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❝ don’t you love me anymore ? ❞ ( for eric & kc , uwu )

a list of don’t sentence starters : ❝ don’t you love me anymore? ❞   

   anymore? bold of you to assume i ever did—he can’t help but think. eric’s thoughts are poisonous. everything he holds back from saying to the other demigods face, he thinks and feels. it’s the only freedom he has in a situation like this. purposefully, he waits to speak, waits to react. one of his brows rises in confusion. “hm?” he hums out, eyes scanning kc ever so slowly. eric notices how crumpled up kc’s forehead was; was he worried? interesting. “now.. why would you say that?” his hand moves to reach for kc’s face, to gently caress his cheek. the action sends repulsion to the pit of his stomach. “i didn’t mean to take so long to respond to you.. you know i forget to look at my phone sometimes.” the words that slip out of his mouth are dipped in honey. they are soft. his voice is low due to how close kc was to him—he hates it. hates how he needs to use physical affection to convince kc of this mere persona eric created. and yet, against eric’s preferences, his voice sells it out. he meets weariness with quiet confidence. 

   “were you concerned?” it is almost too easy to divert kc’s attention to himself rather than to eric. the demigod knew why he needed kc and the goal stayed on his mind like the lingering promise of a prize. “come on. let’s go to the lake.” he doesn’t bother waiting for kc’s words and instead allows his hand to reach to his and pull him forward. to the naked eye, the two looked like a bit of an item. making others believe they were dating had never been part of the deal or the mission, but it couldn’t help. surely, it would steer away from any speculation of eric’s intention being more. although the son of hecate had a reputation of being dafter than what he actually was. “next time i’ll pay attention to my phone, yeah?” his eyes lingered on the different nymphs around the trees before the set on the path before them. it was almost too easy to gain a reaction from the other. 

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# ( i think . u know whose this is , )

SEND ME A # FOR THE VOICEMAIL MINE LEAVES YOURS A FEW DAYS AFTER THE SPLIT.

her feet continue to pace as she clings onto her phone. the mere fact that her hands shake slightly with anticipation drives her insane. she knew dorian, maybe she knew him too well. and part of her was terrified of his reaction if he picks the phone up. four days had passed after their break up. she didn’t want to think about their last conversation. whenever she thought about it, she remembered her tears and his reaction. yazmin could see the way his brows furrowed, the way his eyes grew wide and then dropped in an instant. it was her fault. it was all her fault. guilt blinded her over the last couple of days and no amount of video games served as a distraction from her tears. 

breaking up with him had been the hardest thing yazmin had done. she missed him and felt like a small piece of herself was gone. was it possible to break your own heart? the hacker tried to explain herself, to stand her ground—she did what she had to, all in concern for his mental health. she could not be his girlfriend if she was an obstacle for his well-being. while she was selfish, she was not that selfish. of course, she also denied the fear that their relationship rose in her. but the hacker merely kept that fear hidden away, locked in a room of her brain never to be opened. 

he didn’t answer. the idiot didn’t answer and instead, she was sent to voicemail. frustration rose up but she swallowed it whole. she would not make this any more difficult than it already was. “hi dorian. it’s um, it’s yazmin. i just wanted to check in and see how you’re doing. i feel like.. a lot was left unanswered and um, i just. i don’t want you to get the wrong idea. i..” her voice trailed off. tears began to spill and drop to her cheeks. she ached to simply say i miss your voice but knew that would only hurt more. “i don’t know if this helps or makes it more difficult. but. i love you. a lot. and, fucking hell.” why was this so hard? she had imagined how this would go like. in fact she prepared for so many scenarios, even if his mother —elizabeth— answered the phone instead of him. 

no amount of practice could prepare her for this. “don’t blame yourself, okay? i, it’s my fault you know? and it’s my decision. you deserve better. i want you to focus on yourself and your health, okay? make sure to be aware of your patterns and habits.” she was nagging, even after their break-up she nagged him. self-hatred overcame her and she nearly choked up on her words. “i hope that in the future. you can forgive me for always arguing with you. thinking about it, it was selfish of me to simply just. to just stand in the way of our relationship. i didn’t mean to ruin what we had. i think i just don’t really know how to be a good girlfriend.” it had been hard to distinguish what needed to change from their friendship of sorts when they decided to date. 

