#bit paranoid about it and ends up avoiding things even cis people would wear/do. and! eventuallier! you go back to it! n wear what you love
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sualne · 1 year ago
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eventidespirits · 3 years ago
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Adam Allistair Freemont
Aliases: Edwin Lockhart, William Silva, Francis LaRue, Everett Brighton, James Fenwick
Apparent Age: "29"
Birthday: August 11th, 1897
Death Day: December 19th, 1926
Species: Vampire (Siren Bloodline)/Bloodbound Spirit
Gender: Cis Man
Pronouns: he/him
Sexuality: Primarily Heterosexual
Occupation: Photographer
Residence: Santa Marta, California; Morgan Kendrick's Psychic Realm
Universe: Primarily original lore but also Vampire the Masquerade where he's a Camarilla Toreador who defected to the Sabbat.
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Appearance:
Height: 6'0
Build: Tall and lanky with angular shoulders and long limbs. He has a trim, lightly muscled physique with long delicate fingers and soft hands.
Eye Color: Luminous Yellow/Gold with slitted cat-like pupils and a darker, amber band around the edges.
Hair Color/Texture: Black, 1b hair texture. Just long enough for the ends to brush against his shoulders. Partially brushed back and parted to the right but a significant amount of his hair ends up falling into his face.
Face: Angular with a square jaw and high cheekbones. He has a mostly straight nose with a slight convex curve to the bridge. He has deep set eyes with heavy lids and dark circles and usually looks somewhat sleepy but in a strangely sensual way. Defined lips that are usually curved into a sadistic little smirk. He's quite attractive but in a way that feels vaguely dangerous or even predatory.
Distinguishing Characteristics: Adam has bright golden eyes with slitted cat-like pupils. He also has a rather large, jagged scar on his back, located between his shoulder blades. I'd include his *other* distinguishing characteristic but that's kinda NSFW ;)
Posture/Body Language: Confident, even arrogant, chin up, shoulders back but not in a way that looks particularly stiff. His body language is generally relaxed and easy, bringing to mind a big cat at rest -- there's always something about the way he moves that implies a predatory nature laying beneath his cool, collected surface. Adam walks with clear purpose and long, smooth strides and always knows how to make an entrance.
Voice: Soft and smooth with a deep timbre and confident inflection. Adam's voice is somewhat like poisoned honey or arsenic laced velvet -- smooth and sweet but with something slightly off.
Clothing Style: Adam prefers dark colors -- burgundy, blood red, black, charcoal, rich deep browns and the ocassional pop of gold or cream or a white dress shirt. He wears primarily expensive, tailored button downs made from things like silk, velvet or very high thread count cotton with the sleeves rolled up and the top three (or four) buttons undone. Sometimes with brocade, floral or striped patterns. If it's cooler out, he'll wear a black blazer or something similar. When it comes to pants, it's almost entirely black or charcoal tailored pants or pitch black jeans. He usually wears very few accessories -- a nice watch, a belt, a silver and garnet ring and a pendant on a thin silver or gold chain. Generally wearing pointed toe oxfords or other dress shoes. When it comes to outerwear, Adam generally prefers things like wool coats and the ocassional leather jacket (always real leather, too) (to get a better idea, check out his [Pinterest Board]
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Skills
Social: Manipulation, Lying, Gaslighting, Flirting, Proper Etiquette, Public Speaking, Blame Shifting, Negging, Seduction
Physical: knife combat, some hand to hand combat, basic combat training (circa 1914), long range firearms/sniping, Ballroom Dancing, Fencing, Horseback riding, the carnal arts
Talents: Photography, Drawing, Poetry, Lying, Being an Asshole, Manipulation, Painting, Seduction, Sex
Knowledges: Fluent in French & Italian, Masters in Psychology (circa 1926), Photo Development (wet plate, autochrome, modern methods), some basic knowledge of financial law and property law
Hobbies: Photography, writing, breaking pretty girls, avoiding his deep-seated psychological issues, general hedonism
Special: Emotional Influence, Telepathy, Emotional Transference, Enhanced Stamina, Enhanced Strength, "Immortality", Enhanced Senses (esp sight), minor regeneration, sweet blood, emotional radar/supernatural empathy, hypnosis/mind control
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Psyche
Strengths: Charismatic, quick-thinking, clever, good at understanding the thought processes of others, empathetic, deeply romantic, treats service workers well, dedicated, generally calm, high emotional intelligence, has critical thinking skills, polite*, can be incredibly sweet, adaptable, pays a lot of attention to his partners in bed, passionate, artistic, creative, protective
Weaknesses: selfish, self-absorbed, arrogant, manipulative, almost completley lacks compassion, disdain for basically everyone around him, dishonest, has a horrible temper, needs constant attention and praise, has a massive inferiority/superiority complex, overconfident, easily susceptible to flattery, deep-seated intimacy issues, can't stand being wrong, terrified of vulnerability, paranoid, detached from his own emotions/denies his own humanity, callous, sadistic, can be incredibly rude, actually a bit of a coward, condescending, possessive, jealous and generally kind of a dick.
