#booooooo I know my pussy took over my brain I

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Bro I was so upset because I liked him. like. Fuck that was so quick and the more I think about it, the more I realize just how bad I am at just ignoring red flags. I'm getting better at some, but I'm just not aware of when someone is not for me until it's super late and like, I'm not pragmatic and it shows and I need to stop doing this to myself but I... I want someone to talk and hang out with like... in a romantic way... :c I'm sorry, I really am, I don't know why it's so important for me to LOVE (romantically) :C

I'm gonna have to tell my ONE friend about this and it's just gonna be like "I was lame but I had fun so I was ok after I cried and watched law and order but I'm fully aware I used that man to get over my mom visiting but then I really liked him way too fast because he was so sweet and nice and honest and he BROKE UP with me before there was even a relationship because I'm so obvious and straightforward and honest that I freak dudes out. EVEN the clingy ones that talk too much and don't even know what they want at the age of 35 and will gladly fucking chase women who abuse himmmmm and still wants a chillldd.d.....d.d. and talked about his terrible abuse as a fucking child like that means he's gonna be a great parent like what in the actual fuckkkk he was just tooooo fucking cute omg."

So yeah, I'm bad at picking men lol and I think I need to stop but I know I'm just gonna do this weird running around and not getting knocked up or wed and enjoying my solitude but not getting so caught up. I need to stop getting caught up omg.