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revolver115 · 4 months ago
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Daniella talking to Braydin's so fucking funny when you realize she has a crush on him. Just absolutely UNLOADS praise onto Alex in front of her celebrity crush.
Daniella: Alex is so cute, funny, strong, has thighs that can crush skulls, perfect body in every way, my dream girl, my future wi-
Braydin: I just wanted to know what the fuck a Pokemon was.
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bratmade · 1 year ago
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Here are some Braydin James. If you’re using these, please make sure you are hearting the post and giving credit to this tumblr or edits by brat.
Thanks in advance if you save/use!
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animalhumanemn · 5 months ago
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We adopted Gavin and we renamed him Cooper, back in October of 2023. Knowing his story of being brought back once, we knew he would need training, but we fell in love with him. He has been an amazing dog and we have worked on so much training with him. He is so cuddly and playful, and he has been the perfect fit in our family.
—Jordan and Braydin
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aricastmblr · 1 year ago
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'TODAYshow X 8Nov 2023 (X e Ig ultima foto) good morning🤭🫰💜
we're so ready to see Jung Kook on our TODAY plaza!!!! #JungKookOnTODAY #citiconcertseries #BTS @BTS_bighit
TODAYshow X 8Nov 2023 (1erafoto) face card is so crazy like ??!!!!
📸: Nate Congleton Sponsored by Citi. #JungKookOnTODAY #citiconcertseries #BTS @BTS_bighit
TODAYshow X 8Nov 2023 (4foto) btw, the links for the full performances will be avail in a little bit, stay tuned!!
in the meantime, here's more jung kook pics ���
📸: Nate Congleton Sponsored by Citi. #JungKookOnTODAY #citiconcertseries #BTS @BTS_bighit
TODAYshow X 8Nov 2023 ✨jung kook outfit details ✨
📸: Nate Congleton Sponsored by Citi. #JungKookOnTODAY #citiconcertseries #BTS @BTS_bighit En respuesta a (foto traje) @TODAYshow ✨more jung kook details ✨
📷: Nate Congleton Sponsored by Citi. #JungKookOnTODAY #citiconcertseries #BTS @BTS_bighit
TODAYshow X 8Nov 2023 (fotoc/presentador) Jung Kook and TODAY's @-alroker, who's wearing his purple, cuties!!! 🫰💜
JungKookOnTODAY #citiconcertseries #BTS @BTS_bighit
TODAYshow X 8Nov 2023 (tiktok)
Finally GOLDEN stage with ARMY on TODAY! Jung Kook hit the stage this morning for our #CitiConcertSeries, and safe to say #BTSArmy was FEDDDDD!! Sponsored by Citi. #JungKookOnTODAY #citiconcertseries #BTS @BTS_bighit
TODAYshow X 8Nov 2023 (tiktok) We're so happy Jung Kook stopped by our TODAY Plaza and made time to finally share the Golden album with ARMY in his live performances! 💜
Sponsored by Citi. #JungKookOnTODAY #citiconcertseries #BTS @BTS_bighit
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@AbjkMRstY hit the stage this morning for our #CitiConcertSeries, and safe to say #BTSArmy was FEDDDDD!! We're so happy #JungKook stopped by our plaza and made time to finally share the #Golden album with ARMY in his live performances! #TODAYShow #JungKookOnTODAY
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TODAYshow X 8Nov 2023 (Polaroid) 🧵 jung kook performances on the TODAY Plaza 👇
(ft a polaroid of him as a lil treat for y'all 💜)
JungKookOnTODAY #citiconcertseries #BTS @BTS_bighit
TODAYshow X 8Nov 2023 (ultima foto con fecha) Our Social Producer and resident #BTSARMY recapped #JungKookonTODAY. She was the mastermind beh
Sig. publicación enlaces vídeos presentación de JungKookOnTODAY 3D - Standing next to you - Seven
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taleeater · 6 months ago
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okay so first of all-
I couldn't find you in my following list so I searched up your url and this came up
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Yes, it really was.
ANYWAY how old are your characters? heights? builds? basically what do they look like? how long does it take to warm up to each other? Is Ava taller than DeAngelo bc (and I don't want you to change the storyline in anyway just letting my mind run) if she is taller than him I think the part about him annoying her while following her home would include questions like "so like, whatdya eat? to get so tall I mean" "Man wish I was that tall, dya wear tall shoes or sum?" "How good exactly are your genetics?"