was it healthy that they argued about everything? was it healthy that she found any excuse to against his words? such question haunted her and had lead to her breaking up with him. she was consumed by fear. “i hope.. that in the future we can be friends again. i would like to—” selfish, yazmin, why are you being so selfish? “— be friends. my dad thinks it’s dumb for me to have that hope but well, i.. i just want to hold on to that for now. um, i’ll hang up now before this cuts off. be safe, dorian.” i love you taints her mouth and leaves a bittersweet taste on it. yazmin doesn’t say it, instead she hangs up and puts her phone down.

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@bluesrgcnts sent: 📱 + mainik / eric&kc 

SEND 📱 TO FIND OUT ABOUT MY MUSE’S PHONE. 

w/ MAINIK

What ringtone my muse has set for yours: Hang on to your uwus for this one. I think her ringtone for Nik changes… not constantly but as their relationship grows and changes. Her autonomic ringtone for everyone is definitely the Pokemon theme song. During their time as friends, I can definitely see her having Total Eclipse of the Heart because she really loves the song? Probably sings it too often, #prayfornik’sears. And later she changes it to Something About The Way You Look Tonight; and her final ringtone for him is definitely Can’t Help Falling In Love. Oh, did I mention that all of her ringtones for him are the violin version of the original song? Because that’s canon. 

What contact photo my muse has set for yours: Full disclaimer, Mai changes Nik’s contact photo SO often, it’s ridiculous. 

What my muse thinks of the way yours texts: Mailan.. finds it amusing that Nikita texts almost the same way he speaks? She could hear him saying what he sends her and it’s funny yet intimidating at times? Especially considering the way she texts? She sends so many emojis and a sentence at a time whereas I can see Nik sending her one block or line as a response and that’s it? No emojis or uwus or any of that sort of thing. And while at times Mai thinks it sucks, since she has NO idea how to take some things he says, she also loves it. The way he texts is just so him she couldn’t imagine it any other way? Because of how stoic-y he texts, Mai usually asks him questions such as “what do you mean by that?” and such. She feels bad doing so and sometimes avoids asking questions but other times she’s too scared of the meaning of what he says to keep quiet. That being said, I feel like she just grows used to it? To his stoic responses and such? I feel like at one point in their relationship, she no longer needs to ask questions and just feels much more calmer in regards to understanding him and such. Growth™️, I guess. 

How quickly my muse responds to your texts: Is it a surprise to anyone that she responds to him almost immediately? The minute she gets a notification and sees the bunny emoji, she’s unlocking her phone to answer him. Mailan often waits for his response in suspense or simply out of excitement. The only time she doesn't reply to him immediately is if she’s actually busy, think of work, schoolwork, showers, cooking, gardening, and sleep. And even so, there’s been instances were the notification from his text wakes her up and she responds and falls back to sleep (I can’t guarantee that those messages make any sense, some may have been in Vietnamese).

How often our muses text: Often, like I’d say daily. Mai definitely enjoys texting him every day, I can see her sending him good morning and goodnight texts every day without missing a beat. Even if he doesn’t reply to her, she still sends him so many messages? It’s almost a monologue and I’m embarrassed. But she means well with her texts and I’m sure Nik gets used to getting spam almost every day. 

How often our muses call: Depends? I’d say that if they are close to each other, think of school, camp, or wherever—I don’t know what other universes they may meet on, but if they are close and can see each other often or almost every day then the phone calls rarely happen. However, if they are in their perspective homes? The phone calls happen weekly if not more often. I’d like to think Nik is a busy boy considering his career of choice, so that’s why I don’t say daily.. Although if it were up to Mai’s clingy self.. that’s how it would be. But yeah, they probably schedule calls to have weekly. It’s funny to think of these fools as organized but again, Nik is a busy boy. And I’d imagine that when Mai is on break or home she’s doing a million things at once? Getting transfiguration classes plus violin classes. I somehow feel like she would also help her mother with her job? 

