold You”

“Years gone by and still / Words don’t come easily / Like sorry, like sorry”

Brentalfloss - “Zidane to Vivi”

“Try not to think too hard, Vivi, sometimes you have to smile / Set the world down, come on, go out and play”

Gaslight Anthem - “Great Expectations”

“I saw tail lights last night in a dream about my old life / Everybody leaves, so why, why wouldn’t you?”

Of Monsters and Men - “King and Lionheart”

“Howling ghosts they reappear / In mountains that are stacked with fear / But you’re a king and I’m a lionheart”

(Okay, this one’s literally just because I wanna write a Guinivere/Lancelot medieval romance sorta AU with these two. Otherwise it has nothing to do with Gwenvid. Shh, that’s okay.)

The Front Bottoms - “The Plan (F**k Jobs)”

“‘Cause I love you / (When my mind is uncertain) / I miss you / (My body decides) / I wanna hug and kiss you / (What it will do to get through the hell of life) / Oh I love you / (As I trip on the ocean) / I miss you / (That leads through your eyes) / I wanna hug and kiss you / It’s alright”

Fall Out Boy - “Of All the Gin Joints in the World”

“You only hold me up like this / ‘Cause you don’t know who I really am / Sometimes I just want to know what it’s like to be you”

Mumford & Sons - “The Wolf”

“Hold my gaze, love, you know I want to let it go / We will stare down at the wonder of it all / And I will hold you in it and I will hold you in it”

Another one that’s more about the mood than the actual lyrics.

Steven Page - “If You Love Me”

“You may be full of brave illusions but the only one they’re fooling is you / I don’t believe in magic and I don’t believe in making do / You could be a casualty of dreams and mediocrity / But better still - come home with me”

The Front Bottoms - “Twelve Feet Deep”

“Since when did, since when did ‘I wanna hear your voice’ not become a good excuse? / Calling you three in the morning, laugh at sleep that we’ll both lose”

Say Anything - “A Walk Through Hell”

“And if I was brave I’d climb up to you on the mountain / They led you to drink from their fountain spouting lies / And I’d slay the horrible beast they commissioned / To steer me away from my mission to your eyes”

The Chainsmokers - “Don’t Let Me Down”

“I need you, I need you, I need you right now / Yeah, I need you right now / So don’t let me, don’t let me, don’t let me down / I think I’m losing my mind now”

Ani DiFranco - “Overlap”

“Search your profile for a translation / I study the conversation like a map / ‘cause I know there is strength in the differences between us / And I know there is comfort where we overlap”

Foxy Shazam - “Holy Touch”

“There was a time when I used to care / I had a heart man, something was there / I didn’t know it then but now / That it’s gone the fire died / Heal me with your holy touch”

Nil Lara - “Fighting for My Love”

“I still feel the scars on my lips / When I touch, when I make love and when I kiss”

Walk the Moon - “Tightrope”

“Easy now, with my heart / Walk a tightrope, walk a little tightrope / You walk a tightrope, walk a little tightrope / Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh this heart is burning up”

“Breaking up & making up” songs: 

Bleachers - “Rollercoaster”

“Rollercoaster, I don’t say no / Rollercoaster, when you don’t say no / And it’s such a rollercoaster / Some killer queen you are”

Cold War Kids - “First”

“Flying like a cannonball, falling to the earth / Heavy as a feather when, you hit the dirt / How am I the lucky one?, I do not deserve / To wait around forever when you were there first” 

Florence + The Machine - “Ship to Wreck”

“And oh my love remind me, what was it that I said? / I can’t help but pull the earth around me, to make my bed”

Ingrid Michaelson - “Maybe”

“I don’t wanna be the one to say goodbye / But I will, I will, I will / I don’t wanna sit on the pavement while you fly / But I will, I will, oh yes I will”

Foxy Shazam - “Wasted Feelings”

“What a wonderful way to waste a feeling / There’s gotta be some kind a way we can work it out / What a wonderful way to waste a feeling / Open up the window, let the inside out”

Ani DiFranco - “Work Your Way Out”

“I wonder what you look like under your t-shirt / I wonder what you sound like when you’re not wearing words / I wonder what we have when we’re not pretending / It’s never-ending, haven’t you heard?”

Barenaked Ladies - “Give it Back to You”

“I’m out to prove that / What we’re working for / Is worth defending, / And all this mending”

Tracy Chapman - “The Promise”

“If you think of me / If you miss me once in a while / Then I’ll return to you / I’ll return and fill that space in your heart”

“All the cute shit” songs:

Ingrid Michaelson - “Soldier”

“I don’t believe in anything but myself / But then you opened up a door, you opened up a door / Now I start to believe in something else”

Ani DiFranco - “Worthy”

“The world is too good for me / I am such a naughty girl / But when we’re together / We’re too good for this world”

The Cat Empire - “Lullaby”

“Something always telling me ‘save your prayers before dawn’ / ’Cos what happens when I’m with you / Makes me shake my head then smile and yawn / I’m worn out but I’m beaming and it seems that we are dreaming”

Eagle Eye Cherry - “Save Tonight”

“Save tonight and fight the break of dawn / Come tomorrow, tomorrow I’ll be gone”

(Cheesy — like the rest of this isn’t? — but this is an end of summer separation song.)

