#boxer jeno will never not have my heart.

[vnti-vnxiety-recs]

GUARDIAN GLOVES (M)

★  PAIRING: Boxer! Jeno x Reader 

☆ WORD COUNT: 12k

★ GENRE(S): Brother’s Bestfriend AU, Childhood Friend AU?, Smut

☆ SUMMARY:  No matter how badly you want to start over, your rebellious past follows you to college, and you can't run from it forever Your brother Jaemin was your rock growing up, but now that he has left for an out-of-state university, he can no longer save you. You do not want to burden your brother's best friend, but he might be the only one who can save you from the person of your past who refuses to let you go.

★ ☆ WARNINGS: Unprotected sex, sexual intercourse, fighting, harassment, and stalking, mentions of violence, guns and drugs, abusive relationships.

☆★ NOTES: Read with caution, please; some scenes can be intense. Leave nice comments, please <3 

It was a mistake; you knew it was a mistake; your brother and friends both told you so. Now, due to the enormous amounts of red flags you have ignored, you have found yourself in some hot water. What can you say? Love makes you blind.

“You cant keep putting up with this! We need to do something,” your friend Ryujin stressed “This has been going on for too long; im scared something serious might happen” You were worried that wrinkles might form from how much shes been furrowing her brow.

“Im fine! Its not even that serious, ok? Just drop it,” you say, sitting on your bed with your head buried in your hands as your roommate paced the dorm room. You had never seen her so upset. 

“No! I will not sit here while my best friend gets harassed! We need to report this!”

“We are NOT reporting this ryu; that will only make things worse.” you sigh before sitting back to look your friend dead in the eyes

“He pushed you down the stairs!?” 

“It was a mistake!”

You met Yuta during your junior year of high school. He was your typical run-of-the mill bad boy; he skipped classes, hung out late, and got high. You knew he was trouble, but that was what you wanted. You grew up rebellious; you were young and dumb. You just wanted attention, and hanging with the wrong crowd got you plenty. You felt unstoppable when you were with Yuta and his crew. When Yuta would parade you around school in your too-short skirt and pretty long legs, you felt special; you felt wanted. Your friends hated him, and they hated what you became. You didn’t listen to their warnings, and you stuck around. 

You stuck around even when skipped classes turned into stolen cars and the weed highs turned into selling. You were stupid to think you could keep up with his lifestyle. You just wanted to piss your family off. You were used to bad boys, but Yuta was something else. 

She takes a deep breath, trying to calm herself “Look, he's clearly getting bold; I'm afraid he’ll seriously hurt you!” 

“Please, drop it,” you beg in exhaustion. Its been a long day. You had classes all day, and with your yuta problem, you found yourself getting tired a lot faster. You had to turn in his class work on top of yours, which resulted in more time spent in the library. You had been getting home later and later. 

“What about Jaemin? Have you told him? You know he would do anything for you.”

Your brother left for college the year before you. You couldn't ask him to fight your battles  anymore. He got a full ride and was off in another state, living his life, while you were at home bawling your eyes out over the fact that the heartbreaking bad boy broke your heart. 

You had finally broken up with Yuta when you realized he was cheating on you. You should have seen it coming, honestly, The day you checked his phone and found the messages, he didnt even try to pretend like he cared. He had been talking to several other girls while he was with you. You felt so stupid, and that was your last straw. Let us just say he was not happy about it, and he and his friends have been harassing you since.

“That's exactly why I can't tell him; I don't need him flying out just to take care of my issues; I can handle them on my own. He's got his own life; he can't afford any more distractions.”

Your brother was practically your hero growing up. Whenever you were in trouble, he was by your side to protect you. Even though he was really only your stepbrother, he didn’t love you any less. You would always be his little sister.

 Jaemin had been in and out of the boxing ring for years. Bad boyfriends weren't anything new to you or him; he was the one who typically kept them in check. You were the main reason he picked up fighting; he knew, as your older brother, it was his job to protect you, and he would do it to his last breath. He tried to warn you about Yuta, but you didn't listen. You knew he would drop anything if it meant coming to your aid, but you couldn't ask that of him. 

You also know he would never let you live it down. 

You thought once high school was over, you would finally be able to escape Yuta’s torment, but he followed you to your new school. Your brother warned you about him, and now he's not here to protect you anymore. 

"Ok, what about Jeno?” She states hesitantly,

“Absolutely NOT!” you scowl, throwing yourself back into the sheets to hide under the covers

“Yes! Jaemin literally told you to go to him if you need anything! He probably knew you would be too proud to contact him if you were in trouble.”

You sit back up and throw the covers off of you. “It’s not his problem! I got myself into this mess. I'll get myself out, ok?” you state firmly

"Fine, you know what fine, its getting late I’m heading to bed…but I swear if he—”

"Ok, Ryujin, thanks really,” you say sincerely. You could never be mad at Ryujin; she was only looking out for you, and you knew she meant well. For all that it was worth, you knew she would always have your back. She would run head-first into battle for you.

You could definitely be mad at Ryujin. In fact, you've been upset for the last hour.

She promised a surprise for you; she said she wanted to take you somewhere to take your mind off of the whole Y*ta situation. Honestly, you were grateful to be getting out of the house; you had been limiting yourself to only going to classes. You were trying your hardest to not run into him. 

You make sure to dress prettily. You were just too excited to finally have a reason to dress up again. You were so excited, you didn't even blink at the all-too-familiar signs and buildings as Ryujin pulled into the parking lot of a run-down boxing gym.

It's not until you have walked into the threshold and over to the rusty sideline benches that you feel overdressed and out of place. Your eyes scan the room, and everything feels so familiar yet out of place that you feel stupid for not realizing sooner.

As your eyes take in the old tattered banners and boxing ring, you realize you were walked blind into your brother's old gym. He and Jeno used to come here all the time to spar and train. This place used to run official matches and business, but it went bankrupt and had to close. Now it was just a place that hosted underground fighting. 

You knew what this was about, and you were upset that Ryujin fooled you into coming. You crossed your arms protectively over your chest, and you had hungry eyes staring at you from each angle.

“You...are... insane,” you hissed at her in anger after you two got settled in your seats. 

“And you are a coward. I'm sorry I lied Ok, but we need his help,” she contests

“You just walked me into a den full of hungry wolves. We're gonna need a lot more than help now!” You whisper harshly.

"Oh, come on, you know jeno’s not gonna let anything happen to you”

It was as if saying his name aloud summoned him; the next thing you know, he is in the ring.

You can't help but hold your breath at the sight. He had grown since the last time you saw him, and you didn't even think that was possible. His face was more refined and sculpted, and his arms were toned with muscles. His shoulders would have had you drooling if it weren’t for the perdicament you were in. They were broad and covered in cuts and bruises, much like the rest of his body. His body relaxes as he shakes away his nerves. He was standing in one corner of the ring, while his opponent stood menacingly at the other end. You think you hear the announcer call out his name—was it Jaehyung? Jaehyoon? Something like that.

You try to duck your head, not wanting to be seen, but you stand out like a sore thumb. As Jeno finished up his quick stretches, his eyes somehow wandered to you. First comes shock, then confusion, and as he rakes his eyes over your outfit, he’s overcome with anger.

Tonight was going to be a long night.

You could hear the scolding now…

”it's too cold to be wearing that”

“it's too dangerous for you to be here”

“This isn't some show; don't bring your friends here”

It wasn't even your fault you were here! You already knew he was not going to hear any of that, though.

He fixes you with a stare that says, “We’ll talk later,” and you groan in annoyance.

Before you can even open your mouth to give Ryujin another piece of your mind, the match begins and draws your attention back to the ring.

Jeno sizes up his opponent as they circle each other, looking for openings. His opponent, Jae Something, was twice his size, and honestly, you were a little afraid for Jenos sake. Jae was inpatient and struck first. Jenos weaves left and holds his guard strong. Jeno played the defense; he was patient, and you find that his fighting style was the mirror opposite of his personality. Even though Jeno had a tendency to lose his temper, it was fascinating to watch him change when he stepped into the ring. He moved with poise and thoughtfulness at every turn. 

Jenos patience rewarded him and he saw an opening In his opponents gaurd. He struck Jae, causing him to stumble back on unsecure footing. This allowed jeno to push his opponent back and switch to offense. Jae was already worn out, and Jeno used this to his advantage, knocking him down and out after hounding him with jabs and hooks.

Jeno was an endurance fighter; his goal wasn't to win through brutality but by outlasting his opponent in a fight.

You were amazed at how far he had come. He was a skilled fighter, as he always had been, but now, after years of honing his craft, you could see he was nothing like the boy you knew before.

The match was over and you were brought back to reality as you realized just what kind of scene you were in. This was an illegal boxing match, and now that it was over, the illegal part really started to stand out. Bets had been placed on the matches before hand and were now being fulfilled. Money was being passed around, and some exchanges even turned aggressive. You knew Jeno had probably wanted you to stick around for your lashings, but this was your queue to get the fuck out of there. You grab Ryujin's hand and try to lead her away from the ever-increasingly aggravated crowd. You navigate through groups of people as you hurry towards the exit. 

On your way, you trip over your stupid heels that Ryujin convinced you to wear and accidentally bump shoulders with someone. You find your footing and apologize. You try to walk away, pulling Ryujin behind you, but feel a rough hand on your shoulder pulling you back.

“Where do you think your going?” a gravelly voice calls out.

“I already apologized; let me go,” you grit out, trying to pull away from the man. He was a little bit taller than you and was twice your age. You noticed the wad of cash in one of his hands and the sickishly sweet smile on his face, and you figured he must have placed a winning bet.

“Don't be like that; how about I take you and your friend here out and we go somewhere private” he says while flashing his money. “Of course you'll have to work for it if you want a tip,” he says repulsively.

From the corner of your eye, you see Jeno pushing through the crowd. The look on his face gives you the chills. 

“Don’t be scared, baby; I don't bite,” the man says. 

Oh, you’re not scared of him; your scared for him.

You know what's coming before it happens, and the man is on the ground in seconds. His money flits through the air before joining him on the ground. The man is clutching his face, and before Jeno can get his hands on him again, men dressed in all black pull the man to his feet and drag him out. You figured they must have been something like security. 

Everything happens so fast, but all you know is that you and Ryujin are both being pulled by an angry Jeno deeper into the building into some back room. Ryujin looks a bit shaken, but you assure her everything is okay now.

 It was dark and chilly in the room. The cement walls offered no warmth as you stood in the middle of what you assumed to be an old locker room. The back of the building was really coming apart; water leaked from the ceiling, and it smelled like mildew. No one really occupies the space anymore. 

Now occupying the space were Jeno,currently trying to reel in his nerves as he drags a hand down his face; Ryujin, shifting from one foot to another awkwardly; and you, who crossed your arms definitely over your chest as you waited for Jeno’s reprimanding.

“You know what I'm going to say,” he huffs.

“I'm sorry, it's really not her fault I'm the one who drug her here; I didn't realize how dangerous it would be” Ryujin tried to defend you, but she didn't know Jeno like you did. He wasnt one for excuses.

“Who are you?” He asks dismissively.  

Jeno had never met Ryujin before. Ryujin had only heard about him through the stories you would tell her about growing up with him and your brother.

“Im a friend; we didn’t come here without a reason we wanted to—” She says but doesnt get to finish

"Jeno, dont be rude. She was only trying to help.” You interrupt. You could not have her bring that up now; you needed his attention back on you. 

“I'm sorry, Ryujin. Can you give us a moment?” He sighs in apology.

Ryujin gives you a look but takes the hint and doesn't push the topic again. She reluctantly walks to the door and waits outside the room. 

Once the door shuts behind her, Jeno wastes no time telling you off. “I dont know why your here or whats going on but you need to leave. You know better than this,” he scolds

You wanted to jump off a cliff. This is absolutely not how you wanted to meet him again. You had imagined this meeting a thousand times in your head. When you finally reconnected, you were supposed to show him how mature you had gotten. This whole fiasco definitely sets you back 10 steps. 

“I wouldn't be here …I wouldn't be dressed like this if I had known we would end up here. It was a mistake. We'll leave, ok?" You say arms crossed and closed off as you dig your heel into the ground.

Even after all this time, he still had a soft spot for you. No matter how hard he tried to be stern with you, one look at the pout on your face made him feel bad. He walks over and closes the small distance between you two. He engulfs you in a hug, and you’re reminded of home. He reminds you so much of your past that it makes you nostalgic. He kisses the top of your head affectionately and lets go, and you’re reminded just how smelly and musty he is as his sticky skin peels from yours.

“Gross,” you grumble

“I think you'll live,” he jokes with a smile. He's a lot calmer now. He leans down to meet your gaze “I'm sorry for being hard on you; I was just worried. You popped up out of nowhere after all this time.

It was so easy to fall back in step with him. You want to tell him everything; all you want is for him to fix everything, but you are no longer that little girl, and you are determined to prove it. 

You’re deep in thought when he asks, “Is everything OK, Storm?”

Your heart skips a beat at the nickname; you haven't heard that in awhile. He's always called you that; when you asked him why, he told you it was because you would stir up so much trouble wherever you went, growing up like a storm. It may have sounded negative, but he didn’t mean it like that. He always said it affectionately. 

“I'm fine; Ryujin brought me here because I said I missed home. She wanted to take me around to some familiar places. I guess she didn't know what really went down at this place” You try to cover up the truth.

Your campus wasn't too far from your hometown, and you go home almost every weekend, but hopefully Jeno doesn’t know that and buys the story. 

He looks a bit sceptical. "Lately, its been hard to come by you,” he says “Are you sure your not in any trouble?”

"I've just been busy with school; its nothing really,” you explain.

He just nods, and you know he does not believe it, but he doesn’t pry either. “Lets get you home; it's getting late” 

When you open the door, Ryujin falls forward, clearly listening in and she gives you a sheepish smile. You grab her arm and pull her along as jeno personally escorts you out and to ryujin's car.

He holds your door open for you and watches as you clamber inside before buckling your seat belt and closing your door for you. You internally groan in annoyance. He was never going to see you as anything but the 7th grade version of you that he first met. The girl needed her brother to save her from herself. 

You are grown now!

He can practically see the words printed on your forehead as he huckles to himself. He didn’t care; he would always take care of you, no matter how much you hated him for it.

 He motions for you to roll down the window before leaning into the car and caressing your face affectionately with his rough, bruised hand. You decide right then that you would never let him get hurt for your sake. He’s fought enough.

 “If you need anything, call, ok?” He says this before drawing his hand back. You don't respond, and he quirks an eyebrow.

"Ok,” You grumble 

“You have my number, right?”

“Yes!” You say a bit louder in annoyance.

"Ok, ok, I'm just checking, you never reach out, I just want to make sure your okay,” he continues 

“Actually, can I take your number? I'm practically her guardian now. I'll make sure to keep you updated if she needs anything” Your friend butts in with a smile.

Jeno happily gives her his number, and you just sit in the passenger seat like a child, watching as your parents fuss over you.

You are grown now!

Mondays are the worst days of the week, not because you have to go back to classes. You loved class, you loved learning and you loved your teachers. It wasn’t until college that you found out that you really enjoyed learning. Yuta would have definitely laughed at you if you told him that in high school. 

Yuta was the reason you hated Mondays. Mondays were the worst because they meant no more hiding. You couldn't stay in all day; you had to go to class, and that meant running into the devil. You were lucky enough to only have one class with Yuta, and that class only met on Mondays. 

You find your way to your seat at the back of the class, hoping to hide away from him, but you know he will find you. You felt his presence as he slipped into the seat next to you. 

“Morning doll, did you get my text?” 

You hated when he texted you; it was always a disturbing photo. Last time you opened a text from him, it was a video of him fucking some girl in a dark alleyway. In the video, he made the girl drop to her knees and open her mouth. He pressed the barrel of his gun into her mouth and made her suck it off. ‘Wish this was you’ was the text he sent after the video.

Since then, you have made it a point not to open his texts, but it seems like he wasn't going to let this one go.

“I’ve been busy; i hadnt had the chance to”

"Well, that's no good doll; why don't you open it now?” he smirks wickedly.

“I dont think—”

“Open it,” The playfulness slips off of his face and replaced with seriousness 

You never noticed it before, but Yuta could be terrifying. He never showed this side to you before, but your certain this was the side everyone else saw. He made a promise to follow you to the end of the earth, and so far he has kept true to it. 

He had gone from being your high school’s bad boy to the campus’s star athlete. Yuta had completely rebranded himself after graduation, and it made it even harder to report him. No one would believe you. He would just spin the story and make you out to be some bitter ex, making up lies to try to ruin his college career.

With shaky hands, you unlock your phone and go to your messages, clicking on the conversation with the unsaved number attached to it. There, you find a video waiting for you. You turn your volume all the way down and hit play. This time, it was a video of you a few nights ago, exiting the gym with Ryujin and Jeno. The camera work was shaky, and it seemed to have been taken from behind a car or a bushr? You couldnt tell but your heart was beating outside your chest.

Your eyes are glued to the screen as you feel a firm hand caress your tense shoulder until it grips the back of your neck. "Now why does it look like my doll is cheating” You freeze in place as your mouth hangs open. “Who is that?” he asks.

You had no idea he was following you. How long had he been following you? The grip on your neck tightens.

“Answer me,” he whispers cruelly, his eyes darkening with rage.

“He’s no one” tears well up in your eyes. Ryujin was right; this was getting out of hand.

“Let me catch you with him again; I'll make you regret it,” he whispers. He kisses the side of your head and breathes in the scent of your shampoo. He releases you, and you release the breath you had been holding. 

You can barely pay attention to anything your professor is saying; you just stare blankly at the front of the room.

You sent Ryujin a text to meet you in the library. You hated to dump all of this on her but you had to talk to someone. You could already tell she was frustrated with you about the situation, but she was the only one you could confide in. With her around, you didn't feel so alone in this. 

“He did what?!”

“Its ok, if I do what he says, everything will be fine; i have it under control,” you reply sheepishly

“No! You need to report his creepy ass to the cops!” she yells in disbelief.

“Keep it down; we’re in a library,” you remind her

“Dont try to change the subject,” she whispers 

“I'll figure this out” 

“We will figure this out.” she says, grabbing your hand and giving it a supportive squeeze.

When she lets go of your hand, hers slip under the table. You don't see it, but she’s texting someone, typing furiously before hitting send.

You try not to be mad at Ryujin, but you can't believe she went behind your back and snitched. Now, here in front of you, sits the last man on earth that you want to worry. Ryujin mouths a sorry and sends you an apologetic look. Jeno had arrived about ten minutes earlier, and he looked to be trying to keep his calm before confronting the matter.

“Is this some intervention?” you joke to lighten the mood. 

“Ryujin told me everything; do you think this is a joke?” He questioned, trying to stay patient with you. “Why didnt you tell me sooner”

You sigh, feeling ashamed. Everything was always so tense between you two. You had grown apart over the years, and it was difficult to think he was once like a second brother to you. But time was not the only factor to blame; high school also played a part. Puberty changed everything. It changed you, it changed jeno, and it definitely changed how you felt towards him. You had such a massive crush on him in high school that even your brother found it hard to ignore. You made Jaemin swear to secrecy and never tell a soul. If you had known Ryujin was going to call Jeno, you would have sucked it up and reached out to your brother.

You didn’t want Jeno to get involved. You kept telling yourself you didn't want him to get hurt, but you had to be honest with yourself. There was another reason you didn't want to ask for his help, and it was because you were still embarrassed. Anything was better than sitting in front of the man who rejected you. 

Summer freshman year of highschool

You thought you had finally grown up in his eyes; you thought your newfound curves were enough to make him see you as more than “Jaem’s little sister.” You thought you could fool yourself into believing you had a chance. 

It wasnt abnormal for jeno to sleep over at your place during highschool. He would crash in Jaemin’s room and eat breakfast with your family, like he lived there. One night, you catch him alone and tell him how you feel. You waited for him outside the bathroom. He was showering, and you were certain your brother was too engulfed in his game to interrupt you. Jeno had exited the bathroom wearing sweats and a tanktop, drying his hair with a towel. He had almost walked right by, not noticing you. You stood in front of him wearing a similar white tanktop and sleeping shorts, your nipples poking through the fabric of your shirt. You were so sure you would have his attention, but he just tentatively acknowledged you.

“Im sorry, was i taking too long?” he asked apologetically

"No, i actually wanted to talk to you about something”

He just nods his head and waits for you to continue

“I really like you, and I was hoping I could spend more time with you... just uh… the two of us,” you said shyly, unable to find the right words.

You couldnt meet his eye and stare at a random spot on the carpet

You felt a gentle hand stroke your head affectionately. You look up, hopefully but your world comes crashing down with his next few words

“Your like a sister to me; of course we can hang out more,” he smiles brightly, unknowingly ripping your heart out

Ever since that night, you have avoided him like the plague.

��I just didn't want to worry you or jaem.” you say, ashamed.

“I won't tell him but if you think I'm going to sit back and let this happen, your wrong”

“I didn’t think it was that much of an issue yet.” you say, picking at your sleeves.

Jenos eyes harden with disbelief  “Are you serious? Not much of an issue?” he grits “Hes threatening you”

"Ok, ok, your right; I shouldn't be taking this lightly” You try to soothe things over with a weak smile.

“Give me your phone,” he says, holding out his hand

You unlock it and hand it to him, unsure of what he's going to do. After messing around with it, he hands it back. “I blocked him; dont even think about texting him again.” he warns

“Jeno! I have to; hes going to be pissed!” You take your phone back, looking through your messages, but you’re unable to find the conversation again. You didn't realize how much control he had over you. You thought all you had to do was follow his orders, and you would be alright; one day he would just get bored of you and stop. 

“Don't you hear yourself? Your scared!” he yells. He hated seeing you like this. He promised Jaemin that he would watch after you, but here he was, blind to the cruelty that you had endured. “Once this is all over, I'm telling Jaem.” 

(¬_¬) snitch 

He gets up, preparing to leave, while both you and Ryujin stare at each other. Well, you glare at her while she communicates a response with her eyes in return. He doesn’t turn to leave before saying one last thing: “Keep your phone on you at all times, and I'll be walking you from your classes from here on out,” he states sternly. 

“I dont know if that’s a good idea; he told me not—”

“Are you more afraid of him or me?” he asks you

Point taken.

You wait until Jeno is out of earshot before you whisper yell at your friend, “I told you not to tell him!”

“I had to! I was worried”

"Well, great, now he's worried and probably thinks I'm an irresponsible idiot!”

"Well, you are,” she counters, “whats your deal anyway? You seriously think Yuta is just going to leave you alone? He's gonna end up killing you!” she scolds.

You take a moment to process her words. She had a point, but she didn't know Yuta like you did; neither of them did. He was dangerous. You just wanted to keep your friends safe, but you might have gotten in over your head.

You finally make it to your destination; you drove to the old gym, hoping to find Jeno. You could have called or texted him, but you knew it would be easier to get your point across in person. You had at least wanted to let him know what he was getting himself into. Yuta was dangerous, and no matter how strong Jeno was, he wasn't bulletproof.

You park your cute little beetle and cringe; you definitely didn't belong in this scene, and everyone around was going to know it. A sticker-bombed Volkswagen Beetle in the middle of the parking lot of a broken-down and shady gym? Perfect combo!

Luckily, there were only a few cars tonight. You figured it must not be fight night, and you prayed that you found Jeno inside. You gather up your courage and march inside. You make your way down a narrow hallway that opens up into the main gym, and that's where you find him. There were a few other fighters occupying the space, but they seemed to be wrapping up. Jeno must not be the only one who comes here to let off steam, you assume. 

"Oh, who's this cute thing?” one of the guys says as you catch his eye on his way out.

“I wouldn't do that if I were you Haechan; thats Jenos Girl,” another voice says, coming up behind him before slinging an arm over his shoulder. “Excuse him,” he says politely before pulling Haechan away and scolding him.

The one that wasn’t Haechan was there the night Jeno punched that weirdo out. Apparently the whole gym knew you as Jeno’s girl, according to his rambling. Their arguing fades away and the last thing you hear before complete silence is “Get off me Renjun your musty”

You laugh to yourself before scanning the room, and you bring your eyes back to the man nestled in the corner. He's facing a punching bag with his hands tightly wrapped and his headphones secure on his head. He wasn't still for a second, staying light on his feet as he threw a few hooks at the bag. 

You were almost afraid to accidentally sneak up on him because that would not end well. You stay cautious and keep a safe distance, choosing to call his name a few times to get his attention. Your practically screaming, but he can't hear you. You wonder what brand of headphones he had because that noise cancellation was crazy! You choose a different approach and spot a disregarded boxing glove on a side table. You walk the short distance, grab the item and chunk it at the back of Jeno’s head. 

Now clearly, you weren’t trying to poke a bear. You were aiming more towards his broad shoulders, given that was a better target, but your aim was off, and you almost knocked the expensive-looking headphone off his head.

Jeno whips around angrily, opening his mouth to curse, but stops himself short once he notices you. He settles for a deep, exasperated sigh and a sharp glare. He must have been at it for awhile because he was drenched in sweat, and his bangs hung messily in his eyes and were dripping sweat. He pushed the wet hair back from his eyes, showing his forehead. He looked so good when he was angry; his eyes were narrowed dangerously, and his chest heaved heavily.

“Why are you fucking with me?” He says this, coldly pulling his headphones off his ears and letting them hang around his neck "You better have a good reason for being here when there is a psycho after you. I clearly remember telling you to stay away from this place?” 

Oh yeah, you definitely poked the bear. Hes pissed.

“Are you sure you want to get involved?” You try to find your words. “Yuta isnt like the little boys you and jaemin used to beat up in highschool”

“You could never keep yourself out of trouble, huh?”

“I'm not asking for your help!”

“Drop the act for once, would you? Your not tough so stop acting like it!”

“I’m not being tough; I just don't want to be a bother! I'm not the same kid! When I’m falling, you always save me, and I'm sick of it. I'm sick of being weak. I don't need your help, so why don’t you drop the older brother act? Your barely even older than me!” You pitch back

“Jaemin told me to look out for you so thats what im doing,” he huffs 

“And that's your only reason, right? Your just looking out for me because my brother said so” you scoff, trying to keep the hurt out of your voice. " How about this? I take you in the ring and show you what I got. Let me show you I can take care of myself” You cross your arms and send him a defiant look.

“Are you seriously—” he cuts himself off, shaking his head in disbelief “You know what fine. Show me what you got”

You smile in triumph and walk over to the center of the gym, where the ring sits. You take off your shoes and crawl inside. The mat felt cool under your feet; it was a grounding sensation, and just once you understood why Jeno loved standing in it, even if it meant fighting. You scan the gym, and memories fill in all the rust, broken pipes and holes in the wall as you remember what the gym used to be. Your stuck in a trance until you feel something soft but firm hit you in the head, knocking you from your daydream.

“That was payback…. but you also need to be mindful of your surroundings. Not starting off so well, angel,” Jeno says, shaking his head as he adjusts the punching mitts over his hands. 

You’re brought back to the present and finally notice the boxing gloves at your feet. You get the memo and put them on. 

“This can't be too hard,” you mutter to yourself.

Your both centered in the ring and you focus on jenos movements. You grew up being dragged to almost all of your brother's matches; you figured you had watched long enough to catch on to some moves. You throw a punch at Jenos mitt, and he cushions the blow. He lets you get comfortable throwing a few punches before he counters. He makes his movements very big and obvious; you can see his strike from a mile away. You weave under it and throw a punch at his gaurding mitt. 

Hes going easy on you

You continue to spar, and Jeno is in full coach mode. He's guiding you in the correct stance and helping you learn what to look for when someone strikes. You've been at it for about 30 minutes now, and you've gotten faster at dodging and reading his movements. He’s still going extremely easy on you, but upping the ante just a little. You were completely absorbed in the lesson.

“Nice hook, put you jab lacks power,” he instructs.

You were good at putting your body into your hooks, but you just couldn't build enough momentum for a strong jab. You try again, but it falls flat, and Jeno shakes his head. 

“Follow through; come on, try it again,” he encourages you. You take a breath and send a jab into his mitt. Still not enough. 

Jeno takes off the mitts and moves in closer towards you.

"Here, watch me,” he says, raising his gaurd and striking the air. “You want to step into it, see?” He shows you again, a little bit slower.

You give a determined hum and copy his movement, but you can tell by Jeno’s face that you're missing the mark. 

"Ok, come here; let me show you” Jeno moves in behind you and grabs your arms. He helps you fix your posture and you instantly heat up at the contact. You try to keep it together, but the way his chest was pressed up against your back and the way he was breathing heavily in your ear had you reeling. "Ok, now focus, step into it and jab.” 

He moves one hand down to your waist and pushes you forward, guiding your step, while the other helps you jab. He was so close. You wanted to blame the sudden weakness in your limbs on the endless training he has you doing, but you know its from the heat of his body.

“Are you okay? That one was really weak. Are you shaking?” Jeno looks at you from over your shoulder, worried. 

You meet his gaze and nod silently. He's so close. His lips are a breath away, and all you have to do is turn your head to meet his lips. The hand holding your waist travels up your side and grabs your chin. He tilts your head up a little, and his lips are meeting yours. You turn in his grasp and kiss him back. His lips are so soft, and when you pull away, you immediately miss the feeling of his lips on yours. 

“I'm sorry; I shouldn't have done that,” he says softly.

Before you can protest, he pulls away from you, cleans up the equipment you two used, and calls it a night. You let him walk you to your car, and you say nothing before you drive away. If it wasn't awkward before, it definitely would be now.

How could he kiss you and then pretend like nothing happened? You’re too embarrassed to bring it up again. Does this count as being rejected for a second time? Nah, he kissed you; you're not taking another L. 

It had been a week so far, and Jeno had shown up promptly to all your classes. He shouldered your bags and carried your books as you both walked across campus. Neither of you brought up the kiss, but fortunately, it wasn't awkward anymore. He had started teaching you to defend yourself at the gym sometimes after class. Those moments felt the most intimate. You could feel his passion when he taught you, and it warmed you in all the right places. You two talked about everything in these moments. You shared embarrassing memories from high school, and he told you stories about Jaemin that you would never let your brother live down. You talked about everything but the kiss. You wonder if he regretted it?

