#black being like 'you're not hyperaware of your surroundings 24/7 ? lame and embarassing'

[hurlumerlu]

Death, despair, agony, I just found a tiny bit of wip for Bitter Bitter I had written half asleep in a random only half-blank page of my notebook - and yes riot, it was just after your wild dog comment - but instead of focusing on the lips/cheeks (that came much after), I had written :

They make a handsome couple, silhoueted by the light, like these people in american shows with their well-mowed lawn and their proper home. Curling at the feet of the bed would feel so fucking right.

and I am SO MAD at myself for forgetting about this !! Not even sure it would work with what i ended up writting but I can't believe i passed an oportunity for hound-at-the-end-of-the-bed imagery, i don't even recognize myself anymore... ma'am rosemary sutcliff I've failed you once again.