Fears: genuine intimacy, abandonment/loneliness,true death, being buried alive
Goals: To finally create the perfect art piece (i.e., break someone in just the right way -- he's not even sure what this MEANS, he's just sure he'll "know" when he finally does it), to just enjoy his immortality.
Personality: On the surface, Adam seems likable enough -- at least, at first. He's incredibly charming and thoughtful, often anticipating people's wants before they're even able to articulate them, witty, intelligent and seemingly very polite...
But beneath that surface lurks a spoiled rich kid who learned early on in life that having money, being good looking and charming meant he could get away with almost anything. Adam is self-absorbed and arrogant and almost everything he does is a carefully crafted performance intended to get people on his side and manipulate them into doing what he wants.
Beneath even that, which he desperately tries to ignore, is a little boy who was spoiled by his mother and entirely ignored by his (largely absent) father -- a young man who was traumatized by being forced to fight in WWI and who is full of deep-seated fears and insecurities.
To make up for this, Adam is often sadistic towards the people around him -- but in that way where it's difficult to tell that he's actually being cruel until one looks back at the conversation.
He has difficulty genuinely connecting to others because of those insecurities and instead uses his powers as a Siren to make the people around him love and adore him-- no matter how badly he treats them.
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Life
Best Memory: Being gifted his first camera, meeting his Maker.
Worst Memory: Somewhere between when he almost died during WWI and his actual death...
Biggest Achievement: Getting his Masters
Prized Possession: Silver and Garnet ring gifted to him by his Maker, his first camera, his black 2020 Ferrari Portofino (with the red leather interior), (he also has an engraved custom sniper rifle but a friend picked the model and shit for me and I cannot remember what it is for the life of me)
Favorite Color: Red, Gold
Favorite Food:
-Mortal Food: Partial to anything rich and flavorful, prefers food that's not pointlessly ostentatious (nothing coated in gold leaf, that's absurd), dry red wines, Italian Cream Cake, Eggs Benedict, Crepes Suzette
-Blood: Blood taken in the heat of the throes of passion from someone that's truly and deeply in love with and obsessed with him...
Favorite Scents: Blood, Gasoline, Cloves, Cinnamon, Resin, YSL Nuit, roses, vanilla, rain, the sharp smell of a cloudless winter night
Favorite Songs: Winter, 1st Movement - Vivaldi, Raindrops - Chopin, La Vie En Rose - Edith Piaf
Can't Leave Home Without: At least one knife somewhere on his person.
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Birthplace: San Francisco, California
Childhood: Adam is the only child out of six in his family to survive to adulthood with four older siblings who had either in infancy, had been stillborn or died of tuberculosis when Adam was still too young to remember them. He had one younger sibling, a sister named Mary who was killed in an accident at the age of 6 when Adam was 8 years old. His parents were already a little bit older by the time he was born and his father was the owner of an incredibly lucrative railroad line and had profited greatly from the Gold Rush as well as owning multiple properties in San Francisco and neighboring Santa Marta...
Due to the loss of her other children, Adam's mother doted on him -- giving into his every whim, supplying him with the best education she could and basically just spoiling the ever loving fuck out of him. His father, on the other hand, was always busy with work and when he was home, had nothing but criticism for Adam who desperately tried to gain his approval to no avail.
Adolescence: Adam developed a passion for photography as a teenager and discovered that being good-looking, clever and rich meant he could get away with A LOT more than most people and also meant that he rarely heard "no" and accepted it as an answer even less often (though he rarely resorted to force to get his way, relying instead on bribery, flattery, blackmail and implied threats). All of this gave him quite an interest in psychology and he intended to become a clinical psychologist. During his adolescence, Adam would have a great many girlfriends and despite being a selfish and manipulative little shit, was actually not the world's worst boyfriend and no hint of the violent temper and genuine sadism he'd develop after being Changed.
