#bitter bitter feelings washed over by this achingly tender front that i can never pry out!!
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feel so stupid crying abt my ex!!!! but i am!!!!!
#i wish i could just. oh wrench some sense into my stupid stupid heart#because she hurt me! she used me! & i think abt her & all i act on is this ridiculous softness#there's so much anger when i position the scene rationally! but no. as soon as i consider her... think of being near her#my will just evaporates & i guess that hurts me more. knowing how goddamn doggedly soft i am#& always goddamn will be?? thought maybe id have a better hold by now#i deserve better. i do. but my heart fuckin quails & weeps & flips toward her. resolve boiled to nothing#bitter bitter feelings washed over by this achingly tender front that i can never pry out!!#okay im normal again
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