I might just draw this-
Are their personalities like; Ava takes a while to warm up to people but is really sassy and funny when you get to know her? DeAngelo really fuckin annoying when you first meet him (in kinda like a cocky way but not if that makes sense? like he seems like he's cocky but he's just annoyingly stupid?) but he's really sensitive and can get serious (like braydin bridges from Swolemates if yk it?)
How long have you been working on your book? where are you hoping to get it published? I hope it sells really well (not saying it wont i think it'll be a really good read) so it sells fast in Australia (i live here :cry:) and i can get me hands on it :)
Aw that’s so kind of you!!! Thank you!
I’m actually working on drawing character sheets for Ava and DeAngelo! But for now I can give you their appearance descriptions!
DeAngelo Martinelli
Appearance
Age: 23
Hair color: Curly brown short hair
Eye color: hazel eyes (yellow and brown)
Body Type: 5”7, wide build, a little on the heavier side
Race: Italian/Mexican
Skin Tone: light brown/slightly tan
Glasses: none
Style: dark brown bomber jacket, mustard yellow shirt, dark wash blue jeans and white sneakers
Freckles/Moles/Scars: a mole under right eye
Predominant Feature: vibrant eyes, thick eyebrows
Health: average, exercises weekly
Favorites
Likes: sport mechs, attention, asmr videos, sleep
Dislikes: bugs, swimming, sitting still
Color: mustard yellow
Food: energy drinks, fries
Hobbies: drag racing, vr gaming, and astrology horoscopes
Ava Patel
Appearance
Age: 23
Hair color: short bob messy brown hair with blonde highlights
Eye color: greenish brown
Body Type: thin, with strong legs
Race: indian, white, african american
Skin Tone: dark tan
Glasses: no
Style: big baggy t-shirts (her mom’s) cargo pants/shorts
Freckles/Moles/Scars: lots of little moles all over, mostly on arms and chest
Predominant Feature: she’s short (5”1)
Health: very healthy, exercises every day all day and eats a lot of fruit and veggies
Favorites
Likes: vegetables from her dad’s garden, the sun, power tools
Dislikes: green peppers, rude and entitled people, sand
Color: cerulean blue
Food: loves raw carrots, celery, red sweet peppers, hummus
Hobbies: pickling, cooking, electronics and mechanical repair, Spanish soap operas
I’ve been working on my book since the beginning of this year. I use writing fan fiction as a writing warm up and practice to improve my own writing! It’s a great exercise. My goal is to finish the draft by the end of summer. Hopefully I can post pictures of their designs soon!!
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mylittlebloob · 8 months ago
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DAY 1
REMEMBER THIS IS SATIRE
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Coach Halfaday, weak, aggravated, and brittle-boned, stands in dead silence.
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A shout cuts through the peacefulness. He turns his head and sees one of his players skittering through the field coming to speak with him.
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"Hey! You okay?" Kai queries.
"I'm... not feeling very sigma today, homie cheeseburger." The large man sighed, shaking his head.
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"It's okay, Half!" Kai responds with a smile. About to speak more to comfort his coach, two boys holding hands approach him. The shorter, Braydin, greets him. "Hey, Kai!"
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"What's going on with Coach Half?" Braydin queries. Titus nods in agreement, intrigued to figure out just what could be troubling his coach.
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Halfaday attempts to reassure them that he is just fine. He stumbles over his words, beginning to grow angry staring at the three boys prodding and poking at him trying to figure out just what could be wrong.
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The three boys chip in, each speaking to him kindly trying to get him to crack and talk to him. They blatantly ignore Half's attempts to get them to stop, and—
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"I'M FINE!" he shrieks. Braydin and Titus look frightened by the sudden outburst. Kai, however, grunts in disgust.
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"You spit on me!" He shouted suddenly, wiping his face. "I think it got in my eye!"
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Kai sighed, "It's okay, Half. Don't worry. It will all be okay."
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webtoonenjoyer · 2 years ago
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Ayy Swolemates is out!! I was a big fan of the creator’s other comic Alta, interested to see where this one goes :O
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braydinandrewofficial · 4 years ago
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꧁ད 𝙱 𝚁 𝙰 𝚈 𝙳 𝙸 𝙽 🧜🏽‍♂️𝙰 𝙽 𝙳 𝚁 𝙴 𝚆 ཌ꧂◤
☀️💦🌊#NOFILTER #Summer2020 is on life support lol so I’m getting these last few rays b4 my skin goes ghost white for fall & winter👻
Peek the backyard 🏖🏝still love my father & mother fur building me this pool 💕#thankyouJesus 💦🌊☀️
✨ LISTEN TO MY DEBUT ALBUM HYSTERIC PARTY ON ITUNES & SPOTIFY, JUST SEARCH BRAYDIN ANDREW 💦
Thank you Jesus , for my my blessings, I repent for my sins , I make you my lord & savior ♥️ pray with me loves! ✨
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thekinglycrown · 4 years ago
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Bonnie and Clyde, hand em over.