Does my muse purposefully miss calls from yours: Knowing Mai, no. She doesn’t have it in her to purposefully miss his calls UNLESS they’ve had a misunderstanding or she’s crying over something. I think Mai purposefully not answering his calls is so RARE, like.. I would be shocked when it happens. But I can imagine them having disagreements and she just kind of needs time? So she doesn’t answer his phone call—sometimes she lets him know, like “hey, I don’t think we should talk right now. Can you give me an hour or so?” Once they become.. a couple and have a some bumpy ass experiences she becomes so much more vocal about when she doesn’t understand what he means, or whether she does or doesn’t stand with it, etc? But them as friends? Mai just doesn’t answer his calls and then gives such a Lame excuse about it? Think of “sorry I was feeding my cat” even though Nik called her like five hours ago.. Additionally, Mai would purposefully miss his calls if she’s having a hard time and is crying, she sometimes texts him saying she’s struggling or other times she doesn’t.

Last text(s) sent from my muse to yours:

( ✉️ – con thỏ tai to ) that moment when your day is completely ruined!! ( ✉️ – con thỏ tai to ) i was just about to eat my breakfast right?? as i do everyday ( ✉️ – con thỏ tai to ) and when i go to get peach juice?? there is none left?? like WHO TOUCHED MY PEACH JUICE ( ✉️ – con thỏ tai to ) ..no one did. i had the last of it yesterday, i’m so upset.. it’s not a complete breakfast without peach juice  ( ✉️ – con thỏ tai to ) anyways, i hope your morning is going better… morning or day.. or night. what are time zones drafted! ( ✉️ – con thỏ tai to ) i miss you so much

w/ ERIC & KC

What ringtone my muse has set for yours: I’m so sorry to disappoint everyone but Eric doesn’t bother with ringtones? Like at all. This boy lets his ringtone be the basic af iPhone ringtone.. He doesn’t even change them to the other options it’s the one the phone comes with. 

What contact photo my muse has set for yours: You best believe KC took this photo and added it himself.. because otherwise, he would have no contact picture. Eric doesn’t bother with that either. This demon doesn’t bother with ANYTHING and I hate him for it. 

What my muse thinks of the way yours texts: Eric.. has seen people text worse than KC. It’s not that KC texts in a weird way.. it’s just A Lot™️ for Eric? Like he can just cringe at what KC sends him? I don’t know why but I feel like KC is an uwu sort of guy so he would use that and lots of periods or commas, maybe even a lot of line breaks? So that and the memes? And keysmaches? It just feels like a lot to Eric but he can.. see KC’s personality come through? He doesn’t know whether he hates it or is amused by it. Maybe he simultaneously hates it and finds it amusing. (The only bright side of KC texting habits is that it keeps Eric up to date with the memes). 

How quickly my muse responds to your texts: This dumb demon child takes his TIME getting back to KC! Unless it’s about business or it’s leading up to it in which he would reply sooner.. He still doesn’t reply instantly. At the beginning of Eric trying to charm KC, he definitely took a specific amount of time before replying to KC, like yes this demon calculated it. He wanted KC to wait, learn to at least. His goal? For KC to anticipate his response. To see whether KC would send more text messages instead of waiting. But Eric can take days or weeks to get back to KC.. good thing they live in Camp so they can at least see each other and talk then.. yikes. 

How often our muses text: As said previously, Eric is a slow ass texter but they probably have.. somewhat decent conversations. I’d imagine Eric would also text KC, it can’t all be one-sided because it might discourage him and Eric needs KC to still cave into his dumb demonic methods and ways. 

How often our muses call: Not.. that.. often? I feel like there’s different answers to this. When Eric’s manipulation was at its Peak™️ they probably had phone calls often, usually during the night. I can imagine Eric playing Fortnite (because.. he would) and having an hour conversation with KC, leading him on. He probably grows quiet when the match gets hard but.. I kind of works on his favor? You know that whole “let’s fall asleep on the phone” thing? Eric accomplishes it accidentally because he gets quiet id he’s really focused and KC eventually falls asleep. But after Eric calls them off? It’s just.. not a Thing anymore? KC can still call him.. but Eric doesn’t make the effort to have an hour conversation with KC. I imagine Eric and his dumb self calls KC when he’s highly intoxicated though, so good luck with that. 