Barenaked Ladies - “Odds Are”

“Sure things go wrong, but I’ll take my chances / Odds are long, so why not play?”

Foxy Shazam - “Teenage Demon Baby”

“Teenage demon baby, I’m in love with you / There’s no where in this world I’d rather be than right here next to you”

Ingrid Michaelson - “You Got Me”

“When I see the curve of the earth in your willow eyes / I’m a rocketeer, coming home after years at the speed of light / Suddenly you’re there, like a pearl in the palm of the universe / Your unlikely skies filling up my eyes”

Barenaked Ladies - “Every Subway Car”

“I’m on my own I’m sliced alone / I did it for you / But I’ve outgrown my wings and flown / Into something brand new”

Walk the Moon - “Aquaman”

“See the thing you’ve been chasing, honey / You’ll never find it wearin’ a life vest / You gotta risk your neck and know in your heart it will be worth it”

Clean Bandit - “Rather Be”

“It’s easy being with you / Sacred simplicity / As long as we’re together / There’s no place I’d rather be”

The Cat Empire - “Sly”

“There might have been a sea of people / I don’t know, because all I could see / Was how this woman she glowed so”

Watsky - “Sloppy Seconds”

“It’s September in my kitchen in a Christmas sweater / Sipping cold coffee on the phone with damaged goods / And there is not a single place that I would rather be / I’m fucked up just like you are, and you’re fucked up just like me”

Barenaked Ladies - “Did I Say That Out Loud?”

“They tell you not to plan too far / But I’m already miles ahead, and I intend to be wherever you are / Don’t know what’s got ahold of me / It’s greater than gravity”

Barenaked Ladies - “Life, in a Nutshell”

“I fell down with no one there to catch me from falling / Then she came ‘round / And only her tenderness stopped me from bawling my eyes out / I’m OK”

It’s Their Song. Official Forestwater87’s Gwenvid canon declares this Their Song. 

[benzedrine-calmstheitch]

The only time I have cried at a concert was when steven jay page (lesbian-adjacent?) yelled the last verse of break your heart at my teenage self in the sixth row of some Baltimore theater. And all this is to say bnl was my first true hyperfixation and there’s nothing like your first love

i fucking astral projected when i saw your Barenaked Ladies post. Haven't heard much of their newer stuff (because like Aziraphale, I live under a nostalgic ROCK) but I fuckign second that sentiment so hard. Almost as much as I'm dazzled by sweet Jane St. Clair's smile.

Nothing wrong with the classics like .... one week? brian wilson? $1000000? pinch me? old apartment? be my yoko ono? go off

[groovyladything-blog]

Its just that I didn't mean to break your heart. #bnl #fordays #forever21 #foreveralone #barenakedladies #break #your #heart #unknowngems #underground #more #than #just #oneweek #and #ifihadamilliondollars

[melttmagazine-blog]

Featuring: Two Knights Harmony Woods  The Obsessives  Foxy Dads Macseal Slaughter Beach, Dog Barenaked Ladies  Pedro the Lion The Hotelier Radiohead 

“Straight To Crackle” by Two Knights - the perfect intro to any playlist; the melodic nature of the intro riff and verse numb your brain before the brutal, much heavier reprise of the intro.

“Jenkintown-Wyncote” by Harmony Woods - the only way to follow the perfect intro is with the perfect track 2! my gr8 pal Sofia sings you her travels on public transportation, with a chorus building to the bittersweet ending, “your smile quite frankly actually reminds me that things might be okay.”

“Avocado” by The Obsessives - any friend of mine can tell you how much i love The Obsessives; here, they remind you that sometimes you have to say, “i’m the fucking king.” 

“Water Signs” by Foxy Dads - my friends and labelmates Foxy Dads manage to simultaneously break my heart and sew it back together with this song. if i’m listening to something at 4AM, it’s probably this.

“Harry” by Macseal - math-gods Macseal show you all that is good about twinkle, while managing to incorporate hooks and riffs that won’t leave your head for weeks.

“Phoenix” by Slaughter Beach, Dog - this song is so special to me, and no sentence i could write can do the justice listening does.

“Call and Answer” by Barenaked Ladies - it’s been! what’s a playlist without some BNL? Call And Answer is a deep cut off their 1998 album Stunt and explains the inner machinations of the most complex of relationships. This one doesn’t sound like One Week.

"Big Trucks” by Pedro the Lion - i chose the acoustic version of this song off their 1999 album The Only Reason I Feel Secure because of the intimacy of the guitars and vocals. 

“Weathered” by The Hotelier - one of my favorites from the Hotelier comes off their 2011 album It Never Goes Out. any emo song that opens up with harmonica is a-ok in my book.

