#blood test on tuesday and i know they probably aren't going to find anything other than I'm low on a few things
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I have so much anxiety in me today I think I could power some kind of device
#i am so stressed and scared and i don't even know why#i can identify some contributing factors but none that should be making me feel like this#and i know i know my period is coming soon. but truly why does it have to make everything feel so much worse.#blood test on tuesday and i know they probably aren't going to find anything other than I'm low on a few things#but what if something really scary comes back. i know that's unlikely on a blood test.#or they want to do more tests#which would be a good thing? because i know there's something wrong and i would like to find out what#but both outcomes are really scary#i feel really hopeless right now#fighting with pebbles to try and get her to take her meds#I've been really off with everyone lately but i don't know how to not be i feel so unhuman#my gf was going to come over on monday but the thought of someone else being in my room is making me feel really sick#i don't really know what to do. i feel really scared and helpless and alone.#i don't know how to ask for help because everyone just asks so many questions and I'm so tired.
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