#bo.jack is always so serious. i stg i never know if its gonna be a lighthearted response or not smtimes GJEHXHSH

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how do you show each other that you trust one another? with Bojack?

That's. Not really easy to answer?

Okay trust between us is...hard. it's been broken too many times to count [on both ends] so it's...not really easy to identify the little things when sometimes all we do pt pay attention to the big ways we're ruining eachother lives so...

It depends? Because usually it starts after we get into really big fights [and then we do our song and dance and everything is ok again] but...yeah. it depends. It could be just having a little jam session [honesty talks over pizza. We take turns telling the other a secret we haven't told yet, usually when we have fights about the other lying. The fights don't last long]

Or...trips. [never hurts to leave the state, though that's usually Bojack's idea of patching up something He did, especially if it was super serious. Sometimes we don't even have a fight and it's an early apology, they don't happen enough for me to recognize. But the trust comes from spending time alone with each other for awhile]

That's him though isn't it? I've had a habit of trying to patch it up slower, give space, come back, olive branch? Spend time together. I never really know what trust feels like with him. We really don't trust each other that much- I mean not as much as we did when we were younger. It's hard, too much has happened.