#bloodycore

[hekkoto]

what you did to my friend Lacey heya darklings <3 I plan to have super productive day today and I have so many ideas <3 hopefully it wont be super hot all day haha I plan to have few days of working a lot to catch up on stuff ;D why I am soooo slooooooow But hopefully I will be able to do quite a lot, honestly Im so excited ;D I plan few new things which you might like <3 wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate <3

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Dismemberment

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2MExKCE

by bloodycore

Shuichi gets his grubby little baby dumb hands on Kokichi who just has bad luck basically

Vent time

Words: 827, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Danganronpa, DRV3

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con

Categories: M/M

Characters: Pregame Shuichi - Character, Pregame Kokichi - Character, Kokichi Ouma, Kokichi Oma, Kokichi, Shuichi Saihara, Shuichi - Character, Momota Kaito, pregame kaito, Akamatsu Kaede, pregame kaede, hajime hinata, Komaeda Nagito

Relationships: saiouma - Relationship, Oma Kokichi/Saihara Shuichi, pregame Kokichi/pregame shuichi

Additional Tags: RAPE/NONCON MENTION, selfharm, Gore, Kidnapping, Bullying, noncon kissing, Forced Kiss

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2MExKCE

[hekkoto]

Who I killed now? Leave comment, best answer wins something >XD (( _ _ ))..zzzZZ ← me lately >XD I again slept for super long haha but Im full of energy and super motivated to do stuff now ^^ I have quite a lot to do, I gonna clean flat a bit and work on traditional originals for my Patrons and comms, later if I have time I have some other things to do but you will see soon ;3 Im glad cause things are slowly getting better. Im kinda mess when it comes to substance abuse but welp, step by step and hopefully I will sort things out <3 To be honest lately I struggle a lot with doing stuff. But I found way to work around this! I just list down all the steps and when I do something I tell myself I just need to do one step! Also after doing this I often go to another task and then go back to it. Maybe its slow but at least I actually work on stuff :D idk why but Im just scared of starting or doing stuff lately. Its very frustrating :/ all I can do is watching lets plays from The Binding of Issac: Repentance cause its my comfort game, it really allows me to calm my mind wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate <3

[hekkoto]

Stabby stab, waiting to be slaughtered by my own mind I was on cementary + lil meeting with my family on All Saints day :> It was really cool, Im super happy cause one of my goals is having better relationships with my family cause they are great people and I always enjoyed spending time with them <3 At some point I got quite badly overstimulated but I was able to stand it quite good ;p I gonna play The Sims 4 quite a lot in next days as Im going to record some videos for my Polish channel ;D I have a lot of ideas but I also want get to know TS4 better as its one I played the least ;p It will be also first time when I will have legacy gameplay >XD cause before I tried it few times but I always quit after having children hahaha >XDDDD I will be honest, I was always finding family gameplay super boring cause my fav way to play was single sim doing all the stuff possible at their own. It might be related to me not needing too much human interaction orrrrr my dislike to concept of 'family' cause of my shitty childhood. But now I wanna try it, with just a bit different mindset ^^ Also Im making steady progress with catching up with stuff ^^ And I guess Im slowly moving towards living my dream life, Im working on few mindset things rn and trying change way how I live and so far I see progress and its way nicer than my miserable life before ;D I look with hope towards better future <3 wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate <3

[hekkoto]

Yeah, I worked on some cool commissions ^^ enjoy 1st one, those pwetty scalpels~ This is one of comms I made for Thorhalla ^^ I have few new brushes I fell in love with x3 random thingy, I have another word on my list of cool words – hull. Am I playing a lot of Subnautica lately? Perhaps >:} Also my hubby said I like Cyclop so much cause it sounds like Decepticon >XD I mean, I get same vibe I was getting from my fav Transformers. Am I constantly falling in love with robots and machines??? yep ;p like bro, my first love was Starscream from Transformers Energon >XD Im going to use OST from Subnautica – Abandon ship as my new alarm ^^ Tho I gonna use version which also have siren and Cyclop's voicelines. Cause now Im using song Fiendish Foe from Fiend Folio mod to The Binding of Isaac: Repentance but I dont feel it so much... its amazing but I guess I need few first seconds to be something cool. If you wanna know, before I used My Innermost Apocalypse from The Binding of Isaac: Wrath of the Lamb [which is song I use for phone calls] and before I had song Return of the Night Creatures by Old Man's Child. Do you need this info? No, but I need to share it ;p I know that probably nobody gives a fuck about half of shit I write but yeah, this is my profile so I gonna write whatever I want~ wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate <3

[hekkoto]