The funny thing about college was that the classrooms were so big and there were so many students that it was hard to keep track of who was who. That's how Jeno ended up in you’re lecture every Monday. It was the only class you had with Yuta, and Jeno wasn’t taking any chances. You told him it wasn't a good idea, and the eyes burning into the back of your head were proof of that. Jeno was by your side the entire period, and to onlookers, you two probably looked like a couple. He had scooted your chair directly next to him and was practically shoulder to shoulder with you. 

“Back up; I can feel you breathing down my neck” 

“I want to see what your doing”

Jeno didn't go to college. He mainly just worked during the day and fought on the weekends for extra cash. His parents were absent for the most part, and he kind of took care of himself growing up. He didn't really have a support system growing up, and that was one of the main reasons he found himself at your house. The only other place he felt safe was the gym. You could only imagine how devastated he was when it shut down. You can understand why he decided to stick around when things turned shady. Jeno earned enough money to support himself, so he never felt the need to go to college, which is why Jaemin didn't feel to bad about dumping you off on his shoulder.

“I can't concentrate Jen,” you scold.

He spends half the class peaking over your shoulder as you work and the other half asleep on the desk. Some guard dog he was.

Yuta didn't bother you during class anymore, and you were grateful. You could finally focus on bringing your grades back up, but you couldn't shake the feeling that he was plotting against you the entire time. After class, he would hang out in the library or, if you had a long day, the gym before returning to pick you up.

Later that day, Jeno was supposed to meet you after your econ class, which was your last class of the day, but you were surprised to not see him silently leaning up against the wall opposite the door. You try your best to calm your nerves as you try to decide if you should wait for him or not. You tried not to freak out; he was probably fine. Maybe he thought you could handle walking yourself home for once; you couldn't expect him to be there all the time. Not to mention you hadn't run into Yuta anywhere other than class.  

Your last class ends late, and the sun has already gone down, so you were really reluctant to leave without Jeno. You try your best to channel the old you, the one that ran with bad crowds, the one who feared no one and nothing, and the newer you, who had trained with Jeno and learned how to protect yourself. You put on your best face and begin trekking home.

As you walked, you realized It wasn't so bad; you had honestly forgotten how nice it felt to just walk around by yourself and clear your head. You were enjoying your walk home, and you were about two blocks from your dorm when you felt something in the air shift. Suddenly, you didn't feel so alone. You try to pick up your pace as subtly as possible and pull your phone from your bag. You dial Jeno’s number with quickness and wait for him to pick it up. You can feel the person behind you’s steps quicken. 

Come on, please

You beg internally as you break out into a small jog. Screw being subtle; someone was clearly following you. You didn’t dare chance a look over your shoulder as you cut across a lawn; his phone went to voicemail, and you dialed again. The person behind you is right on your heels and you drop your phone as a firm hand grabs your arm. Your first reflex is to scream, but you remember Jenos teachings: you jab your elbow as hard as you can into the attacker's ribs. Your about to break his grip when you hear a familiar groan. You turn around to look at your attacker, and you notice its just Jeno.

He's looking at you with a worried expression, like he didn't just chase you for a full block.

“What are you doing!?” 

“I was trying to catch up to you!” He lets you go and holds his ribs, groaning in pain.

“Why didn't you pick up weirdo? I thought someone was going to get me!”

“I was running late and left my phone at home; I thought you would at least wait for me,” he states

You calm your nerves and sign in relief. You shake off your backpack and shove it into his chest.

“Dont be late again; what if something had happened”

“You know I would never let anything happen to you, right?” His eyebrows furrow, and he looks into your eyes. He needs you to know that he would throw down everything to make sure you were okay.

“I know that” Your heart skips a beat, and he grabs your hand reassuringly. You were grateful for the night sky because you could feel your face heating up.

"Good,” 

You finally arrive at your off-campus dorm and make your way inside. Your roommate didn't seem to be home yet; typically, she came home late because she had to work late at her job so you were grateful for the time you had alone with jeno. 

It isn't until he sets your things down and you flick on a few lights that you see a few bruises and cuts on his face. It was not surprising to see Jeno bruised up, given his fighting background, but these appeared to be from a recent fight. When he notices your gaze, he turns to hide his face and begins unpacking your bag and arranging your study materials.

Jeno had insisted a few days ago that he stick around a little after he drops you off. He insisted it was for your protection so you guys started studying together. Well, you started studying; Jeno just watched you or took a nap next to you on the sofa. 

“We should start soon; it's getting late,” he says, trying to redirect your attention.

You refuse to let it go though and move in closer to get a better look. “Who did this?” you say as you gently caress his face, moving it around to examine the damage

“I had a match the other—”

“Don't lie to me,” you urge

“He sent some guys after me,” jeno confesses

Your heart drops. This is exactly why you didn’t want him to get involved. Its like he can read your thoughts because he immediately tries to ease your worry.

“Calm down; this is nothing. You know me, I can hold my own,” he says

You didn't respond.

“I took care of them; you dont have to worry”

You stare at him incredulously “Is that why you were late today?” 

"Maybe,” he winces

“Jeno!” you scold. “Was Yuta there?”

“I tried to look for him after, but apparently he had an away game tonight,” he answers. 

“Let me clean you up” 

Jeno wasn't that much taller than you, probably just a few inches, but you found it easier to work on the cuts on his face by sitting on the counter. You already had your materials prepped; you kept a first aid kit on hand at all times; it was a habit you couldn't shake. This wasn't the first time you found yourself in this position with Jeno; you had always cleaned him and your brother up during childhood. You felt terrible; you worked in a silence that Jeno kept trying to break. Anytime he would open his mouth to speak, you would dab at his lip with more ointment to shut him up until he got the memo. He kept trying to cheer you up and you werent in the mood

He winces at your touch, and you immediately let up and give a short apology. You go back in with a lighter hand and add a bandage. As many punches as he takes, you would think a little peroxide wouldn't hurt. You were done fixing him up, and you busy yourself with putting your kit back together, ignoring the eyes that bore into you. You wanted to leave and put some distance between you but he wouldnt step from between your legs. 

“Hey, look at me.” he calls out to you. 

You could not bring yourself to look at him; each scar on his face reminded you that it was your fault that he was hurt. 

“Its not your fault” its like he was reading your mind.

"Yes, it is! I shouldnt have gotten you involved! I should have just called Jaem.”

“You would rather see Jaemin beat up?” He jokes, trying to lighten the mood.

“He would have at least deserved it,” you say, rolling your eyes and thinking of all the times he tormented you growing up.

A comfortable silence falls between you two after sharing a laugh. He was so close, but you reached out like he was going to disappear. You tentatively caress his bruised cheek; he leans into your touch, and the look he gives you gives you butterflies. He looked at you like you were the most precious thing in the world. 

“I like being near you;  don’t push me away again”

"Jeno,” you say, shocked by his confession

“I dont want us to go back to the way things were I—

You push him away before jumping down from the counter; you don't want to hear anymore. You had a feeling you knew what he was getting at. After all this time and all the hurt, now he likes you!?

“You were the one who made it like this! Made US like this. I told you how I felt all those years ago, and you rejected me!” you argue

“What are you talking—”

“Drop it,” you demand, trying to leave the bathroom, but he stands in the doorway, blocking your path.

“What did you mean? When did I ever reject you?” Jeno tries, but you ignore his gaze until he grips your chin and forces you to look at him.

“Stop being like that and answer me.” he says.

You were tired of holding your tongue; you might as well get it over with. “Do you remember that time during highschool? When you stayed with us the whole summer?” you worry your lip. “I told you I liked you and you said I was like a sister to you,” you heave out in one big breathe

Jeno takes a moment to process your words, and he finally says, “I had no idea that was what you meant back then. I thought you hated me since I was always over. I thought the ‘I like you’ was more of an ‘I like you around’,” Jeno explains.

“Why would I hate you?” You ask in shock

“Jaemin used to always drag me around to scare off your boyfriends; I thought you might have hated me for that. You never really went out of your way to speak to me, I guess? I asked Jaemin if you hated me that same night, and he told me no. Then I ran into you in the hallway, and you suddenly told me you liked me, so I figured he told you to set things straight?” 

He wasn't wrong; back then, you kept to yourself and watched from afar. You hoped you could make him come to you. You were too scared to approach him, so you did everything you could to get his attention. You got into trouble, so he and Jaemin would have to come to your rescue. You dated all those guys to make him jealous. This whole time, you thought he couldn't care less about you, but it seems the whole time he was worried you hated him. 

"Well, that doesnt change the fact that you only see me like a little sister” 

“I kind of did, at first. You were my best friend, little sister, and I had to see you that way. Jaemin would kill me if I didn't. But I can't, not anymore. Truthfully, I never had.” He caressed your face and pressed his forehead against yours “I'm sorry if this is all confusing for you. I know it has been for me, but can we just try something?” He holds your eye contact, and your faces are so close that you can feel his breath. He smelled so good; the minty scent of his tooth paste mixed with the natural musk of his skin was driving you crazy. You had waited for a moment like this for almost forever.

“Anything; I'll do anything with you,” you say, almost forgetting to breathe.

He pushes you back and sets you on the counter again as he leans in and caresses your lips softly with his, teasing you like he has been doing for the past few years. You cannot take it anymore; you cannot wait anymore, so you take the dive. You press your lips fervently against his, causing him to hiss slightly from the sting, but when you try to pull back to apologize, he grips the back of your neck and reconnects your lips again. He moans into your mouth as you lick the cut on his lip, which will undoubtedly scar apologetically. You try to kiss him more gently but when he feels your hesitance, he pulls away just for a second to whisper, “don’t hold back”

Your hands find their way into his hair and his find their way under your thighs, hiking them up and around his waist. Things were getting heated fast, and you could hardly breathe. Everything you ever wanted was coming to fruition right in front of your eyes. When he finally pulls away to catch his breath, he does not waste any time kissing your neck. The force of his kisses makes you weak, and you have to lean against the mirror behind you to stay upright. 

You could hardly keep up; your limbs felt like they weighed a ton, and you could hardly hold your head up. The way he was rolling his hips into yours made your breath start to make condensation on the mirror as you laid your face on the cool glass. Jeno eventually found your lips again after his short exploration and claimed them hungrily.

“What's gotten into my baby? You can't handle it?” he teases

This was the first time he’s called you that, and it was driving your heart beat up dangerously.

“Don't worry, I'll take care of you, like I always do,” he murmurs against your lips before leaving you with a peck. 

He pulls you off the counter as he leads you to your bed. You were in a daze; your brain was running hot, and you couldn't even think of anything but the feeling of his hands caressing your sides from under your shirt. 

“Tell me you want it” Your eyes flutter a bit at his tone. He sounded so good. You needed him inside of you; that was the only thing you could think of.

“I need you inside,” you moan with a roll of your hips

“Gotta get you ready for that first,” he says as he begins to strip you of your clothes before he follows with his own.

You definitely had brain fog but the sight infront of you cleared it up. He looked so good, you had to bite your tongue before you let out an embarrassing sound. His broad shoulders and slim waist hovered over you tauntingly, like his body was begging you to mark it. His length stood proud against his abdomen, and you had to will yourself to meet his dark graze again. When he licks his lips, you pout and give him a "hurry up" look.

 He wastes no time and starts stretching you out over his fingers. You return every kiss and nip he gave you earlier and more. You mark up his neck with kisses and bites and leave pretty claw marks down his back  and chest as he works his fingers in and out of you skillfully. He had to bite back the groans that threatened to leave his mouth as you gushed all over his fingers. He couldnt wait to feel you around his cock. You feel yourself getting so close. You roll your hips as he scissors you open. He senses how close you are and hooks his fingers as they drag deliciously against your walls. You finish all over his fingers.

“You must have been so pent-up, baby; that didn't take long at all?” he coos teasingly

You shoot him a glare and retaliate by wrapping your legs around his waist, locking him into place. You grab his length and stroke it. You give him a few sensual pumps before you crack. You wanted to tease him like he's been torturing you, but you couldn't keep waiting; you needed him inside so you slipped him in. He chuckles softly at your failed attempt to get back at him and pecks your lips affectionately. You shudder at the feeling, and your walls are squeezing him so tight that the soft patterns he was drawing on your skin turn into harsh grasps of your hips while his soft chuckling turns into a surprised gasp. He moans softly as he tries to ground himself.

“You want it bad, huh?” he tries to get you to beg but it comes out more whiney than domineering 

“No more waiting; if you wont do anything, I'll do it myself,” you threaten. 

He finds your threat cute and has decided to take mercy on you. He strokes slowly at first, making sure you’re not hurting or uncomfortable. You loved this man, and you loved how much he cared for you, but right now you didn't want that. Despite his constant nagging, he has always been nothing but gentle with you for as long as you can remember. You don't want that side of him. You want it rough.

“Dont hold back,” you mirror his words from earlier “you wont break me,” you reassure him when you see worry settle into his features

“What if I do?”

“I want you to,” you whisper back 

That seems to do the trick because now he was hoisting your hips up, tilting them to fuck into you as deep as he could. Your lower half is lifted from the mattress and all you can do is hold on to the sheets. He was thrusting in deep, craving as much contact as possible. 

You try to match his pace and fuck back on him, but you grow tired and just settle for taking everything he gives you.

He sets your hips back down before yanking one of your legs over his shoulder. He starts back  up again, and you can see the way his veins strain against his arms at the force he's using to fuck you. You were sure to have pretty bruises in the shape of his hands in the morning. The bed creaked loudly as he pounded you into the mattress, and you prayed that Ryujin wasn’t home yet. 

It was like he couldn't keep his hands off of you; they were never still on your body. First they were grasping your hips, holding you steady as he drilled you, then they were grasping at your breasts, and finally one of them took a purchase wrapped around the base of your neck. He wasn’t applying much pressure; he was just holding it there.

Your walls flutter around his cock and hw tightens his grip around your neck at the feeling. He can tell you’re about to cum and when you do, he has to hold you down with his other hand. The lack of air triggers your survival responses and heightened senses, making you feel everything tenfold. The burn against your throat hurts, but the pain mixes with the pleasure to give you a beautiful ending. You can tell by the sticky warmth that fills you and the groan that follows that Jeno wasn't far behind at all. He rolls off of you and plops down on the space beside you to catch his breath. You pull yourself up and start to get out of bed before he grabs your arm.

“Where are you going?” He asks as hurt crosses his features.

“I need the bathroom,” you explain, sleepy “This is my house anyway; you thought I was going to leave?” You joke with a laugh

Jeno visibly relaxes for a second before he too gets out of bed. He makes his way over to you and helps you to the bathroom. You go to the bathroom, and he runs a bath, and you realize how much more domestic your relationship has become in the last few weeks, to the point where it feels natural.

He helps you into the bath and slips in behind. You two talk more in the bath as he pampers you. You have never felt more at home than when you were wrapped in Jeno’s arms. When you get out, he lays you back on the bed before cuddling up beside you. You study his face, and for the first time in awhile, you take a good, long look. If you looked close enough, you could still see traces of the boy you knew all those years ago under the man that stared back at you. For some reason, that made everything hurt. You knew Jeno would do anything to protect you, but who would protect him? With Jaemin gone, all he had was you. You shut your eyes at the thought.

You don't know what your thinking; you just knew you had to be strong and that you were going to put an end to this tonight. You didn’t have his number anymore, but you always knew where to find him. 

It was getting late, and instead of heading to the gym for your weekly training with Jeno, you were on the other side of town. You hug your jacket tighter to your chest, bracing yourself against the cold winds of the night. When you turn a corner, the flashing neon lights almost blind you.

찬스노래방

Chance Karoake

You open the door to the front of the building and make your way in. You put on your brave face before trekking over to the back of the shady building. Room 0824 was your destination. 

This was the building Yuta ran most of his deals out of. Karaoke rooms are a known hotspot for drug deals and other illegal trades. It was rare to see Yuta here now due to the fact that he had to keep his image clean but you knew his schedule and you knew when he would pop in. Dont get him wrong; yuta wasnt some big-shot crime boss, he was just some kid who dealt in shady business. 

You knock on the door and wait. When the door swings open, a cloud of smoke hits you in the face. The room stinks of weed and disposables, the smoke burning your eyes as you try to focus on the figure in front of you. 

Cheshire grin meets an apprehensive frown as you stand face-to-face with Yuta.

“Welcome home, doll”

You feel the adrenaline coursing through your veins at the man standing in front of you, the source of so much trouble in your life. The atmosphere is tense, filled with the lingering smell of drugs and the weight of unspoken threats. You knew this was your chance to finally confront him and put an end to this dangerous game you've been forced to play. With a steely glance, you lock eyes with Yuta and prepare yourself for the confrontation that will determine the course of your future.

“Don't call me that” You push past him and enter the room. There is plenty of sitting room on the couch, but you’re too anxious, so you decide to stand. A few of his friends occupy the room, and he doesn't have to tell them twice to leave the two of you alone.

Even after all this time and all your history together, you cannot bring yourself to look him in the eyes. Jeno was right; he terrified you. You could pretend to be brave all you wanted, but the truth was, you were just a scared little girl inside. 

“Don't push me, doll,” he warns before wrapping slender fingers around your jaw and forcing you to look at him. “Where's your little boyfriend? Not here to save you?” he taunts

“I want you to leave him alone,” you grit out. You had to be brave.

“You think you can just walk in here and give me orders? You forget who you belong to?” He shakes your face in his grasp.

You rip his hand from your face and twist. No, you would not let him control you any longer. This had all gone too far. Despite feeling intimidated, you refuse to submit to his control any longer.

All you could think about was Jeno; you couldn't let him get hurt anymore because of you. You loved him more than you feared Yuta. You refuse to let him own you.

With the grasp that you have on his arm, you twist his wrist farther until hes crippling down onto his knees. As he winced in agony, you could see the fear etched on his face. With a steely resolve, you pressed harder. His cries echoed in the empty room as you held him in place, making sure he felt every ounce of pain he had caused. Your grip tightened, a silent promise that this would be the last time he hurt anyone.

“If you want to continue playing and keep your scholarship, I suggest you leave me the hell alone. Next time you harass me, I'll break it,” you spit.

With a final, warning glare, you released your grip on his wrist. His body crumpled to the floor, gasping for breath as he clutched his throbbing wrist. You had made it clear that harassment would not be tolerated, and the threat of losing his scholarship hung heavy in the air. 

The weight that had been dragging you down for so long began to lift, replaced by a newfound sense of confidence and self-worth. With your head held high, you strode forward. Although you know for certain that Jeno would kill you if he ever found out, you think deep down he would be proud; after all, he created this monster.

When you get home, Ryujin’s on your ass for being out so late. When she had called Jeno and he hadn't seen you either, she thought the worst had happened. You check your phone and find 10 missed calls and even more frantic text messages from Jeno. 

You apologize for causing worry to Ryujin and explain that you lost track of time while out. You decide to quickly call Jeno back to assure him your okay. 

You wait as the phone rings, but there is no answer. You call again, and he still doesn't pick up. Something didn't feel right, and you grabbed your keys, rushing out of the house.

“You just got here; where are you going?” a stern Ryujin calls.

“Gotta find Jeno!” you call back before hopping back into your car.

For as long as you’ve known him, you knew Jeno could be a hothead sometimes. You knew the moment he heard you were missing, he went out himself to go looking for you. You drove to his house to find him. When you pull into his driveway, it's empty. You park and rush up the stairs to his apartment. You bang on the door until someone answers. You almost sigh in relief until you realize its not Jeno. The person on the other side of the door looked clearly aggravated. His black hair was messily strewn on his head, and his shirt hung off his frame like he just threw it on. 

“Can I help you? A raspy voice calls

“Uh, im looking for Jeno,” you ask the man

“He left like an hour ago,” he yawns lazily, leaning against the door frame like he could barely stay awake. “Its almost one in the morning. Whats going on?” 

“Its nothing; can you call me if he shows back up” you ask frantically.  If Jeno had left an hour ago, who knows where he could be now? You give him your number, and he tells you his name is Mark. You thank him and rush back to your car. Your about to pull out when your phone lights up. Jeno was calling you back.

“Hello? Jeno where have you been?” You feel a weight lift off your shoulder as you take your keys out of the ignition and slump back into your seat. 

“”I found Yuta”

“Jeno…What did you do to him?”

“I beat his ass,” he says, “and then I made him tell me where you were”

“Jen—”

“Why did you think it was a good idea to go and threaten him on your own?”

“I had too. I had to do it for me”

“Where are you”

“At your apartment”

“Stay there”

You get out of your car and lean up against the hood, and you wait to see his car roll down the street. 

You breathe in the cold, crisp night air and let it soothe your nerves. You did not want to argue with Jeno, not right now. Headlights blind you as a car pulls up behind yours. You hear the engine cut off and the car door slam. As Jeno quickly approaches, you prepare yourself for the confrontation. The tension hangs heavy between you, but you take a deep breath and gather your thoughts before engaging in what could be a difficult conversation. 

"Jeno, can we talk about this—” You're left speechless as his lips meet yours in an unexpected kiss.

Confusion and conflicting emotions swirl within you as you reluctantly allow yourself to be swept up in the moment, momentarily forgetting all of your worries.

He pulls away and rests his forehead on yours “Don't scare me like that” His hands caress your face like he can't believe your standing in front of him, like he's making sure he's not dreaming. His frame is shaking, and you’re not sure if it was the cool night air or the light rain that chose this moment to fall, making him shiver.

He pulls you in for a tight hug, and your heart twists, your throat closes up, and you cry. You cry because you never want him to pull away; you cry because you realize how much he loves you; and you cry because you’re both safe.

“Im sorry Jen i didnt mean to—”

“No excuses,” he says, shaking his head “promise”

You hug him back tight and bury your head in his shoulder. “I promise I wont do anything like that again” 

He pulls away from you and you notice hes soaked to his bones. The rain had picked up and was now pouring down over you two; you could only imagine your clothes were in the same state. You laugh and push his wet hair out of his face.

“Mark is going to kill us if we soak the carpet.”

“I think he's already upset; I woke him up earlier. Come on, lets get you out of the rain”

He leads you inside by the hand, and you kick off your wet shoes and socks. You try your best to make your way to the bathroom to change. Jeno brings you some dry clothes, and he closes the door and changes alongside you into something more warm.

You follow him to his room with light steps, afraid of waking Mark up for a second time. You lay down next to Jeno in his bed, and you tangle your feet with his seeking warmth.

“I feel like my heart starts beating again when our hands hold each other,” he whispers

“Back then, when we drifted apart, every day felt like I was drowning. Now because you are here, I'm breathing,” you confess

He hugs you tighter and kisses the top of your head “im not going anywhere”

And you believe him, because somehow you had always known he was your guardian angel. You close your eyes, feeling the warmth of his embrace and the reassurance in his words. In that moment, you know that no matter what challenges may come, you both can face them together. With his arms around you and his promise to stay by your side, you finally feel at peace, knowing that you have found your way back to each other.

[sincerelyneo]

hiii can you repost hello angel? as a jaemin girl it was one of my favorite fics everrrr i read it everyday fr😭❤️

hey angel | n.jm

“i come alive when i hear your voice, it’s a beautiful sound”

💿now playing: hey angel by one direction

❯ summary: You're Jaemin's best friend - so of course he loves to call you up late at night and hear your voice. He's definitely not calling because the sound of your voice turns him on - yeah definitely not that.

❯ pairings: jaemin x fem!reader

❯ genre: friends to lovers, smut, fluff.

❯ words: 3.7k

❯ tags: 18+ minors dni!, smut, phone sex, dirty talk, masturbation, slight possessiveness?, begging, praise, heavy use of nicknames, reader uses she/her pronouns, just pure filth tbh, jaemin has a voice kink??

It was late and you were already in bed, snuggled deep and cozy in the sea of your blankets, when your best friend Jaemin called. He’s your closest friend and the person you were more than a little bit in love with — but you’d never risk telling him for fear of it ruining your friendship.

So even though it was late, and you were sleepy, you answered his call. To be fair, he’d answered plenty of your late-night phone calls over the years.

“Hey angel,” Jaemin greets in an eager tone.

You can hear the alcohol in his voice — that and Jaemin only ever used that nickname for you when he’d been drinking. Still, it never fails to send warmth curling through your heart. It felt like it was his way of wrapping you up in his strong arms whilst he wasn’t with you. 

“Annngelll,” your best friend continues in singsong, making you giggle softly. 

Jaemin’s voice sounds rough and gravelly, like he’d been shouting over a crowded bar all night. Which wasn't a surprise since it was his friend Jeno’s birthday tonight. And you knew your charming and extroverted best friend would never pass up the chance of a good time. 

Before you could respond to his greetings, Jaemin’s tone suddenly turned serious. “I missed you tonight.”

“Na Jaemin,” you try to match his quick change of mood, attempting a serious tone. But it was a losing battle as you tried to fight against the smile threatening to let loose at his statement. “You’re drunk—I bet you barely noticed I wasn’t there tonight.”

He grumbles and you hear fabric rustle like he was flopping back on his bed. You can’t help but imagine what he currently looked like: his body probably sprawled out on top of his comforter, the strands of his hair falling into his face as his head propped up on his pillows. He probably had one hand behind his head, his bicep bulging while his other hand held the phone to his ear.

You know it’s wrong, but your mind wonders if he was still in his clothes from the night or if he’d stripped down—knowing the fact that your best friend liked to sleep in his boxers.

But you were also familiar with intoxicated Jaemin, he likely hadn’t changed out of his clothes yet, too drunk, and tired to care. Still, that didn’t stop you from thinking about your best friend laying in his bed shirtless while he talked to you. 

“I may have had a couple drinks,” he admits grudgingly. “But of course, I missed my angel. I swear—cross my heart and hope to die—I was a good boy tonight,” he says with enough conviction that you couldn’t help but giggle.

“You’re silly, Jaem.” There’s a warmth in your voice, and you have no hope of wiping the smile from your face even if you tried. 

Pulling the phone away from your ear to check the time, you felt bad and ask, “Why are you calling?”

A long, loud sigh came through the phone from your best friend. “I wanted to hear your voice,” he explains after a silent moment.

It was a cute sentiment, making you feel warm all over, and you wished you could talk to him longer. “Jaem,” you start, gentling your voice. “It’s late and you know I have to get up early. So, if that’s all, I’m going to hang up.”

“But I can’t sleep,” he whines, and you could hear the pout in his voice. Without even seeing his face, you knew he was deploying his puppy dog eyes. “Just talk to me for a few minutes, angel, please?”

“Fine,” you say with another sigh, folding instantly at the thought of imagining his gentle expression asking you. He’d learned long ago it was a sure way to make you give in. You’d fallen sucker to Jaemin’s big brown eyes, and he knew exactly how to use them. 

Resigning yourself to being tired at work the next day, you settled deeper into your pillows. Your voice gentle as you got comfortable. “But you can’t hold it against me if I fall asleep,” you warn.

“Deal.” His smugness at getting you to agree so easily was loud and clear through the phone even if you couldn’t see his self-satisfied smile. “How was your day, angel?” he asks as his bed sheets rustled again and you presumed he was settling in too.

Tired, but always happy to talk to your best friend, you told him about your day and complained about why you had to get up early the next morning. Your voice turns softer and sweeter as you get more and more tired. Jaemin’s does the same, getting even deeper and more husky as he told you about his day. Eventually, there was a lull in the conversation, and you were about to tell him good night when he said something that surprised you enough to drag you away from the edge of sleep.

“Have I ever told you how hard your sleepy little voice makes me?” he asks, making a sound like he was biting back a groan. “I love calling you before you fall asleep, but I always gotta rub one out after.”

“Jaemin,” you say, voice going for stern, but not quite hitting the mark since it was still laced with sleepiness. “That is not true.”

“It is!” he insists, sounding more awake by the minute—and you were right there with him. “I’m hard right now.” He makes a soft sound, like a grunt.

Before you could stop yourself, you imagined him— still sprawled out on his bed — but this time he had a bulge in his jeans. In your mind’s eye, Jaemin grips his hard length through his jeans, stroking himself roughly. The thought makes you gasp softly, and you clench your thighs together against a sudden pulse in your core.

Jaemin must’ve heard the sound because you could hear the grin in his voice when he speaks again. “Tell me, angel, are you wearing one of my shirts tonight?” he asks gruffly.

You swallow heavily, trying to buy yourself some time. It felt like crossing a line to admit that you were wearing one of his shirts, but when Jaemim didn’t take the question back, you realise you’d had to answer. 

“Yeah,” you whisper.

“Which one?” His voice is rough now, like sandpaper, but oh so eager.

“One of your varsity shirts from college—the one that says ‘Jaemin’ on the back,” you answer, unable to lie to your best friend even if you were a little shy to admit you still sleep in his shirts. You knew you didn’t need to be, since he clearly knew you slept in them. 

“I love it when you wear my shirts, angel,” Jaemin confesses. His tone now warm, like he was grinning and happy. It makes the last of your shyness disappear to hear him say that. 

“It lets everyone know you’re mine.”

“I’m not yours, Jaemin,” you protest half-heartedly. 

You weren’t, even if you desperately wanted to be his in every sense of the word.

“You’re my best friend,” he says, like there was no argument you could come up with to change his mind. “My best girl—that makes you mine.”

“Jaemin,” you exhale. 

You knew he was just talking about friendship, but you wished his words meant something different. You wished he felt the same way for you as you did for him.

“Fuck, say my name like that again,” he begs in a gruff voice. “Makin’ me so damn hard.”

You feel the blush rise to your cheeks and you go flustered, unsure what to do as Jaemin easily crosses lines you’d avoided delicately for years. But you didn’t want him to stop. The sound of his voice saying those things had wetness pooling between your thighs. So, you gave him what he wanted.

“Jaemin,” you repeat his name, voice breathier with your arousal, and he let out a happy hum.

“That’s my girl,” he says followed by a groan that is so low and husky, sending tingles racing through your entire body. “Fuck, I’m so hard,” he moans, a slight strain in his voice. “Do you mind, angel?”

It took a moment for your hazy mind to figure out what he was asking. Then, another to process that he was asking if you were okay with him stroking himself while he was on the phone with you. Your breath caught from a sudden surge of excitement. The voice that typically stops you from crossing the line with your best friend was conveniently quiet and all that was left was your need for him.

“I-I don’t mind, Jaem,” you answer softly, trying not to sound too eager.

