#blegghh idk lol

[themoonunderstoodmydadjokes]

I think a few hours of uninterrupted quality time with someone I care about and who cares about me would fix me right now 💗💗💗

[decayingly]

bbbbbblegh. blegh

also the characters i have been considering making blogs for are...? idk.. im used to rping hs where u can ?? kinda change ur interpretation of a character to suit ur style/preferences but BBBbbbblegh other fandoms are different i guess??? and im finding it hard to connect w the characters im considering

but like. im mostly into mystic messenger rn so the characters im considering are seven, jumin... and saeran?? but like. so many pros and cons for each

seven... pros: i can be a big meme like i often used to with my older muses. would be lots of fun 

cons: anything deep or emotional would be spoilery. and idk how many ppl have finished the game / his route? also, his silly persona and sense of humor are very specific and would be kinda?? difficult for me personally to emulate

then jumin. i’m not really feeling this muse tbh?? pros: that deadpan tone when making jokes is right up my fuckin alley. his cat obsession? Good... he’s a neat character. but....

cons: ppl forcin daddy kinks onto him? potential spoilers... also im worried i’d make him to similar to certain muses i’ve had in the past who i was v comfortable rping, and therefor im worried i might make him ooc idk... also, bit too serious for me. 

aaaannnd saeran. tbh i’m feeling this one the most ????? bc pros: not much known abt his actual personality??? only hints in secret endings. that means i can play around w his personality and put my own spin on it. similar enough to previous muses that i should be able to get in the groove but different enough to be smth fresh and new. plus lately reading fics w him recovering from all the bullshit has been very?? cathartic for me lately i guess? idk blegghh the angsty but hopeful recovery shit helps me. 

cons: spoilers. lots of spoilers. also i feel like not many ppl would be interested in rping w this character bc not much is known abt him.... also, very withdrawn character and close meaningful interactions would have to be with either an mc, 707, or potentially another mystic messenger character, and again idk how big the rp scene is there.

bleghbleghgbeggh

maybe i’ll just write some fics to get the feelings out of my system 

oc rp blogs are also a possibility but tbh i dont really wanna rp them lol they’re not developed enough yet