Braydin and Clyde are dating. You should have known that >:(
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sidehugsnsideblogs · 3 years ago
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FCSU #37 Rebuilding
Life in San Myshuno was different from the get-go. In Willow Creek Penny and Braydin had stayed with Braydin’s friends. In the big city neither of them knew anyone. Braydin again got a job as a dj in a club downtown. He encouraged Penny to get a job there too as a dancer but when she went to interview the Bar’s manager simply shook his head and said “There is no way in hell that girl is 18.” Even though Penny was banned from working in the club, she was allowed to attend some of Braydin’s shows. They marked her hand with a big “X” in sharpie so she couldn’t purchase alcohol.
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Word had spread through the club’s staff about the new guy and his “little girlfriend” and as a result, they became protective of Penny. Candi Behr was the first to befriend the the young trainwreck. She worried about the control Braydin exerted over Penny and offered her assistance if Penny wanted to get out. Penny had no idea what she was talking about. “Braydin’s a great guy, all men have to be leaders in their homes. That’s just how they’re made.” Candi raised an eyebrow and quickly changed the subject. 
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Once Candi realized that Penny came from the FCSU she became determined to teach Penny more about mainstream society. It was widely known that the FCSU was incredibly homophobic and racist. Thankfully, Penny had already began questioning the church's doctrine while she was in the FCSU and was receptive to Candi's ideas of inclusivity and compassion. Although it did take her some time to understand the bar's manager, who often tended the bar in drag.
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While Penny now had some good friends outside of Braydin, he was still a massive, volatile presence in her life. On nights when she couldn't attend his shows he'd often stay out all night, partying with other women. He'd stagger home half dressed in the late morning strung out of his mind. When he was in such a state the last thing he wanted to do was argue but Penny's righteous anger couldn't be ignored. They were trapped in a cycle where they'd sober up and fight and then they'd get high together to ease the tension without actually working on their problems.
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Braydin also started having issues with his drug use at work. Sometimes he'd show up late for a set, or slump over unconscious behind the booth. Dave, the bar manager wanted to fire him but Penny and Candi pleaded not to because he was the breadwinner of the household. On nights when Braydin couldn't perform, they called in Penny to cover him. She had been watching him and helping arrange his music for years at this point so she was easily able to step in and play his sets.
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By the time Penny's eighteenth birthday rolled around she'd decided that she wanted a baby. She was plenty old enough by FCSU standards. She felt like there was nothing to fill her days except aimlessly scrolling the internet while she waited for the club to open. Braydin kept refusing her requests. "Look around you, we can't take care of a baby. We can barely take care of ourselves! When was the last time you were sober for more than a couple days? We're too messed up, babe." He insisted. Penny would not be deterred. She stopped taking her birth control, Braydin refused to sleep with her. The fighting escalated.
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The final straw came when Dave fired Braydin from his dj job and hired a now legal Penny to replace him. She debuted on a Saturday night, the busiest night of the week. It was one of the best nights of Penny's life. She returned home elated to an empty apartment. Braydin had take everything and left. Penny collapsed on the ground and cried.
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She was shaken awake by Candi at some point the next day. She had the worst headache throbbing in her skull, her mouth was parched, her legs were shaky. Candi put her to bed and made some chicken soup for later. She also left water, Gatorade and some advil on the bedside table. "These next few days are gonna be tough, but so are you." She said, clutching Penny's hand. By the following Friday Penny was able to put on a brave face and return to work. In two weeks time the drug cravings had mostly vanished and for the first time in a long time Penny felt fully in control of her mind. Braydin was always the one to procure their drugs, without him Penny had no choice but to get sober.
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At Candi and Dave's urging Penny sought help from a clinic, which put her in touch with a therapist to not only help her over come her cravings but to work through the trauma of growing up in a cult. One day while looking for updates on the FCSU Penny came across a picture of her youngest sister Becca Dawn standing cuddling with the Prophet Royce Culton. Everyone in the FCSU knew that men and women had no physical contact unless they were married. Penny remembered the exchange she had with Becca the night she escaped, the look of fear and pain in her eyes when she thought Penny was getting married. Penny wept for her sister and all that she must have gone through.
