#bpdjostenn

[sprolden]

im drawing renison ive never felt more at peace

let renison save u

(ps send me the result when ur done)

[minycrdjcsten-blog]

nice reneeallison ?? Liek date night or smth??

i feel like im apologising to everybody bc it’s taking me a lot of time to work on these so yeah im sorry for taking such a long time, but thank you, rellison makes my health improve lmao hope u like it!

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Allison was bold and unapologetic. She wasn’t shy and she’d never had a hard time asking for things because of the status of her family. She had no problem speaking to people, much less when it was someone she fancied, but when it came to Renee, every single time she tried to ask her out her heart started beating way too fast and she was so anxious it felt like she was leaving her body. She couldn’t even believe Renee made her that nervous.

Renee looked at her with that beautiful smile on her face all the time, as if she knew Allison had something to say, something more important than “have you seen my bra?” whenever she was getting out of the shower. The question changed in the locker room but it was still something that seemed quite out of place when she took in Allison’s expression. She was onto something and Renee could tell.

She didn’t have an exact plan, but the hardest part wasn’t the date itself, it was actually asking Renee out. So she decided she’d do it whenever she felt ready, even if it didn’t feel like it was the right time.

It happened during a game. It was the last 3 minutes and Allison had fought that fucking striker so hard but he went through them anyway and the moment she saw Renee stop the ball like it was nothing and heard the members of the other team curse at her she felt the bravest she’d ever felt. They went back to their positions but nothing came from the last minute of the game, so as soon as it was over Allison ran towards the goal to congratulate Renee while the foxes celebrated their win and just yelled, “Hey, I’ve been meaning to ask you out for like a month, can we do something about that?”

Renee giggled, holding her helmet in her gloved hands and took in Allison’s expression. The adrenaline of the game made it easier, and though Allison would’ve preferred not looking a like  sweaty mess Renee still smiled at her like she was the moon, “Sure”

The idea of dating Renee didn’t make her uncomfortable at all, but it made things a little bit weird in their room when Allison kept smiling to herself and Renee just gazed into her eyes whenever they made eye contact. Oh, they both had it so bad.

Allison’d been planning the date for as long as she’d been planning to ask Renee out, but when the day came everything went to shit. It was expected from the foxes, sure, but she’d bought a nice burgundy slip dress and had had her hair and nails done specifically to look good for her date, not for one of the freshmen to overdose again because they didn’t let her leave.

“I appreciate it, you know?” Renee said. She looked as pretty as always and they both stood out in the waiting room, Renee with her hot pink lipstick, and Allison with her dress.

Abby was inside with Helena, the freshman, and as they’d been the ones to help Hari, one of her roommates, get her out of her room they’d just helped get things sorted in the hospital and with the rest of the team too. Hari’d been panicking like anyone else would’ve but the girls were used to it. The foxes weren’t expected to last in such conditions, so to speak.

“What? The makeup or the two hours we just spent in a hospital?” Allison asked inspecting her nails. She was quite frustrated, and it was obvious in the way she kept trying to look away from Renee.

“Everything” Renee answered quietly. She reached tentatively for Allison’s hand and laced their fingers together. Allison looked at their hands and sighed, “We don’t actually need to go on a date to be official, you know?”

“Yes, I know, but you look really pretty and I wanted to make you feel good and have a nice evening together with stupid romantic stuff” Allison said in frustration. Biting her lower lip and complaining wouldn’t get her anywhere. What would get her somewhere though was Abby and Hari coming back for the fourth time during the evening, this time to let them know they could leave if they wanted because Dan and Neil had captain/vice-captain responsibilities with both Hari and Helena.

On their way back to fox tower none of them said anything. The quiet felt nice, particularly walking and holding hands in the dark from the parking lot to the building. Allison smirked in the elevator, “Are you gonna invite me back to yours?”

Renee rolled her eyes and snorted, “Mh, don’t think so. It’s just our first pre-date, you know? Plus I’ve this roommate that’s a little messy”

Allison cocked one of her eyebrows in response, her smirk still a little bit defiant.

