#both of which obviously made her invaluable to me as an asexual person when i was still in a relationship with an alcoholic
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hard to explain how therapy makes me feel these days
#it's like#things in my life are generally pretty good#and that is due in HUGE part to therapy and my therapist who i've been seeing since 2018#but BECAUSE things in my life are generally pretty good i'm having an increasingly hard time coming up with like#things i want to talk about#i try to share my successes when i can and like times i've used what i've learned from her to get through certain situations#& i discovered a while back that there's only so much she can say abt the more consistent issues i'm having (the loneliness etc)#like there's not much more she can recommend about that than what she has already which is just. getting out more lmao.#and i am trying to do that#i think the issue is maybe that she specializes in queer sexuality & has extensive history (both personal and professional)#in dealing with loved ones with alcoholism#both of which obviously made her invaluable to me as an asexual person when i was still in a relationship with an alcoholic#but now it's like. i finally think i understand my sexuality as much as i can at least at this point in my life#i am (thank god) no longer in a relationship with an alcoholic#& idk it kind of feels like until such time that i get into another committed relationship (which like. may never even happen lol)#we just simply don't have much to talk about#which is a shame bc i love my therapist#but i'm also kind of like. is this worth $220 a month. u kno.#idk
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