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Penny's therapist had suggested journaling as a way to organize her complicated feeling about her family. In time she decided to turn her journal into a blog where she could share mindfulness tips, commiserate with others working through complex trauma and spread awareness about how harmful the FCSU actually was. Most townies who knew about them thought they were strange but ultimately harmless. Penny was determined to change the public opinion.
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Exercise was another way for Penny to work past all her trauma and anger. She wanted to be strong. Strong enough that no man could ever overpower her or own her heart or soul every again. She began eating "cleaner" and sharing workout tips on her blog as well. To celebrate her first full year of sobriety she adopted a ragdoll cat named Lily. She decorated her space according to her own interests and aesthetic. She felt so proud to finally be living a free and authentic life. At this point she was supporting herself with her vlogging and blogging as well as the occasional dj gig.
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Many of Penny's followers suggested pivoting to a new platform called SimTube instead of blogging and she was happy to give it a try. Her early videos focused on workout and healthy eating tips, as well as videos of her dj sets. She also started recording video journal entries for her channel discussing her experiences with abusive relationships, stripping, and addiction. A lot of viewers couldn't understand how a girl so young could have already faced so much. So eventually Penny decided to make her video about the FCSU, the damage it did to her and how she escaped it. The video did well, her followers sent her messages of strength and support, fellow FCSU survivors reached out to Penny for healing. It felt good to know that she was educating people on the abuses of the FCSU.
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How to get ur manager to correctly pronounce your 3 letter, 2 syllable name:
Man who is my only manager and who I’ve just met today after working for a few months bc he “hadn’t thought it necessary yet”(??): E..T..O.. eh-toe? That’s cool :)
Me: oh it’s actually ee-doh the t sounds like a d? 🥲
Brad: Eh-doo?
Me: dough like donut
Brian: ee-toe? Ee-too??
Me: ee-doe like a doe a deer a female deer
Braydin: oh gotcha ee-doe!!
Me: yes Eto!!! 😀
Brett: ee-toe???
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bloo-jae · 5 years ago
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another oc quotes dump im sorry
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doe: not evil anymore i want to be loved now
[5 minutes later]
doe: evil again
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Andie: If you guys were gonna get arrested, what would it be for?
Anna: Tax evasion.
Eisla: Murder.
Andie:
Anna:
Otto:
Eisla: I mean jaywalking.
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Eisla: So do you guys blow on your food before putting it in your mouth, or do you hashafashafas?
Naedis: Hashafashafas, of course. I'm not a coward.
Doe: why the fuck am i even here
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Doe: Do you ever think about how your skeleton is always wet?
Eisla: I wish I never had, but thanks for ruining my life.
Doe: Don't worry, there will come a time when it's not.
Eisla: Even worse, thanks.
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[writing]
Anna: Eisla, if you're reading this-
Otto: Can Eisla even read?
Anna:
Anna: Andie, if you're reading this to Eisla-
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Camille: My partner is too tall for me to kiss them on the lips, what should I do?
Rebecca: Punch them in the stomach. Then, when they double over in pain, kiss them.
Otto: Tackle them.
Eisla: Dump them.
Anna: Kick them in the shins.
Keagan: NO TO ALL OF THOSE. JUST ASK ME TO LEAN DOWN.
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Braydin: Remember when you made me lick the swing set?
Andie: No, I said 'Braydin, don't lick the swing set,' and you said 'don't tell me what to do, Andie,' and licked the swing set.
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Eisla: I'll kill you.
Doe: Basic threat, overused, lacks serious weight.
Anna: Pee your pants.
Doe: Up-and-coming, unexpected, respectable!
Sayumi: I will pee your pants.
Doe: Full of the promise of grief and terror, absolutely devastating!
Otto: Your pants can't wait for my pee.
Doe: And there we have it! The most terrifying sentence in the universe!
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Eisla: I may not have the hottest body or the clearest skin or the softest hair or the prettiest eyes or the cutest laugh or the perfect smile or the best morals or the biggest goals or the highest IQ or the most friends or the largest amount of control or the nicest attitude
Doe: But?
Eisla: That's all.
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Doe: Everyone's always like 'how could you, Doe?' but no one ever asks 'how are you, Doe?'