Adulthood: Adam's education would be interrupted by the outbreak of WWI,which if asked he will describe as "incredibly distasteful and personally inconvenient." He was a skilled marksman and sniper but was otherwise unremarkable -- much to his father's disdain. After nearly dying in one of the trenches of France after taking a grievous bayonet wound in the last few months of the war, Adam would be sent back from the frontlines and would shortly begin work on continuing his education...
However -- despite the fact that he would complete all seven years necessary to get his degree, Adam's interest in becoming an actual psychologist wouldn't ever come to fruition. In 1925, he would meet Amelia Madeleine Smith -- an unbelievably beautiful and charming socialite from Santa Marta who would see Adam's potential as a source of money and influence for the Nightingale Court of Northern California. She would spend the next year carefully grooming him to become her protege -- manipulating him much in the same way he would later manipulate the women he dates as a vampire -- using emotional transference, mind control and mundane manipulation to cause him to fall madly in love with her... In December of 1925, Amelia would finally perform the ritual of transformation on him and bring Adam over into the world of the Supernatural.
Unfortunately for Adam, his Change would take nearly two weeks to complete -- two weeks spent in absolute agony beyond anything he'd experienced before. Amelia, believing the most important first step for a newly born vampire is to break their bonds to humanity would kidnap his mother during this change and leave her for him to kill upon waking. Adam would remain with Amelia (who used her bond as Adam's maker to control most of his actions and her abilities as a Siren to continue to influence his emotions) until 1980 when she was killed by a member of the Bram Park Wolf Pack in Santa Marta, leaving Adam behind. During this period, Adam would end up being "taken in" by a bonded pair of Stryza -- Camille Belikova and Lucy DeSantos and would act as their primary draw for new playthings.
Recent: Adam met Morgan Kendrick at the Velvet Box goth club in Santa Marta when Morgan was twenty two years old and would sweep her off her feet, intending to make her into his "masterpiece"... Three years into this relationship, Adam would finally Change Morgan, which would break the initial control he had over her and result in her, in a fit of rage, completely draining him and through a magical fluke, causing his spirit to become bonded/fused with her blood...
Recently, Adam's presence has disappeared from Morgan's psyche due to the machinations of Miss Belikova and her wife -- though it appears that the two of them are still inextricably linked in a way beyond the usual bond between Maker and Fledgling.
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Relationships
Family: Lawrence Freemont (Father; Deceased), Anne Freemont (Mother; Deceased), Mary Freemont (Sister; Deceased)
Lovers: Amelia Smith (Maker; Deceased), Morgan Kendrick (Fledgling, Ex, Soulbond), Many other unnamed girls.
Friends: Camille Belikova, Lucille DeSantos, Jonathan Andreason
Enemies: Morgan Kendrick, the Bram Park Wolfpack
Acquaintances: Miranda Cortez (Queen of the Nightingale Court of Santa Marta)
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Income: Moderately Wealthy
Vehicles: 2020 Ferrari Portofino
Residences: Penthouse Apartment in Vista Rosa, a small Victorian row house in Val Del Mar and a 1br/1ba apartment in Park Verde (all located in Santa Marta)
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rkahnso · 8 years ago
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head canon collection ;
ORIGINS & FAMILY:
NAME: Ahn Sohee/ Matilda Ahn
NICKNAME: Soso
REASON FOR NAME: Her mother gave her the English name because Sohee was born in England, where having an English name would be more suitable. Matilda was a name she originally chosen since childhood and Pippa was her (Sohee’s) grandmother’s name.
BIRTHDAY: June 27, 1995
AGE: Internationally 21
GENDER: (cis) Female
PLACE OF BIRTH: Manchester, England
PLACES LIVED SINCE: London, England ; Seoul, South Korea
PARENTS’ NAMES, BACKGROUNDS, OCCUPATIONS:
‘James’ Ahn Haneul – Father. Photography professor at Seoul Institute of the Arts. Ex-head photographer for Lanbum Inc.
Jessamyn Grace – Mother. Founder, CEO and head designer of Lanbum Inc.
Kim Joohyun – Stepmother. Nurse
Kim Jaehyun – Stepbrother. Going for PHD
NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: one step brother
RELATIONSHIP WITH FAMILY: estranged to most, rocky relationship with mother, awkward father-daughter relationship
HAPPIEST MEMORY: any time her friends were at their happiest
CHILDHOOD TRAUMA: parent’s divorce
PHYSICAL
HEIGHT: 5’4”
WEIGHT: 47kg
BUILD: Slender, petite
NATIONALITY: British-Korean
DISABILITIES (PHYSICAL OR MENTAL, INCLUDING MENTAL ILLNESSES): recovered anorexic
COMPLEXION (FRECKLES, ACNE, SKIN TONE, BIRTH MARKS): Pale, smooth skin. Cat-like features. Pouted lips. Beauty mark under right eye.
