#bisexual Meredith grey

[chicleeblair]

Uncomfortably Numb [30/?]||FFN

Rating: NC-17/Explicit

Pairings: Meredith Grey/Derek Shepherd, Lexie Grey/Mark Sloan

Meredith isn't the only Grey to make it home alive after the plane crash. How does Lexie's survival affect everyone else's recovery? With Mark gone and returning to the O.R. as a surgeon an unlikelihood in her uncertain future, can Lexie really say she's survived?

AO3||FFN

Derek put an arm over her shoulders. “Thank you.”

Meredith wanted to pull away and run, and maybe never stop running. Lexie had probably felt like that the other night at Thatcher’s. She’d wanted to go over there even after Lexie left to tell Dani what she thought of those stupid purses. To ask Thatcher if he was capable of considering two people at once. If he was in some sort of Stockholm situation and needed help. If he planned to alienate Molly next, in which case, he should reconsider. Derek had talked her out of it. Today, she didn’t feel like a person who could have.

[chicleeblair]

Uncomfortably Numb [5/55]||FFN

Rating: NC-17/Explicit

Pairings: Meredith Grey/Derek Shepherd, Lexie Grey/Mark Sloan

Meredith isn't the only Grey to make it home alive after the plane crash. How does Lexie's return affect everyone else's recovery? With Mark gone and returning to the O.R. as a surgeon an unlikelihood, can Lexie really say she's survived? AO3||FFN

I'll be posting an unrelated one-shot next Friday, so this is a great time to catch up!

[chicleeblair]

Uncomfortably Numb [12/?]||FFN

Rating: NC-17/Explicit

Pairings: Meredith Grey/Derek Shepherd, Lexie Grey/Mark Sloan

Meredith isn't the only Grey to make it home alive after the plane crash. How does Lexie's survival affect everyone else's recovery? With Mark gone and returning to the O.R. as a surgeon an unlikelihood in her uncertain future, can Lexie really say she's survived? AO3||FFN

[karavery]

MAGIC, grey's anatomy headcanons

(extreme woke warning. don't like, don't read)

cross-posted from tiktok w/ minor changes... ignore all the anatomy mistakes pls this drawings like a Month Old. keep in mind i've only just started s11!!!!!!!!

MEREDITH - im not that big of a mer person actually, so i dont have a lot to say about her.

i think that she prefers men over women, but she would date a woman. i really like mertina + addimer i looove me some yuri

she's grown from her trauma but i think that it affects her so, so much than what appears on the show. she doesn't harm herself, but i do think that she's attempted more even after her first few attempts.

my fav mer ships are merder, mertina, and addimer 🙇🙇 I LLOVELVEOVOELVEL addimer that toxic lesbianism is Serious bro

ALEX - ohhh boy oh Boy do i have a bit to say about karev.

him having sex w/ the school nurse at 15 years old impacted him (hypersexuality) in a way that alex isn't aware of. (or, he probably is semi-aware of how it was bad, but he doesn't think much of it because he considers himself lucky.) (i could talk sooo long about how 15 was just a horrible year for alex w/ everything going on w him but theres alr too much in this post...)

pre-merger alex would not be out as gay (that is something that i have realized after ive drawn + posted this.) i think that he wouldn't necessarily beat himself up for being gay, but he'd definitely prefer not to be out. if it doesn't chip down his masculinity & tough exterior then yeah, be gay whatever. he's down with the rainbow. stopped dating guys after o'malley + percy died because he thought he was a dead boyfriend magnet (crazy gf lightning rod, dead boyfriend magnet. holy shit alex) he has s/h scars from when he was a teenager but has been mostly clean since. he jokes about relapsing to close friends, though.

fav alex ships are karevomalley, karev/avery, izzlex, Idk one big poly ship and karev and every man in the show

GEORGE - OHHH MY SHAYLA... MY SHAYLA...

autistic + adhd thing is mostly just projection. He is Me Cored.

