#books work in a stronger way they reshape my atoms into smth that can climb out of the hole BUT sometimes they require more starting energy | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

willowfey · 1 year ago

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i know there’s more to life but i also know that when im in a depressive hole and nothing is sparking joy, if i can manage to read fic, a rly good kiss scene will make me want to go make breakfast. like maybe i can’t make my own emotions rn but store bought works just as well (all lowercase titled 30k ao3 pining)

#like genuinely seriously reading is the only thing that can save me no matter what #books work in a stronger way they reshape my atoms into smth that can climb out of the hole BUT sometimes they require more starting energy #fics don’t require anything of me so they’re easier energy boosts #and then when the gears have started turning and the light turns back on. i am able to write #and writing is like. the thing that i hold onto when i’m Out of the hole so i don’t fall back in

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