FACE SHAPE: Round….like a dumpling
DISTINGUISHING FACIAL FEATURES: Cat-like eyes. Pouted lips.
HAIR COLOR: dark colour, mid-back length
USUAL HAIR STYLE: varies over the day but most commonly seen worn down.
EYE COLOR: Dark brown
GLASSES? CONTACTS?: reading glasses
STYLE OF DRESS/TYPICAL OUTFIT(S): Very fashion oriented so style changes just as it usually does in the fashion world
TYPICAL STYLE OF SHOES: converse, occasional vans, various shoes, usually wears nike sneakers or adidas
HEALTH (IS THIS PERSON USUALLY SICK? OR VERY RESILIENT?): healthy
GROOMING: – Usually sporting little makeup/natural makeup – Hair silky, vibrant and healthy – Nails are almost always painted but well kept. Never done with fake tips or such. Currently medium length nails – sometimes wears fake eyelashes
JEWELRY? TATTOOS? PIERCINGS?: — navel piercing — tattoos on the back of her neck and left wrist — always wears earrings (studs) — necklace that she always wears
ACCENT?: Received Pronunciation (British accent), Seoul dialect (Korean accent)
UNIQUE MANNERISMS/PHYSICAL HABITS: – fusses with hair quite often – licks her lips often/puckers her lips – pouts often
ATHLETIC?: Not really excessively athletic but athletic enough
INTELLECT
LEVEL OF EDUCATION (HIGH SCHOOL DROP OUT, UNDERGRAD BA/BS, PHD, MD, ETC.): Graduated from Seoul Arts High School.
LEVEL OF SELF ESTEEM: Average to high
GIFTS/TALENTS: knows 3 languages, can play guitar
SHORTCOMINGS: emotional, paranoid, meek, naive
STYLE OF SPEECH (LOUD, MUMBLER, ARTICULATE, ETC.): Normal, a bit articulate with words. Accented so sometimes doesn’t pronounce every consonant
“LEFT BRAIN” OR “RIGHT BRAIN” THINKER?: She knows that concept is false so none
ARTISTIC?: Incredibly so. Or else she wouldn’t pursue this career
MATHEMATICAL?: No.
MAKES DECISIONS BASED MOSTLY ON EMOTIONS, OR ON LOGIC?: Both logic and emotion, although her reactions are typically emotional
NEUROSES: Average
LIFE PHILOSOPHY: “In the realm of fantasies, it’s reality that keeps one sane.”
RELIGIOUS STANCE: Catholic (?)
CAUTIOUS OR DARING?: cautious
MOST SENSITIVE ABOUT/VULNERABLE TO: criticisms, insults, words geared towards her appearance
OPTIMIST OR PESSIMIST?: optimist
EXTROVERT OR INTROVERT?: Extrovert
LEVEL OF COMFORT WITH TECHNOLOGY: High. As it should be
RELATIONSHIPS
CURRENT MARITAL/RELATIONSHIP STATUS: committed
SEXUAL ORIENTATION: pansexual
PAST RELATIONSHIPS: let’s not
LEVEL OF SEXUAL EXPERIENCE: no longer a virgin.
STORY OF FIRST KISS (IF ANY—IF NOT, HOW DOES HE/SHE WANT IT TO HAPPEN?): ricky and sohee, as children, figured that they should react their favourite drama scene. and that scene included a kiss. so they did. now they kiss a lot.
STORY OF LOSS OF VIRGINITY (IF ANY—IF NOT, HOW DOES HE/SHE WANT IT TO HAPPEN, IF AT ALL?): sohee missed ricky since he was away for mga promotions. so she showed him how much she missed him exactly....
A SOCIAL PERSON? (POPULAR, LONER, SOME CLOSE FRIENDS, MAKES FRIENDS AND THEN QUICKLY DROPS THEM): incredibly social. willing and eager to make friends or help others. unwilling for friends to lose contact
MOST COMFORTABLE AROUND (PERSON): ricky, jiwon, youngjae, seungyoun
OLDEST FRIEND: ricky
HOW DOES HE/SHE THINK OTHERS PERCEIVE HIM/HER?: cute, innocent, playful
HOW DO OTHERS ACTUALLY PERCEIVE HIM/HER?: dorky, bubbly, cute
VOCATION
PROFESSION: full time trainee
PAST OCCUPATIONS: waitressing, modelling
PASSIONS: performing
ATTITUDE TOWARDS CURRENT JOB: learning eagerly and still maintaining a positive attitude
ATTITUDE TOWARDS CURRENT COWORKERS, BOSSES, EMPLOYEES: close with so many trainees to the point where she feels comfortable. is still a bit anxious in the presence of instructors. awkwardly comfortable with their ceo
SALARY: minimum wage
SECRETS
(EVERY CHARACTER—NO MATTER HOW MINOR—SHOULD ALWAYS HAVE SECRETS!)