he is SO Closeted its really bad. he is 100% ADAMANT that he likes women, which is why all of his straight relationships go wrong. Because he Doesn't Like Women. hes GAY.

his mom is. a devout catholic and he comes from a family of big burly turkey shooting men. he's already different from his family and peers, which discouraged him from ever considering that he was possibly (is) gay.

he dated alex karev methinks but it was more like, an on and off thing more than anything. i love to entertain the idea that him and alex were out and happy and jooyouss but the angst that i get from internalized homophobia george and alex is so, so much better. Dear other karev'malley (aleorge? gex? geolex?) fans Please please Please write more angst fanfics for meeeeeee :3c (oh i could talk about karevomalley for soooo long its really bad)

IZZIE - oh Isobel Stevens tehy oculd never make me hate you

to me, all of her relationships were comphet. her and alex were more of a, more than friends less than lovers sort of deal to me (love izzlex, though!) she didn't really like men, she sorta. forced herself to to me denny was a bpd attachment. i don't think that Anybody in their right, sane mind would cut and lvad wire, possibly KILL another person, and endanger their love for the sake of them living. ESPECIALLY for a man like denny. it was so Insane, and idk why people don't think izzie was somewhere on that messed up line, but god forbid a woman be crazy i guesss..

my fav izzie ships are cristina/izzie (dubbed cardiovad by me and oomf), izzlex, and storres........ Ohhhh how i love cardiovad.

CRISTINA - there woudl be world peace if she didn't kiss owen hunt and kissed meredith grey instead.

she's canonically dyslexic but to Me i think she is Autistic. her special interest is cardio surgery. she eats sleeps dreams cardio, she YEARNS to be the heart-in-an-elevator guy and probably had a really bad meltdown because of hahn not teaching her.

she comes off blunt or insensitive and has trouble figuring out other people's emotions/tones. i think that.. once she dates a woman she realizes "damn this is actually better than a guy." so she just stops dating guys. if it ever comes to it, she Can date a guy but like girls just do it better for her. she has so many lines about lesbianism like do you have something to tell us, cristina yang...

Her whole deal w teddy was so serious like trading owen for teddy is some QUEER stuff.

my fav cristina ships are tedstina, mertina, and cardiovad. Ohh i love tedstina the intense yearning they both wanted eachother so bad but they thought they wanted eachother professionally. Ohhh Ohhh teddstina

Yeah thats It i would Love to hear other ppls hcs/ships as well spread #peace and stay #woke karavery nation.

[chicleeblair]

Uncomfortably Numb [6/55]||FFN

Rating: NC-17/Explicit

Pairings: Meredith Grey/Derek Shepherd, Lexie Grey/Mark Sloan

Meredith isn't the only Grey to make it home alive after the plane crash. How do Lexie's survival affect everyone's recovery from their ordeal? With Mark gone and returning to the O.R. as a surgeon an unlikelihood in her uncertain future, can sweet, independent, Alexandra Caroline Grey really say she's survived?

[lesbiansayaishii]

saw something once about derek being mark's toxic boytoy and. yeah. i need that as something or in something now

[crime-wives]

i am a firm believer in the addison montgomery is in fact bisexual agenda. everything about her screams that she is attracted to women. if you disagree with me you’re wrong. and anyway, kate walsh herself has said she’d be down for a meddison plot line so…

[wandamaximommy22]

all the women in greys anatomy are fruity… prove me wrong.

(apart from bailey)

[bipunkharrington]

I'm on Season 3 of Grey's Anatomy and here's an idea, why doesn't Derek just go away, and Meredith and Addison can date??

[jerichojemini]

I just updated my mini( which I hope stays a mini fic but by the looks of it it’s not ending in three chapter.) fic please read. It’s a Calzona fanfiction. Bye TOOTLES <3

[kaylorstree]

Another interesting coincidence…

Recently I went on a Grey’s Anatomy rewatch and stumbled across this video on Tiktok.

For context, the character of Arizona Robbins is a lesbian paediatric surgeon from the mid-west and also happens to be from a republican background.