All in all it did feel a little bit annoying. They’d lost a reservation and they’d have to make plans again, but the ruined date seemed to be much less of a bother when they closed the door to their room, toed off their shoes and sat on the couch to talk.

They were good at talking, though Allison had to recognise she did most of it while Renee laughed at her anecdotes and reactions. She liked that kind of simple domesticity that was just part of their friendship, and now was becoming something else. It was different to talk about bad dates when a beautiful girl was playing with your fingers and you were petting her hair. It felt different when she made her laugh and Renee asked for a kiss. It was chaste and soft, and Allison kept wanting to come back for more but interrupting them with her laughter.

God, they both had it so bad.

[karaxlucy]

can you tag gaslighting / emotional manipulation?

of course! for anyone who wants to blacklist, from now i’ll tag “gaslighting /” and “emotional manipulation /” and also “abuse /” just for a general tag. Feel free to tell me to tag anything else at any time!! xo

[andreil69-moved]

♥

time: 3am / 8am / 12pm / 6pm / 9pm / 12pmplace: coffee shop / garden / mall / bedroom / club / bookstorefood: sweet / acid / bittersweet / dry / juicymood: bonfire / revolution / peace and quiet / night walks / fireworks / city nightsseason: summer / fall / winter / springdrink: tea / coffee / soda / fruit juice / vodka / waterword: aesthetic / grafitti / blankets / clothes / nighttime / flowers

want one?

[nightlyxo]

bpdjostenn replied to your post: 90% of the time i want to kill you

lmao sick andrew reference

whom is andrew minyard, i only talk about one person,,, myself

[transgenderboobs]

happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thank u!!!!!!! :>

[cosmiccoincidence-archive]

nicky

nicky: what are you proudest about (about yourself)? - I’m most proud of the stuff I write, but even then that’s not a lot of pride there. 

[spiderinej]

rules: tag 20 amazing followers you’d like to get to know better! 
I was tagged by @bpdjostenn thank u so much eliza !!

Name/Nickname: marisa

Gender: female

Star sign: virgo

Height: idkkkk i’m just average ok

Hogwarts House: idk again lmao probably hufflepuff or ravenclaw. a lil slytherin. u know

Fave color: purple!!

Fave animal: dogs !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Average hours of sleep: oh boy idk 6-7??

Cat or Dog person: dogs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fave fictional characters: there’s too many to name lol

Number of blankets I sleep with: i only have three here at uni  :(

Fave singer/band: idk i can’t pick for the life of me but i’m in love with troye sivan as a person and musically so let’s go with him

Dream trip: reykjavik (iceland) and berlin (germany) and new york (usa) !! (and yes cam if ur reading this ur country is on the ~secret~ list)

Dream job: idkkkkkk ahhhhhhhhh

When was this blog created:jeez idk at least four years ago i think?? it’s old

Current number of followers: 1180 lmao ily guys thx for not unfollowing me when i disappeared before u guys are the best

When did your blog reach its peak?: idk there is no peak my blog is a mess

i tag: all of my followers!! do this game!! tag me so i can read it!! be my friend!!

[audreils]

today i got some cool new makeup and spent the day fooling around with it!! it was really fun, can i have a promo and a compliment?

ooh i love new makeup its so fun i hope u tried new looks im glad u had fun

compliment: ur theme is so cool?? its a nicer softer version of the dash i love it its so creative but doesn’t look clogged like the actual dash 

blogrates, compliments, etc!!

[actuallyjosten]

Thanks to @everythingsdifferentupsidedown for tagging me.