The sound of him pulling down the zipper of his jeans was loud enough that you could hear it through the phone — and that alone sent a shiver down your spine. It was nothing, though, in comparison to the rough groan he makes as he grips his cock in his hand. 

“Fuck,” he curses.

You could feel yourself getting slicker from the sounds of him stroking himself. Distantly, you knew you were crossing a line by listening to him, by getting off on hearing your best friend pleasure himself, but you couldn’t bring yourself to care. Instead, you found yourself holding your breath as you strained to hear him.

“What else are you wearing besides my shirt, angel?” his voice octaves lower than normal. The sound of it makes you squirm, your thighs clenching together harder. 

Biting your lip, you debated for a second whether to answer truthfully. You didn’t want to lie to your best friend and, you rationalise, you’d already crossed the line, hadn’t you?

“Just panties,” you whisper. 

You trail your hand down your chest over his shirt to toy with the hem where it had ridden up around your hips. Your fingers were dangerously close to slipping under the waistband your best friend had become oh so curious about.

“Just panties? Fucking hell, angel. What colour are they, huh?” He questions in his deep, rough voice.

You swallow thickly, wondering if he could hear how hot and bothered he was making you. You wonder if he knew you were so close to playing with yourself by the way your breath was getting faster. But you couldn’t stop yourself from answering. 

“They’re pink,” you say softly. 

“Angel,” Jaemin groans, thickened with need. “Fuck, I wanna bury my head between your thighs and kiss every single inch of you until you’re writhing under me, begging me to tear those panties off you.”

It was your turn to groan, and when you say, “Jaemin,” on a sharp exhale, you sound even more needy than anything else. Your fingers brushing over the hem of your panties, teasing yourself with whether or not you should dip beneath the fabric and touch yourself.

“You like that idea, angel?” He asks, a grin in his voice. “Like thinking about my mouth so close to your pussy.”

At his words, you couldn’t help but picture the scene. His head navigating between your legs, his strong arms wrapped around your thighs, holding you open so he could follow through on his promise. It was all too easy to imagine the way he’d look at you, mischief sparkling in his brown eyes as he slowly, teasingly kissed your mound over your panties, tongue sneaking out to lick the pink material. The picture he painted had you squirming in your bed. 

You couldn’t take it anymore, your fingers finally sliding into your panties, finding your pussy wet and swollen and needy.

When you don’t respond except with a sharp gasp, Jaemin asks, “Are you touching yourself?” 

His voice turns seductive. “You have to tell me if you are, angel—best friends tell each other this sort of thing. I have to know when you’re fingering your needy little cunt.”

“Oh god, Jaemin,” you cry softly, your breaths coming harsher. But you don’t for a second consider hiding what you were doing from your best friend. “Yes, I’m t-touching myself.”

“Good girl,” he praises, making warm pride curl through your chest as more wetness flooded your core. “Touch that pretty pussy for me.”

“H-how would you know it’s pretty?” you ask on a gasp, forcing the question out between hitching breaths as you slowly trace a finger around your dripping hole, teasing yourself and making you wetter.

“Because everything about you is pretty, angel. The way you laugh at me when I’m drunk, the way you bite your lip when you’re unsure, the way you look at me… fuck, you’re so fucking pretty.”

Your finger pauses and you suck in a deep breath, thoughts running chaotically. Jaemin had never complimented you like this before, and you couldn’t help yourself from asking a question you desperately wanted an answer to. 

“How do I look at you, Jaemin?” you ask in a small voice, teeth sinking into your bottom lip in the expression he’d just mentioned.

“Don’t pretend you don’t know,” he teases. “You look up at me, giving me the dirtiest fuck me eyes possible. Fluttering your pretty eyelashes like you’re begging me to bend you over every surface and stuff you full of my cock.” 

“Jaemin,” you cry out in a little sob, emotions and arousal swirling through your body completely overwhelming you for a moment. 

“I know angel,” Jaemin’s voice is soothing and deep. “I know you give those eyes to me.” 

He paused for a moment and all you could hear was his deep, steady breathing. 

“Because you’re mine, yeah?” There was a thread of uncertainty in his question, and it made your heart thump in response.

“Yeah,” you agree without hesitation, without protest. “I’m yours, Jaemin.” 

“Good,” he declares. Without giving you time to fully process what had just transpired between the two of you, Jaemin continues speaking, his voice diving an octave lower and growing rough. “Now slide one of your fingers into that pretty pussy of yours.” 

It was so easy to listen to him, to give yourself over to his command. Letting his deep voice reverberate in your head, heat curling all through your body down to the tips of your toes, as you press one of your fingers into your wet hole. A soft moan tumbles from your lips and you knew Jaemin heard it from the way he sucks in a breath.

“That’s it, angel, being so good for me,” his breaths coming harsher down the phone line. “Tell me how it feels.”

You sink into the sensations and the sound of his voice, letting your eyes fall closed. You feel like you’re floating in the soft sea of your bed as you pull your finger out and thrust it back inside your pussy. 

“Feels so good,” you answer in another moan.

Jaemin responds with a groan of his own. “Bet you’re fucking tight,” he says, breath heavy and raw. “Bet you’re clenching down on your little finger, aren’t you?”

Like your body was trained to respond to his voice, your pussy clenches around your finger at his words and you let out a hitching moan. But Jaemin doesn’t stop talking. His deep, hoarse voice fills your ears and makes you hotter and hotter.

“Fuck, angel, keep going—keep fingering that wet pussy for me while I stroke my dick to those sweet little sounds you make,” he urges, as he bit back his groans. You moan and gasp in response to his filthy words. “Fuckin’ hell, I wish it was your warm cunt gripping me right now, clenching hard around my thick cock while I fuck you.”

“Please,” you beg, not sure what exactly you were asking for but knowing you didn’t want him to stop talking. You add another finger to your dripping hole, crying out at the slight stretch.

“Would you like that, angel?” he asks, managing to fill his tone with teasing even as his heavy breaths gave away how turned on, he was. “Tell me—fucking tell me,” he prompts when you don’t respond, too busy fucking yourself with your fingers to the sound of his voice.

A whine forces itself out of your lungs, the simple command sounding so filthy from your best friend’s mouth. “Yes, Jaem,” you whimper an answer between your gasping breaths. “Want you to fuck me.”

“Fuck—fuck,” he groans almost painful. “The next time I see you, that pussy is mine. Gonna bury my face between your thighs and make you come on my tongue,” he promises. “Then I’m gonna shove my cock deep in your cunt and fuck you stupid.”

“Jaemin,” you sob out his name, fucking yourself harder as you picture your best friend hovering over you while you lay in his bed. You imagine how his body would start fucking you into the mattress, his cock buried deep in your pussy, your arms and legs wrapped around him — anything to be close to him. 

Through the phone, you hear the soft sound of Jaemin fucking himself into his own fist, the strain in his voice every time he spoke. 

Imagining your best friend sprawled on his bed, jeans open just enough for him to have his cock out, gripping and pumping his length roughly with his eyes squeezed shut. Thinking about him like that makes you whimper.

“Fuck—I can’t stop thinking about how pretty you’d look while I fuck you, angel,” he murmurs. “Wanna see my cock stretch you while I pound into you, wanna see your pretty lips swollen from my kisses as you moan for me, wanna see your eyes go all hazy as you get stupid on my cock.”

As he speaks, your thumb circles your clit and you moan loudly into the phone. Your best friend’s filthy words make your pussy clench down hard on your fingers as you get closer and closer to your release. 

“Don’t stop, Jaem, please don’t stop,” you beg breathlessly. Jaemin lets loose a deep groan in response to your desperate plea, the sound making your thighs clamp down hard around your hand. You wish your legs were wrapped around his waist instead of your wrist.

“Fuck your pussy, angel, nice and hard.”

You cry out as you force a third finger, making yourself stretch to take the intrusion. 

“That’s it, that’s my good girl, fuck yourself stupid to the sound of my voice,” he encourages. 

Even with how far gone you are, you can hear the cocky grin in his tone, but your body just flushes and clenches tight in response. Desperately, you fuck yourself harder, hips rocking into your hand, mind drowning in lust as you gasp and moan into the phone. Knowing he can hear you only urges you not to hold back. 

“Fuck, fuck, fuck,” Jaemin groans loudly, his breath coming in sharp pants. “Keep making those cute little sounds for me, my cock is aching for you—fuck!” The cockiness in his tone fades into desperation. 

“Jaemin,” his name tumbles past your lips. 

You’d said your best friend’s name countless times over the years, but never like this—never with your fingers buried deep in your cunt wishing it was his thick cock.

“Jaem, I need…” you trail off, not even knowing what you need, just knowing he was the only one who could give it to you.

“You need my cock, don’t you?” You can hear the way his grin curls at the edges of his mouth. “Need my cock just like I need your pussy.” He bit off the end of his sentence with a groan. “Fuck, you’re gonna make me come,” he moans. “Gonna come so hard to your sweet little moans, angel.”

You gasp and your back arches off your bed when you rub your thumb roughly over your clit. You moan so shamelessly for your best friend. “So close.” 

“When I fuck you,” he starts, cutting himself off abruptly as he groans again. “When I fuck you, angel, I’m gonna make you come so hard on my cock,” he promises, voice rough and deep you swear you can feel the pleasure from the sound shooting from your ear directly to your clit. “And while you’re screaming my name and coming all over my dick, I’m gonna bury myself in that sweet pussy and pump you full of my load—you want my come, angel?”

“Yes, Jaemin, please come inside me, fill me up,” you babble, so close to your own release you barely know what you’re saying. 

“That’s it. That’s my slutty little angel, begging for my come.” He groans, stroking himself faster. “Come for me, come for your best friend,” he commands, pausing to moan lowly. “Tell me who you belong to.” 

“I’m yours, Jaemin, all yours,” you cry out. With one more deep thrust of your fingers, the heel of your hand grinding against your clit, you come apart. 

You moan loudly as waves of pleasure surged through you, consuming you. Your limbs shaking as you wrench every ounce of pleasure from your release, fucking yourself through it as you breathe fast and harsh.

“That’s my good girl. Coming so sweetly for me, so perfect.” He grunts. “Fuck, fuck, fuck! You made me come so fucking hard, angel,” he mumbles, a little breathless.

Since you hadn’t fully regained control over your body, you just hummed in delight. You were still riding the aftershocks of your orgasm, your lips turned in a smile while you listened to Jaemin catching his breath.

“Like hearing me come apart for you?” He teases the question. “Wish you were here to clean up the mess you made.” 

“Jaem,” you try to put some reproach into your voice but fail miserably as you giggle. 

“Don’t worry, you can help the next time I see you.”

The line goes quiet for a moment, the two of you gathering yourselves together. “You’re still my best girl, right?” he finally asks, and you can hear the smile in his voice.

“Yeah,” you whisper, “I’m your girl.”

“That’s good to hear,” he murmurs, sighing contentedly, and you can tell he was starting to drift off. “Because all of me is yours, angel. And I plan on showing you that when I’m back.”

[hcsarchive]

BOXER III

nct dream (hint of the boyz)

details ␥ fem!reader x boxer!jaemin x boss!haechan x (maybe boxer!jeno???)

genre ␥ series, smut with a plot, fluff, lil angst +

warnings ➠ explicit language, overstimulation, flirty banter, praise kink, cheating, threesomes, corruption kink, dry humping, violence, reader is sexualized a lot, food ~ if there is more please let me know. *some may not be included in all parts*

synopsis: You went to a hidden boxing match and stumbled into some door which led you to be investigated. Before you know it, the leader of the organization wants to keep you for himself but his most famous boxers do as well.

MINORS DNI

!!these characters are completely fictional and do not represent the idol!!

links to previous parts:

part one

part two

“we can’t wake them up, Jaemin gets mad when we do” Renjun says stopping Haechan from entering the room.

Jealousy starts running through Haechan’s bloodstream. You wake up to their whispers “what are you doing” you wake up confused but you remembered you fell asleep crying to Jaemin.

Jaemin made you feel warm and safe even though you met him last out of all the boys. As for Haechan, your heart starts beating fast and you feel like he’s controlling your body.

“I got tired I didn’t mean to-“ Haechan dropped the bags and carried you off of Jaemin and off the bed. “Is this going to be an issue” he places you down on the ground and you try to stand up but he pushes you down.

You have no idea what haechan is going to do, Jaemin is fast asleep and Renjun just left. “It won’t be, plus nothing happened” you look up at him. Haechan grabs your hair and holds up in a ponytail. “No one can touch you unless i tell them to” he pulls your hair harshly and you let out a whimper.

“How about a small tour to my room” he kneels down to you and whispers into your ear “Jaemin never settles for one girl so don’t start with your fantasies” he lets go of your hair and stand up straight. You didn’t even see him that way, atleast not yet.

You follow him but he stops at the door way. “I bought you clothes, try them on for me” he takes the bags that were blocking the door way.

You take one look back to see Jaemin sleeping and you close the door. You avoid making eye contact with any of the guys on the way to Haechan’s room.

He opens the door and sets the bags on his desk. You are amazed at how big and spacious his room is compared to how your room is. “Take that off” he comes from behind you and lifts up Jaemin’s hoodie off of you. “Haechan i’m not wearing anything underneath” you try to cover yourself up with your hands as much as you can.

“I bought stuff off of your wishlist and pinterest”you guess he’s still digging deep into your history. he takes out a black laced bra with a ribbon as the front. That was going to be the one you were going to buy for your anniversary with sunwoo. “I can’t accept that. It costs so much” you turn your back at him again.

Haechan starts putting the top on you and goosebumps start flowing around where he touches you. You buckle the rest up, although it isn’t much coverage it’s better than nothing.

Haechan circles you again and faces you, he comes closer and starts tying the black silk into a bow. “Such a gorgeous present” he grabs onto your hips. Your cheeks are burning and your whole body too, he hands you a bag that possibly weighs 10 pounds "Open it.

"I'm going to open it on your bed this is so heavy" you laugh nervously trying to back away from the tension. You rip open the seal and you see all the clothes neatly folded. "Oh god these are so cute" it is a bunch of folded-up pajama sets. Some were silk or cotton, most were neutral colored, and occasionally pink sets.

"I won't keep you locked up in here forever so this is what you can wear when I take you out" he pulls out three white boxes with gold lettering of a brand you have never seen. One had a beautiful off-the-shoulder slip dress, the other was a two pieces set, and a white dress with pearled details. "You'll look so good standing next to me with those" You start to get shy again.

The both of you silently open the rest, a lot of it is simple basic clothes. "What are you doing?" Haechan asks, taking the receipts out of your hand which you were stashing in your pocket. "This must cost a lot, I am saving them so I can pay you back once I start working again" he holds your thigh still and gets them out of your pocket.

"Like I said you do not have to worry about it, lets go put these in the washer. The maid won't be here til Monday and I want you to have clean clothes" he puts everything back into the bags.

"I'm sorry for making you mad, I feel bad receiving all this" You stuff everything back into the bag. You pick up Jaemin's sweater to put on but he takes it from you. "Take the sweatpants off too, you will not wear his clothes" You take them off and stand there wondering what to wear. "What do you want me to wear?" he scans you up and down, "this" he hands you the matching bottoms to your top.

You switch them fast and he starts walking out. A black button up is lying on the floor and you snatch it and put it on, it covers you up until mid thigh. You start buttoning it up and exit his room.

where's the laundry room?- you ask yourself.

Jeno is walking to his room and freezes when he sees you. He continues to walk to his room, so you just walk down the hall and you see the door half open and it ends up being the laundry room. You walk in and Haechan stops putting clothes in the washer. "That is a better look" he comes close to you and unbottons the first three. "So lovely" he kisses your neck.

"To be honest I have no idea how to do laundry so I will have to ask one of these scum bags" you grab his from his collar before he walks out. "I can do it" you also unbutton his shirt "I don't want you to" he presses you closer to him. "I can handle it," you say, "What this?" he kisses down your neck and to your chest.

"I want to open my present" he whispers into your ear, lightly runs his fingers on the sides of your thighs, and lifts you up on the folding table.

"Haechan do you still want me to wa-" you jump at the sudden new voice. But Haechan doesn't stop kissing you "Haechan," you say but he doesn't stop.

You yank him off by his hair and he lets out a groan. "Sorry," you say to the tall black haired boy. "It's um...fine. I should be the one to apol-" he looks everywhere but your eyes. "Jisung just start washing" Haechan snaps at him and Jisung nods at him. "Words" he raises his voice but you tug on his hair to calm him down.

"Be nice, he is doing me a favor" You let go of his hair and hop off the table. He glares at the both of you and walks out "I'm sorry that he's making you do this. Thank you" Haechan grabs your arms and yanks you out of the room.

"Don't talk to him, I do not need another person to be angry at tonight" he lets go once you guys reach the hallway. "The food is ready" Renjun's voice echoes through the house.

"Let's go eat" he mumbles, his mood changes again. You frown and follow closely behind, you stop midway and tug on his sleeve. "Can you bring me my shorts from my room" you whisper to him.

"It's fine, it's not like they haven't seen legs before" he continues walking and you still hold onto him. "Please," you say but he continues walking and goes into the kitchen. You enter shortly after; Renjun, Jeno, Chenle, and Mark are preparing the food. Haechan is at the end of the kitchen sitting at the dining table on his phone.

The others haven't noticed you entered but you feel a tap on your shoulder. You turn around and it's Jaemin "Here are your shorts" he hands you your spandex and you smile at him. "Thank you" You are about to put them on but he stops you. He unzips his sweater and covers you so you can put them on.

Now everyone in the kitchen has eyes on you...and Jaemin. Mark is laughing and whispering into Renjun's ear, Jeno is staring at you with a blank stare, Chenle smirks and looks back at Haechan. Haechan is eyeing you and back to his phone. "Jaemin you are training the newbies tomorrow," Haechan says.

"What? You said Jeno would be in charge of them, why me?" Jaemin raises his voice at him.

"Oh, you know why?" Haechan sets his phone down and crosses his arms.

"Why 'cause you're a possessive piece of-"Jeno covers Jaemin's mouth.

"You do not want me to tell them what you have done" Haechan walks up to them. Jeno lets go of his jaw but still stands in between them.

"Drop it, I just think you would teach them way better than I can. He was making it a big deal about earlier" Jeno says but he whispers the second part which you hear since you are a couple feet behind them. "Y/N you can take a seat," Renjun says walking through Haechan, Jeno, and Jaemin to signal to break up the trio with his big bowl of meat.

"We have a guest stop acting like animals" Chenle joins the table. Mark comes with a small grill to cook the meat in. "Can the rest bring the rest of the dishes while we grill these" Renjun looks around.

None of them get up because they are angry, Jeno does and so do you. You were a server in high school so handling multiple plates wasn't an issue. As you were putting them down you felt a strong energy of eyes on you. You turn to your right and Haechan is deeply staring at you. You quickly set the last plate and turn away but meet with Jeno's eyes who was standing in the middle of the kitchen with two plates in his hands.

"Sorry, I can get out of your way now" You squeeze past Haechan's chair and Jeno's side. You speedwalk to the kitchen island and let out the air you were holding. Back at home, you were used to being around multiple guys due to Chanhee and Sunwoo being friends with a fraternity but this is different.

You grab the last side dish and the pitcher of water. Everyone is seated but everyone is looking your way, you look at them in confusion. You then remember what you are wearing.

Once you sit down you button your shirt up, and you are seated next to Haechan and an empty seat. The room is silent and you feel so tense, to break the silence you decide to bring up the fact that Jisung is not here. "Is Jisung coming?" you ask Haechan.

"Yeah I sent him a text" Haechan takes your plate and serves you everything. "Oh I don't like carrots" he sets the spoon back down with the carrots. "Thank you" You take the plate from him, and start eating. They all slowly start talking and you finally start seeing them as a group of friends. I guess being business partners and friends is a weird transition.

You eat silently and observe everyone. Jisung finally comes in and sits next to you. They all start serving and offering Jisung food, "aww man there is no more gyeongdans" You look down at your plate with two.

"Here you can have mine" before Jisung even answered, you set both on his plate. "Thank you" he smiles shyly. Haechan sets his free hand on your thigh and your leg twitches at the sudden cold contact.

He starts messaging your bare leg. His hands get closer to your inner thigh, he runs his fingernails up and down. You look at him and he’s casually talking. You stand up and grab the half full pitcher, “I’m getting us water” you walk to the kitchen to fill it up but Haechan follows. “Why did you run away” you felt like his prey that ran away but found you shivering behind a bush.

“I just didn’t want you to go farther in front of everyone” you say looking down at the pitcher. “Did you think I was going that far” he pressed his body to your back takes the pitcher from you. You don’t say anything because you’re afraid to offend him “Did you want me to” he speaks up again.

“I don’t. know” you turn to him trying to back away from the corner where the water cooler was but he is blocking the whole thing. He grabs you by the neck but not enough to choke you. “They’re all shooting glances at you and Jaemin specifically. What did you guys do while I was gone” his expression gets angrier.

“Nothing” he grips your neck harder which makes your body turn hot. “We just watched a movie after I washed up. I ended up falling asleep and I guess he did shortly after since he didn’t sleep at all last night” he releases you.

“If he ever makes a move on you or even touches you, you tell me. Do you understand” he says possessively. You nod yes but he chuckles “you look so cute when you’re scared, he unbutton your shirt again with his free hand.

“I don’t want them to see me” you cover yourself. “I’m just marking you so they know you’re mine” his soft lips are pressed against your bare skin. He sucks and bites a bit of your skin. A small whimper leaves your mouth, the more pain he cause to your body- the more it heats up.

“I don’t want to go back in there. It’s embarrassing” he looks at you and chuckles. “What are all the public humiliation stories that are in your history then. I can make your fantasies come true but if you are all whiny about it, it isn’t all that fun for both us sweetheart” he sets the pitcher down on the counter and leans against it.

“I just didn’t think anyone would find out or want to do it” you whisper. Jeno comes into your view and you try to hide in the corner. He grabs a beer from the fridge and leaves.

Haechan grabs your arm and moves you about two feet from where you’re standing. “Start walking, you did this in front of Jisung earlier. Why aren’t you listen to me” he always gets his way and you not listening is a shock to him.

You walk past him and move your chair next to Jaemin. You stare at Haechan, and he notices where you moved. Everyone goes silent, you eat starring directly towards Haechan across the table. Half of your sleeve slips down revealing more. You lean over the table to grab something.

“Jaemin my office now” Haechan stands up and Jaemin gets up but before he steps out he lifts up your sleeve. You eat in silence look at both of them leave.

It got silent but slowly they started to talk amongst themselves. Shortly after, you were done with your food so you picked up your plate and washed the dishes.

You thank the guys for the food and tell them that you’re going to your room. You laid in the bed just starring at the painting on the wall.

The door open and you jump from the position you were in. “What were you doing?” Jaemin laughs.

“I was starring at the paint” you responded and Jaemin nods.

“Well I’m here to apologize. I was too clingy according to Haechan, and I was just trying to be welcoming since I know this situation can be intimidating. I will be out tomorrow for training so I won’t get us in trouble” he chuckles but is getting a tad bit shy.

“You weren’t clingy. I enjoyed your company, thank you and I’m sorry I got you in trouble. He was making me mad” you look at him and he is smiling at you.

“Don’t worry I am used to his whining. Also you aren’t obligated to listen to him all the time. Go to me, Jeno, or Renjun. We are the ones that Haechan will listen to, well sometimes. goodnight y/n” he grabs the door knob.

“Goodnight, thanks again” you sigh and wave to him. He leaves and you are left in an empty room. You get under the covers and try to sleep but it’s barely 8pm. Having nothing to do and no technology is not helping.

You peek out of your door and you hear that they’re still in the living room. You hear footsteps and you close your door as silently as you can but the door gets stopped by a hand. It was Haechan so you just closed the door. He opens it again “don’t be mad at me princess” and walks towards you.

Haechan sets his head on your shoulder. His breath reaches the side of your neck, he guides your body to walk backwards. You’re laying half of your body flat on the bed while Haechan sets himself on each side of you. His chain is dangling in front of your face and kisses your forehead. You pull his collar to finally kiss his lips, they’re just how you imagine them. He isn’t as harsh as you want him to be so you tangle your fingers through his hair and pull him closer to you.

He starts to be more rough and sloppy. You break the kiss for air and for him to calm down but he continues to cover your collarbones in kisses. “Haechan” you whimper his name as you are still holding onto his soft strands of hair. He stops and looks up at you, he pulls down his loose shirt you have on.

He bites down on the silky bow and he slowly pulls it about to untie the front.

*soft knocks at the door*

“Of course” Haechan gets up and opens the door enough to peak his head out. “Im almost done with her laundry. I came to drop it off” you hear Jisung says and see his eyes peeking over Haechan’s head since he’s taller.

Before Haechan says anything rude you yell thank you to him. “Bye” Haechan grabs the clothes and slams the door.

You run to the door and Jisung is still there with an offended look “Thank you Jisung I appreciate it. You can leave the rest for me to do, don’t worry about it” you smile at him.

“No problem, goodnight” Jisung doesn’t say much because Haechan is behind you glaring at him.

“Why not suck his dick while you’re at it” Haechan says closing the door.

“I haven’t had some in a while so why not” you grab the freshly dried clothes and start picking.

“Don’t tell me you want him instead of me. I can give you more than anyone in this house could” his cold hands come in contact with your bare stomach and his fingertips tease the waistband.

“You probably say that to every girl you meet” you rest your head on his chest still standing against the bed frame.

“You don’t know me sweetheart” he puts his knee between your thighs.

“I could say the same to you” you scoff at his response. Haechan places his hands on your hips and guides your body to move on his thigh.

“What did I say about talking back” you don’t respond because he quickens the pace. You lean over slightly on the bed and arch your back to get more friction.

At this point your feet are floating in the air and he’s moving his knee to match your pace. You try to hold back a moan but it comes out when you feel his bulge getting hard on your ass. “Haechan I can’t” you roll your hips on him faster like a bunny in heat.

“You’re so wet. That pretty little mouth of yours says my name so right” he stops and drops his knee along with you down.

You stand up straight and turn to him. “I want more” your nails scratch down his back. “Please” you take off your shirt and crawl on top of the bed now looking directly at him.

Haechan isn’t moving from where he is. His eyes say something else and so does his hard member. He gets closer to you and whispers “This is your punishment, I suffer too but that’s what makes it fun” he leaves not caring.

You’re left with your mouth open.

Your thighs are literally dripping wet.

I cannot believe i got edged by a knee- you say out loud to yourself.

You scream into your pillow and just feel your cunt pulse. You go and change into fresh new clothes after cleaning yourself up.

This is going to be worse than you thought…

*the next day*

~Jaemin’s pov~

I was already in the bad mood after overhearing the shit Haechan told y/n but I know she won’t fall for his possessiveness.

I get to the training rink at around 7am ready to take out my anger on some of these newbies. I see Jia clinging onto the same guy she always does, you finally have a face to the name. He is the one that broke y/n’s heart.

“Start warming up with a partner. We are uneven so Sunwoo come warm up with me” I try to act professional but something in me makes me want to punch him. After what he did to make a beautiful girl cry to the point where she knocks out is insane to me. If i ever had her, i would treasure her and hold her every bit i can.

“How do you know my name” -sunwoo

“I don’t know you tell me” i swing at him slow but he dodges.

“Know idea man, but I’m honored” he throws a punch at my chest but I don’t move an inch.

“there’s three rinks. I will be observing the five of you. No body work or being a brawler during this. I want to see skill so do not try to speed things up and try to get your partner to ground or off the rink the fastest. Boxing isn’t just a race…it’s a mind game, it takes time to perfect each throw or move, so show me the best you can do” I genuinely like boxing so I’ll try my best to not get my anger in the way.

I am seeing them fight but all I can think of is y/n, seeing how her ex boyfriend is here being watched by another girl. “Jia can you please go rehearse with the other girls or do something else” i sit down in the referee where she is as well.

“why, I am not doing anything. I’m just watching” Jia says but she looks at my annoyed face and she rolls her eyes.

“Weirdo” she leaves.

I circle around looking at them switch partners and keep slamming each other. Three laps around the two rinks, sunwoo was off to the side waiting for his turn.

“Sunwoo come with me” i guide him to the empty rink. “Want to know what a haymaker is” he nods yes and you do it to him.

“Haymaker: A desperation punch thrown with full force and with the intent to knock an opponent out.” i smile down at him in pain on the floor.

“You know the meeting you had yesterday” i ask and he nods struggling to talk because of the pain.

“Take me to y/n’s place or it won’t be easy for you to be here” he swallows nervously and stands up.

“Ok, I have spare key” he shoves his shoulder with mine on the way out to the locker rooms.

“That’s all for today. You’re welcome to stay and practice or head on out for the day”

~end of Jaemin’s pov~

*on the way to your apartment*

The ride is silent, “How do you know y/n and why do I have to bring you?” Sunwoo knows a little bit of what Haechan and his crew do behind doors but Jia never really mentioned much to him.

“She just asked me to mail some stuff to her. I was in some of her classes” Jaemin says coming up with a lie.

“Why would she tell you out of all people? I have a spare key and so does my friend who’s best friend’s with y/n” Sunwoo is getting suspicious not wanting to take Jaemin. If he didn’t take Jaemin it’ll put his boxing career at risk, he already lost his gf due to it.

“Well I’m not sure if you remembered the part of cheating on her for a couple of weeks and she simply doesn’t want to see familiar faces” Jaemin gets out of the car and follows Sunwoo into the apartments.

Sunwoo is cussing Jacob in his head since he was the one who brought her in. He is connecting the dots on where you’re staying. “Is she staying at your house?” Sunwoo says standing in front of the door.

“Don’t worry about it. You aren’t dating her anymore” Jaemin smirks at him wanting to make him mad.

“I still care for her. Plus last time I saw her, your coworkers took her and since you know her…you’re probably the first person she ran to” Sunwoo opens the door.

“Why what would you do if she was at my place” they door enter into your apartment.

“I do want to apologize i’m not a complete asshole” he sits on the couch and Jaemin is observing everything.

Jaemin first takes your pile of mail and your laptop you left on the coffee table before you went to Sunwoo’s place. Luckily you have a online shopping addiction so you have coxes laying around the house.

Jaemin enters your room and starts putting your clothes into the boxes. He opens your underwear drawer and is mixed with other things. Sunwoo comes in and Jaemin picks up two toys. “Guess you weren’t doing your job buddy” Jaemin throws them into the box and covers them with socks.