The only two major plot points that follow Arizona are that she becomes an amputee due to a plane crash, the other (and main plot point) being that she is a lesbian and falls in love with a bisexual orthopaedic surgeon called Callie.

As much as I love the character, there are various complex characters in Grey’s that ostensibly more relatable to Taylor, including the main character Meredith Grey who Taylor named her cat after.

So I find it really interesting that Taylor so specifically with this character, when most people that encounter the actress bring up the character helping them come out. Especially to talk for an hour and a half! Also very interesting that this happened during the Red era.

See the comments below:

[chicleeblair]

Uncomfortably Numb [3/55]||FFN

Rating: NC-17/Explicit

Pairings: Meredith Grey/Derek Shepherd, Lexie Grey/Mark Sloan

Meredith isn't the only Grey to make it home alive after the plane crash. How do Lexie's survival affect everyone's recovery from their ordeal? With Mark gone and returning to the O.R. as a surgeon an unlikelihood in her uncertain future, can sweet, independent, Alexandra Caroline Grey really say she's survived? Uncomfortably Numb [1/55]||FFN

[lesbianflex]

I LOVE THEM SO MUCH (ADDISON'S SO HOT FOR DECADES)

Hey it's been months since I got the idea but here's a thread of my ship !!

[4x01]

nobody asked and i cant believe i’m saying this in 2023 but i’ve been (sort of) watching grey’s anatomy and i’m on like season 6 and here are my #thoughts

-KAREV ON TOP. IF ALEX HAS 1MILLION FANS I AM ONE ETC.

-izzie stevens is not a girls’ girl and she pisses me off every other episode she’s in. emotional intelligence of a bag of sand. i will not lie i actively hate that woman

-o’malley was cute at first but i got sick of him real fast. boohoo i don’t get bitches because I’m not super manly even though several women have been interested in me :(((( i’m gonna make it everyone’s problem

-cristina and callie should scissor

-no one on this show has heard of bisexuality and it’s infuriating watching them talk to callie like she’s gay one day and straight the next. but it’s like 2009 so

-miranda bailey is the pillar of not only this show but of my whole life. i would do anything that woman asked until the end of time

-lexie irritates me because she’s comprised entirely of adorkable traits that are supposed to make her awkwardly endearing like awww she’s so sweet and nervous awww she stress eats! but of course she doesn’t look like it

-weber nation i love that mess of a man

-i enjoy that meredith is actually so fucked up while somehow coming across as such a Normal White Woman it’s fascinating and oddly endearing

-I love that derek is introduced as the gorgeous flirtatious yet polite and sensitive dreamboat and then BAM he’s also a pathetic and immature divorcé who lives in a trailer. but he’s the best goddamn neurosurgeon the world’s ever seen. king

[lesbiansayaishii]

in another universe addek was bi4bi

[reynahendrix]

skin so pale that it faded a w a y....

⸻ rebecca ferguson, 41, cis female, she/her ; ] … the photo on the missing poster is of REYNA HENDRIX. they are FORTY ONE YEARS OLD, and have been missing for FOUR YEARS. when the sun rises, they work as GUARD. rumors in town say they can be UNCOMMUNICATIVE and RESOURCEFUL. they chose to live in TOWN, THE CINEMA, and have an uncanny resemblance to Bibi Garvey (Bad Sisters,) Meredith Grey (Grey’s Anatomy,) and Bella Swan (Twilight.) can they survive another night ?…⸻ the smell of burnt matchsticks, a silent tongue with restless thoughts, filled notebooks with smeared lead on her fingers, . [ ⸻ Ki, 32, MST, she/her,

&GENERAL.

FULL NAME. reyna james hendrix DATE OF BIRTH. 12/11/1983 AGE. 41 ZODIAC. sagittarius GENDER. cis female PRONOUNS. she / her SEXUAL ORIENTATION. bisexual OCCUPATION BEFORE. coroner / medical examiner CURRENT OCCUPATION. guard &BACKGROUND.