Nickname: Mer / Mery  Zodiac: Aquarius Gender: female Favorite colour: PASTEL COLOURS!!!!!!! Average hours of sleep: like 6 Last thing I Googled: it was my baes blog, @everythingsdifferentupsidedown Occupation: being a mess Height: negative 

I tag: @bpdjostenn / @kirawalshii / @ghostzzy / @letrikobeking

[pinnacle-or-sinnacle]

I was tagged by my absolute fave angel @allisongaynolds to make a personal moodboard so here u go my guy

I tag @glitter-the-booknerd @claspmyhands @bpdjostenn and @angel-frnk

[sprolden]

💛

matt! my friend my fave!! i feel like we’ve kinda stoped telking which is kinda sad tbh?? you’re rad af and i’d love to get to know u better. you’re also in my activity a lot (at least i feel like it?? lmao) which,, thank u attention fuels me

overall rad due 20/10

[minycrdjcsten-blog]

bpdjostenn replied to your post “my aftg fancast under the cut, boop[[MOR] lee jong suk as neil...”

these r perfect omg

lee jong suk smiles so much it was nice to pretend neil smiles a lot looking for pictures lmao

[karaxlucy]

shout-out to @bpdjostenn for beta-ing all my fics for me. if you like what you read here and/or plan on sending more femslash february prompts make sure to give them some love too !!

[nightlyxo]

dark @bpdjostenn show me the forbidden gay y/a novels

[transgenderboobs]

i got tagged by @pjpedream​ !! thnks bud :3c

Rules: answer all questions, add one question of your own and tag as many people as there are questions. 

im putting this under a read more bc its kinda long ~

1. coke or pepsi: neither. give me like sprite or smthn ive recently discovered im not a fan of any brown sodas

2. disney or dreamworks: disney i think

3. coffee or tea: coffee!!!!!!

4. books or movies: books 

5. windows or mac: mac

6. dc or marvel: marvel but only bc of the x men. im not really into either anymore

7. x-box or playstation: idk i dont play video games.

8. dragon age or mass effect: ^^^^^^

9. night owl or early riser: night owl by nature, but ive been forcing myself to get up earlier bc my sleep schedule was getting Way too fucked

10. cards or chess: cards 

11. chocolate or vanilla: depends. if itsl ike ice cream, chocolate, but if its like cake, vanilla

12. vans or converse: vans

13. Lavellan, Trevelyan, Cadash, or Adaar: ?¿

14. fluff or angst: angst that turns into fluff. hurt/comfort i guess

15. beach or forest: beach!!! :3c fun fact my house is literally like a two minute walk from the beach its cool

16. dogs or cats: cats but i love dogs too 

17. clear skies or rain: clear skies!!!!!! it rains so fucking much in oregon i just want some sun,

18. cooking or eating out: eating out!!! admittedly im a fairly decent cook but i am so goddamn lazy i dont do it often

19. spicy food or mild food: SPICY :’-0 i lov spicy food

20. halloween/samhain or solstice/yule/christmas: xmas but mostly bc i get out of school for it lmao.

21. would you rather forever be a little too cold or a little too hot: too hot. i hate the cold

22. if you could have a superpower, what would it be: telekinesis. just let my grab shit from across the room w/o getting up pls 

23. animation or live action: depends. im gonna say animation tho bc its my dream to do character design or smthn for cartoons

24. paragon or renegade: ??¿¿¿¿¿

25. baths or showers: my preference is baths esp if i have bath bombs, but i mostly take showers bc theyre quicker

26. team cap or team ironman: team i havent even seen civil war rip

27. fantasy or sci-fi: sci-fi probs.

28. do you have three or four favorite quotes, if so what are they: "his life is not more important than mine just because he’s more talented”, “not im sorry as in an apology, im sorry as in sorrow” (or something to that effect?? idr the Exact quote but its from the wtnv book), and then honestly can i just put in the entirety of any of neil josten’s Roasts™ of riko? 

29. youtube or netflix: netflix

30. harry potter or percy jackson: harry potter if i had to chose but i love both

31. when you feel accomplished: when i draw something and dont immediately hate it

32. star wars or star trek: star wars :3c

33. paperback books or hardback books: paperback

34. to live in a world without literature or without music?: YIKES why not just make me choose which internal organ id like to lose the most?? if i had to chose i guess music. i love books too much.

35. who was the last person to make you laugh? my best friend from college. she snapped me something funny as hell <3 

my question: which is better: sour or sweet candy?

i’m sorry im not tagging 35 ppl but i will tag @bpdjostenn, @damnwilds, @verboden-toegang, @nickyklose, & anyone else who wants to do this??? only if u want to of course !!