“You’re lucky you’re stronger than me” Sunwoo clenched his jack. “These are dirty but they’re her favorite jeans. Take her pillow she can’t go to sleep without it. For makeup and everything else is in that desk she’ll probably want that too. Let me go get her shoes, I’m not sure how long she’ll be out but she’s an over packer regardless” Sunwoo paces around your room looking to see what else.

“For someone who cheated. You do sound like you care for her” Jaemin is in shock by what he is doing.

“I mean i’m the bad guy and she deserves to be comfortable wherever she is. If she’s with you man- please take care of her for me” he rubs his face. “I fucked up and I was being selfish” he whispers to himself.

Jaemin sighs “Just help me fill up this box” Sunwoo walks to your closet and picks out different dresses and your platform heels.

“I think four boxes is enough” Jaemin gets two and Sunwoo gets the other.

A security was already picking Jaemin up. “Thank you for letting me in, see you at practice” Jaemin takes the boxes from him.

“See you” Sunwoo is so embarrassed he doesn’t know if he still wants to attend that match.

———

~Haechan’s House~

You were left inside the room the whole day. The only interaction you had was Jeno bringing you food and snacks. Haechan had to deal with something out of town.

Since there wasn’t much to do, you decided to give yourself a everything showed and then a hair blowout. That roughly took two hours out of the day and your hair looks good. Haechan did buy you a little bit of makeup since he looked through laptop…again. It came in the mail today so why not give yourself a full glam.

You wanted to look cute but comfortable so you put on the skirt pajama set that looked like a regular outfit. A quick look in the mirror and you are twirling like a ballerina.

The door opens and it’s Jeno. “Oh i’m sorry i just knocked a couple times i thought something happened” he looked at you up and down. A couple hours ago he saw you with knots in your hair and stains on your shirt. Even then he was still nervous around you but you weren’t aware.

“It’s alright. i was in my zone, you don’t have to bring me snacks every hour jeno. Don’t over work yourself on your day off” you laugh at how he brought another plate.

“Oh ok. I just don’t know how to take care of you. Jaemin made it seem easy” Jeno scratches the back of his head.

“You did a great job, the both of you. I truly feel bad how Haechan puts you guys to do stuff for me because I live by myself for a years so literally anything you guys do i’m appreciative” you grab onto his shoulder and he tenses up even more.

“We don’t mind honestly, i’ve done worse things. I’m going to be in the training room so if you need anything just step over. It’s a couple doors to your right” Jeno avoids eye contact and leaves.

You check if the coast is clear after you hear Jeno head into the training room. You go to the living room and watch the tv on mute with captions.

An hour passes and a door opens you jump to turn off the tv and duck under the couch. “I can still see you” Jeno walks over to you all sweaty in a tight muscle tee.

“Can I please be out here. I promise i’ll be good Jeno” you sit up and plead that he says yes.

“Fine but be in your room before I come out of the shower” he walks to his room and you’re smiling.

Jeno is trying his best to be cool. What no one knows is he was one of your top anonymous gifters on twitter. It was your side hustle every once in a while but Jeno will check everyday. Apparently no one has brought it or Haechan is keeping your account a secret. Sunwoo never knew about it or anyone in that matter.

Jeno is standing in front of the mirror still in shock that you out of all people end up here. You look so pretty today and he just can’t take it anymore. Jeno can’t say anything to Jaemin because he already became close with you. Renjun will freak out and tell Haechan, Chenle and Mark do not keep a secret. Which leaves Jisung but you aren’t too sure if it’s a good idea because he is worse than him at things like this.

Visions of your videos and picture start appearing in Jeno’s brain. He gets out his phone and looks up the username “yup it’s definitely her, fuck” he undresses and turns on the shower. A video of you on a pillow was the latest you posted, he can’t look away. His dick is now hard, he steps in the shower and starts pumping himself. Water droplets hit Jeno’s phones so he throw his phone in the sink. He envisions sneaking into your room and you riding him instead of the pillow.

He releases and sighs. This won’t be easy for him, he washes himself and gets out of the shower. He then gets dressed and dries his hair.

You are still sitting in the living room watching a random episode of regular show. The thousands of locks are opening one by one and you panic. You can’t find the remote or the off button so you run to the nearest closet which is the coat closet.

“Y/N you can come out of the room I have-“ Jaemin opens the closet you were in.

“What are you doing” he laughs.

“Jeno let me watch tv and I didn’t have time to run to my room” you say embarrassed.

“Well you’re lucky it was me because you chose the worst place possible to hide” he pulls you out and you smile at him. “I missed you, you’re the only one that treats me normal here” you hug him and he hugs you back.

“You look extra beautiful today” he strokes the back of your head as he hugs you. “Stop, I got bored” you pull away and see he hasn’t closed the door.

“I have a surprise for you. Since I had training with yk who. I made him take me to your apartment to bring your stuff” he brings in the boxes and you gasp.

“No way oh my god” you screech and jump up and down. You follow Jaemin with a box in your hand. Jeno comes back and sees the two of you on the couch.

“Hey Jeno” Jaemin dabs him up and he smiles at him. He sits next to Jaemin and you’re on the floor opening the first box. “Jaemin brought some of my stuff look” you pull out your plushie.

“I also brought you your pillow sunwoo told me” Jeno chocked on his saliva. It’s the same pillow and pillow case from the video he just watched. He looks away and watches the tv.

The first box had a plushies, your notebook, and the books you were currently reading. You opened the last one and take out some hoodies, you thought you were done but you pull one more hoodie and your toys and underwear are there.

“Oh god” you close the box and look at Jaemin then Jeno. “There’s nothing to be embarrassed about princess. Go hide them” he whispers at the end.

You stay silent and slowly get up to your room. You do as told but you cannot believe he found then and also brought them to you. They follow you with the rest of the things shortly after. You put the clothes into the drawers.

You are bent over and your skirt flaps over half of your ass. Their eyes are glued to your exposed skin. You turn around and take the clothes they’re holding. Jeno swallows hard when his eyes meet yours “thank you” you smile and put it in the top drawer.

Jeno leaves without saying anything and Jaemin is still holding your stuff speechless. He did find you attractive but he wanted to respect you since Haechan clearly doesn’t and he can now see why.

“All done” you tasks the last thing off of his hands. “I really appreciate it Jaemin” you smile at him and he does back.

“No problem” he grabs onto your waist. “Sorry that I didn’t ask for your permission to look through your personal stuff” his thumb rubs your bare stomach.

“It’s fine, did he say anything?” he looks down at you concerned. “He does feel bad but it doesn’t eliminate the fact that he hurt you y/n” he gets closer to you.

“I know but part of me still wants him back” your heart breaks. “Jia was there during practice. They’ve been together for a while” your heart shatters.

“He wasted my time, it was too good to be true” you roll your eyes.

“You deserve to be treasured and loved. I beat the shit out of him for you” Jaemin said and your heart starts beating.

“Did you?” you put your arms around his neck. “I did, I had to humble him” you smile at him and his eyes move from your eyes to your lips back to your eyes.

It gets silent but you both lean in, your lips are less than an inch apart. “Can I kiss you?” Jaemin asks.

“please” your lips close the gap. He kisses back and breaks the kiss. “you’re so beautiful” he kisses you again but with passion. He lifts you up and you wrap your feet around him.

You guys look at eachother with huge smiles. “I’m sorry I couldn’t wait much longer. I wanted to do it since the first time we spent the day together” Jaemin’s cheeks turn pink and you giggle at his apology.

“As a boxer you’re such a softie” you lay your head on his chest and he walks to the bed.

“You don’t know that” he sits down with you still holding onto him. You unwrap your legs and reposting yourself, jaemin hisses as you move.

You stop moving and he is looking down. You’re sitting on his bulge. “I can move if you’re not comfortable” you mumble. You get embarrassed because you didn’t realize the movements you were doing.

“No don’t- you’re fine” his hands are still on your hips. Jaemin hasn’t been interested in anyone in years and you are wrapping him around your finger.

“Did it feel good then?” your hands are on his chest running up and down on his rocked chest. He nods yes “you don’t have to do anything if you aren’t comfortable baby” he sets a kiss on your collar bone which are covered with makeup since haechan decided to mark you.

“But i want to” you pout at him and you start moving your hips. Jaemin groans “I’m so glad Haechan isn’t going to be here tonight” he smiles.

“What are your plans” you start to add more weight and friction. “Spending it with you” he guides your hips and you arch your back as you feel him getting hard. Your cunt is already wetting his sweatpants. He starts to lifts himself along with you, “Oh i’m about to-“ you release your liquids but Jaemin doesn’t stop moving your hips.

You grab onto his broad shoulder and let out small whimpers. “You’re doing so good” Jaemin moans when you reposition and sit on his hard member. His pants are soaked with your release and his precum releasing through his pants. He begins to twitch in between your thighs and he releases.

The both of you are panting and smile at how much of a mess you both made. Jaemin lift up your skirt to see your laced panties soaked and stuck onto your skin. You haven’t even gotten touched by him and you’re already wanting more.

“Let’s get you cleaned up and changed” he kisses your forehead. He stands up and you feel guilty because he’s more dirty than you’re.

Jaemin opens the drawer and get out shorts that match your top. “These are perfect” he goes up to you and signals for you to come to the edge. He first takes off your panties and he stuffs them in his pocket. “Jaemin no thats embarrassing” you try to take them away but he grabs your hand. “Can I have them please” he waves his face in front of you and smiles.

“You better not misplace them and someone else ends up finding them” you take the shorts from him and quickly change into them.

“Come to my room” Jaemin grabs your hand and before you guys come out he checks if anyone is coming. Jaemin pulls you and speed walks next door to his room.

Jaemin opens the door and Jeno is sitting there on his phone. “Jeno what are doing in my room” Jaemin puts you in front of him. “I just wanted to hangout but i can leave you guys to continue” your cheeks turn red.

“We can still hangout. We were just going to watch a movie either way, let me just change” Jaemin is still using you as a shield. Jeno stands up and throws boxers and sweatpants at Jaemin. “There you dumbass so you aren’t dragging her across the room” you laugh at how embarrassed Jaemin is.

He goes into the bathroom and changes. Luckily every room has its own bathroom which is so unrealistic. You stand where Jaemin left you and Jeno looks up from his phone and back down. “I’m sorry” you say shyly stand there while Jaemin gets back.

“It’s fine” Jeno mumbles.

It’s not fine for him though.

Two of his friends can have her even though he has wanted her first. If he knew you lived in the area he would’ve definitely dm you and not been anonymous.

Jaemin comes back and sit in the opposite side of where Jeno’s laying down. “Come sit in the middle, you’ll get a better view of the screen” Jaemin opens his laptop and opens the streaming app. You climb over the footboard and lay on your stomach in the middle.

The three of you watch the movie until Renjun and Jisung come home. Mark and Chenle had to join Haechan for back.

“Please don’t tell me you guys-“ Renjun drops his briefcase.

“No” you respond quickly.

“We are just watching a movie. Relax” Renjun sighs of relief after Jeno says that.

“Good because I do not want this triangle to turn into a square” Renjun says.

The three of you are confused but then you get. “Why not a pentagon” you smirk at him. Jisung enters and Jaemin says “or a hexagon”

You and Jaemin laugh while renjun leaves. “Hi jisung” you smile at him.

“Hi” he sweetly smiles back at you “i’m going to order food it’s less of us today anyway” he says. “What do you want y/n” Jeno says.

He catches you off guard because he hardly spoke to you and you felt like he hated you. “I am down for anything, but fry chicken sounds good”

“We can do that” Jisung gets on Jaemin’s bed and pulls out his phone.

You stare at all three looking at Jisung’s phone. They’re gorgeous and you can just stare at them all day. “y/n” you come out of your thoughts. “are you dreaming of something” Jaemin says squishing your cheek.

“No i was just admiring” you smile at him.

“At who” he raise his eyebrow.

“All three” you start giggling like crazy and you cover your face with a pillow.

“Why” Jisung says confused.

“Jisung this is why you don’t get bitches” Jeno mumbles.

“Ha says the one who is in love with a twitter girl” Jaemin snorts.

You stop laughing when you hear that. “I told you to never bring that up” Jeno intensely glares at Jaemin.

“How’s the menu looking” You change the topic.

“Here you can look at it” Jisung hands you the phone.

to be continued…

a/n

i’m sorry if that was too much. i am trying to test things out. tysm for reading :)

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comfy - l.jn drabble

♡ lee jeno x male reader // nsfw

the hardest part of your day was waiting for jeno to get home.

you couldn’t stand it, how needy you were for him. the idol had an effect over you that you couldn’t explain, the older male invading a territory of want in your heart no one else had been able to access. swiping through pictures, videos, and snaps of your boyfriend while he was away at practice all day only had you throbbing in your boxers at the mere thought of when you could finally get your hands on him.

the blaring tv before you did little to distract you from your pitiful state. you had no idea what made him so special, but you were simply a starved man that only the luscious lips of lee jeno could satiate.

so it was no shocker that as soon as he stepped through the door of your place that your seat on the couch was vacated and you were all over him. the poor boy could only manage a “babe, i’m home-” before your hungry hands lowered his jaw to connect your lips.

so it was no shocker that as soon as he stepped through the door of your place that your seat on the couch was vacated and you were all over him. the poor boy could only manage a “babe, i’m home-” before your hungry hands lowered his jaw to connect your lips.

sighs of contentment escaped the both of you as you sat with plush mouths drinking each other in, his large hands running up and down your sides. your hands journeyed their way around his waist, feeling his sleeveless shirt cling to his firm torso through a thin sheen of sweat acquired from practice.

“fuck, i’ve missed you.” you could only mutter through kisses as jeno backed you up to the very couch you were sat on for hours prior.

jeno giggled at your needy tone as you both sat down, not wasting another second in reattaching your lips. his tongue slipped into your mouth meeting no resistance, a low groan ripping from your throat. he tasted amazing, as always, and it only caused more arousal to pool in your core, a boner rising to prominence under your shorts.

you moaned into his mouth louder as the kisses intensified, overwhelming you with pleasure from his tongue alone. your fingers raked through his hair before sliding down to grab onto his shoulders, the roundness of his toned muscles feeling like heaven under your palms. your hold slid down to feel his biceps, before snaking back up and sliding underneath the sleeveless holes of his shirt to glide along his back.

it was jeno’s turn to moan into your open-mouthed kiss, leaning more of his body weight on you as your touch invaded beneath his shirt and rose goosebumps among his smooth skin. jeno blindly reached his arm towards the coffee table to fumble around for the remote, never disconnecting your lips while he flicked the tv off, opting to hear the sounds of your makeout. it turned him on so much more.

“my cutie boy.” he teased leaning back as you desperately scrambled into his lap. you didn’t even have it in you to cringe like you usually would at the pet name before you were reattached like magnets, him happily swallowing your whimper as you ground your bulges together.

“please,” you practically begged for no reason in between the fury of sloppy kisses. jeno smirked against your lips before his delicate but strong hands grabbed hold of your thighs underneath both seams of your shorts, pushing you onto your back on the couch cushions.

within seconds both of your bottoms were discarded and his larger than average length had entered you at a slow pace, causing your eyes to roll back from the taxing but pleasurable stretch. the fire in the pit of your stomach that roared jeno’s name felt a satisfied sizzle as he rocked his hips gently but deliciously in and out of you. he smiled down at your already fucked out expression before planting an assault of pillowy kisses along your neck and collarbone, his talented tongue making another appearance to ease the steam of your hot skin.

you held on to jeno tightly, thankful for his presence and the love he showed you. with your legs clinging to his long torso and head thrown back in a daze, you could never think of a comfier position than this.

© 𝐟𝐥𝐰𝐫𝐛𝐨𝐢 — all rights reserved

[moonlightjeno]

night lights | l.j

𝕡𝕒𝕚𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕘 :: lee jeno x reader

𝕨𝕔 :: 4,591

𝕒/𝕟 :: this took ages, and i’m pretty happy with it. It started off as a timestamp and then evolved into this mess. enjoy !! i’d listen to one ok rocks “eye of the storm” album.  

[ 10:50 pm ] you could feel the warmth radiating off the stage lights as they focused on the two boys in front of you. their faces shone with sweat, that was seen through the large led screens that had been placed all around the rink. the white haired boy held joy, and amusement on his face. his eyes shone with pride, and the warm lights that shone changed his eyes from the dark brown color you had gotten used to daydreaming about to a light caramel one. the almost blinding white lights shone on the boxers' faces, making Jeno’s face, though much healthier than the black haired boys that stood next to him, looked deadly pale and the cuts he had were much more prominent. the two boxers, still trying to catch their breath from the boxing match, looked at each other and though there had only been one winner the both smiled. Jeno's lip had been split open, remnants of dry blood still lingered on his lip and stained his cupid's bow,  and his cheek had begun to bloom a black bruise by the side of his right eye. but the boy didn't seem to care, as the referee pulled the two fighters to the middle of the ring. The man was small and short in contrast to the muscled boxers that stood next to him, a stark contrast between the two boxers as Jeno, his white wraps tainted with blood from when he broke the dark haired boy's nose. you tried to signal to the boy you were hopelessly in love with, who you had been best friends with for more years than you could count but the crowd was too thick. and the referee raised Jeno's hand, declaring him the winner of the match and declaring him winner of the tournament.

Jeno looked around the arena, a weak attempt he knew to find you. He had wanted to win for you. He had wanted to win for you. would win every fight for you, if it meant that he could see your eyes shining from pride and joy. he’d give it up too. if it only meant that you’d continue to look at him with those eyes that beheld galaxies, and millions of memories the two of you shared. for you to be by his side always ready to make him laugh and laugh at his jokes. It scared him when he realized months ago that he had fallen in  love with his best friend. The feeling that continued to grow in him, the need to see you smile and how everytime the two of you would hug would leave him with butterflies, the places where bare skin met bare skin when you would lift your hand, or change position so that your arms or legs would no longer be touching left him feeling the ghost of your touch for the passing seconds. it quickly dawned on him, that as much as he wanted to suppress the growing feelings he harbored for you the more they grew, and everytime you laughed at one of the dreamies jokes or would, though rarely, choose to sit next to them or hug them it would take all of his self control to not pull you away and bury you in his embrace. But as much as he wanted to hold you and be one to make you smile, his fear towards love and the effects it had on people scared him more. 

Jeno had grown up in though not abusive house, his parents were in a constant state of argument, whether it was his father blowing through a pack of cigarettes the stench of the carcinogenic materials lingering long after the argument had happened, and making young Jeno cough and gag even after the stench had passed. An attempt he told himself to let his father know that the smoke that by his teenage years seemed to live in the house, wasn’t doing anyone any good. From a small age he had observed what he believed love to be, and he had experienced first hand that it wasn’t what the hallmark movies would advertise, where the woman would work her way up in a company, or the protagonist would get stuck in a cabin together because a random snowstorm from god knows where had magically appeared, and through a magical series of events the two main characters would fall in a love that was nothing what Jeno knew. Jeno knew about a love that showed little affection. a love that mostly consisted of drunken confessions where his mother would criticize his father for being worthless and never giving anything for the family while she was stuck at home caring for the child they bore. His father would either leave the house after the late night drunken confessions, sometimes he’d spot his ten year old son on the front steps to their house, a mask of dimission and carelessness at the falling apart of his family etched onto his face. Jeno, had only known the toxic, break down your walls and slowly feel the million paper cuts constantly cut into your heart, love where he’d had to build up walls of brick and marble so that no one could make him feel the way his parents had made themselves feel. The only love he’d known to be pure, was that between the cat he fostered and would sneak into his room, the nights were the shouting and smoke lingered to thick, that at time he swore the smell would never be leave his nose and then gray cloud that would hang around the kitchen would be permanent. On those nights he would cuddle up with the black and white cat he had found, and had given food everyday he walked to school, until it followed him back home. Romantic love wasn’t something he believed in. a love so deep and pure between two people wasn’t something that he could wrap his head around, it seemed so far and foreign from everything he knew, that is until he met you in the designated ninth grade gym class. Where he had raised his hand, fists formed and ready to be taught to fight because he believed if he looked intimidating enough, and was able to physically beat someone up then there was no way that he could get his heart broken. He hadn’t expected for the new girl, who’d come from a foreign country, to be the first to support boxing, he hadn’t expected that in the years to come the two of you would go close and that you would be the one to slowly, that he hadn’t realized until his walls had been broken down that he had fallen deeply and madly in love with you. 

he thought he would need to give up fighting, from your last fight, when the girl he had sworn himself to protect and barely showed emotion, had started to cry in front of him. he remembered hazily how your argument had started, something about the purple black bags that adorned his arms and waist. It had surprised him, because though you’d always had a worrying personality you had never pointed it out specifically and scolded him for the injuries he’d get when fighting. The fight hadn't even begun because of his boxing, but because he had clumsy fallen off his chair.

Jeno had made a horrible joke, something that resembled Jin’s “why are we all trapped in a bubble?” “unbelievabubble” and though he knew the joke wouldn’t have gotten anywhere with the rest of the dreamies you couldn’t stop laughing. He could see the tears that threatened to spill from your eyes, a never dimming smile placed on your face and contagious laughter that had made him laugh so hard that he’d fallen off his chair. Leaving him grabbing his stomach, tears of laughter threatening to spill and you continued to clap your laughter still echoing in the room. He’d wanted to continue the joke, continue to hear your laughter fill his ears and never see you upset. That, he later figured out was what went wrong, when he’d taken the joke too far pretending to be hurt. He’d laid on the floor and the laughter turned into more of a grunt, and quickly did your laugh die down to worrisome when you pushed back your chair the screeching noise a painful contrast to your laughter. You had rushed to his side, and when you’d heard the grunt, which had scared you as he’d recently gotten a concussion and it seemed as if the bleach and bright white lights still hadn't left your body. 

You had known, had really been the first to support Jeno in his pursuit of boxing, as long as you could in some shape or form continue to keep an eye out on the boy who had stormed into your life. It had become normal to spend a day at the hospital, and days later making sure the idiot wouldn;t overwork himself, as he always seemed to be ready for the next fight. Days were all you would do was cuddle, his arms wrapped around your waist or shoulders and the cat he had finally adopted after fostering it for years would sleep on your lap. Those days you cherished most, where affection from Jeno would come easily and you’d let yourself imagine the impossible. 

But when Jenos contagious laugh had changed to a grunt, you panicked. Scared that the last knock out he’d suffered had finally broken him, had broken something and he would no longer be able to fight or be no the boy you would always love. The moment you realized that it had been a joke, something snapped. Your feelings of worry and anxiety towards the boy with mixed white and black hair, his roots starting to show, changed to fury. The movement was quick, as you shoved the boys arms away from you and into the floor, his face losing all hints at the laughter and happiness that had graced his face a mere second ago. 

“What’s wrong?” Jeno asked, confusion and worry laced in his voice. He hadn’t expected you too suddenly back away from him, fury gracing your features and he could see the light water that had started to form. Sitting up  he tried to grab your arm, an attempt to comfort you but all he managed to do was push you farther away. 

“Don’t do that” your usually strong and determined voice came out a small quiet whisper and Jeno couldn’t help but feel his heart break. 

“Do what?” he sighed, confused and becoming a little annoyed that you wouldn’t be clear about what was happening. 

“Just-” you threw your hands up in frustration, “just don’t do that” the boy was still confused. He knew you weren’t good at communicating when it came to your own emotions, he knew that but it had tended to be different with him. Normally he wouldn’t begin to feel annoyed and angry at the fact that you wouldn’t just tell him what you were thinking. 

“Ve, you’re going to have too you know tell me what that is” you glared at him, and his response was to grin back at you. He should know you thought bitterly. But you wouldn't get anywhere if you just stood there staring, so you took a deep breath trying to calm yourself, folding your hands together to stop them from shaking. 

“Pretend to not be ok, because the last time you fought you…” the image of your best friend on the floor flashes in front of you, knocked out, blood a constant spill coming from his nose and lip. You yell his name over and over, pulling his head up into your lap, his breaths shaky and shallow before the medics pull him away from you. In those moments your world fell apart when he didn’t respond to your screams, and pleas to wake up. It had never been that bad, it had never gotten to the point where it felt like you might never be able to see him again, feel the warmth of his body next to yours as you watched a bad movie, or feel the butterflies in your stomach everytime he held your hand for comfort. 

It was too much, you pushed the memory too overwhelming and you felt the water that had been pooling up spill, warm tears falling down your face, the salt of them filling your mouth. 

Jeno hadn’t expected that. He hadn’t expected for you to break down over him pretending to be hurt, he hadn’t expected for you to ever say no to his fighting, and though he knew he shouldn't be mad. Knew that he should, after everything that you two had been through, from the divorce of his parents to the death of your grandfather that had been one of the only few times you had allowed yourself to cry in front of him, that he should comfort you but he couldn’t bring himself too. Fighting, he thought, was the only thing that kept him alive and sane on most days. So he laughed, a laugh that mocked what you had told him. 

“You can’t tell me to not fight Mave. It’s like telling me to not breathe, you can’t just do that, can’t tell me to not fight, not get hurt, because you're scared? Scared of being alone like you were? You’ve already been alone, and if you try to stop me from doing what I love I don’t know if I can be here” he hadn’t really processed everything we was saying until the last word had left his mouth, and instead of punching him, which is what you’d usually do, you walked away. Tears still spill from your eyes, your heart that like Jeno had tried so hard to protect shattered and broken. 

Alone. You were alone again. 

The doors slammed shut, the bang against the wall leaving an echoing thud throughout the apartment complex. Jeno was left on the dining room floor, hands running through his hair. You didn’t come back. Not in an hour, not in a day. 

You didn’t come back. 

The memory was now foggy in his mind, he had tried to put it past him. Especially when he’d found out that you’d been staying with Mavi, a mutual friend, who he’d been jealous of since the day you told him you thought he was cute a year ago. The moment you’d left he realized what he’d done but he didn't know how to not fight. It’s what had gotten him through his parents and the countless scars we wore both physically and emotionally. Yet when he’d seen you go, and become a ghost, it had him do a double take. he thought he would need to quit it, but he would miss the adrenaline he would get every-time he got ready for a fight, the feeling the crowd would give him, and the pride that would swell up in him every-time he won a round. he looked around the crowd again, a smile permanently etched on his face the moment he spotted you. his left hand was still raised by the man in stripes next to him, a small “thank you”, and “good match” was exchanged between him and his opponent who looked as bad as he thought. the taste of blood filled his mouth from his split lip, but that didn't falter his smile when you caught his gaze. The next few minutes went by painfully slow. the award ceremony as he was congratulated and named the new champion, he had to make a speech, and as much as he wanted to make it thoughtful and thankful because he truly was honored and grateful for everyone that had supported him, he was most thankful to you. you who had never given up on him. So when he was handed the mike his speech went, “i would like to thank you, everyone, who has supported me this past year. my team who never fails to get me ready for my fights or hype me up so that my energy goes up. thank you all for your support even when I complained about your nagging. but most of all i’m thankful to my best friend Mave” 

your head snapped at the sound of your name. you were already about to burst from joy and pride at the sight of your best friend accomplishing his dream. something he wanted since you’d first met him all those years ago in ninth grade gym class. where the gym teacher had asked what they wanted to do that year and Jeno had automatically raised his hand and shy smile grazing the small boy's features when he proposed boxing and you want to learn more about martial arts had immediately supported the idea. Jeno had looked at you with a puzzling look surprised that you were so keen on the idea of punching people, but when the two of you paired up and you had been more interested in the art form of it and technique while Jeno was more interested in the brute force a companionship and pair had formed. the memory came to you, and you felt the tears well up in your eyes, as Jeno looked at you with so much pride and joy. “Y/N thank you for supporting me since the day we met back in gym class. this prize goes for you, the person who has never failed to make me laugh or smile, or be there for me. thank you for being my rock, ja”

Jeno finished his speech and you had made it to the front of the stage. the crew clearing a path for you. you who walked with your head held high, his leather jacket hanging loosely around your shoulder and looking at him with an emotion he couldn't quite place because for the first time he couldn’t read his best friend's eye. but when you placed your hands in his between the rails of the ring he couldn’t help the burst emotion that coursed through him. the crowd cheers and woops, faded. the cameras that captured his every move as he raised you onto the rings platform, the belt he had won hung lightly from his shoulder but the noises faded and so did the crowd and the cameras and Mark and Jaemin and Haechan whopping him and it was just the two of you. your arms wrapped around his torso and he held onto your waist, strong and steady, and when you pulled away just slightly from the hug your hands coming to rest at the nape of his neck, fingers playing with the locks of dyed hair that he couldn’t stand it anymore. he couldn’t stand the weight of what he felt towards you weigh him down even if you were to reject him. and just as he opened his mouth to mutter the three words that would change your relationship you leaned in. lips catching onto his, fitting perfectly against his when he kissed you back with as much love and joy that you had. it was short and brief, but when you pulled away from the tears in your eyes had managed to escape your eyes, small droplets running down your face as you smiled at your best friend, the boy you loved and would do anything for. 

“i love you” you both breathed out at the same time, giggling even though Jeno’s face had begun to throb and could finally begin to feel the pain shooting through his rib where his opponent had struck him repeatedly in the third round. 

“i’m done” he breathed. and the look of shock and confusion you gave him left him startled. He swallowed, trying to form words again but the cameras were on full focus. and the reporters had managed to push past the bodyguards and crew that pulled the two of you apart. the questions bombarded him, startling him with questions like “what’s your next move?” “are you planning on taking on the next class?” “is this your girlfriend?” he wanted nothing more than to talk to you first before taking any decision he might regret. but the reporters were ongoing and you had left the ring, standing by the team's side, pushing aside and voiding any questions that you wouldn't want to be answered. the reporters didn’t give him much time to think, so he answered what he was going to tell you the moment he was given a chance 

“tonight.” he breathed, “tonight, was my last fight,” Jeno stated. the crowd went quiet and you who were always supportive, you who understood him better than anyone looked at him with disappointment. that isn’t how you expected this to go, especially after your confession, he didn’t think you would give him a death glare and hit him when you found him in the locker room of the stadium. 

“what the fuck was that?” you questioned, annoyance and confusion were written all over your face and even though you were mad at him he still thought you looked hot. you wore his leather jacket, and the ripped jeans you wore hugged your curves. get yourself together, he scolded himself.