PLACE OF BIRTH. tacoma, washinton NATIONALITY. american PARENTS. lucinda, and alton hendrix SIBLINGS. none &PERSONALITY.

POSITIVE TRAITS. resourceful, self-sufficient, innovative, rational NEGATIVE TRAITS. isolated, stubborn, sarcastic, insomniac LIKES. matchsticks, warmth of bourbon, button up shirts, cup of coffee first thing in the morning, puzzles, comfort in silence, amber, pattering fresh rain. DISLIKES. arrogance, peanut butter, heated arguments, selfishness, piles of laundry, dry textures, crowded rooms, emotional confrontation

tw; death, pills, alcohol, car accident

How did your muse spend their first night in Arcadia, and where?

Overwhelmed by emotion, Reyna set out on a drive with no destination in mind. It wasn’t supposed to take long—just enough to let her scream into the open air, windows down, as the rushing wind carried some of the weight from her chest. She found release in those moments, but the freedom she sought eluded her.

She kept driving, her hands tight on the wheel, until the daylight faded into twilight. Visibility slipped away, and when a tree was left covering the road, her reflexes betrayed her. She swerved too late, the car careening into the tree with a sickening crunch that left it beyond repair. Time blurred. Her phone was useless, offering no salvation, and she didn’t even know where she had ended up. Was she concussed? Lost?

There were no streetlights to guide her, but the crash hadn’t broken her resolve. Reyna crawled from the wreckage and started walking, her body aching, her thoughts a haze. She walked until her legs buckled, collapsing under her, and darkness consumed her.

When she awoke, she was lying on a tattered makeshift hospital bed…handcuffed. Her last clear memory was of glowing orbs in the distance…it couldn’t had been her father …? .. and the unmistakable sensation of being pulled—gripped by something, or someone—dragging her in another direction entirely….to safety?

Why did your muse choose to live where they do?

Reyna chose to make her home in the town's old cinema, a decision born of her fiercely independent nature. Naturally quiet and introspective, she had always been drawn to solitude. Even before her life in Arcadia, Reyna kept to herself, finding comfort in isolation. Her work in the hospital morgue had suited her perfectly—its chilled stillness mirroring her own detached existence.

The communal housing in Arcadia, while necessary for survival, gnawed at her sanity. The constant presence of others, the shared spaces, the unspoken need for connection—it was suffocating. After spending her first year in Arcadia shrouded in a deep blue fog of listlessness, curiosity and frustration drove her to explore, pushing the boundaries of what safety allowed.

The cinema offered the quiet she craved. Its black screen stood still and silent, a reflection of the stillness Reyna often wished she could find within herself. It also held a faint echo of warmth—a distant memory of the rare moments she felt connected to her mother during adolescence. Those memories, fragile but comforting, felt like a faint ember of belonging.

One night, Reyna discovered a forgotten living space above the worn-down theater. It was imperfect, a misfit shelter for a misfit soul, but it felt like hers. She settled in and never returned to the communal quarters, finding solace in the shadows of the cinema and the stillness it offered.

What was your muse doing when they came across the tree?

A few days before Reyna’s emotional, aimless drive, her father had tragically passed away. Time had slowed to a crawl, each day colder and heavier than the last. Reyna had never been adept at articulating her emotions, and now, in the face of profound grief, the words seemed even more elusive.

Sleep evaded her, and though her mother had always been distant—her warmth dulled by an unsober haze—Reyna couldn’t help but yearn for her care. She held onto a fragile hope that, in a time as devastating as this, her mother might finally show some tenderness. But the coldness remained, sharp and unyielding. Her mother’s cruelty and neglect had shaped Reyna’s fear of showing emotion, leaving her unable to fully express the depths of her pain.

When her mother began to hurl irrational blame at her for her father’s death, something inside Reyna finally snapped. It was the breaking point. Without thinking, she fled to her car, her emotions an uncontrollable storm, and drove off into the night.