PHOBIAS:
– Nyctophobia: Sohee’s case of nyctophobia is extremely mild. It causes her to be anxious, increase her heart rate and breathing and causes her to be extremely paranoid and easily frightened by practically anything (being touched, hearing something, etc). It’s only triggered when Sohee is encased in complete darkness without a source of light or if any light source suddenly goes off. It doesn’t, however, affect her in her own room (typically because she usually has her television or laptop on).
– Astraphobia: When there’s a thunderstorm, Kat immediately starts shaking. It doesn’t take much for her to start crying as the first strike of lightning or clap of thunder would easily trigger tears. She usually doesn’t feel calmer or safer unless she’s with someone or hiding somewhere (ironically) darker where the lightning isn’t visible. If she’s alone during a storm, she might literally have a panic attack.
– Arachnophobia: Simple. Kat hates spiders. She can’t stand them. She can’t even be near them. Seeing a web generally triggers anxiety and increases her paranoia. If she sees one. Well, get some ear plugs. She’ll scream, cry and literally refuse to go into the room if she could avoid it. Heck, she refused to sleep in her own room for a month after she found a spider in there. The sight of them makes her skin crawl. She hates them for making her feel like a wimp in their presence.
LIFE GOALS: to be successful and proud of herself
DREAMS: being an idol
GREATEST FEARS: not being loved/being forgotten
MOST ASHAMED OF: Her fear of the dark
MOST EMBARRASSING THING EVER TO HAPPEN TO HIM/HER: that time joey walked in on her in underwear.
COMPULSIONS: ??
OBSESSIONS: OTTERS, rilakkuma
SECRET HOBBIES: she writes a lot of cute and short poems
SECRET SKILLS: writing backwards, can sing the alphabet (english) backwards, great at mimicking people’s voices
PAST SEXUAL TRANSGRESSIONS: ha, gay
CRIMES COMMITTED (AND WAS HE/SHE CAUGHT? CHARGED?): none.
WHAT HE/SHE MOST WANTS TO CHANGE ABOUT HIS/HER CURRENT LIFE: sometimes she wants things to be more relaxed
WHAT HE/SHE MOST WANTS TO CHANGE ABOUT HIS/HER PHYSICAL APPEARANCE: she wishes she was more sexually appealing (sexier in a way that men looked at her with want instead of thinking she was just cute)
DETAILS/QUIRKS
DAILY ROUTINE: train, barely sleep, barely eat, repeat
NIGHT OWL OR EARLY BIRD?: early bird and not by choice
LIGHT OR HEAVY SLEEPER?: somewhat in between
FAVOURITE FOOD: depends on her mood
LEAST FAVOURITE FOOD: spinach
FAVORITE BOOK: As I Fall LEAST FAVORITE BOOK: A Fault in Our Stars – yeah, she hates that book.
FAVORITE MOVIE: Blue is the Warmest Colour
LEAST FAVORITE MOVIE: A Fault in Our Stars
FAVORITE SONG: currently Die For You - The Weeknd
LEAST FAVORITE SONG: Let it Go – it got played out and she swears to god if she hears it again she’s going to end up punching a baby or something
COFFEE OR TEA?: Tea… no that’s not even a stereotype she just likes tea
CRUNCHY OR SMOOTH PEANUT BUTTER?: Chunky not crunchy!!!
TYPE OF CAR HE/SHE DRIVES (OR WISHES HE/SHE DROVE): black Audi R8
LEFTY OR RIGHTY?: righty
FAVORITE COLOR: red
CUSSER?:  she can curse but she doesn’t do it unless she’s really upset (only usually does it via text)
SMOKER? DRINKER? DRUG USER?: drinks, should the occasion arrive–
BIGGEST REGRET: never really having much of a family life
PETS?: grey american short hair (ellie), pug (chipps), orange tabby (nugget, shared with ricky)
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angstandhappiness · 1 year ago
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LMAO
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Old and new gifts.
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