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byanyan · 11 hours ago

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i've changed my mind again!! i am, in fact, going to delete a fuckload of my drafts bc i am!!! not vibing with having all this old stuff & having it stopping me from starting new stuff!!!! this is the year where i finally say fuck it!!! i'm gonna run this blog the way i wanna and i'm gonna do what's the most fun for me!!!! ...not that i didn't enjoy any of the threads i have in my drafts bc i did, i just. i have to do something to get myself energized again and clean slate (mostly) is all i got rn askjfhds

i'm not deleting everything — i've got some specific verse stuff, some plotted and/or specific character moment things, and some starters that i'm holding on to, but. yeah. everything else has to go, i'm so sorry

#i'm also gonna be working on beating the perfectionism & 'not good enough' feelings that hold me up from replying to threads this year #working to keep better on top of shit and to focus more on the dynamics i'm loving instead of trying to collect a bunch of new ones #—not that i'll be AVERSE from new interactions OBVS but like. man i just can't keep up with six billion different threads & dynamics #like i used to. i don't want a bunch of shallow interactions just for the sake of having them #i want!!!! people who care about our characters & their relationship as much as i do!!!!#quality over quantity and all that ig lmao #never fully understood blogs who were more private when i was younger. i Get It now lmfaafkjsdj #anyway. that's me spewing thoughts to work through them #i'm gonna go clear out my drafts... then maybe reblog a meme to kickstart some new stuff #and figure out what i feel like focusing on first if i'm gonna try writing after dinner #bless yall for ur patience & understanding!!! and sorry i've been p flakey with threads!!!!#this year i'm trying to fix that!!! i wanna be more consistent & stop worrying so much 😤#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.

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