Does my muse purposefully miss calls from yours: Yes, all the time. Though Eric sometimes doesn’t pay attention to his phone? He’s the type to not charge his phone for days because socializing is too much and seeing so many idiots face to face daily is Bad Enough for him. But Eric.. purposefully misses everyone’s calls, he can’t be bothered. If KC is insistent enough he’ll answer I guess or send one of those automatic(?) messages like “I’m busy, call later.” 

Last text sent from my muse to yours: 

( ✉️ – kc ) if you’re awake you should meet me near the entrance of camp in 5. i’m going to get legit chinese food from the city.

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the first picture is me getting worked up because someone is being sus and getting away with it (or trying to play the leader and not answering questions themselves, i see u and ur strats). the second is me being in full grizzly bear mode. and the third is me playing innocent even though i am not.

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8 PEOPLE I’D LIKE TO KNOW BETTER.

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one / name / alias. shannae, but i usually go by ‘ nae ’ ! two /  birthday. september 22nd. three / zodiac sign.  virgo thru & thru four /  height. 5′5 APPARENTLY  five  /  hobbies. writing/creating new characters?? knitting, sewing & creating dreamcatchers like the #Grandma i am ! obsessing over names & their meanings, photography, gardening, being a couch potato & obsessing over movies/tv shows :’)  six /  favourite colors.  orange & green ! seven / favourite books.  i haven’t read a book in AWHILE but off the top of my head: six of crows by leigh bargudo, a song of ice and fire by george. r martin, water for elephants by sara gruen, the vampire academy/bloodlines series by richelle mead, sweet evil trilogy by wendy higgins, &  the elemental series by brigid kemmerer !  eight  /  last song listened to.  3 nights by dominic fike. nine  /  last film watched. i think it was the patriot?? i can’t remember adzjfsaho i’ve been binge watching the vikings for the past mONTH  ten  /  inspiration for muse. usually it’s reading books ! if i really get into a book, and the author is really good, my muse sky rockets tbh. it really pushes me to write something, and to write better. also characters from films or television shows usually help me with muse for actual characters?? seeing a personality trait or quirk that i find interesting & attempting to twist it into something of my own?? pinterest is also a Big inspiration for my muse too tho and it helps me flesh out my ideas. follow ME !   eleven  / dream job.  a criminal analyst or a criminal psychologist ! my dream job WOULD have been to be a writer, but lmao lets be real  ,  ,  , am i ever going to finish writing a book :/ twelve  / meaning behind your url. still not over glenn dying from twd  &  steven yeun is ?? an angel ??

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3, 4, 5 !

ASK THE MUN MEME . 

3.  a fc you wish had more resources ?

oooo i’m sure there are PLENTY of fcs lacking resources  ,  especially poc  ,  but  honestly none are coming to mind rn ?  brain off  ,  thoughts EMPTY . 

4.  favorite connection type ? ( i.e enemies, exes, fwbs, childhood best friends, etc. )

i LOVE !!!! sweet platonic plots sm  -  annie  (  @bluesrgcnts​ !  )  gave me two of the CUTEST brotps that are so ... wholesome  ... and amazing  &  ever since i rlly can’t get enough of ‘em   -  childhood friends ?? best friends ?? platonic pals ?? ride or die ?? i also rlly love plots between m/f that are strictly platonic bc !! not all plots between m/f HAVE to be romantic ones !! and there is so much potential for m/f brotps but i always feel like i gotta’ pull teeth to GET IT dfdsghjdfjhgj   (  again .. annie gave me such a Dumb brotp like this w/ briar  &  harley  and i think abt them EVERY DAY .  )  

5.  least favorite connection type ? ( i.e enemies, exes, fwbs, childhood best friends, etc. )

i don’t rlly ... have a connection type that i dislike ?? i’ve had some Good experiences with most  &  the rest i have never rlly ?? had the chance to rp ?? but i’m gonna’ say enemies just BC i haven’t had one in Awhile  &  the last one i kinda had was with aubrie  (  @sadcupids !  )  between briar  &  alec  back in 2016 ?? i think enemies plots are kinda .. Awkward to plot out at times  ,  and i also .. Hate writing mean dialogue w/ certain muses of mine because i always feel like i’m overstepping sdfjdfgkjddfg  not saying i WOULDN’T rp an enemies plot tho ....