Killing evil growing inside you~ I cry river of tears but nobody can hear that, sometimes it would be better if they all disappear Okay, Im feeling quite good today soooo why not come back today? ^^ I had some thinking in last weeks and I will gladly share them with you. I guess videos will be the best so I hope to start recording today/tomorrow <3 I guess I wanna start with video about staying strong and not giving up no matter how bad stuff is. Dont worry, I have a lot of experience in this ;p Ugh, I had to make super hard decision.... Being forced to choose between my grandma and my best friend. After talking with my husband I guess I must go to my grandma's party cause everybody will think Im asshole if I wont come. Of course it will be soooo much fun, whole family and in restaurant, I cant wait to fuck up my mental health, its not like I fought almost 2 months to stop wanting kill myself every second of the day. Im sure nobody will respect my health and needs, nobody ever did. Im still learning myself how to take care of myself, being neurodivergent and having chronic illnesses is hard itself, having it all neglected my whole life sucks even more. I have often nightmares related to my family, if this situation will make them more frequent again I will probably once again fall deep into addictions to escape real world.... eh Oh btw, have you heard about upcoming expansion pack to The Sims 4 – Life and death? They gonna release it on Halloween this year! Damn, I never buy packs for The Sims at full price, honestly I dont buy any games for myself at full price since many years but now.... if I will have money I gonna consider it cause it looks super interesting. And I hope for Grim Reaper career ^^ Probably will focus a lot on arts and video games to make myself feel better and maybe come back to some kind of routine. Im quite bored of watching YT all the time, it was fine for pushing through this awful time I had lately but I wanna start doing stuff again. Without it my life feels sooooo pointless wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate <3

[hekkoto]

I told you to give my Cheetos back >:{ Yo pumpkins, I had so much fun on Friday :D I was on small meeting with Yarny, polish YouTuber who records The Sims and THAT WAS AWESOME :D We ate some early dinner, drank boba tea and then spent rest of the day playing card games, drinking some % and chatting ^^ Omg, I havent so much fun in a long time <3 Ah, I wanted to go on grill to my friends after this but my body had enough >.> welp, I slept through whole Saturday, sadly my body limitations are quite big >XD I just got up at evening and then cause of some fight I got into with my husband I also slept for most of the night cause my mental health got very bad... welp btw, I drew and printed Patreon print for August! I will upload photo of it today, just later ^^ I really need to do photos of my traditional arts cause Im trying to do it since week or two >XD I hope now doing stuff will be easier thanks to ADHD meds, I have the lowest dose so that doesnt work too much but 2nd of September I have another appointment so I gonna ask for higher dose ;p wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate <3

[hekkoto]

Nothing to see here >:} that corpse? It was lying here when I came ;D Heya darklings <3 Im working on fixing my sleep schedule cause in last month or so I was screwing it up badly ;p I just dont like to sleep, its such waste of time ;p probably nightmares are issue too or my sleep's bad quality but making it even worse kept me so exhausted all the time hahah Im still quite tired but I feel like its getting better ^^ it sucks cause I fucked it up to keep overworking myself but you cant overwork yourself anymore at some point ^^; I guess I can let myself try to have more reasonable amount of work as Im getting a lot of financial support rn. Vision of not starving or being homeless allows me to take my health and wellbeing into consideration ;D Also slowly working on stuff. Today you will see something new I drew some time ago but didnt make photo of this yet ;D Im super proud of this, especially that are traditional originals for my Patrons ^^ [for June XD July one will be done very soon too, then Im working on August's straight away ;D I gonna catch up on this all this or next week <3]. I will be printing Patreon print for August tomorrow, I hope to make photo of this same day and hopefully post it too! Yo, I literally see that new hope shining on my life (o_O) ! can... can stuff get better finally? That would be so awesome if I could finally share all my ideas with you and not be limited so much by my disability :D that means comeback of some stuff I started and then it disappeared when it supposed to be posted regularly, I was so upset cause I wanted to draw it all but I just physically wasnt able to =,=' that sucked so muchhhhhh wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate <3

[hekkoto]

I bleed gayness. Hand me your tits yo darklings, I have BIG UPDATE! I had my 2nd of ADHD tests and I already have diagnosis. So yeah, I have it ;p who would expect this >XD I mean, doctor told me to book psychiatrist appointment right after it ;p Im trying but right now there are no free spots for my doctor but I hope there will be some soon cause I wanna try meds for ADHD. Is that something that could change my life? We will see soon~ today I was feeling waaaaaay better, I wanna thank a lot everyone who listened to me crying that life hurts, I cant express how happy I am that I got a lot of love and support when I badly needed it. Really, you saved my life <3 I love ya pumpkins <3 I had some throwback of ultra depressivo when I had to think and talk about my childhood but I was able to overcame it. I even didnt binge ate at all!And I cleaned kitchen :D omg, say you are proud of me >XD I know it sounds silly but for me its really big thing that I actually did anything ;p I have a lot of energy and motivation for art and hopefully I will be able to drown in creating arts now <3 I feel like I badly need some super artsy time <3 wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate <3