#both cas and rowena turning away and then turning back to reveal their self-sacrificing plan they have in their back pocket. oughh

[angelsdean]

she's so pretty

[angelsdean]

ok so i just realized while editing some samwena shots in 15x03 the physical parallels in the blocking between the samwena "it has to be you that kills me" scene and the confession. like both rowena and cas turn away and then turn back to reveal their hail mary self-sacrificing plan that will save the day. and then the tearful close-ups. both sam and dean in disbelief, asking rowena and cas respectively not to do this. rowena and cas both reaching out, putting a hand on their partner. (the way i knowwww destiel were meant to be shown as standing closer but they obscured that in post-production with the zoomed in shots) (cut destiel hug i mean paralleled with samwena hug, i mean what who said that) and thennnnn. "it has to be you that kills me" and just.......thinking abt how it's cas's love for dean that "kills" cas in the sense that the confession triggers his empty deal. dean, sitting there on the dungeon floor sobbing for hours, processing, and coming to the conclusion in his mind that this is somehow his fault. he killed cas. both brothers being the "reason" for their partner's death. aughhhhh. when the samwena destiel parallel feels HIT