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Sayumi: If you ever feel safe, remember that I'm out there.
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Anna: *holding a soda*
Sayumi: Hey, can I have some?
Anna: No.
Sayumi: *recites a string of numbers*
Anna: Wh- that's my-
Sayumi: *nods* Social Security number.
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Otto: You should style your hair. I think a nice undercut would give you that 'don't fuck with me' vibe.
Anna: I mostly use my face for that.
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Andie: So yesterday I was watching my dog chase her tail for 30 minutes and I thought 'dogs are so easily entertained!'
Andie: But then I realized I'd been watching my dog chase her tail for 30 minutes.
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Camille: Did you remember to
buy gym clothes?
Keagan: Who the fuck is Jim?
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Eisla: You know what? I don't appreciate you two enough. I feel like you've always been there for me, through thick and thin, and you've always supported me, and you've always been willing to help me when I'm in trouble. You guys are really great, you know? You're true blue friends. You're so willing to help-
Braydin: What do you want?
Andie: Is it money?
Eisla: It's money.
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Naedis: If there's a 'hell yes' and a 'heavens no' why isn't there a 'purgatory maybe'?
Meidagi: PURGHAPS.
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Doe: I have so much fucking love in my souls.
Eisla: Why do you have more than one soul?
Doe: Irrelevant.
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Osamu: You're irrationally angry 365 days a year.
Sayumi: Well, that's just your personal opinion. I don't have anger issues. Do you guys think I have anger issues?
Doe: Hmm, no, I wouldn't call it an issue. An issue is something you can fix.
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angelicfelonentertainment · 2 years ago
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Check out this listing I just added to my Poshmark closet: KENDALL + KYLIE Womens Black White Sneakers Size 9.
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darktributary · 4 years ago
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Love Story 1
kelsy
The last day of 5th grade I asked Cody McDonald to ask Kelsy Mygrant to be my girlfriend. She was cute, and super sweet. She wanted me to ask her myself, hahaha. I liked her. I called once at least over the summer, i believe i called one parent, and they told me to call the other parent which i did. i remember sitting on the floor of my room at Hauenstein apartments talking to her on the phone. 6th grade came and i didn’t have an ounce of knowledge of what it meant to be a boyfriend. i didn’t even talk to her, i couldn’t build up the nerve. how could i? she dated braydin. he got me kicked out of cross country because of our kelsy related dislike for each other, lol. i punched chad champion in the face when i heard he cheated on kelsy. he punched & indian burned my arm. worth it. kelsy was a fairy tale all throughout middle and high school. one of the girls that not a single person could say they didn’t want to be with or like, the beautiful, lovely, prestigious, down to earth, kind, empathetic, never would i ever give you up if i had you type. the type that you knew would make something of herself while also making something of you if she chooses. held in the highest regard among all.
JUNIOR YEAR was a dream come true. english with you. remember at the beginning of the year when i had allllll those hickeys on my neck from fucking lindsey. you n mikhala made fun of me while sitting at a table in the library across from me. i can’t even fathom how you could look at me and think i’m cute after that. it wasn’t until near the end of the year when i realized that you weren’t just a figment of my imagination. valentine’s day maybe. you weren’t the royal who could never be touched but could, maybe, possibly be my love story. words can’t describe how happy you made me then. staying up all night on my floor, seeing you get out of the car at HU’s bball court, calling on you to take care of my bad-tripping ass. i cherish these times more than anything. i tried as hard as i possibly could to be “cool” and to let you do your thing. i didn’t want to scare you away but i was falling down the longest staircase of you. you did keep me at a distance. i picked up on that and i reciprocated 😔. i tried to keep things going but i couldn’t keep up the effort alone.
SPRING BREAK senior year
when everything came rushing back. such strong feelings. i couldn’t help myself. i was drowning and you saved me. i owed you my love, but i couldn’t give it all to you. i wanted to give you everything, i knew i couldn’t but i did what i could to keep you there. i knew that you were forever and that emma wasn’t. kelsy was perfect in every way i could imagine, but for some reason my heart still hurt more for emma at the time. that feeling of love mixed with pain, it’s depth. it pulled me in the wrong direction. i couldn’t get myself to let either of you go for quite some time. back & forth, back & forth i went. finally after almost killing myself at the beginning of COLLEGE, i always knew that kelsy was 10000x better for me, i chose. i couldn’t tell you why it still wasn’t enough. i kept a keepsafe/photo vault with a handful of pictures of emma and i, a nude or two, and a few pictures of girls i screenshotted from twitter/instagram. your perfection made me do everything i possibly could to hide my bad sides. i lied and told the half-truth so many times involving that story because i couldn’t face the truth, that i had pictures of other girls on my phone that i was hiding from you. i have this dark side of me that i could never ever tell you of, and you nearly found it. i was never straight up completely honest about that, i’m sorry.