“what was what?” he asked, confused as to what you were referring to, arms crossing across his chest. 

“don’t play dumb Jeno” he continued to look at you with a confused expression on is face, not understanding exactly what he’d done wrong. “i really don’t know what I did wrong”

That wasn’t the answer you were expecting or wanting, throwing your arms up in frustration, the sleeves of the jacket pulling down enough so that one of your tattoos was seen. the dark ink contrasting with your skin, stop. stop. 

“You really don’t know?” you almost yelled at him, exasperation clear in your voice, “you just threw away the thing you love the most! Why? WHY would you say that you aren’t fighting anymore? I just...I don’t get it?” 

Your anger and annoyance had led to poking Jeno’s chest, a light shove that made the boy in front of you, who was still confused falter back slightly. The day's emotion had made you burst, and Jeno’s decision didn’t help the rollercoaster of emotion that you had felt during the past couple of hours. From getting ready for the fight, which mainly consisted of you two blasting music as loud as you could and proceeding to do weird dance moves, hyping your best friend out and giving him reinforcements while the dreamies teased the two of you to get a room. Your cheeks flushed every-time Nalo or Nick would mention that the two of you should be a couple, and the feelings you harbored for No only strengthened. So when he’d kissed you, or you’d kissed him it was a blur of joy and excitement and nervous butterflies you were on a high until he said that he wasn’t fighting anymore and you felt your stomach drop. 

You could feel Jeno’s gaze on you, and you lifted your head up, eyes meeting when he mumbled “for you” and you were pretty sure you stopped breathing for a second. it took you a second, a long second where Jeno felt like time would never start again when you didn’t answer him. and you didn’t answer him verbally no you punched him right in the ribs where you knew felix had hit him repeatedly. 

Jeno grunted, a flare of pain rising from his chest, but held managed to grab your arms. You struggled against his grasp, but he was much stronger, and managed to place your arms at your sides, hands intertwined with yours, the callouses rough against your skin. He took a deep breath, trying to ease his nerves, “for you” he breathed. 

Now it was your turn to be confused, not understanding anything “what do you mean for me? I never asked you to stop, you know I never would”. 

Of course he knew that, because since he’d known you all you had done was look after everyone else, even those that you weren’t close to, it had always been them over you. So he knew you’d never ask him, but he had chopped it up to your overly selfless nature. 

“I know, ja” the old nickname, meaning yes, it was contrast to his, when you tended to call him no, tugged at your heartstrings, “but from our last fight, i rather stop fighting than lose you” he confessed. The weight of his confession hung heavy in the air, but his shoulders relaxed slightly, finally letting you know what he was thinking. 

You were shocked by his words, touched and a little annoyed and proud. He’d changed and grown so much from the boy you used to know, who would let no one in, and those he did let in would only see a small part of who he was, never truly showing what he was feeling. You slowly remove your hands from his, coming up to cup his cheeks, he turns his head slightly, white hair falling over his eyes. 

“Never, and really listen to me, No” you say, voice slightly strained with an overwhelming mix of emotions, “would i want you to stop fighting. It would be like if you asked me to stop loving you, it isn’t possible” you give him a smile, and the right side of his lip begins to curl up. “You won’t stop fighting because you love it. You won’t stop because I see how much it helps you, you know the joy and pride it brings into your life. And you most definitely won’t stop fighting because you're trying to protect me, because as much as at times I’m scared to death at the thought of losing you, I am more scared, that I’ll lose you if you don’t fight”.

The silence that followed lasted, a minute, five, you weren’t sure and neither was he. But neither of you spoke, holding onto each other, in a mutual understanding. No, looks at you, eyelashes grazing your hand, his eyes that you loved so much, had slightly disappeared into small crescent moons, as he smiled at you. When they opened again, they were bright, reflecting the dim light in the locker room, speaking the millions of words and emotions neither of you could tell each other because you didn’t know how too. 

A nod, and his hair falls into his eyes, and you reach to push it back slightly. He looks at you with a lovestruck smile that his friends would forever tease him about in the days to come, but he doesn’t care. He doesn’t really care about anything except the fact that you’re looking at him with the same lovesick smile, that reaches your eyes, and that he can do what he loves. 

The crowd has long left, both teams have left too, and the lights are beginning to shut down, as the two of you finally walk out, hand in hand, never fading smiles on your faces, even as Jeno’s bruised cheek has fully bloomed, the full moon shining as the two of you walk together, happier than you’ve ever been. And Jeno thanks the stars for the day his walls were torn down, by you, the light in his life.

masterlist :)

[hanbin-s-ssi]

🎮 || Lee Donghyuk x Yoo Jimin (s)

contents: explicit sexual content. fingering, teasing | mention of Jeno

pairings: idol!haechan x idol!karina

words: 712

a/n: if you're thinking about how random this pairing is then that at least makes 2 of us..

-🎮-

Jimin didn't know what Hyuk was playing at his desk, the sounds of the mouse clicking and the keys on the keyboard were muted against the thrum of her heart against his chest. She was seated with her legs apart and wrapped around him, his gaming chair, his desk at her back in this intimate hold. Her fingers pushed and pulled at the hair on the nape of his neck in time with the way her hips stuttered; her throbbing, leaking cunt grinding against the tent of his dick in his boxers.

She sighed and whimpered as his arms around her waist flexed and shook from his movement on the desk. Maybe the game had reached its peak and would finish before she did. He would let out soft groans as well, occasionally and Jimin was not entirely sure if he was doing so because he was so into his game and thus ignoring her presence or because he was distracted by her in his lap and couldn't help but groan while playing, but either option turned her on entirely.

She could feel herself weep for him.

"Are you close, princess?" he whispered against her hair, making wasps dance around in her lower belly. She clenched around nothing, shivering against his chest in response.

"Do you want me to help you?" he asked after a beat, only managing to wait long enough to hear her whimper before pulling one hand back and down between their bodies, coming into perfect contact with her sopping cunt. He'd felt how wet she was through his boxers but he hadn’t anticipated her to be this turned on.

His fingers slipped quickly around the cloth of her thong and he plunged two of his fingers--she guessed by just how stretched she felt-- straight into her, curling and bending them against her slick walls. She was so wet for him and if he wasn't also focused on the game with Jeno, he'd have made the extra effort to slip his cock into her. She was so warm, like rich velvet on and around his fingers. It was oh so sexy, the way she mewled and shuddered against his body at his ministrations pulling at his white tee, thighs trembling around him. It was so satisfying to see how she fell apart for him after having spent the better part of their relationship being a frigid bitch to him.

It made him want to fuck her into his mattress right here and now. But not yet; the game was still going on and now he just wanted to tease her, wanted to feel how she fluttered and leaked for him, how she ground and rode his hand between her thighs.

He brought his thumb up into her clit and applied some pressure onto the slick pearl and her back arched, pushing her chest into his.

'Hyuck, oh my god--" and he felt her erupt. A stuttering clench of her walls, her eyes fluttering closed and mouth agape in the prettiest 'o' shape as she came over his fingers.

"Oh, my baby's so pretty when she comes," he cooed into her throat, teeth and lips nipping lightly at the milky skin. Not nearly hard enough to leave a mark-- he recalled her mentioning having a schedule tomorrow-- but hard enough for her to feel and jerk slightly. He shushed her and slowly rocked his fingers into her, smoothing her down her high and orgasm. Bringing her back down to earth and pulling out of her heat slowly. Hyuck reach up and closed his mouth around his fingers, slicked with her juices and tasting her on his tongue. She stared, transfixed as he cleaned her essence off his digits and kept eye contact with her, gauging her reaction.

He was satisfied when she twitched and pink erupted over her decolletage, her cheeks and exposed shoulder where one of his shirts hung, more than before. He'd never get tired of seeing her reaction to when he did that; always so absolutely angelic.

He hummed slowly and pulled his fingers out of his mouth. "Maybe next time we'll turn the mic on so Jeno can hear how I fuck you." and Jimin clenched around nothing, toes curling at the possibility of that happening.

[hyuck050320]

ok someone requested this but i accidentally deleted the ask so i hope this could reach out to anon, please let me know if you requested this 😭

basically they requested switch!hyuck and switch!reader with a biting kink, so i hope the anon could see this post. thank you so much for requesting, and once again i'm sorry 😭

requests are still open!

have a bite

pairing : switch!haechan x switch!reader

warnings : smut, semi public sex, biting/marking, dirty talk

the half year show is finally here. the dreamies are preparing for their performance. you, on the other hand, are feeling very hot and bothered.

being haechan's girlfriend for two years, you've always supported them through every music show promotion. but this year, it hits different.

not only that your boyfriend is totally in shape right now, they had to perform a song while wearing a prince costume. a vampire prince to be exact.

seeing your boyfriend in a red velvet top and white pants with some gold details plus a pair of black knee high boots is something you won't see everyday. not to mention his side-parted hair exposing his forehead. he looks like absolute royalty.

haechan definitely saw you undressing him with your eyes 'cause he went off on the performance. those hip thrusts, lip bites, and sly smirks he threw on stage is to get you more needy than ever.

turns out you're not the only one with dirty thoughts, because you noticed a tent formed on haechan's pants when he came into the waiting room. he sat right beside you while the other members came around.

"did you have a great time back here?" haechan whispers in you ear.

a small moan that you've been holding slips past your lips only for him to hear. "yes, fuck. hyuck you look so good right now, and on stage too." you can't believe how needy you sounded.

"listen. the members are going to eat and hang around outside while waiting for the encore stage and i'm gonna fuck you right here, right on this couch, understand?" he grips your thigh firmly.

"but someone could walk in on us-"

"do i look like i care?" his voice stern in your ear.

you can't respond, by now you are probably soaking.

"yo, lovebirds, we're gonna go outside, you guys coming or not?" jeno's question made you look up. you shake your head slightly while haechan responded, "we're good, probably gonna catch up with you guys later."

jeno nods, "alright then, i guess we'll see you guys." and with that the other boys left you both alone in the waiting room.

the tension is unbearable. haechan gets up and lock the door. you can only gulp. but an idea comes to your mind.

right before haechan could pin you down on the couch, you pushed him first, making him sit right away. you immediately fall into your knees, right between his legs.

"what do you think you're doing, baby? fuck." his words are cut out with his moans when you palm him through his white pants. his fully hard now.

"oh hyuckie, i've been waiting for this since i've seen you put on this outfit." you open the zipper of his pants before you push it down slightly alongside his boxers, his length springing out making your mouth water.

you lick him from the base until his tip.

"don't fucking tease." he tries to get his domination back but he's clearly struggling with how your tounge lick his slit.

"i said don't fucking te- oh shit, fuckk..." a long moan escaped his throat, his head thrown back when you put him inside your mouth, going halfway.

"baby, you're playing such a dangerous game right now." he warns but you couldn't care less. you got him wrapped around your fingers, or so you thought...

right when you start licking his tip again, he pulls your hair into a ponytail, tugging on it slightly to make you face him. his eyes are fully dark now.

"don't. fucking. tease. or do i need to remind you who's in charge?"

you shook your head no and he flips you both around. he licks his lower lip while taking off his velvet outer which only left him in his white shirt.

he pumps his length in his hand, while leaning closer to your face. he finally crashes his lips onto yours. that's when you felt a slight pain in your lips.

he pulls away, tugging on your lower lips. he raises an eyebrow, "can't talk anymore, huh? cat got your tounge?"

there you see it, two fangs hanging on his teeth. that's why it hurts, but why do you feel aroused?

"hy-hyuck, your fangs."

he chuckles, "we're vampires today, remember?"

you didn't even notice when your pants got discarded, now he's entering you with full force. no matter how many times you take him, you'll never get used to his size.

a loud moan came out of your mouth and he shuts you up with a kiss, "shhh...babygirl, i like it so much when you're loud, but we don't want the whole building to know what we're doing, do we?"

you bite your lip to contain your moans while haechan is going in such an inhuman pace. he places kisses in your neck, and to your surprise, he bites you. hard. right on your sensitive spot. and that's your last straw, you came with a loud whine of his name, your vision is blurry.

"shit, you're clenching on me so hard, i am close, fuck...i need to come in your mouth, baby, don't want to get my clothes dirty." haechan pulls out before you went back to your knees and suck him like never before.

"fuck, fuck, fuck, you're so good to me, baby. oh fuck!" his orgasm hits him and you make sure to swallow every drip.

his breathing are still uneven but he brushes your hair softly. "that was amazing, thank you, baby."

you got up and give him a kiss, a soft one this time. "thank you to you too, sexy." he then give you a smile.

you can't believe how fast haechan could turn from a sexy man to a shy and soft boy.

after putting back your clothes, you helped haechan to look more presentable like before. you gave him another kiss, "i love you."

"i love you too, bub. shall we meet the other guys now?" he asks while adjusting his boots.

you nod, "let's go." you two walk hand in hand outside, towards the other guys.

you see renjun with his hands covering his face. the others are oddly silent.

"damn. renjun's not lying." mark says, breaking the silence.

you and haechan are both confused. "what are you guys talking about?"

"renjun went back to grab his airpods but he says that you guys are doing nasty shit in there, we didn't believe him at first but..." jeno pauses.

"but what?" panic starts to show in your face.

this time, jaemin points out, "your neck."

you immediately search for somewhere near to look at your reflection and see a hickey with a bite mark in your neck. your heart fell. busted.

"lee haechan just took the vampire role way too far, huh?" jaemin adds making the other guys beside renjun laugh, including chenle and jisung.

"you guys are just jealous you aren't getting some." haechan says trying to stay calm while you sigh.

the others will never let this one go. for sure.

[alreadyblondenow]

Easy come, easy go

“I’m saying, we’re not going to be okay when we’re apart. I’m not sure if I could give the same efforts you’re about to offer in the future,”

Pairing: Jeno x female!reader Genre: SMUT, FLUFF, ANGST. Enemies to lovers, strangers to lovers, summer love WC: 3,038k Warnings: female reader wears lipstick, jeno putting on lipstick to you, swearing, mentions of parties and one beer, but no alcohol consumption, high school graduates so it the summer before college starts. Unprotected sex, mentions of making out, breakup, couch sex, mentions of other idols.  A/N: I’m in a jeno mood for days already now ughs

It all started this summer, where your cousin Haechan introduced you to some of his friends to somehow help you make new friends over the summer. Having new friends is nice of course, who wouldn't want that. But meeting Lee Jeno and being nice to him was the worst decision you made so far. He was annoying, rude, has poor eyesight and seriously you don't understand why girls go crazy over him. It's like he is this walking nightmare the whole summer that you try to avoid at all costs but you just can't because he and Haechan are best friends.

"The guy likes you. Jeno is not usually "rude" to girls, in fact, he's good with girls. So just have more patience with him," Haechan explains after you rant your heart out during a house party. "Fix your lipstick its smudge- I'll go get you a beer, wait here" and so you did, you took out your phone and your lipstick, trying to re-apply it under the dim lights and neon lights, then suddenly someone bumped your shoulder so hard and spilled their drink on your thin blouse.

It was Jeno. And instead of saying sorry he let out a small laugh and pretended that he didn't do it on purpose. "You look like a clown- uh, your lips... here let me get that for you-"

"Fuck you. Don't touch me," you said sternly and walked away. Leaving Jeno completely speechless and worried because he really did fucked up this time.

You looked for the nearest bathroom and wash away the beer from your blouse but it's useless. The beer stained already it's so obvious, not to mention your face is a mess and Jeno was right you look like a clown because you didn't notice you put on too much lipstick earlier. "Fuck" you murmured and got a tissue to wipe away your ruined makeup.

"Y/n, it's Jeno uhm... Can you please open the door so we could talk, and I could apologize sincerely" he rests his head on the door while holding on to the knob, waiting for you to open it. Thankfully, you did but not because you're being soft this time, you only opened the door because sooner or later you have to deal with him and you rather talk to him in private.

"What?" you asked without meeting his eyes and trying to re-apply your lipstick again but this time you're sure you'll get it right.

"I really didn't mean it earlier. I have poor eyesight and as you can see I don't have glasses right now, so that's why... I'm really sorry." he explained, short but you know it's the truth. He wouldn't come and find you if he didn't want to apologize.

"Apology accepted," you leaned on the mirror and continue to what you're doing but to your surprise, he came closer, grabbed you by the waist gently, and took the lipstick out of your hand.

"Turn towards me," you do as you're told, he then lifted your head, and then you watch him put a little pigment on his middle finger, just enough for your lips and just how you like it. Is he really this good with girls that he even knew how to apply lipstick? "Part you lips," he requests.

But it was a request that made the atmosphere a little warmer and it both made your hearts beat so fast.

Gently then he dabs his finger lightly on your lips, carefully putting enough color into it and careful not to ruin it again for the second time. And when he's done, you simply locked eyes and that's when you saw that he does like you.

Then he kissed you and stopped the world for you. Everything turned silent even though the party music outside the bathroom was blaring and everyone seems to be shouting. It was a quick kiss but it felt so good and right at the same time that Jeno asked for more and wanted to deepen the kiss but you stopped him.

"Okay okay. I understand now," you giggle and erased the pigment on his lips with your thumb. "Let's take it slow," you said and smiled at him but the man who's smiling so big in front of you reached out for the doorknob and locked it. You would be lying if you say you don't want him to kiss you again.

A few days after the kiss, Jeno didn't stop teasing you in front of his friends but it got lessen. A few days later, the little crush grew and grew until Jeno decided he really wanted to try and make things work with you. He can be so annoying to the point that you wanted to punch him, but you know that he's serious when it comes to his feelings. Jeno can be a real asshole sometimes, but the man knew how to make you happy and smile privately.

After the first month of summer, you and Jeno had the time of your lives and spend your precious time together privately. Night swimming in his house, sneaking out to make out during parties with friends, you visiting him during his work and wait for him until its closing time. The first month was beautiful and you didn't expect you would have a great time with someone you used to hate. Even though you hide what relationship you have from everyone, you and Jeno love the privacy and to be honest you don't care if he doesn't flex you to everyone. The man loves you and that's what's important.

“Welcome, beautiful”

Jeno said with a big and teasing smile as you enter the coffee shop his family owns and where he usually works whenever he’s free. “You here to see me? I knew it, you always had a crush on me” he teases further.

“No dumbass, I’m here to buy Haechan a cake,” you said, scanning the displayed cakes and avoiding to look at Jeno’s handsome smile. “I’ll take the birthday cake, and three candles please”

You watch Jeno put the cake and secure it in a box, with the three candles as requested. Giving it to you before he accepts your payment, "You're really not here for me? While I think about you every second of the day?" he pouts and crossed his arms.

"Oh you're annoying, see you tonight" you rolled your eyes but left a smile before you leave him.

Tonight is Haechan's birthday and everyone at home was busy preparing for the party including you. It's a sleepover, only Haechan's closest friends and a few family members were invited that's why you're lucky you get to sleep with Jeno tonight, you just have to plan out how you can sneak out without the others seeing you.

As the party started and guests started arriving, you and Jeno barely talked to each other because you were busy talking to your relatives. But he never let you out of his sight, he was watching you from afar and listing the names of the guys who talk to you tonight in his head. And when all family members came home and everyone who stayed are all drunk and sleeping, you went downstairs to where Jeno is sleeping and brought him a pillow and a blanket.

"Thought you forgot about me already, hi" he waited for you on the couch while he's laying comfortably there with all the lights turned off and only the light from the swimming pool illuminates the room.

"Don't you want to sleep somewhere comfortable?" you whisper and sat on top of him, legs on both of his sides.

"Now that you're on top of me, this is my definition of comfort" he smiled so sweetly and reached for your face to cup it and kiss you. "Let's sleep here tonight," he whispered and pulled your body closer to him. Lips moving, tongue swirling on each other while your hands are intertwined. Letting yourselves enjoy this quiet night for this busy day kept you both apart from each other for so long.

"Jaemin was too friendly with you earlier,"

"I didn't notice- wait, you were watching me the whole time?" you whispered back.

"Of course I'm watching you,"

"Well if we go out in public he wouldn't be so clueless, and you wouldn't end up hating your friend"

"I like the privacy we have. Plus do you realize how much teasing we'd get from Haechan?" you agreed to him and placed your head on top of his chest to listen to his heartbeat. "You know when I first saw you my heart beat so fast that I ended up being rude to you instead of acting cute," you feel the vibrations of his giggle and hear him well. It was just a few words, a sincere gesture and, a little honesty but it made you feel something deep inside that made you confess your love to him.

"I love you. I know it's too early to say it, but there I said. I love you," you hide your face on the side of his neck and feel him soothe your back.

"I was planning to say it first, that's not fair. But, me too. I love you too." he searched for your eyes and flashed a handsome smile at you. Tracing your lips as he remembers the first night he kissed you for the first time. Then you came closer to him for a kiss but the moment heated in no time and the next thing you know you're pulling down Jeno's shorts and palm his big cock through his boxers briefs.

He let out guttural sounds, proof that he's loving the pleasure but careful enough not to be heard so you kissed him and caught all his moans as you continue to work on his cock and eventually started grinding on top of him.

"Are we really having our first on a couch?" he whispered in between kissing, hands started to undo the buttons from your sleepwear. Finally exposing yourself to him, "beautiful as always," he murmured but you rolled your eyes on him, making you both giggle quietly. You removed his shirt and proceed to kiss his very hot body, kissing him on the neck, his collar bones, abs, and most importantly, his sensitive nipples that made him part his lips when your tongue made contact with it. "You're going to be the death of me," he said and slipped his hand inside your thin shorts to palm your ass. You then took initiative, to remove your shorts and throw it on the floor. Now that you're both only in your underwear it made you even more excited.

Slowly Jeno let his hand wander around your body, touching your boobs for the very first time and brushing his fingers oh so softly on your nipples and make them hard just like what you did to his. Until you intentionally came closer to him so you're boobs are near his face and did not hesitate to suck it until both of your nipples are swollen.

"When was the last time you had sex?" he whispered beside your ear and the way he asked you just made you breathe in deeply and let out a small moan.

"Let's just say that it's been too long that you will think you're fucking a virgin,"

"It's going to be a long night then," he said and immediately put two fingers inside you which made you hold onto his shoulder and grind on his fingers. "You were right," Jeno felt how tight you were and became more excited that he moved his finger deeper and curled them, massaging your tight walls and watching you enjoy the pleasure that he give you while you're on top of him.

Then he removed it and you let out a heavy sigh because of frustration, you were so wet by this time and you see his boxers briefs stained with your pussy juices and you swear, you wanted to get mad at him but now is not the time. "Put your fingers back in please,"

“You were so close to cumming, don't you want to cum on my dick instead?" he asked you, pulling his hard cock from his boxers briefs and reaching for your hand for you to palm it and feel how big he is. You swallowed the lump in your throat as you look at how big he is and you knew right then and there that he will feel good. So you position yourself comfortably on top of him, touching yourself for a few seconds before you let him line his cock on your hole.

"Just go slow," he said before you sink down and take him whole. Lips parting and eyebrows furrowing as you take him and let his big cock stretch you out. And when it's finally in, you breathe in and out heavily before you move your hips and make you both feel good.

"Oh fuck" he croaked and place his hands on your waist pulling you closer to him so he could keep you close. "Go slower," he whispered beside your ear then watch your pussy swallow his dick. The sight of it just made him want to fuck you hard tonight, break you and make you scream but he can't.

From the tip of his cock right to his balls, you were that deep that you were both losing your minds at that very moment. His hands roam around your body but it mostly stays on your ass, caressing your butt cheeks and teasing your butthole for a few times so you clench around him. "That's cheating," you joke and kissed him.

He pulled you in for a hug and focused on how you fuck him. Yes, fuck him. And this time a little faster and deeper that he's already on edge and making faces already. Faces that he does whenever he's about to have a mind blowing orgasm that he rarely gets. "K-keep fucking me like that," he said with deep groans, one arm around your waist and one arm reaches for your clit.

"Baby, you don't have to do that- fuck that feels good, mmm" his fingers were enough to make you crazy that you ended up fucking him faster, that the couch creaks already and anyone who is awake can definitely tell you're fucking on the couch.

And when the most awaited moment comes, he pushed you away so he could pull out and pump his cock and let his cum land on his stomach. With heavy breaths and a weak body, Jeno looked at you so lovingly at the other side of the couch. Reaching for his shirt to clean his cum so you could go back to your comfort on top of him.

"I'm sorry you didn't cum,” he said softly, sitting up to reach for you and kiss your shoulders as you busy yourself to wear your panties and sleepwear again. Jeno did the same before you two squeeze your bodies on the small couch. Laying bodies to bodies, sharing one blanket and keeping each other close the whole night.

And when the morning comes, you woke up alone on the couch with the blanket perfectly covering your body from the morning breeze.

Days after that fateful night, you and Jeno find ways to have sex whenever you can and enjoy the second month of summer together doing the things you want to do together, going on places and making unforgettable memories. But just as your relationship was going well, you didn’t expect it to fall right before your eyes.

While you were walking hand in hand on the street just after he ends his shift at the cafe and promised to walk you home, you were reminded of the following things you have to deal with just before this summer ends. And because you’re preparing for your college move-in next month, you mentioned it to Jeno for the first time with excited eyes and high pitched tones. “Am I boring you? Sorry, I was just excited” you said. And then he stopped walking.

“I’m not good with long distance. I love you but I know myself, I could end up cheating and hurting you-“

“Where is this coming from? What are you saying? What are you implying?” you asked, question after question because you have no idea why he’s acting like this. You didn’t expect that your excitement for your college dorms will spark something that will ruin your day.

“I’m saying, we’re not going to be okay when we’re apart. I’m not sure if I could give the same efforts you’re about to offer in the future,” he avoided eye contact and clenched his jaw. You’ve never seen him cold like this before.

“So in other words you’re telling me that eventually, we will break up? You just can’t say it to my face because you’re a coward who would rather give up than try the whole long distance shit first?”

Unfortunately, he nodded. And you don’t know why you’re still holding his hand so let him go and walked away.

“Y/n- fuck,” he followed you and tried stopping you, “let's not do this tonight please, it's so sudden,”

You closed your eyes and tried so hard not to cry in front of him. He just kept on saying the wrong words and it's breaking your heart.

“I would rather accept this sudden situation than let you hurt me slowly on the following days.” you shook your head and show him your disappointment. And what hurts you the most is he didn’t even tried to fight for you, or say he's sorry or admit that he’s wrong. He just let you walk away and throw everything that you built tonight.

A few days after your break up, Jeno regrets everything he did that he even tried reaching out to you and Haechan. But he was too late. You left because you can’t stay there and wait for him to chose you again, only to have the same answers that you get on the night you broke up.  

[kinkyjaems]

7 Minutes with Nomin

Nomin Smut

Word count: 2.4K

Jaemin and Jeno x fem!reader

Includes: Smut, threesome

“You should wear this skirt” Your best friend Giselle hands you a short plaid skirt. You hold it in your hands until you decide you should wear it.

Mark and a couple of friends are having a party in their shared house and you and Giselle were invited. You were a bit nervous though. The thought of seeing Jaemin and Jeno made your heart bounce.

Lee Jeno, the sweet and most kind-hearted boy you know. He wouldnt hurt a fly. The way his eyes looked when he smiled, how got shy very easily, a little quiet and the cutest little beauty mark on his cheekbone made you smile without knowing.

Na Jaemin, the most confident person you’d ever met. He’s not afraid to say what’s on his mind. He knows he’s attractive. The way he pushes his hair back with his tongue poking his cheek. He can sometimes be a cute weirdo but just him looking at you is enough to make you swoon.

The only problem right now is that they both like you. Of course, Jaemin makes it more obvious by holding you, bringing his lips so close as if he’s about to kiss you but then quickly pulling back. And Jeno, sending you cute messages throughout the day like “I went out today to eat but I wish you were with me :(“ and “I walked past a flower shop and saw some roses that were as beautiful as you”. If one were to ask you out, you wouldn’t know what to do. You did wanna break the other heart and ruin your friendship.

“You okay?” Giselle looked at you a bit worried, seeing the way you were lost in thought. “Yeah, I’m fine” you replied with a small smile. “Okay well, let's go party!” She dragged you out of the house and into a taxi.

The whole taxi ride was torture. You couldn’t stop thinking about what could happen. You can never really expect what happens at a party. You hookup, you drink until you were knocked out, you get sick all over the house.. so many thoughts were making their way into your brain as you got closer to the house.

You ring the doorbell and way welcomed my Mark giving you a huge hug. “Hey guys, so glad you could make it. You can have a seat over here if you want, drinks are over there and the food right next to them..” As Mark was showing you the whereabouts, his words started to go through your ear and out the other side and you see Jaemin by the drinks table staring at you up and down while sipping on his red solo cup. Suddenly another man starts walking towards Jaemin looking down at his phone. He looks up at you and you see it's Jeno. He gives you one of his cute close eyed smiles and waves at you. You wave as a soft smile appears on your face at home cute he looks.

“All good?” You hear Mark say as he brings you back to reality. “All good” Giselle says with a thumbs up and you just nod. You and Giselle walk over to the couch and you sit down. “I'm gonna go bring us some drink, ill be right back” You wanted her to stay with you since you weren’t a big fan of parties and din tiles being alone, but you also wanted to go with her but quickly change your mind since you were nervous about being around Jaemin and Jeno.

You start to scroll through your phone not knowing what else to do until you see a pair of shoes in front of you thinking it's Giselle. You look up and to your surprise it's Jaemin. “Hey,” he said as he looks at you and you greet him back. He goes to sit next to you as you hear another familiar voice. “Do you want a drink?” Jeno says with his eyebrows raised. “Giselles already getting me one, thank you” you smile.

Giselle comes back with your drink and you all got into a conversation with some flirting going around from overconfident Jaemin and shy Jeno.

“Ayo, listen up” Mark announces from the middle of the room. “Let's play some games, starting with 7 minutes in heaven” he smirks. The whole room looked excited to join in the circle except for you. You didn't know many people at the party and didn't wanna have sex with someone you didn't know. “I think I'm gonna sit this one out,” You say to Giselle. “Come on” she pulls your arm “Let's have some fun”. You both sit down on the floor next to each other and Mark puts a beer bottle in the center. “Alright, I'm gonna spin the bottle and whichever two people it lands on will spend 7 minutes in heaven”.