“Motion Picture Soundtrack” by Radiohead - sue me, Radiohead is one of my favorite bands. i’ve always liked soft endings to albums, and this one has always struck me as one of the best, leaving you with the haunting line “i will see you in the next life...”

tomorrow: Michael Cera Palin. 

[incorrectapus]

85 statements: a tag game!

stealin this ish from @tastefulcrucifixparty

THE LAST… 1. Drink: Coke 2. Phone call: someone at work? some patient? 3. Text message: my mom (she's going to the Dr Who Rifftrax tonight) 4. song you listened to: Bellbottoms (all about that Baby Driver Soundtrak life) 5. Time you cried: on the way home from work the other day because i hate work lol 6. Time you’ve dated someone: up until this summer when "dating" became "got married" 7. Time you’ve kissed someone and regretted it: never? super cool over here, have only kissed one person B) 8. time you’ve been cheated on: never thankfully 9. Time you lost someone special: RIP Ginny Bunny, 2 years last week 10. time you’ve been depressed: today when i had to come back from my lunch break 11. time you’ve gotten drunk and thrown up: my emetophobic ass never drinks that much on purpose

FAVORITE COLORS 12. dark blue 13. dark purple 14. emerald green

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU 15. Made new friends: uuuh no 16. fallen out of love: nay 17. laughed until you cried: yup 18. found out someone was talking about you: if u count office gossip about minor BS, yup 19. Met someone who changed you: eeeh no 20. found out who your friends are: i've always known 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: yeah

GENERAL 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: most of em, the only strangers are like, people i friended because they were on my floor freshman year at IWU 23. do you have any pets: Just got a kitten this past weekend! (calico, Newton/New Kid, 8 weeks) also have Gigi (tortie, 6yrs) and Galileo (another calico, age unknown) Exclusively Sassy Cats over here 24. do you wanna change your name:not really 25. what did you do for your last birthday? friends came down to visit, i feel like, did normal STL things, watched Beyond Belief: Fact or Fiction 26. what time did you wake up: 6:30 D: 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: ZZZ 28. Name something you can’t wait for: Getting A New Job 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: end of June? 30. what are you listening to right now: Community is on TV 31. Have you ever talked to a person named tom: work with one sometimes 32. something that is getting on your nerves: Woik 33. most visited website: The HellSite, Reddit 34. hair color: dark brown 35. do you have a crush on someone: legally, yes 36. Long or short hair: PIXIE CUTS 4 LIFE 37. what do you like about yourself: i like my dedication to cats 38. Piercings: just ears 40: nickname: Q, Cran 41. relationship status: married, somehow 42. zodiac: 100% PISCES 43. pronouns: she/her 44. favorite tv show: x-files, community, 30 Rock, MST3K, probably tons of others, i watch 2much TV 45. tattoos: gotta cat semi-colon on my arm, want to get the dude on the BNL album art for Maroon next 46. Right or left handed: right #basicbitch 47. surgery: just wisdom teeth 48. Sport: no thank you 49: Holiday: HaLlOwEeN 50. pair of trainers: i have a bunch of pairs of target brand knock off keds that i wear all the time 51. eating: Bread, Pasta, Any Starch, Cheese 52. drinking: Coke, La Croix, gin 53: im about to: go ta bed 54: waiting for: the weekend, seeing my friends (and BNL) over labor day 55: want: a decent job; for all my cats to get along 56: Get married: Done 57: career: I'd rather just accumulate money, not really into tying my identity into my job rn (if I did i'd be 2sad) 58: hugs or kisses: both 59: lips or eyes: eyes? 60: shorter or taller: taller, because shorter than me would have to be real damn short 61: older or younger: older 62. Nice arms or nice stomach: arms? 63. Hook up or relationship: relationship 64: troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant is easier 65: kissed a stranger: nay 66: drank hard liquor: exclusivley #beerisgross #wineissupergross 67: lost glasses or contacts: no, i couldn't afford to because i am blind as hell 68: turned someone down:yeaup 69: sex on the first date: not for me 70: broken someone’s heart: don't think so 71: had your heart broken: nope 72: been arrested: nope 73: cried when someone died: Does My Cat Count because yeah, and i cry about it like, monthly 74: fallen for a friend: nah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… 75: Yourself: ...her? 76: miracles: long neck giraffes, cats, dogs 77: love at first sight: not rly 78: kiss on the first date: why not? 79: angels: uuuh nope

OTHER 80: current best friend’s name: yall know who u are 81: eye color: brown 82: favorite movie: BLUES BROTHERS, Scott Pilgrim, Raiders, Jaws 83: Favorite music genre: 90's alt-rock 84: favorite item of clothing: literally any sweater 85: favorite friends character: never watched friends oops

Tagging @LiterallyAnyoneWhoWantsToDoThis tbh, i'mma keep doing these as long as there's a space on the internet for me to do them