that little blonde girl from the tower... she made me very nervous whenever i saw her because i had thoughts of cheating with her. i didn’t. we sat on the 2nd floor of the tower and talked for a bit, flirted a little bit, i did not mention having a girlfriend, and i did tell her which dorm i lived in. she slid her number under my door and i threw it away. you were out of town for a funeral. i pushed the limit and i lied about it. i also danced with a girl at a halloween party that brenden and i went to. she gave me her snapchat and asked if i wanted to hang out. i don’t think i would’ve done it, but it would’ve been more difficult to say no if i hadn’t been with you in person at the time. and when we broke up, it didn’t take me longer than two days to go back to emma. i was desperate for love attention & affection. in come summer.
mother’s day. i slept with two women. i loved them both. there was no malicious intent. i wanted to be with one, and i wanted to say goodbye to the other. and i’m also a disgusting pervert who had sex whenever i got the chance to. i am cruel for this. i am disgusting for this. it’s actually the worst thing i’ve ever done in my life aside from lying about it to your face multiple times. i was certain that you’d never give me another chance if you knew. i almost told you when you asked, almost a year later in the Lockfield parking lot, but i still couldn’t face it. hell i still haven’t faced it.
this was though, the very last time i ever saw Emma as more than just a friend. the fizzling out love that i felt for her had finally gone flat, but that just made it easier to never tell you the truth about that night.
we sat at the park in your truck outside of huntington on your birthday until 6:30 am. 2016. lots of crying. i don’t remember us ending things. but i do remember reuniting with a simple “do you wanna listen to music with me” - something along those lines - on our UTEC assembly line. that moment sticks out to me a lot. it felt incredible. movie like. it was sad to leave for indy. even more sad, when we reunited fall of sophomore year, i told you i hadn’t been with any girls at all. you seemed pleasantly surprised. it was true, but then i went and slept with savanna. i convinced myself that it was okay because you and i weren’t “getting back together” just yet. but when we did decide to get back together, i was all in. i was scared, and i didn’t know myself and i didn’t know how to love you the right way, but i loved you so fucking much and only you. i cut all my ties and all i wanted was to be with you. but it was too late. the damage i caused was irreversible. and ever since then i’ve been damned with hope that i could fix things.
i pushed things too far spring ‘19. i had no idea what i was doing, i had very little clue about myself, still. all i knew is that i loved you so much that there was no way it didn’t mean something. i wasn’t ready and it either pushed you away or you never felt anything in the first place. maybe you tried but realized later, & didn’t know how else to tell me. it’s all okay. i forgive you, although it doesn’t seem necessary, i don’t think you could ever hurt me enough to even things. i can only hope that you forgive me one day.
& present day, my dislike for myself stems from the way i treated you, and the things i’ve never told you. it’s difficult to see the right when i’ve done so much wrong. you are still who i think of when i remember what being in love feels like. i want that feeling back so badly. everyone is telling me to move on, to give myself a chance to be happy again. i’ve very rarely listened to anything other than my heart when it comes to love, but that gets me into trouble. i’m going to listen this time. i don’t want letting you go to be what i need to love again, but it is.
i’m sorry, for every single bit. i love you. i will always.
- River ♥️
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braydinandrewofficial · 4 years ago
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💙🤍Co₩boy ßeßottom🤍💙 lol
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monsterunderkilt · 5 years ago
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I work in a school district and Don’t get me started.
Anchor, Ever, Yramliz, Jehonathon, Nathanel, Leighanne, seventeen “Caitlin” variations, all of which I HATE
Xzavier (what), Charlesea, Karson, Kamryn, Unique, Lukas, Aaryn, and I don’t even know how to spell “Braydon/Braedon/Bradun/Braydin” anymore
A Billion, A Million - siblings, whose middle names are DOLLA
Kavosidee - which the mother said was “like the alcohol” and I was like, what the fuck alcohol is that? Turns out it was “Courvoisier”
There’s a lot more, I just don’t have the memory capacity
i taught swim lessons and preschool, do y’all wanna hear the most ridiculous white kid names i’ve ever seen?
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