He spins the bottle and your heartaches as you get more anxious. You thought that whoever is in front of you is most likely to be paired with you if you were picked. You saw both Jaemin and Jeno in front of you. Jaemin who’s looking at you in a seductive way and Jeno who’s staring at the bottle, eagerly waiting for it to stop.

The bottle gets slower until it stops. You look at it in disbelief as it's pointing right at you, already knowing who you could be paired up with. You slowly look up at the boys looking at each other and back at you. The whole room is filled with whispers. “Looks like we have a tie” you hear Mark say. The bottle is pointy right in between them.

“Who will it be?” He asks you. You try to speak but you're unable to get the words out. “Why can’t she just take them both” You look to your right and see Johnny. You’ve never wanted to hit a guy so hard on his pretty face. “DUDE! YOUR A GENIUS” Mark replies. You see Jaemin and Jeno stand up and start to lead you up the stairs as people start cheering and you get so embarrassed and red.

As they lead you to an unoccupied room, you can help but think about what was gonna happen next. Are you actually gonna have a threesome? Will one of them end up leaving? Will you be the one to leave? You finally arrive at the room. “Were here princess” Jaemin whispered in your ear, sending shivers down your spine.

You take a seat on the front edge of the bed, not knowing what to do or say. “Are you nervous” He bend down in front of you, taking your hand in his and smirking up at you. Before you get to talk, you feel a warm breath against your ear. “Don’t be, angel, we’ll take good care of you” Jeno whispered, lightly nibbling on your ear lobe. So you’re really gonna do this, aren’t you?

The thought of them fucking you at the same time was hot but you didn’t want this stupid game to ruin your friendship.

Jaemin was staring at you in the eyes and slowly leans in, placing a soft kiss on your lips. He broke the kiss to look at you for consent to do more, and you lean in. Jeno goes at your next softly, placing wet kisses up and down until he snaked his hands down to your core and traces small circles around it. You moan into Jaemins kiss and you feel him smiling against you.

“Does that feels good?” He asks, and let out a breathy yes as you break from Jaemins kiss and rest your head on Jenos shoulder. Jaemin also starts placing wet kisses on your neck and lightly sucking on randoms patches of skin. They both stop and bring you farther up the bed so they have more room around you.

Jeno hovers on top of you until he crashes his lips onto yours aggressively, sticking his tongue into every corner of your mouth, not leaving one spot untouched. His hands find their way under your shirt touching you all over until he places them on your hips. He tugs on it asking you for permission to take it off you allow him, bringing it over your head and his along with it.

He breaks away to look at your body and dives back in giving you a kiss from your chest down until he reaches your skirt, pulling it up so your panties are exposed. He then quickly removes both articles of clothing. “Fuck, you already wet” He huffs.

“7 minutes might be a little too short to destroy you” You look at Jaemin who’s palming himself next to you. He saw you quickly look at his bulge and smirks before leaning closer to you. “You want us bad don’t you” He whispers into your ear. “You want us to fuck you so hard you won’t be walking for days”

Jaemin starts kissing and sucking hard at your neck while Jeno teases you by licking your core. Quiet moans leave your lips from all the small pleasure you were receiving from both men. You entangle your fingers in his hair wanting more.

Unexpectedly Jeno pushes deep indie of you to make your back arch in pleasure. His whole length rammed inside of you so perfectly as you looked at him seeing a small smirk crept on his face. He knows he’s big.

You start moaning uncontrollably from Jeno hitting the spot with every thrust. Jaemin who’s now stroking himself removes your bra with his free hand and attaches his pink lips to your nipples. Sucking them and tracing small circles with his tongue, using his free left hand to masses and play with the other one.

The room is filled with the sounds of skin slapping and lip-smacking on your breasts. Jeno starts to get impatient and tell Jeno to fuck you doggy style so he can fuck your mouth at the same time.

Having to switch positions messed up the pleasure you were getting from Jeno but he was quick with his ways and managed to get back on track. You watch Jaemin as he removes his pants and boxers, waving his dick in front of your face.

Your unable to grab it with your hands from Jenos thrusting, with your hands being your only support so you won’t collapse. You try to move your mouth forward but Jaemin stops you. He lips your chin up to look at him“Don’t get too greedy” he says, placing his tip on your tongue. “Can you deep throat?” He says softly. Even though Jaemin is a confident guy who knows he hot, he has his soft moments too. “Angel, let me know if it hurts or you want to stop okay?” You nod and he moves his cock into your mouth, starting off slow, going faster making sure you adjust.

Surprisingly Jaemin was a lot softer than Jeno who rammed into you without warning. Not that you didn’t like that or anything but it would be nice to know.

You manage to deep throat without gagging while trying to use one hand to massage his balls. You hear moth males moan in sync. “Jeno,” You say in a muffled voice from Jaemins length. He understands your close and takes this as an opportunity to go faster. “Say my name, Princess” Jeno says. You moan his name, again it was tough trying to talk while having someone's cock shoved down your throat.

You finally come as a wave of pleasure leaves your body. “Fuck” You hear Jeno say. His thrusts become sloppier as he finally comes in you, letting it drip down. He massages your clit with his finger, using both your juices as some type of lube.

Jaemin's thrust into your mouth becomes slower and slower until he comes, filling your mouth up with his warm insides. You try to swallow it all with some leakage at the side of your mouth. He flashes a wide smile at the sight of you. Jeno comes over to help your out by kissing you passionately and cleaning you up with his tongue.

They both sit ups straight and look at you with curiosity. “What?” You furrowed your eyebrows. “Who are you picking?” Jeno replies. Your eyes widen in shock. “WHAT?!” You shout ‘what do you mean who do I pick?”. You were so confused. Did they just fuck you and expect you to chose? Of course not, you could never do that.

“He means which one of us will you date?” Your jaw drops open. “Was this planned or something?” You're really hoping your not gonna get the answer you were thinking of. “It kind of went better than we thought” Jeno starts. “We asked Mark if he could announce the game sat in front of you to get picked with you. We also made sure the circle would be big so the bottle has a higher chance of landing in between two people which was us an-”

Before Jaemin could finish. You hop off the bed and grab your clothes making sure to clean yourself up. “No wait,” Jeno says as he pulls your arm lightly. “We just both like you and thought this was a good way to decide. “You think the best way was for to see who I liked better in bed?” They were both silent. You shook your head in disapproval. “I'm not picking between you too” You walk towards the door but before you could turn the knob, you hear Jaemin say something.

“So you’ll just have to have us both them” You look at him thinking about it at first. Honestly, you didn't mind having them both at the same time. “I guess ill just have to have you both then,” You say with a smile, leaving them both with their jaws hanging.

You walk down the party fixing your hair trying not to look like you just woke from a 1,000 year nap. You find Giselle who’s passed out on the couch and go to grab her. “Hey,” she says as she opens her eyes. “I'm so-“ She leans on you as she passes out. You drag her to the front door getting ready to leave. “You're leaving already” You look around to see Mark. “Yes, and I really don’t appreciate you helping out Jaemin and Jeno to get a chance to fuck me” his eyes widen. “Look it wasn’t my ide-“ You flick him on the forehead before heading out to a taxi and driving back to your place.

The whole car ride back home, you couldn’t help but think about how they could be if the time wasn’t so short. Maybe an all night experience for next time.

PLEASE TELL ME IF U WANT ME TO MAKE A PART 2. Im really tempted to make one but I want your thoughts so please let me know! :)

[haequarius]

when he’s not there

pairing: jeno x fem reader

genre: smut (with a lot of plot lol), fluff 

word count: 1k

warnings: cheating (like heavy cheating), vaginal sex, breeding, slight dirty talking

summary: the chemistry between you and jeno is too much to be ignored, even if you’re already taken

notes: haechan is mentioned,, ps there’s going to be an exciting part two eheh stay tuned

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Jeno always looks at you softly, with shiny eyes and a wide smile. Sometimes when you look at him you already find his gaze on you, so he shily looks away, and then, when he thinks you don’t notice, he looks at you again.  It’s a dangerous play and you both need to stop. You’re so obvious it’s getting ridiculous at this point, but you can’t seem to stop stealing glances and purposely avoiding each other when you’re in public, as if a touch could reveal the sparkles you feel between you two. But when you and Jeno are alone, you talk all the time, joke around and play like silly kids. you and him laugh and chat about everything comfortably, and it warms your heart how he listens so carefully to you and always gives you advice. But not when you’re in front of others. 

you did this shit almost from the beginning, from when you first met three months ago, but you didn’t fuck at that time. Back then you knew the thought of you two kissing was consuming him just like it was consuming you, and you’ve lost the track of times he looked down at your lips with sharp breath. you’ve always known that if youand Jeno kissed, there was no turning back. But you couldn’t. you couldn’t in respect for your boyfriend Haechan, and Jeno in respect for his friend, Haechan.  When one month ago Jeno got a girlfriend, you silently decided to stay away from each other. No talking besides hello, no staring, no seeing each other. It worked, for a while.  Until you had a fight with Haechan and you called Jeno in tears. Then you started to see each other again, and one day you just kissed. you and Jeno kissed as if your lives depended on it, hungry and desperate, and when you pushed him away you were out of breath; wishing again the warmth of his tongue in your mouth, you swore you’d never do it again.  you were wrong, so fucking wrong. 

“Jeno, you have to stop staring at me. You’ll get us caught” you say panting, Jeno between your legs.

He thrusts with more strenght into you, making you moan. “I can’t”, he whispers in your ear, his hot breath on your neck making you shiver, “you’re too pretty,” he squeezes your thigh and leaves a kiss on your shoulder. 

“is it not enough watching me when we fuck?” 

“it’s not. I have to pay attention on burying my dick into your count”

you and Jeno melt into a sloppy kiss, your tongues curling together and your fingers tightly gripping his brown locks. He caresses your stomach down to your core, touching it soflty. he pushes his index finger inside you, moving it up and down lazily. you pant in his mouth, and as you’re going to say something he presses his thumb on your clit rubbing it promplty making you whine desperately. He kisses you again, swallowing your moans, then goes down tracing your neck and your chest with his swollen wet lips. “Gonna fuck you so hard you’ll burn at the thought every time I look at you”

He sucks on your nipple and makes his thrusts stronger, his pace fast like an animal. “Jeno, I’m cumming, don’t stop” you slightly pull his hair and he growls against your skin. 

He rubs your clit at the same pace he thrusts into you, and you cum practically screaming. “Yes baby, cum for me” he pushes his cock into you so deep his balls are pushed against you. he growls breathing heavily while releasing himself. “I could fuck you day and night, you know? You’re so pretty”, he kisses your breasts and your stomach, “and warm” he rubs his nose under your belly closing his eyes, “and you smell so good” he whispers against your skin, making you feel butterflies in your stomach. 

“Jeno” you softly call him and he reaches to you  as you caress his hair. 

He smiles warmly. “You moaned so loud, you’ll get us caught” he giggles, his eyes almost closed in two crescent moons. 

you roll your eyes but you can’t hide your smile. “It was your fault. fuck me softly nex time then” 

“I know you hate vanilla sex”

“Oh, c’mon, don’t put this on me” 

“Alright” you and Jeno kiss softly and you wrap your arms around his neck, pulling him closer. “I’ll put it on us then”. 

you make out for a bit, making jokes and laughing as you touch and kiss. you caress softly his bicep as his arm is in tension while he holds himself on top of you. “You’ve been like this for an hour, aren’t you tired?” 

He shakes his head and kisses your cheek with his eyes closed. While you melt into his touch you come back to reality. “Jeno, baby” 

He raises an eyebrow looking at you.  

“I have to go”

He frowns. “Stay with me”

you sigh. “I can’t. I have to buy some stuff and then get ready for tonight”

He tilts his head. “Get ready for what?”

It hurts to watch his dark brown eyes staring so intensely at you. “I have another dinner at my parents’”

He looks away. “Oh” he knows Haechan’s gonna be there. 

“Don’t ‘oh’ me. It breaks my heart” you murmur.

“Sorry” he smiles slightly. “No need to break your heart for me” he kisses your forehead “Have fun”. 

you wish you knew what’s on his mind. he’s faking to not upset you, and you have no idea of what he’s thinking.

you stand up and search for your clothes around the bedroom. while you brush your messy hair you look at Jeno, whose still laying on his bed, his beautiful sculpted body relaxed on the mattress. he stands up and puts his boxers on, almost all of his skin is exposed. He runs his hand through his hair, and it catches your breath. 

He smiles at you so widely and purely as he comes close to you, grabbing your waist. you kiss his chest and then his lips, and when you try to pull over he pushes for another kiss. “See you” his voice low but sweet. you lean your forehead on his shoulder enjoying his warmth. Thinking how wrong this is, but you can’t stop. you can’t lose him.

part 2

[jenoismydad]

Lunch Time

pairing: Jeno x reader

genre: smut, tit play, thigh riding, softdom!jeno, fem receiving, unprotected, pwp

summary: Jeno gets turned on when you walk out of the shower half naked and wants to show some special appreciation to your breasts.

note: I’m lowkey proud of this one even though I made Jeno seem super immature. Also thank you for 650+ followers! We’re really close to 700!

requested by @jeonsggukkie

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After what seemed like ages, you finally unlocked the bathroom door, stepping out of it with a towel in your hand. The steam from your hot shower escaped from behind you, giving you quite the grand entrance. On hearing your dresser open, Jeno, who was seated on your bed, looked in your direction excitedly. Suddenly his body went rigid and blood rushed to his manhood. 

You were half naked. It wasn’t like he hadn’t seen you in your bra or panties before, but today, the matching set of black lace that you had chosen to wear was driving him insane. The way it hugged your body perfectly, deliciously accentuating every curve of your body for Jeno’s hungry eyes to feast on was making Jeno drool. While he was in the midst of eating you up, you turned around, snapping him out of his gaze. “Are we having lunch at home today or are we gonna go out?”, you asked. Jeno sat up straight, gaping at you like an open mouthed fish. He furrowed his brows and looked at you questioningly. “What?”

You sighed with a roll of your eyes. “I was asking what we’re going to do about lunch today.”, you repeated yourself once again. Jeno didn’t know about lunch, but he definitely knew he wanted to do you today. “Jeno?” You snapped your fingers trying to get him to pay attention to you. Little did you know, he was paying more than enough attention to you. Jeno’s eyes were shamelessly glued on your breasts, never leaving them for a second. You crossed your arms and kept calling his name, but to no avail. He was in a daze. Storming up to him, you grabbed his face and forced him to look at you. 

“Jeno what is wrong with you!”, you shouted at him, making him flinch. “What do you mean?” He looked up at you innocently, ticking you off even more. “I’ve been trying to ask you something but all you’ve been doing is drooling over my tits!” Jeno’s eyes widened in shock before he dropped his head. “Well you can’t blame me. They’re just so eye catching.”, he mumbled, loud enough for you to hear. You couldn’t help but let a small blush brush your face. You were definitely taken aback. “Umm thanks.” Jeno smiled at you cheesily, tugging you onto his lap. “So, what were you asking me about lunch?” You rolled your eyes and scoffed at him. “Take out or go out?” “Take out” You nodded and picked up his phone going to the food delivery app. “What do you want?” “Your boobies.”

“Jeno!”, you shrieked and slapped his shoulder. He only smirked at you, fingers tracing the outline of your bra. He licked his lips, and pulled you in for a kiss. It was messy, but sensual. He lips sloppily moved against yours as you let him take the lead. He held your jaw in one hand, the other placed on the small of your back, holding you close to him. You let out a soft whimper when he pulled your waist further down his body, seating your right on top of the hard bulge in his pants. You pulled away, catching your breath as Jeno kissed down your jaw. He pressed wet kisses to your neck, moving your bra strap to have better access to the area. You held onto his shoulders, humming quietly while his mouth danced over your exposed skin. 

Jeno expertly unclipped your bra with his unoccupied hand and pulled it off, allowing your breasts to pop free. An almost animalistic sound erupted from his throat as he latched his mouth onto one of your nipples. He sucked on the sensitive bud hungrily, leaving you with your jaw slacked. He generously kneaded the other breast in his large hand, squeezing it whenever he’d suck the other. You tugged at his hair, pulling him closer into your chest, whining at how harshly he was treating them. Jeno grunted, shifting on the bed to situate you onto his thigh. “Move.”, he instructed, flexing his thigh underneath you as you began grinding on it. 

Small whimpers and sighs soon turned into long loud moans. The friction between your lace-clothed clit and Jeno’s rigid thigh along with how he was stimulating your nipples edged you on. A wet patch of your own arousal had began to form on Jeno’s pants as well as your panties. You began clenching around nothing, moving faster, more needfully as you desperately tried to give yourself the amount of pleasure you were craving. Jeno pulled away from your breasts and held your waist tightly, preventing your from moving any further. You emitted a high pitched whine at his antics, pouting at the loss of pleasure. Jeno only chuckled at your partially fucked out state, lifting you up slightly so that he could free his throbbing length from the restraint of his now tight boxers. 

You moaned at the sight of his cock, standing high against his abdomen. But something was missing in the visual. You tugged off his shirt, which he willingly let you toss somewhere in the back of the room. Now it was perfect. It was your turn to drool at your boyfriend. Your hands ran leisurely over his chest, then his abs and finally over his shaft. Jeno tensed up at your touch, grip tightening on your waist as you felt him up. You literally had him in the palm of your hand, fingers tracing the ever prominent vein while your thumb collected the precum that had spilled out of him during your previous activities.

You brought your thumb up to your mouth, sensually licking his essence away, earning a deep groan from Jeno. Standing up on your knees, you scooted closer to him and tugged your panties to the side, taking his length in your hands before slipping down on it completely. Jeno jerked forward, moaning along with you. You let you hands rest on his shoulders while he let his mouth find its way back to your breasts again. You began riding him, head falling back in absolute bliss at the feeling of his hard length moving against your wet walls. “Fuck, you feel so damn good.”, you drawled out. Jeno hummed into your nipples, sending cold vibration through you. You gasped at the foreign sensation, feeling Jeno smile beneath you. 

You started to tire out, movements getting slower and more sloppier. Jeno wasted no time in holding you in place as he began thrusting upwards into you. You almost screamed at the force with which he began fucking you, a knot forming in your stomach rapidly at the pace he had set. He rested his head above your chest, concentrating on reaching your high. “Jeno, I’m going to cum!”, you squeaked, your voice nearly inaudible due to the sound of skin slapping. “Shit, me too.” Jeno fucked into you harder, pulling you down onto him with every upward movement. You shuddered, thighs shaking convulsively as you came on him. Jeno shoved his cock up into you, hot seed filling you up. 

He guided your over his cock, milking his cum into you as you two rode out your highs. Your heart was pounding in your chest, body glistening with sweat at you finally relaxed on top of Jeno. “That was fun!”, he said enthusiastically. “Now I have to go shower again.”, you complained, nudging his shoulder playfully. “And I’ll be joining you.”

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[onetwosevensquad]

What’s Up Danger

Summary: a new town and a new life for Y/n brings unexpected chaos, besides that of high school, to her life.

Warnings: umm blood, fighting, Xiaojun may be the bad guy but I still love him, this is long as shit

Rose: IM BACK BABY!! This is the first fic I’ve posted since November. So yay welcome back kiddos. Enjoy!

———

Well this was a nightmare.

It was your first day at a new school, and you had no idea where the hell you were going. You’ve found all of your other classes rather quickly. But your sixth period chemistry class seems to continue to elude you. After ten minutes, you finally found the science hall and checked your schedule for the right room. You found it and put your hand on the doorknob, bracing yourself for the embarrassment.

You walked in the room in the middle of the teacher talking, all heads turning towards you. You sucked in a breath, already feeling your hands starting to shake.

“Your late,” the teacher snapped. You mentally rolled your eyes at her attitude.

“Sorry, I’m new,” you said. Your voice wavered a bit and you cleared your throat before continuing. “I couldn’t find the room.”

“Well, that’s fine, just don’t make a habit of it,” the teacher said after clicking her tongue. “You can sit next to Mark over there.”

You looked to where she was pointing and saw a kid with round glasses who was sitting at a desk with no one next to him. He waved slightly to let you know that yes, this is where she meant.

“Yes, ma’am,” You mumbled. You quickly walked to the back of the room and slid into the chair next to Mark. You placed your stuff on the table and leaned back, letting out a breath. The teacher went back to her lecture about how the class was going to work for the year.

“Hi,” you heard from next to you. You turned your head and looked at Mark. He had a sweet smile on his face, his glasses falling down his noes a bit.

“Hi,” you whispered back. Mark fiddled with his pencil a bit, twirling it in his fingers and tapping it against his binder.

“I’m, uh, Mark,” he said. You quietly laughed a bit at the boy’s awkwardness.

“I know,” you said. Mark opened his mouth, it slowly falling into an ‘o’. “I’m Yn.”

“So you’re new?” Mark asked. You nodded your head a bit and smiled. “If you need help, I’d be happy to show you around.”

“I might take you up on that,” you said.

“Cool,” Mark chuckled out. He smiled at you one last time and turned back to the teacher before either of you got caught.

———

The rest of your first week at school went rather smoothly. Mark had helped you find your two other classes and by now you knew where they were. Also, you made a friend, Yeri, who was in your literature class. Things were going great.

Today was Monday, your second week of school. And though it was a Monday, you were rather excited. A few clubs started today, one of them being academic decathlon. You were practically sprinting to lunch to try and talk Yeri into joining with you. You didn’t want to be alone. When you got there you saw Yeri at your usual spot, who motioned you over.

You sped your way over to her, not exactly looking where you were going. When you reached the table, right before your seat, a body slammed into you. You stumbled, almost falling to the ground, but someone caught you. You looked up to see a tall, sharp looking boy, glaring down at you. His grip on your arm was like a vice.

“Watch where you’re going,” He hissed. Everyone around you was silent or talking in hushed voice. Yeri was on her feet, staring at him.

“Let her go, Xiaojun,” Yeri said. Xiaojun, as you now knew him as, kept his hand on your arm, holding it tight.

“What’s your name?” He said.

“Yn,” you said, quietly. Xiaojun smiled at you, but it was more smug than friendly.

“Well you better watch yourself, Yn,” He said. Suddenly a different hand wrapped around your other arm and tugged you back. You looked up to see Mark standing next to you, gently holding your elbow. His grip was comforting and not at all like Xiaojun’s.

“Leave her alone, Jun,” Mark said. You looked at Xiaojun who cracked his jaw and squinted his eyes at Mark. He stepped forward, toe to toe with Mark.

“Don’t try to be a hero, Lee,” Xiaojun growled. He pushed past Mark, bumping Mark’s shoulder. After another moment of whispers, the people watching went back to their usual conversation.

“Hey, you ok?” Mark asked. You looked back at Xiaojun’s retreating form, two other boys having joined him. You then turned your attention back to Mark, his eyes soft.

“Yea, yea,” you said waving your hand around. “Wouldn’t be high school without the ass holes, right?”

“You got that right,” Yeri said from next to you. She had sat down, continuing to eat her lunch.

“Thanks for the save, though,” You said. Mark smiled wide, his round glasses scrunching up of his face.

“Y-yea, of course,” Mark said. “Just keep away from Xiaojun.”

You smiled and nodded one last time. You could see the slightly pink tint on Mark’s cheeks as he quickly turned and went back to his table with his friends.

———

“Do you know how stupid that was?” Jaemin said when Mark came back to the table.

“I had it under control,” Mark said sitting down. Jaemin rolled his eyes and let out a huff.

“That’s not the point,” Jaemin said. “What would have happened if he punched you? If you punched him back, people would wonder why the nerdiest kid has a good right hook.”

“He wouldn’t make that big of a scene here,” Mark said. “Too many people.”

“Still a dumb ass move,” Jaemin said.

“It was kinda bad ass,” Jeno said. “The look on his face when he saw it was you.”

“Why’d you stand up for her anyway?” Haechan said. “You don’t even know her.”

“Yn’s in my chemistry class,” Mark said, turning around. He watched you talk with Yeri, your hands moving wildly. Mark turned back to his friends, a smile on his face. “She’s nice and doesn’t need Xiaojun messing with her.”

“Oooo, Mark has a crush,” Haechan said, wiggling his eyebrows. Mark rolled his eyes but didn’t object as he looked down at his lunch tray. “He’s not denying it!”

“Would you shut up?!” Renjun, who was reading, snapped from next to Haechan. The boy deflated for all of two seconds before repeatedly poking Renjun’s cheek. That got him a smack on the head with a rather thick calculus textbook.

———

Mark slid into the gym, five minutes late, for academic decathlon practice. He saw Renjun on the stage helping Mina set up the buzzers and waved at his friend. Mark then looked for Mr. Kim to apologize for being late and found him talking to you.

“Mr. Lee,” Mr. Kim’s voice boomed in the big empty gymnasium. The teacher had noticed Mark out of the corner of his eye, both you and him turning to look at the boy. “Late again?”

“Sorry, Mrs. Jung wouldn’t stop talking,” Mark said scratching the back of his neck once he reached the two of you. Mr. Kim waved him off and went to split up the teams. Mark then turned his attention to you, who never took his eyes off him. “I didn’t know you were jointing?”

“I didn’t know you were here,” you said, laughing slightly. “Well at least I have you. I couldn’t get Yeri to join with me, something about cheer squad.”

“Well, welcome to the team,” Mark said. He inwardly cringed at himself. Really, Lee? That’s the best you could do?

“Thanks, bud,” you said, punching Mark on the shoulder slightly. You giggled a bit and so did Mark, making him feel better.

“Yn, you’ll be on blue,” Mr. Kim called. “And Mark, since you were late, you’re captain of red.”

Mark hated being captain, and Mr. Kim knew this, so this was as good of punishment as any. Mark sighed and trudged behind you, who happily skipped up to the table and sat next to Renjun, who was blue’s captain.

“You’re one of Mark’s friends right?” You asked the boy.

“Renjun,” he said sticking out his hand. You shook it slightly and introduced yourself. He smiled and you after letting go, you returning it. “Ever do this before?”

“Two years at my old school,” you said, proudly.

“Were you guys any good?” Renjun asked. His voice seemed hopeful, eyes pleading.

“State champs my last year,” you said. Renjun smiled wide and put a hand over his heart.

“Thank god,” he said. “Maybe now we’ll actually make it to champs.”

“Alright first question,” Mr. Kim called. Everyone turned to him, buzzers at the ready.

Needless to say, your team absolutely creamed Mark’s.

———

Mark’s patrol was long and uneventful. Sorry, correction, Spider-Man’s patrol was long and uneventful. No chatter on Jeno’s police scanners, no spidy tingle, nothing. Mark climbed back in his bedroom through his window and slipped off his mask.

He flopped down on his bed and caught his breath for a moment. Swinging through the cold night air of September was not easy on his lungs. He almost fell asleep when the ringing of his phone made him jump off his bed. Mark scrambled to find it, ripping through his bag to pull the device out. He smiled a bit when he saw your name at the top of the screen.

“Hello,” Mark breath out. He held the phone slightly away from his mouth so as to not alert you to his fast breathing, which he failed.

“Hey, it’s Y/n,” you said. “You sound kinda out of breath there, Lee. You good?”

“Yea yea, great,” Mark rushed out. “Just... went for a jog.”

“Didn’t peg you for the athletic type,” you said. “Anyway, I need your help.”

“Everything ok?” Mark asked, slightly panicked at the prospect of you being in trouble. That panic immediately melted when he heard your laugh from the other end of the line.

“Yea, no, everything’s fine,” you said chuckling. “No, what I needed help with is history.”

“History?” Mark asked. As he spoke, he hit the middle of his suit on his chest, the material loosening. He slipped out of the sleeves, switching hands to hold his phone.

“Yea, I noticed at practice today you answered every history question correctly,” you said. “I figured you must be good.”

“My best subject actually,” Mark said, proudly. He heard you giggle as he stepped out of the tight spandex of his suit, leaving him in his boxers.

“Well, I’m shit at history,” you said. “And we have a test next week. Three weeks in and a test already is some bull shit. But I was hoping you could help me study.”

“Yea of course,” Mark said. He had pulled a pair of sweats out of his drawer and was attempting to put them on. He held the phone between his shoulder and ear, trying to get his leg in the hole without falling.

“Great!” You said. “Does tomorrow after school work? I figure since we don’t have practice.”

“Works perfectly,” Mark said, a smile spreading across his face. The city could survive a few hours without Spider-Man, right? “I’ll see you then.”

“Bye,” you said. Mark could here the smile in your voice as you spoke. He took the phone from his ear and looked down at your contact, a dumb smile on his face.

———

3:30. That was the time that you and Mark agreed to meet after school. It was now 3:57 and he still wasn’t here, leaving you in the library alone. Well, mostly alone.

You could hear shuffling behind some of the bookshelves, unable to see who it was. You continued to scroll through your phone and eat your grapes, praying Mark showed up so that you didn’t have to smack him in front of his friends tomorrow.

You noticed that the shuffling had stopped now. Footsteps started coming closer to you and you thought that Mark finally showed. You put on your best disappointed face, knowing it wouldn’t last long with the kind eyed boy.

However, when you looked up, the person in front of you was not Mark. Very much not Mark.

“Y/n right?” Xiaojun said. He had a small smirk on his lips, his hand stuffed deep in his pockets. His face was sharp and handsome, making you shift in your seat from the look he was giving you.

“Xiaojun,” you said quietly. He nodded slightly and pulled his hands out of his pockets. He placed them on the table and leaned towards you.

“You know,” he started. “Whoever stood you up is a moron. A pretty girl like you doesn’t deserve that.”

“Did you want something?” You sneered. You could see Xiaojun lips twitch down for a second at your tone.

“Hey, Y/n!” A voice said. You looked up to see Mark coming towards you, Xiaojun turning as well. “Sorry I’m-“

Mark stopped when he locked eyes with Xiaojun. Mark’s usually soft and kind eyes, turned sharp and dark upon seeing Xiaojun.

“Leave her alone, Xiaojun,” Mark said, his voice low. You’ve never seen him like this and, honestly, it was kinda hot. Not the time, Y/n.

“Don’t get your panties in a twist, Lee. I was just leaving,” Xiaojun said. He turned back to you and winked before walking towards Mark. When he reached him, Xiaojun put a hand on Mark’s shoulder. He leaned in close to his ear, and whispered so that you couldn’t hear.

“Get in my way again, Lee,” Xiaojun said. “And I’ll squash you... like a bug.”

You saw Mark’s eyes widened at whatever Xiaojun said. Xiaojun patted Mark’s shoulder and walked away, his hands stuffed in his pockets once again.

“What did he say?” You quickly asked when Mark sat across from you.

“N-nothing,” Mark said. He looked up to see a disbelieving look on your face. “Really nothing. Sorry, I’m late, something came up.”

“Whatever, you’re here now,” you said. “Let’s start before it gets too late.”

Mark tried to stay focused during your study session, and he succeeded for the most part. Part of his brain was occupied by the bank robbery he stoped before coming here. Apparently, the city could not survive a few hours without Spider-Man. Another part occupied by what Xiaojun said.

Did he know? How could he know? What now?

———

“What do you mean Xiaojun knows?” Jaemin asked. Mark was currently on patrol, talking to his friends over the coms.

“He said he’d squash me like a bug,” Mark said, landing on top of a building.

“That is a pretty specific threat,” Jeno commented.

“Well you’re not a bug, you’re an arachnid,” Haechan said, his mouth full of chips.

“What?” Mark breathed out.

“Spiders are arachnids,” Haechan said. Mark could practically hear the others rolling their eyes. A loud smack could be heard followed by an even louder ‘OW!’

“If he knows, what does that mean for me?” Mark asked. The other end was silent for longer than Mark would’ve liked.

“Look if he knows, he won’t tell,” Renjun said. “He’ll just sound crazy cause, no offense, you’re you. Besides, this is too good of blackmail to not dangle over you.”

“I just wanna know how he found out,” Jeno said.

“Who knows,” Jaemin said. “That rich son of a bitch probably has eyes everywhere.”

Mark listened to his friends discuss how Xiaojun found out while he perched on the roof of a apartment complex. He looked out over the city for a moment before putting his head in his hands.

If Xiaojun knew, this didn’t only affect Mark. It effected his four best friends, his aunt, and you. The last thing Mark wanted was for you to get involved with Spider-Man.

With one last sigh, Mark stood and shot a web to swing home.

———

“Why are you always late?” You asked Mark. He had just walked into the library for your Thursday night study session. He didn’t even get the chance to sit down before you asked your question.

“Literally five minutes,” he said checking his watch. He pulled out the chair across from you and sat down, taking out his textbook.

“Your still late,” you said, opening your own book. “Trying to avoid hanging out with me?”

“No!” Mark exclaimed. He cleared his throat a bit and scratched his neck. “No, it’s, uh, not that at all. I was late today cause the hallway gets crowded and I’m coming from downstairs.”

“Ok, but that doesn’t explain why you were half an hour late the other day,” you said, pointing your pencil at Mark accusingly. “You made me wait and I had to talk to Xiaojun.”

“Yea, I’m still really sorry about that,” Mark said. “Can I make it up to you?”

“How?” You said, intrigued. You placed your chin in your palm and leaned forward a bit. Behind his eyes, you could see the gears in Mark’s head turning.

“Food!” He said. Mark was a bit too loud, as the librarian made a loud shushing noise at him. He whispered out a small sorry before continuing. “How about after we’re done here, we go get something to eat? My treat.”

“Like a date?” You said. You meant it teasingly but it came out like an actual question. Maybe you were hoping this was a date.

“Yea! No!” Mark said quickly. “I mean if you want.”

“I’ll go on a date with you,” you said. A smile spread across Mark’s lips as he giggled a bit. He cleared his throat and opened his history textbook to begin flipping through the pages.

“C-cool,” Mark said quietly.

———

“Good luck today,” Mark said from next to you. It was now the week of your history test. You and Mark studied all weekend and yesterday, Tuesday.

“Yea, thanks,” you said dryly. You trudged next to Mark who was walking you to your doom. Mark said that you were being over dramatic for calling it that but, were you?

“You’ll do fine,” Mark said. You both stopped a few feet from the door, you giving Mark a look of disbelief. “How about, after practice tonight, we go see that new movie? To get your mind off of things.”

“Alright, but your buying the popcorn,” you said.

“Yes ma’am,” Mark said, giggling. You smiled a bit at his silliness and rolled your eyes. “Now go ace that test!”

You grumbled about how hopeful Mark was as you turned towards the door. You walked over to it and spared Mark one last glance. He shot you a double thumbs up making you roll your eyes again, but nonetheless smile.

———

Standing outside of a movie theater, alone, in the cold was not pleasant. Mark said 5:30. You were there at 5:30. Still waiting at 5:50. And here you were now, at 6:05, no Mark in sight. You’ve tried texting him multiple times, each one going unanswered.

To Marker, 5:30: I’m here :)

To Marker, 5:35: I don’t see you

To Marker, 5:45: Hello??? Mark???

To Marker, 5:45: it’s been 15 minutes my dude

To Marker, 5:57: are you coming???

To Marker, 6:05: ditching me again are we??

Looking down at your phone, you noticed that he hasn’t even read them. You sighed and turned the device off, looking around the parking lot. It didn’t have many cars as it was Wednesday.

You figured by now the previews were coming to an end. And if you jogged, you could reach the next bus home in time. You texted Mark one last time before heading off.

To Marker, 6:07: never mind, I’m going home

———

Mark swung back into his room, panting for dear life. He clutched his shoulder feeling that the bone was probably dislocated. He took a deep breath to brace himself before...

Pop!

The sound of him successfully pushing his shoulder into place gave him a sense of relief. However, the pain didn’t, as he almost yelled out. Mark caught himself, remembering his aunt was right down the hall.

Mark stumbled over to his mirror to inspect the damage done. He took his mask off and looked at the ripped and tattered condition of his suit and himself. His left knee was entirely exposed, revealing a gash spewing blood. Along his right side, was a cut that wasn’t too deep but he would definitely have to stitch that up. His left bicep was also cut a bit.

What was that thing?

Mark had never encountered something like it before. This monster, this alien like thing, looked like the emo version of Spider-Man. Except instead of webs, it spewed this black goo. It called itself Venom, Mark remembered. Mark was snapped back to reality by the dinging of his phone. He turned towards it on the bed and picked it up. At the top, he saw seven texts from you.

“Oh shit,” Mark whispered. He looked at the time at the top of his phone, hoping he wasn’t too late. 6:07. “Shit, shit, shit!”

He unlocked the phone and went to read your texts. Each one was a stab to the heart as he read your confidence melting away. To Mark, ditching you, hurt more than any of his wounds.

To Y/n/n, 6:10: I am so sorry Y/n

To Y/n/n, 6:10: something really important came up

To Y/n/n, 6:11: please I’m really sorry

Mark sighed and continued to stare at the phone, waiting for your reply. After five minutes, he saw the read receipt pop up. But no message followed.

———

The entire next day at school, you tried your best to avoid Mark. You didn’t talk to him whatsoever and didn’t give him any reactions. Complete silent treatment. Admittedly, this was a bit childish. But you were still pissed that he bailed on you last night. This is what he deserved.

You received your grade for your history test that day. A big red ‘90’ was circled at the top of the paper. Once class ended, you were about to run and tell Mark only to remember you were supposed to be pissed at him.

“Please talk to me,” Mark said. You were now in chemistry, today’s class going unbearably slow. “Please I’m sorry. I know you got my messages.”

“And you got mine,” you said, not even sparing a glance. Mark shut his eyes for a moment, feeling stupid. Ok that one hurt, he thought.

Mark gave up after that and didn’t bother you the rest of class. In fact he left you alone the rest of the day. However, you didn’t miss the kicked puppy looks he gave you in the hall.

At the end of the day, Mark went looking for you as he usually walks you home even on days when you don’t have practice. However, he couldn’t seem to find you.

“Hey Yeri,” Mark called. The girl turned towards him from her locker, a scowl appearing on her face once she saw who called her. “Have you seen Y/n?”

“You’re an ass, you know?” Yeri said turning back to her locker.

“Yes, believe me, I am aware. I am the asshole of the millennia,” Mark said. “Just where is she? I usually walk her home.”

“She left already,” Yeri said. She looked at Mark who’s eyes were blown wide. “What, did you think she’d wanna go home with you?”

Without another word, Mark took off. He raced out of the building and onto the front steps. Then he stopped dead in his tracks.

What am I doing?

If you didn’t want to talk to him, he had to accept that. He would still try, but he shouldn’t go chasing you down. Especially not as Spider-Man. That would raise so many more questions than he was ready for.

Mark decided it was best to just get on with his patrol. Maybe he’d run into Venom again and he’d knock some sense into Mark.

———

“Stop!” Mark could here the woman’s yells from a mile away. Her voice sounded oddly familiar, making Mark speed up.

When he got to the alley where the yells were coming from, Mark froze. Currently, you were standing there, a knife to your throat, looking terrified.

This is why I walk you home, Y/n.

“Hey!” Mark called into the alley. Both you and the man’s heads snapped towards the sound.

“Spider-Man?” The man asked. Before he could say anything else, Spider-Man shot a web at him and pulled him forward.

Spider-Man then proceeded to punch the guy square in the nose. He effortlessly picked the creep up by the collar of his shirt and brought him over to the dumpster. Spider-Man threw the guy into the green box and closed the lid, dusting off his hands.

Spider-Man turned and looked at you, his body rigid. You didn’t know wether or not to run. Your legs wouldn’t let you however, so you stayed put and continued to stare at Spider-Man.

“Y/n are you ok?” Spider-Man asked coming over to you. You nodded your head as he held you by the upper arms, inspecting for any damage.

“Yea I’m fi- wait,” you said. You placed your hands on top of Spider-Man’s arms and looked him in the eyes. “How do you know me?”

“I-I don’t!” He said. His voice was suddenly deeper than it was two minutes ago.

“You said my name,” you pointed out. Spider-Man stayed silent for a moment, making strangled noises.

“Lucky guess?” He said. As he said the two words, his voice returned back to normal. It sounded oddly familiar.

You slowly lifted a hand and reached for his mask. Spider-Man was faster and he caught your arm in his hand. He moved it away from his face and looked at your shocked expression.

“Not here,” he said quietly. Suddenly, Spider-Man wrapped an arm around your waist and pulled you close.

“What are y-“ before you could finish, Spider-Man had shot a web out of the alley, sending you both flying. You let out a scream and clung to Spider-Man for dear life. Even with one arm around you and both of yours around his neck, you still felt safe in Spider-Man’s hold as he swung through the city.

Finally, the rush of wind on your face stopped and you could feel solid ground beneath your feet. You opened your eyes, slowly detaching from Spider-Man, and saw that you were on the roof of a building.

“Alright, who are you, for real?” You said, turning back to Spider-Man.

“Please don’t like, freak out or anything,” He said. You nodded your head, wondering who could possibly be under that mask.

Slowly, he slipped the red mask off of his head and held it in his hands. He ran a hand through his hair as he looked up at you. It was Mark. Your mouth fell open in shock as you took a step forward. Mark stood there, awkwardly bitting his lip, waiting for you to say something.

“Y-you’re Spider-Man?” You said taking another step closer.

“Yea,” Mark said, voice breaking. He cleared his throat, obviously a bit uncomfortable. “It’s why I was late to that fist study session. Also why I bailed on you at the movies. And I’m really sorry that I did.”

“No, I’m sure whatever it was, is way more important than me,” you said, waving him off.

“Nothing’s more important than you, Y/n,” Mark said quickly. His eyes slowly widened as he realized what he just said. Mark sputtered, looking for his words, when he saw you coming closer.

You placed a hand on his shoulder and leaned up. Gently, you kissed his cheek. You pulled back and smiled at the blushing boy.

“Thanks for the save,” you said. Mark nodded as you began to pull away. Quickly, he caught your hands and pulled you closer to him. Mark leaned down and placed his lips on yours. Your eyes fluttered shut as you quickly reciprocated the kiss. After a second though, Mark pulled back.

“S-Sorry,” Make said. “I shouldn’t have just done th-“

You grabbed the sides of his face and puled him back down, reconnecting your lips. Mark’s hands settled on your hips as you wrapped your arms around his neck. He kissed you soft and slow, bringing one hand up to your cheek. You both pulled apart after a minute to breathe. Mark looked into your eyes seriously for a moment before breaking out into a goofy grin.

“Let me take you out,” Mark said. “Right now.”

“Don’t you have superhero things to do?” You asked. Mark giggled and took your hands in his.

“I think I did enough superhero things for today,” he said.

———

When you walked into school the next day, Friday, you entered hand in hand with Mark. Literally no one was surprised whatsoever. However, that didn’t stop his friends from making fun of you. It probably encouraged them, actually.

“God, finally!” Heachan groaned from next to you. Him, Mark and Jeno were standing at your locker as you got your things. “It took you long enough!”

“What did?” Yeri asked, appearing next to you. She opened her locker and began exchanging her things for classes.

“Mark and Y/n are dating,” Jeno said.

“Wow, shocking,” Yeri deadpanned. You laughed and so did she as you both closed your lockers. You turned towards Mark who wrapped an arm around your shoulder, prompting Haechan to make gagging noises.

“Oh, stop it,” Mark said, slapping his friends shoulder. Everyone laughed as Haechan dramatically mocked being hurt.

———

After Mark dropped you off at home, he told you to be ready by seven for a date. He swung home, a big grin on his face, excited for tonight.

At exactly seven, Mark arrived at your house and rung the door bell. No one answered. He knocked on the door a few times and still no answer. He went around the side of your house and found the window that was yours. He looked around to make sure no one was looking and shot a web up and climbed through.

When he dropped from your window sill, Mark looked around your room in shock. Books and papers strewn everywhere. There was a broken shelf, its contents dumped to the floor. The one thing missing, was you. Mark stood in the center of your room, stunned. A sudden beep echoing through your room broke Mark from his trance.

Mark whipped around your room wildly looking for your phone. He dropped to the floor and found it under your bed. He pulled out the small device, the screen lighting up showing a text message from an unknown number. He unlocked the device, you having put his thumbprint in a while ago. Mark opened the text and felt his stomach drop.

From Unknown, 7:03: come get me

From Unknown, 7:03: address link

Mark clicked the link and it brought him to directions to a wear house. Without a second thought, Mark changed into Spider-Man and jumped out the window. He swung as fast as he could towards the wear house district at the edge of town near the docks. Mark got there and looked down at the phone, following the directions to the exact wear house.

Finally, he found the right one after five minutes of searching. Mark walked around the building and found a window to crawl through. In his haste, he not so gracefully fell through the open window. When he got up, Mark’s eyes immediately fell on you. You were sat in the middle of the room tied to a chair. Your face was covered by your hair, your head having fallen.

“Y/n!” Mark shouted running over to you. He got a few feet from you when a black figure dropped down in front of him. Mark stumbled back as the figure straightened up and whipped towards him.

Venom’s white eyes bore into Mark and he let out a vicious roar. Venom stalked towards Mark who was beginning to retreat. The monster roared again and chased after Mark. Venom caught up and grabbed Mark’s ankle and pulled him to the ground. Mark let out a yell and his back hit the stone floor. Venom jumped back down to Mark’s level and growled.

Mark shot a web up at the ceiling and swung over to Venom. Mark stuck out his feet and kicked Venom’s face as he swung by. Mark then swung back towards Venom and shot a web at him. Mark pulled Venom up and slammed him into the ceiling. He then yanked Venom back down and slammed him on the ground.

Mark landed gracefully on the ground and noticed Venom stopped moving. He seemed to be getting smaller but Mark didn’t care. He needed to make sure you were ok. He slid down in front of you and held you face in his hands. At the corner of your mouth, a bruise was forming. Another bruise formed at the top of your forehead. Other than that, you looked totally fine.

“Y/n, wake up,” Mark said, as he brushed some of your hair out of your face. He took of his mask and put it on the ground next to him. “Come on, Y/n.”

Slowly, you began to open your eyes and saw Mark come into view. A smile spread across his face as you slowly lifted your head.

“Mark,” you croaked. You fully lifted your head, which was throbbing, and looked around. Mark maneuvered himself to the back of the chair and untied you. He helped you stand up and held your hands. He pulled you into a tight hug, kissing the top of your head.

“Oh my god!” You said pulling back. Mark looked at you confused until you pointed behind him. Mark turned around and looked at the floor where you were pointing. Laying face down on the floor was Xiaojun. Butt naked.

“Oh god,” Mark said. Mark quickly put his hand in front of your eyes. “Uh, just keep your eyes closed for a sec.”

Mark moved his hand from your eyes, and when he saw that your eyes were closed, he looked around the wear house for something to cover Xiaojun. He found a tarp and put it over Xiaojun’s lover half.

“Alright, you’re good,” Mark said to you. You opened your eyes and walked over next to him. Looking down at Xiaojun, he looked so pitiful.

“Why is Xiaojun butt naked on the floor?” You asked Mark.

“Uh, he was Venom,” Mark said.

“You mean that gooy black Spider-Man that’s been trying to kill you?” You asked. Mark nodded at you after a moment. He took his phone out of his pocket and dialed the police. He spoke on the phone for five minutes before coming back to you.

“Are you ok?” Mark said, putting his hands on your waist. He looked you in the eyes, his own full of concern.

“Yea I’m fine, just...” You trailed off. You stood on your tip toes and grabbed Mark’s face. You connected your lips, kissing him softly. After a moment you pulled back, both of you wearing matching smiles. “Just glad that you’re here.”

“I’ll always be here, right by your side,” Mark said. He leaned down and captured your lips again in a much more passionate kiss.

“Oh and by the way,” you said after pulling back.

“Hmm?” Mark hummed, slightly swaying you from side to side, a goofy smirk on his lips.

“Thanks for the save.”

[seostudios]

you being bratty: 00′ line

RENJUN “Why not?” huffing you decided not to wait for an answer, shifting away to the other end of the couch. It was friday night and those were known for movie nights, and that leads you to now. Tonight was going all well until your hormones came into the picture... I guess taking birth control wasn’t so good for you after all, made you moody and I guess extra needy as well. All you wanted was to feel your boyfriend, Renjun, but he seemed a little too invested in My Punch-Drunk Boxer. “I want to watch this Y/n” He responded after your third attempt at getting him to sleep with you. He noticed you sulking, leaning on the arm of the couch instead of in his. “Y/n...” He really did try not to laugh but you could hear the soft chuckle from a mile away, although it never failed to melt your heart, you were a little too needy to pay any attention to him. Pulling the blanket from him and wrapping yourself around it you turn and continue watching the thriller. It hasn’t even been five minutes before you felt a shift on the couch, I guess you could say you’ve calmed down but the tingling feeling in the pit of your stomach still lingered. Renjun crawled underneath the duvet before getting ahold of your exposed legs. “Can’t believe you wanted me to fuck you in the living room..” He whispered as soon as he got comfortable in his seat. His hand was kneading your thigh, moving upwards. “The boys could come in any moment you know?” He said, smiling knowing you were probably drenched at this point. His hand made it’s way to your clothed core, roughly rubbing you clit, “You’re such a brat,” He mumbles with a sardonic laugh.

JENO Shifting on your boyfriends lap, you feel his length harden against your ass. “Babe stop,” He whispered, pulling you against his back. You start to grind on him, hoping no one looks over at the two of you. The car was big, but not big enough for eight passengers, road trips were fun but being cramped into a van, where luggages occupied your seat wasn't. I guess you opted to teasing your boyfriend in the back was your way of having fun in a three hour drive. Maybe making your boyfriend cum in his pants wasn’t such a good idea, as he shuffles you in between his legs.. Sitting in the back row of the van with the other seats being occupied by luggage gave the two of you more privacy than indented. “C’mon be a good girl and clean it up.” He sang, undoing his bottoms. “You wanted to be a little brat and make me cum in my pants after all,” You let out a inaudible whine before licking the juices up his thighs.

HAECHAN You’d admit. Haechan was the brat in the relationship, the one who’d always get his way but sometimes you’d like to be immature and whiny too. Sometimes you’d want him to ruin you for being a slut, outside the bedroom. That’s what leads you to today, in a shopping mall. Victoria’s Secret always had some of the most elegant lingeries so you’d of course be hypnotized into spending a load there. Right now, you were in the changing room, trying on a lacy emerald one piece, it was so beautiful and on you? God you looked ethereal. “Hyuckie..What do you think?” You asked opening the door to see your boyfriend on a chair outside of your room. “You’re so hot, I’d consider taking you out.” He joked. You do a 360 feeling his gaze burn through you. Considering to play around you checked the hallways to see if there was anyone around before stripping. “Babe!” He whisper-shouts watching you take off the lingerie in the middle of the hallway. “Come on Haechannie, use me” Groaning into his ear, your naked body grinds onto his clothed cock. It took him a minute before muttering a quick ‘Fuck it’ and wrapping you around him going into the changing room. “Now shut that pretty little mouth of yours before I don’t let you cum.”

JAEMIN Who knew a black sweater and joggers would do so much damage. Jaemin was lounging in the living room of the boy’s dorms before you barged in for you best friend, Chenle. “Lele!!” You shout, ignoring your boyfriend and running into Chenle’s room. He trails behind shortly afterwards, to playfully scold you for ignoring your own boyfriend for another man. He opens the door to find you and Chenle under the duvet huddled next to one another binging in an episode of A Lull in the Sea. Jaemin didn’t like how touchy you and Chenle were but it was natural for the two of you and he kind of came in after he was introduced to you, leaving him no choice but to embrace in your odd relationship with the younger boy. “Ah Y/n, you don’t know how to greet your boyfriend?” He whined. “Had plans with Chenle today sorry BOYFRIEND” You sarcastically say sinking your head into the bed before throwing the duvet over Chenle to snake out of bed. Jaemin accepts your tight hug happily making sure to make his way towards your ass, squeezing it lightly with a nibble on your shoulder. Chenle shushes you two without turning back - not ready for whatever sight he had to witness - and returning back to his television. If Chenle didn’t hush you two there, we all know you would’ve snuck somewhere to learn a lesson.

i was gonna add yy but got lazy lol

[jenonctcity]

My Addiction - Part 3

Differences – Lee Donghyuck

Part of the Bad Boy Series.

Badboy!Au

Warnings: Drug Use, Explicit Content, Fighting, Overdose, Heartbreak, Seriously I broke my own heart writing this.

Word Count: 5.9k

 “I choose you.”  All eyes in the room flicked over to Jeno, yours included. He raised his eyebrows in surprise that you’d chosen him. You didn’t even want to look at Haechan, knowing he probably wouldn’t take the news lightly. Your heart was pounding, and you knew you couldn’t go back on your decision, despite how much you longed for Haechan to love you in the way you loved him.

“Get out.” Haechan growled, his fists clenching as he stared at you. You finally met his eyes, which caused him to snap again. “Get out!!!” He screamed, his fist suddenly connecting with the wall, leaving an indentation that didn’t even seem to hurt him, probably because of all the adrenaline running through his veins as his anger hit its peak. You flinched, cowering away and looking at Jeno in question. “Get out before I fucking end you both.” You nervously glanced at his bedside table, which you knew he kept a gun in and you felt your heart quiver. You were still naked, and the only thing covering you was the duvet of Haechan’s bed, which you couldn’t take with you as it was too big. However your clothes were by Haechan’s feet, and you did not want to approach him in case he snapped again. Your eyes locked on a blanket that he’d left on his computer chair. You reached for it and hastily wrapped it around your body, quickly following everyone as they retreated from the room. The second your body was over the threshold, Haechan slammed the door shut with a deafening crack. Jeno guided you through to his own room, shutting the door with so much haste that it echoed throughout the apartment. It dawned on you as you looked at Jeno that Haechan had previously said he didn’t care who you dated, so why was he acting so aggressive about your choice?

“Why didn’t you tell me that you’ve been sleeping with him for the past month?!” Jeno didn’t waste time, he wanted to know exactly what was going on. You could hear the anger and pain in his voice. He sounded desperate for some answers, his voice sounding strained as he tried to push back his sadness and embarrassment, instead doing what he did best and masking it with anger.

“I didn’t think you would ever be anything more than a friend Jeno, then when you started taking interest in me it’s not exactly something I could just drop on you out of nowhere.” You knew it was a shitty excuse, and that you actually could have just told him. But after your date with Jeno you didn’t think you’d be in this situation so fast, giving you hardly any time of think about it.

“You lied to me. I asked you if you were more than friends with him and you said no!” You winced at his loud voice, causing him to let out a sigh. He started to rifle through his drawers when you didn’t respond to him. As he approached you, you took a step back. “I’m not going to hurt you, here put these on.” He held out some clothes towards you, waiting for you to take them before turning his back on you. You dropped the blanket and pulled on the t-shirt and boxer shorts, wrapping your arms around your waist as you cleared your throat.

“I am sorry…I understand if you don’t want to see me again.” You voice was meek and lacked passion, showing him that you didn’t want that to happen.

“Don’t be stupid, I forgive you.” He approached you again, placing his hands on your hips gently. “Erm…I didn’t really want to make things official with you under circumstances like this…but I haven’t got much of a choice I guess.” He leaned down and placed a soft kiss to your cheek before pulling you to his chest, wrapping his strong arms around your frame. You held back you tears, burying you head in his chest and placing your palms on either side of your head on his chest. “Thank you for picking me, I promise I’ll never let you down.” His lips pressed to your forehead, making a tear trail down your cheek as you felt guilt fill your stomach like a sinking ship. Guilt that you couldn’t promise him the same thing when you knew your affections belonged with another man.

---

Two months had passed since you’d spoken to Haechan. They say distance makes the heart grow fonder, and before you’d just assumed that was bullshit. But now you could tell people that those words were 100% accurate. You longed for his touch, for his attitude, and most of all the sound of his voice. But you’d heard from Jaemin that he was wallowing in his own pity and had a lot of bad things to say about you and Jeno. So you decided it was best to keep your distance.

Jeno had been the best boyfriend you’d ever had. He treated you like a queen, which you had expected, considering despite his dark past and rugged appearance. It was just a shame that you couldn’t bring yourself to love him in the way he loved you. He had even admitted to you one night after a date and some steamy sex that he loved you. You’d just pretended to be asleep already and waited for him to drift off because you eventually cried yourself to sleep, making your pillow uncomfortably wet.

Jeno rolled off of you, laying beside you in bed trying to catch his breath. You gulped back the lump in your throat, also trying to regain control of your lungs as you brushed a hand through your sweaty hair. Jeno was good in bed, very good in bed. He was also a generous lover. He always made sure that your needs mattered just as much as his own, and he never left you unsatisfied. But you desperately wished it was Haechan lying beside you basking in post orgasmic bliss. You glanced at your phone on the bedside table, trying to will away the thought you had to text Haechan. You wouldn’t know what to say to him, besides, you knew how petty Haechan was, and he’d probably go straight to Jeno to gloat that his girlfriend was messaging her ex fuck buddy behind his back.

Jeno sat up, the duvet pooling at his waist and lifting slightly off of you. You could only see his bleach blond hair and his back. When you’d first seen Jeno naked, you’d assumed he had no tattoos at all, but you’d been wrong. On his back he had two large angel wings, perfectly shaded and drawn. You thought they were absolutely beautiful and fit his personality. Sometimes it really did feel like Jeno was your own personal angel. Jeno reached over to his bedside table, pulling out a packet of cigarettes and placing one between his lips. He lit it and took a long puff. You furrowed your eyebrows in confusion, leaning on your elbows to get a better look at him, but still only being able to see his back and head.

“I didn’t know you smoked Jen…” You mumbled. He let out a short laugh, a hand running through his damp hair which you knew he did subconsciously when he was stressed.

“I don’t often…only when I’m stressed.” His voice was low, and he took another drag from the cigarette.

“Why are you stressed?” You reached over and picked up your phone, sighing when you saw yet again that Haechan hadn’t messaged you.

“Because I’m breaking up with you.” His words had you pausing, before placing your phone back where it belonged.

“Why?” You didn’t sound upset, which he hadn’t expected you to be, but it still cut him deep.

“Because you don’t feel the same way about me, and I don’t want you to force yourself to.” He took one last puff of the cigarette before looking down at his hand, stubbing it out on the back of his hand and wincing slightly at the pain. He ignored it though, as his heart was hurting more. “You love him.” You knew exactly who he was talking about, and it pained you that he knew.

“I tried Jeno…I really did.” You sat up, placing a hand gently on his back and rubbing it in circles slowly, just to try and comfort him.

“I know.” He whispered, sniffing as tears filled his eyes. “Fuck.” He let out a humourless laugh, tilting his head back to will the tears away as he started to cry. “I can’t even bring myself to be mad at you, I just wish things could have turned out differently.” He wiped his eyes and turned his head to look at you. Your heart panged in pain as you saw his cheeks wet and his eyes bloodshot. You’d broken his heart, and knowing of his past, that was the last thing you wanted to do.

“Jeno I’m sorry.” You shuffled behind him and wrapped your arms around his waist, laying your head against his back and squeezing him tightly. “Did you decide this before we just had sex or...?”  

“Yeah, but I just wanted to feel loved by you one last time, even if it was fake.” He shrugged, his hands grasping at your hands as they wrapped around him.

“I do love you, just not in the way you want me to.” You placed a soft kiss to his back, comforting your friend when he most needed it. You knew how lonely Jeno was, despite having his brothers around him most of the time. He had admitted to you that he found it hard to open up to people, and that he had sensed you were special, that’s why he chose you to open up to when he told you all about his nightmare of a past. Which made you feel even worse in your guilt.

“I know, god I love you so much.” He whimpered, letting out a soft sob as he squeezed his eyes shut. “I want us to be friends, but I think we shouldn’t see each other for a little while. I just need some time to move on and seeing you won’t help.”

“Of course. Take as long as you need.” You could hear his heart beating as your head laid on his back, your ear pressed against his skin. When you went to pull away, he gripped onto you harder, restricting your movements.

“Just…stay the night, please. Let me sleep with you in my arms one last time.” You nodded in confirmation, giving his frame a squeeze in reassurance that you weren’t going to go anywhere. He wiped his face with his blanket and let out a gentle laugh. “Did I tell you that Renjun got himself into a sticky situation?” He was clearly trying to change the subject, probably to distract his mind from going into a dark place.

“No, what did he do?” You raised your head to look at him, even if you could still only see just the side of his face if he turned his head.

“His girlfriend told him that she’s pregnant, and he didn’t react well, he went missing for a whole day until Jaemin found him at Chenle and Jisung’s apartment crying into a bowl of ice cream.” He let out a soft laugh to which you responded with your own laugh.

“Another baby? Isn’t one enough?” You had only met Renjun’s daughter Jiyeon a handful of times, and she was very cute. But babies weren’t really your thing, and you cringed the one-time Jeno tried to pass the giggling baby over to you.

“He’s okay now and they sorted things out, he’s actually quite excited.”

“Ew.” You rested your head against his back again and closed your eyes. “God he must have super sperm.”

“Ew.” Jeno sniggered, wiping his eyes and sniffing.

“Jeno?”

“Mm?”

“You know you’re still my angel, right?” You whispered against his back, laying another kiss to his cool skin. When you’d first seen Jeno’s tattoo you’d declared him to be your angel, and you hoped that he knew despite your breakup, he was still always going to be your angel.

“Forever. If Haechan ever hurts you then he has me to answer to.” He turned in your grip, taking your cheek in his palm and stroking it softly. The look in his eyes told you he was telling you the truth.

---

The weeks had dragged by, and you felt lonelier than you ever had before. You found yourself almost on auto-pilot, working your job and talking to customers in a way that if anyone asked you after you’d finished what you did at work then you wouldn’t even be able to tell them because you couldn’t remember. You missed Jeno, but you respected that he needed his space, so you didn’t ask him to hang out, instead texting hm every now and then to see how he was doing. So after you’d plucked up the courage to text Haechan asking him to drugs as a little pick me up, even if you knew that they’d make you feel worse in the long run, you were surprised that he responded.

Walking to the boys’ apartment felt strange, but you waited at the door praying that Jeno wasn’t home, but you didn’t see his car out the front, so fingers crossed he actually wasn’t in. You let out a sigh of relief when Haechan appeared from behind the door, only to have your breath taken away when you saw the face you were infatuated with. His eyes were smudged with eyeliner, and he was wearing a white t-shirt that gave your eyes access to the majority of his tattoos, he’d dyed his hair too, it was now black and gave him an even darker aura as it hung over his forehead. He wordlessly stepped out of the way to let you in, and he walked past you after you’d stepped inside of the familiar apartment. You could hear the familiar voices of Jaemin and Jisung, but luckily, they didn’t notice you as Haechan silently took you into his bedroom. As soon as the door was shut, he slammed you up against it, his lips moulding on yours so deliciously that you felt like you’d died and had gone to heaven. His hands pushed your arms up forcing you to wrap them around his neck, his hands then winding around your middle and holding you to him tightly as his lips ravished your own. You couldn’t help but compared it to the kisses Jeno had laid upon your lips. Haechan’s were rough and sensual, whereas Jeno’s had been soft and passionate.

“I knew you’d come crawling back. I told you that you’re mine.” He growled against your lips, his teeth nipping at your bottom lip as he dragged you over to his bed, throwing you down onto the sheets and staring at you with a hungry look. “Say it.”

“I’m yours.” You bit your bottom lip where his teeth had previously been and gulped as you watched him.

“Good girl.” He opened up his bedside table and got out a clear bag, throwing it onto the bed and nodding at it. “You get first hit.” You grabbed the bag, opening it and taking out the smaller bag of cocaine that was inside. You wasted no time and not even half an hour later you were feeling the buzz, you felt more awake and your mood had perked up. Haechan was kissing at the back of your neck as you sat in his lap, his arms wrapped firmly around you. He’d fucked you hard and fast, and it felt like it was over before it had even started, but you supposed any intimacy with him was better than none at all. You felt the need to talk, not about anything in particular, but the silence was killing you and the coke was nagging at you to speak.

“I haven’t done drugs in a long time, it felt wrong doing them without you.” You leaned your head back and laid it on his shoulder, taking a long drag of his cigarette as he held it up to your lips.

“You wouldn’t be stupid enough to buy from anyone else, there’s some dodgy shit out there.” He laid a kiss on your cheek and smiled, holding you to him tightly and trying to ignore the feeling he had blossoming in his stomach as he held you in his arms. He was too proud to admit to you that this was the happiest he’s been in a long time, even if you hadn’t talked about the situation that happened and if all you did was have a quick fuck after getting high together. It still meant a lot to him just to have you back in his arms.

“I’m really sleepy.” You yawned, shutting your eyes and stretching your back out. He smiled, putting the cigarette out in the ash tray on his bedside table and laying you down in his bed.

“You can sleep, tomorrow we’ll talk about this okay?” His voice was softer than you’d ever heard before and you couldn’t help but smile, in pure bliss from the sound of his voice alone. It wasn’t long until you’d slipped into a sleep that had you dreaming about him.

---

Jeno came home late last night, but he was up by 10am, making toast in the kitchen and minding his own business when he heard one of the bedroom doors close behind you. He glanced behind him and saw Haechan leaving his room. The two of them locked eyes for a moment, them both giving each other a curt nod before Haechan disappeared out of the apartment. He decided to sit in the living room to relax as he ate his toast, his feet up on the coffee table as he slumped into the comfortable cushions. He had the tv volume down low, not wanting it to disturb the beautiful silence of the house. He put his plate on the table and let out a long sigh, his head resting on the back of the sofa as he smiled softly. His head shot up fast when he heard quiet sounds that sounded odd to him. It sounded like someone was coughing, but something was in the way of them coughing properly. His eyes widened when he realised it was the sound of someone choking. He jumped up, racing to where the sound was and furrowed his eyebrows when he found himself stood in front of Haechan’s door. He pushed the door open, expecting to see some random girl in his bed sheets, but his heart fell through the floor when he saw you. Your body was covered in sweat, and your skin had become pale, your lips were blue, and you were clearly choking on your own vomit, still passed out and unable to stop yourself from choking. Jeno was by the bed faster than his legs could carry him. He pulled you into his arms, your body completely floppy as he tried to sit you up.

“(Y/N)!!! Wake up!” He slapped at your back, trying to get you to stop choking. Tears filled his eyes as he put his fingers down your throat, making your gag reflex kick in and successfully riding your throat of the vomit trapped there, not giving a fuck about it going all over the bed. “Fuck.” He whimpered, his heart beating so rapidly he was sure he was about to have a panic attack. “Wake up baby, come on.” He shook your body and when you didn’t respond, he grabbed his phone out of his pocket and called for the emergency services.

It didn’t take them long to arrive, and he silently cried as he watched the paramedics carry you out on a stretcher. He followed them out of the apartment and rode in the ambulance with you. He felt numb, trying to ignore the voice in the back of his head that said this was his fault for breaking up with you and letting Haechan get his hands on you again.

Everything flew by so fast, and Jeno sat in the hospital waiting room with his head in his hands as he waited for news on your condition. It didn’t take being a genius for Jeno to know immediately that you’d overdosed. He called Renjun and told him to call Haechan, because he couldn’t bring himself to talk to the man who’d allowed you to get into this mess. So when he heard Haechan’s voice when he had his head in his hands, he saw red, slowly looking up at the boy with a deadly look in his eyes.

“Jeno what the fuck happened?!” Haechan had a bunch of roses in his hand, a worried look on his face as he approached him. “Is she okay?!” His heart was beating as if he’d just ran a marathon, and his eyes stung from the unshed tears that hid behind them.

“You fucking know what happened you piece of shit.” Jeno growled, taking a deep breath to calm himself down. As much as he wanted to hurl Haechan across the room, he was in a hospital waiting room, and if he wanted to be there for you when you woke up, then he’d have to be on his behaviour. If you woke up.

“No I don’t, is she going to be okay?” He started to pace around in front of Jeno. “Renjun said she’d been taken into hospital, but he didn’t say why.”

“Do you even give a shit about her?” Jeno looked Haechan in the eye, his voice sounding strained from all the crying he’d done earlier.

“Why the fuck would you ask me that? I lo-…” He stopped himself from admitting that he was in love with you, instead gulping and shaking his head. “She means everything to me. When she chose you, my heart broke okay? Happy now?”

“So why the fuck did you give her enough shit to make her overdose?!” Jeno shouted, jumping up from his seat and getting in Haechan’s face. Haechan backed off, shaking his head as his mouth opened and closed, his words stuttering.

“I-I didn’t! We only did some coke Jeno, it was nowhere near enough to do this to her. And it wasn’t a dodgy batch because I did just as much as her and I’m fine!” He put the roses on a chair and ran his hands through his hair as Jeno’s words sunk in. “She overdosed? Fuck.” He whimpered, trailing his hands down to cover his face as he let out a sob. His heart was breaking, he had no idea how this had happened. You were fine when he left this morning, you looked peaceful beside him and when he’d pressed a kiss to your head and he noticed how hot you were, he just assumed it was because the two of you had been cuddling most of the night.

“This is your fault.” Jeno growled, taking a seat again and stewing in his anger.

“I know. It’s killing me Jeno…I’m in fucking love with her.” He crouched down with his head in his hands, sobs ripping from his chest at the thought of losing you. Jeno furrowed his eyebrows and let out a sigh. He stood up again, crouching to Haechan’s level and placing a hand on his shoulder. It killed him that you were in hospital on the brink of death, but it also killed him to see the boy he considered to be a brother cry in front of him. He had never seen Haechan cry before, so he knew that all of his words and feelings were coming straight from his heart.

“Donghyuck…” He spoke quietly, rubbing his back to try and comfort him. The name Donghyuck felt weird as it rolled off of his tongue, not having called him that in years. But it felt natural too.  “Hey stand up.” He pulled Haechan up to his feet and wrapped his arms around him, squeezing him tightly as the boy started to sob into his shoulder. “She’s strong Hyuck, we both know she is.”

“Jeno I’m so sorry.” He whimpered, clinging onto Jeno’s leather jacket as he cried. “I didn’t mean for you to get caught up in this shit, and I’m so sorry you got hurt.” Haechan didn’t have to tell Jeno that he’d seen how destroyed Jeno had been the past few weeks since you both broke up.

“Hyuck it’s okay, you know me, I always survive.” Jeno sighed and rested his head on top of Haechan’s. “I’m sorry for how this affected us, if I knew how you felt about her before I would never have asked her out.”

“You’re still my brother Jeno.” Haechan felt strange as the deep words left his mouth, but he felt good for finally letting it off of his chest.

“I know, we’ll be okay. She will be okay.” He pulled him over and sat him in a chair. The both sat together in silence for the next hour, waiting for any news on your condition.

When a doctor came out and approached Jeno and Haechan they both perked up. She had a kind smile that reminded Haechan of his mother, and he immediately felt a little bit better. She told them that you were in a stable condition, and they’d found traces of heroin in your system. Haechan felt the blood rush from his body, his entire body going cold as he groaned, squeezing his eyes shut. After the doctor told them that they could see you, she left them alone. Jeno turned to Haechan with a disappointed look in his face.

“You gave her heroin?! You know how fucked up that shit is, why the fuck would you do that?”

“I didn’t! I swear I didn’t give her any heroin. I would never give her that, it’s too dangerous.” He shook his head, picking up the bunch of roses and letting out another sigh. “I had some in my bedroom, she must have found it and used it whilst I was asleep.” Jeno nodded, he believed him.

“Go see her, I’m going to go home and shower. Text me when she wakes up.” He turned around to leave but Haechan called out to him.

“Jeno wait!” Without saying anything else, he pulled him into a strong hug, whispering in his ear. “Thank you for saving her.” Jeno shrugged, hugging him back and letting out a soft laugh.

“I’m her angel, it’s my job.”

“Huh?”

“It doesn’t matter.” Jeno smiled sadly, turning and walking out of the hospital.

---

Haechan sat by your bedside for hours, your cold hand encased in both of his own. He laid his head on the bed and watched you for hours, scared that if he looked away you could slip away from him despite having been told that you’re in a stable condition. The sound of your heart monitor was keeping him calm, but if it sped up or slowed down, he’d probably go into cardiac arrest from worry. Some nurses had come into the room, and one of them was even kind enough to get him a coffee and put the roses into a vase for him.

“Haechan?” You whispered out after opening your eyes and seeing him with his eyes shut, his head resting on the bed. His eyes darted open immediately and he sat up, his eyes bloodshot and his nose sniffling from his previous crying.

“Baby girl.” He stood up, leaning over you to press a kiss to your head.

“I’m sorry.” Your voice was hoarse from being unconscious for so long, also from the damage the choking had done to your throat.

“Don’t apologise, as long as you are living and breathing then everything is fine.” He sat on the edge of your bed and took both of your hands in his own, looking down at them with a sad look on his face. “Never do heroin again. I beg you.”

“It was the first time I’d ever done it; I didn’t know how much I was using.”

“I thought I was going to lose you without telling you.” He sniffed again, his eyes filling with tears as he looked into your eyes.

“Without telling me what?” You heard your heart rate speed up on the monitor and felt embarrassed by it for a second, before you were too distracted by Haechan’s next words.

“Without telling you that I’m head over heels in love with you.” You felt as if all your Christmases and birthdays had come at once. This is the moment you’d been waiting so long for and you never actually thought it would happen. Who knew it would take nearly dying for him to come to his senses and declare his love for you.

“Haechan...”

“Call me Hyuck.” He smiled, lifting your hands in his own and kissing your knuckles softly. Your smile grew and you found yourself blushing. You winced as your body was hurting, it felt like your head had been bashed against a brick wall and you felt nauseas.

“You okay baby?” He furrowed his eyebrows in worry.

“Well you know, did just overdose Hyuck.” He rolled his eyes at your sarcasm, but he was happy that he was finally seeing the girl that he met all those months ago. The girl who was sassy and didn’t have a problem speaking up for herself. He let out a gentle sigh and cleared his throat.

“I just want to clear some things up with you. As you know, this whole situation between me, you, and Jeno, is a complete shit show. And I’m not going to pretend that it didn’t crush me when you picked him over me. But I can understand why. He treated you like a princess, and I was treating you like a disposable cum wipe,” You grimaced at his analogy. “Maybe if I’d acted like an adult and had actually admitted my feelings to you, then things would have panned out differently. But I can’t change the past, and from this moment on, I promise to never hurt you. And I will love you until my final breath.” His cheeks went red as he spoke, clearly not used to showing his emotions to anyone.

“Hyuck, why were you hiding your feelings from me?” You could see his mouth open and close as if he was debating telling you or not, but he breathed out and smiled sadly.

“I didn’t want to jump in with two feet and get into a relationship with you when I wasn’t sure if I wanted a relationship. I didn’t want to cheat on you and break your heart…when I was seventeen, I walked in on my father cheating on my mother, and it changed the way I look at relationships. I haven’t spoken to my father in a long time, but I speak to my mother a lot, and I don’t think she knows about my father’s infidelity, if she did it would crush her. And I never want that to happen to any of my relationships. I should have told you before but…we never really talked about many personal things.” Your heart softened as he opened up to you. You squeezed his hand and gave him a small smile.

“I trust you Donghyuck. But if you cheat on me, I will cut off your penis.” He burst out laughing at your threat, nodding his head in agreement.

“I give you permission to.” Your eyes were almost twinkling in delight as you looked at you the man you loved, his smile enough to brighten the whole room. What was best was he looked at you with the same twinkle in his eye.

---

As you sat opposite Donghyuck in the booth you couldn’t help but smile at him. The restaurant wasn’t particularly busy, so you didn’t have to talk loudly just to hear each other. When he caught you staring at him, he gave you an open-mouthed smile, his cheeks starting to tinge pink as he blushed.

“Why are you staring at me?” He took a sip of his drink as you kept his eyes on you.

“You’re sort of beautiful.” You smiled, leaning your chin on the palm of your hand as you watched his adams apple bob when he swallowed.

“…did you just quote twilight to me?” He raised an eyebrow, but your mouth just dropped open in shocked.

“You’ve seen twilight?!”

“It’s actually in new moon but whatever.”

“Lee Donghyuck you little nerd!” You giggled causing his face to go completely red.

“Hey! Keep your voice down, I have a reputation!” You glanced around at the older couples at the surrounding tables and sniggered in response.

“Yes I bet Mr and Mrs Kang over there buy drugs from you all the time.” You rolled your eyes, motioning with your head to the couple who were clearly in their 70’s at the table beside your own.

“You never know.” He shrugged and pushed his drink towards you. “Try that, you’ll like it.” You picked up his drink and sipped it, furrowing your eyebrows and scoffing.

“It’s just strawberry milkshake?”

“Look I was trying to be a cute boyfriend and share my drink with you okay! Give me points for that babe.” He whined and snatched his drink away from you.

“You’re a great boyfriend.” You whispered, staring at him in awe. It had been 2 months since you’d started officially dating, and you hadn’t touched one drug since that day. You were practically glowing and everyone around you had noticed the difference being in love had on you. Donghyuck was getting used to having you with him all the time, and he loved it. The only regret he has was not locking you down sooner. The first time he’d made love to you was a night you’d never forget. It had unlocked a completely new side of Hyuck to you and if anything you fell into the rabbit hole of love even further. Of course he still fucked you senseless the majority of the time, but afterwards he’d give you the sweetest aftercare, kissing all over your body if he’d marked you at all and snuggling into your breasts. The only thing that sometimes gave you a pang of hurt, was when you’d sometimes catch Jeno staring at the two of you, giving you a long look. He’d just give you a fake smile and turn his head away, ignoring the pain inside of his heart at seeing the woman he loves with the man that she loves. The man she belongs with.

“Oh, I forgot to tell you! Chenle is planning on setting Jeno up on a blind date!” He sounded excited at the thought of his best friend finally getting back into the dating game.

“Oh no…remember what happened last time he was set up on a blind date?” You sounded sceptical, tilting your head and raising an eyebrow.

“No…what happened?”

“He stood my friend up, so I punched him in the face, and he fell in love with me.” You deadpanned, rolling your eyes at your boyfriends’ slack memory.

“Oh shit yeah… I’m sure it will go fine!”

 ---

This is the end to Haechan’s story! I hope you enjoyed it, I know it was a long, angsty ride. Who knew she was going to choose Jeno ;) Please let me know what you think, I’d love to hear your thoughts on this part of the series! Thanks for reading, love you all!

[freakynct]

can i request a drabble for jeno? dressing up in a really slutty outfit and giving birthday jeno the best suck of his life and helping him release all his stress 😍 love your writing btw!!! 💘

you waited patiently sitting on the bed, a baby blue lingerie set with matching stockings and garter belt adorning your body perfectly. jeno had been at the dorms celebrating his birthday with the rest of his members but twenty minutes ago he had texted you saying that he was on its way to your house so you decided to surprise him. you heard the front door opening and your heart started beating fast in your chest at the anticipation. when he opened the bedroom door and saw what was waiting for him, his eyes widened slightly and you could tell how hard he was trying to hold his smirk in.

"happy birthday." you said with a little smile on your face, getting up so he could admire the whole set. 

"you didn't have to, baby." he came closer to you, wrapping his arms around you and you turned him around, pushing him to sit on the bed, a puzzled expression on his face.

"this isn't your only gift." you bit on your bottom lip as you settled on your knees between his legs and you could hear his breathing picking up. you quickly undid the button and zipper on his jeans, pulling them down along with his boxers and you could see how hard he already was, giving him a teasing smirk.

you grabbed the base of his cock and started stroking him slowly, watching as his eyes fluttered shut for a second and a deep sigh left his mouth at the feeling of finally being touched. you stuck your tongue out and licked up his shaft, taking the tip in your mouth and gently sucking at it. his hand came down to grip at your hair as you took more of him inside your mouth and he groaned at the sight of his cock disappearing between your plump lips. you were determined to make him cum and you shoved him down your throat, knowing how much he secretly loved when you did that, his grip tightening in your hair as he involuntarily bucket his hips into your mouth.

"oh my god baby, i love you." he said between moans and that's when you realized how close he actually was. and after sucking him for a little bit longer, you felt his warm cum coating your tongue as he cursed and twitched in your mouth. and maybe it was your doe eyes looking up at him or maybe the lingerie set in his favorite color that you were wearing but jeno never came this fast or this hard and you were proud of yourself because this was probably the best birthday gift he got all day.

[smutbymia]

Hi Mia!!! Can I request Haechan as a “thot” and somehow he ends up finally being able to sleep with his crush who is a virgin? Thank you😂❤️

I mean... hell yes except Haechan isn’t just a fuck boy, he’s also the best friend of your brother Jeno. This doesn’t make him want to fuck you any less, just makes him hesitate for a bit but let’s be real... there’s no way he could ever resist the opportunity to be the first person to corrupt your innocence. Even if he knows your brother is sound asleep in the next room over.

Haechan had seemingly slept his way through a good portion of the freshman class of your college yet it didn’t stop girls from falling at his feet whenever he paid them even the smallest bit of attention. He only slept with each conquest once & some couldn’t handle the heartbreak while others knew exactly what they were signing up for when they spent a night with him.

Most girls would spend their weekends party hopping in hopes of running into him for the once in a lifetime opportunity to fuck him yet here he was at the early hour of 9pm at your front door with your older brother Jeno hunched over his shoulder.

It wasn’t unusual for him to be at your place but usually your brother did his very best to ensure that you never crossed paths, usually inviting his friend in after you had gone to bed or while you were at work.

You stood in front of the door shivering in your white frilly nightgown, suddenly feeling self conscious of its thin material, before speaking. “Wha- what’s going on? Is he okay?” you asked as you stared wide eyed at your brother who seemed to be losing consciousness. You had seen him drunk before but never in this state.

“He broke up with Grace again and I couldn’t get him to slow down with the drinks,” he said as your brother moaned beside him.

“I’ll get him to bed and make sure he’s okay,” said Haechan with Jeno still leaning over his shoulder as he made his way into your home before heading upstairs towards his friends room. “I’ll get him some water,” you offered as you spun on your heels to head to the kitchen.

You filled up two cups for both boys and headed up the stairs. As you rounded the corner at the very top you collided directly into Haechan who had just made his way out of Jenos room. Both cups slipped from your grasp as the contents of one emptied themselves onto your nightgown. The other cup had tumbled to the ground, soaking the floor around you.

In a panic, you stepped back and covered your body but found yourself losing your footing as you slipped in the water around you, nearly tumbling back first in the direction of the stairs. You let out a shriek. In a flash, you were engulfed in a pair of strong arms. Haechan had caught you just in time but now you were pressed against him as you shivered at the sensation of the icy water on your skin.

Apologies spilled from your mouth over and over again. “Oh my godness, I’m so sorry. I got water all over you. I’ll get you a towel and clean this up,” you began. Haechans shirt clung to his toned stomach and water droplets stained the legs of his pants. Your eyes lingered before swallowing and meeting his gaze. “Please, just wait in my room. Don’t stand here in this puddle. You’ll freeze,” you urged. Haechan still hadn’t said anything but ducked away into your room as you ordered.

You cursed under your breath at your clumsiness as you cleaned up the mess on the floor before grabbing a towel and heading into your room to meet Haechan. He had stripped off his shirt and was sitting there in the dark, apart from the moonlight that spilled through your windows.

“H-here you go,” you muttered as you handed him the towel and attempted to avert his gaze. He sat there frozen as his eyes scanned up and down your body, not even reaching out to grab the towel from you. “What’s wrong?” you asked, following his gaze as you looked down at your body. Your white nightgown was now completely transparent. The fabric clung to your breasts as your nipples poked through. The lacy and embarrassingly modest undies you wore were also soaked, not leaving much to the imagination. You may as well have been naked.

The way he looked at you sent shivers down your spine. He sat there with lust filled eyes, parted lips, and a visible lump rising in his pants. He followed your gaze towards his erection and groaned before squeezing his eyes shut. “Sorry...” he muttered. You crossed the room and put the towel on the bed next to him. When he opened his eyes again you were standing directly in front of him facing away.

“Haechan, help me out of this,” you stuttered. He was both flustered and shocked at the proximity of your body. “W-what?” he asked.

“Please. I’m freezing. Help me take it off,” you stammered with a little more confidence in your voice this time. “Y/N, I don’t know if it’s a good idea to-” he began before you cut him off.

“Haechannie,” you cooed. You felt him suck in a quick breath as the pet name slipped from your lips. “You’ve already seen everything. I’m ashamed so please just help me get this off so I can change,” you said in a shaky voice.

He rose up off of the bed behind you and you felt his hands meet your skin. He started by undoing each of the buttons that ran down your spine. “How could you ever be ashamed of a body like this,” he asked you as he slipped the straps over your shoulders, letting it fall to the ground. “It’s just not... sexy,” you answered.

“I mean, you saw for yourself...” he trailed off. “Saw what?” you asked as you stepped out of the dress, leaving yourself topless and covering your chest.

“Not to be vulgar but my dick is super hard right now which is why I should probably get going,” he said as he turned away from you to give you privacy. He was patting himself down with the towel now. You blushed at his confession and felt that familiar feeling of arousal course through your center. You squeezed your thighs together as you gripped your chest a little harder, savouring the feeling without Haechan noticing. “C-can you show me?” you asked. He immediately froze again.

“Y/N — I know you’re a virgin. Your brother reminds me almost every day. You don’t want your first time to be with a guy like me,” he said as his voice turned somber at the ending of his sentence. You were sure that your entire face had gone red by now.

“I don’t want to be a virgin anymore. I was going to get it over with soon anyway. Please Haechannie,” you nearly begged. “I know you’ll take good care of me like you’ve done tonight,” you cooed as you stepped towards him, wrapping your arms around him from behind. You pressed your body to his and leaned your head against his back. His breath hitched as you lowered your hands towards the waistband of his jeans fiddling with the zipper. Soon his erection sprang free as you reached down to palm him through his boxers. He let out a moan, being more vocal than you expected.

“Are you sure you’ve never done this before?” he asked. “Am I- am I doing a good job?” You asked him. “Yes, baby girl you are,” he said in a near whisper. Your heart skipped a beat at the nickname. Soon enough he had layed you down gently on the bed, separating your legs as he sat between them. He hovered over your body to capture your mouth in a kiss. He gave you soft wet pecks before slipping his tongue into your mouth and deepening the kiss. He alternated between trailing licks and kisses along your jaw and down your neck until he reached your chest. Your body tensed up.

“I’m going to take care of you. You don’t have to worry. I’ll make you feel good okay?” he said, locking his gaze with yours. You nodded and he landed another soft peck on your lips in response before moving back down to your chest where he captured a nipple between his lips slowly circling it with his tongue and sucking on the delicate flesh. Your body arched up up off the bed in response to the intense feeling you had never encountered before and you let out a loud moan. Haechans hand flew to cover your mouth.

“Keep quiet for me, baby. Your brother will kill us both if he wakes up,” he reminded you. He kept his hand over your mouth as he worked at the other nipple, letting you moan against his palm — drowning out the noise. As he trailed lower down your body, leaving kisses down your stomach, he paused at your underwear, tracing the frills with his fingers.

“These make you look so sweet and innocent, but you’re a dirty girl aren’t you?” he asked as he planted a kiss over your clit through the fabric. You let out a soft gasp before he pressed his thumb to you, drawing circles around your bud. You whimpered under his touch as he watched you intently, savouring the sight of his best friends innocent sister coming undone in front of him. “Pretty girl...” he cooed as the pleasure continue to build in your pelvis. Soon you were writhing under his touch before he stopped to strip you of the undies, ducking his head between your legs.

You moaned loudly again, ignoring his orders from earlier as he licked up and down your slit allowing his tongue to explore every fold and inch of your pussy. He sucked your clit into his mouth as you approached your first ever orgasm. “Oh- oh my goodness Haechan,” you stammered as your hands flew into his hair. “What-what is this feeling?” you asked. He released your swollen clit from his mouth to continue drawing circles around it and leaning in to kiss you. “You taste so sweet,” he said as he licked at the juices you left on his lips. His speed increased as he rubbed vigorously at your clit. He covered his mouth with yours as shockwaves rippled through your body sending you over the edge. You moaned into his mouth as you reached your orgasm, collapsing into the bed.

���Good girl,” he said, planting kisses across your face as you panted underneath him trying to catch your breath. “You did so well,” he cooed as he rubbed against your cheek, zipping his pants back up.

“Wait, you still haven’t fucked me yet,” you said, voice dripping with honey as you pouted up at him. “You promised,” you pleaded. Haechan groaned as he leaned back down to kiss you, pushing his tongue into your mouth.

“You’re going to be the death of me. I’m trying to be good here but you’re really making it hard for me,” he said in between kisses. You reached down to unzip has jeans as you gripped him through his boxers, jerking him slowly. He whimpered under your touch as curses spilled from his mouth.

“I want to feel you inside of me,” you cooed. It was all it took for him to stand up off the bed and strip down completely. He grabbed a condom from the pocket of his jeans and rolled it onto his erection before positioning himself back between your legs. He held himself firmly in his hands as you watched him jerk himself off a few times in amazement. He watched your face as you gazed down at his hands pumping over his cock, biting down on his lip. He tapped the tip over your clit before rubbing it in slow circles and slipping a finger inside of you to prep you. Within minutes you were dripping wet and ready for him.

“Are you going to take my whole dick like a good girl?” he asked you as he lifted your legs up, bending you at the knee as he positioned himself at your entrance. You bit your lip before nodding and responding with an enthusiastic “of course!”. He smiled down at you as he slowly inserted himself into your hole inch by inch. The discomfort was bareable as you focused on the pleasure.

“Shit you’re so tight,” he groaned as he stopped to regain his composure. You watched as sweat trickled down his chest as he finally got his entire length into you. He gazed down at you and planted a kiss on your lips before he began thrusting in and out. Your moans filled the room as he slowly fucked you senseless. He maintained the pace for what felt like an eternity, not wanting to rush either of you over the edge and slowly building up your orgasms. When either of you got too worked up he slowed his pace again. Soon you were both writhing in ecstasy desperate to cum. He palmed your breasts in his hands as you shut your eyes, head in the pillows, nearly motionless, whimpering as he buried himself into you over and over again. Your body shuddered as your orgasm reached you. Your insides pulsated over Haechans cock, milking it. He groaned as his thrusts became more frantic. “Ah, you’re so tight for me... going to cum,” he said as your name spilled from his lips over and over again. You felt his warmth spill into the condom before he removed himself from you and tied it up to discard later.

Soon, he was laying on your bed as you tucked yourself into his chest drawing circles over his skin as he played with your hair, every now and then, lifting your head to plant kisses all over your face. “Yeah, your brother is definitely going to kill me. It’ll be worth it though.”