What followed was a blur—her family crumbling, her thoughts fractured by grief and anger, the crash, and then... the glow. She could barely recall the details: the jarring impact, the surreal orbs of light, and the strange, unyielding grip of an unseen hand. That night marked the end of everything she had known—and the beginning of something far more terrifying in the shadows of Arcadia.

Has your muse left anything behind that they are desperately trying to return to or escape? There was nothing to return to. With her father gone and her mother cold as ice, Reyna had little semblance of family left. The only connections she had were the faint bonds with a handful of coworkers, and even those were tenuous at best. Working in the hospital morgue, buried in the basement’s quiet stillness, didn’t leave much room for building lively relationships.

Intimate relationships had always been fleeting. The problem was always the same—when someone reached for tenderness and security, Reyna failed to meet them halfway. She struggled to communicate, to open up, leaving a shadow over her connections. Yet deep in her chest, she felt a warmth she could never bring herself to show—a warmth buried under fears of rejection, neglect, and loss. It was safer to keep her distance, but safety came at a price: isolation. And while she found solace in solitude, the loneliness crept in overtime.

Adapting to Arcadia was no easier. Her first year was consumed by grief, confusion, and an oppressive gloom. The second year came with fits of rage and frustration, emotions that eventually blossomed into a daring curiosity. By the third year, Reyna had stepped into the role of a guard, finding a new kind of strength within herself. Her resilience grew, though it didn’t erase the fear. She was courageous and sharp-witted, but still deeply unsettled by the mysteries of Arcadia and the lurking dangers it concealed.

Despite it all, Reyna had come to accept the strange, mind-bending life she had fallen into. It was far from the life she’d imagined, but she had learned to endure it. As sad as it might seem, acceptance had become her armor against the chaos.

&BIO.

&YOUTH.

Reyna grew up in Tacoma, Washington, wooded and lush. She was the only child of a complicated household. Her mother was an alcoholic, often distant or volatile, crushing up pills in private moments that Reyna quickly learned to pretend not to notice. As a child, Reyna was quiet and reserved, often mistaken for timidness, but inside, she harbored a deep yearning for adventure and freedom. The only tender moments shared with her mother was at a local theater. The space only rolled older films, but Reyna relished in them, and every so often she’d glance at her mother's face to see that always scowled unhappiness crack into something…almost warm for once. 

Reyna's father was her anchor—a gentle and steady presence. Together, they spent hours in the garage, their hands slick with oil as they tinkered with engines and old machines. Those moments were sacred, filled with shared laughter and heartfelt conversations that stretched late into the night by the light of a crackling campfire. Reyna's bond with her father was unshakable, but it often seemed to drive a wedge between her and her mother, who Reyna believed resented their closeness.

Reyna found solace in horseback riding, spending countless afternoons at the local stables. The rhythmic gallop of her horse and the wind against her face were her escapes, moments of pure freedom in an otherwise tumultuous childhood.

&CAREER. 

Reyna excelled academically, her precision and focus setting her apart as a top student. Though, friendships were few. She poured herself into her studies, immersing herself in science and anatomy, eventually finding her calling as a coroner / medical examiner. The work suited her meticulous nature, offering a sense of control.

Her career became her refuge, a space where she could thrive without needing to untangle the complexities of human relationships. Reyna’s closest connections were with her co-workers, forged over late nights and shared cases. Yet, even these relationships were tinged with a distance—Reyna struggled with expressing her emotions, her quiet thoughtfulness often mistaken for aloofness.

&INTIMACY.

Reyna’s bisexuality was something she accepted quietly, never feeling the need to make declarations. Her love life, however, was fraught with challenges. Each relationship followed a familiar pattern: a deep initial connection that faltered as her partners grew frustrated with her inability to communicate her feelings. Reyna wanted to be vulnerable, but the words often escaped her, leaving her partners to interpret her silences as indifference.

In truth, Reyna was warm and empathetic, but awkward when it came to navigating emotional waters. Her reserved nature masked a deep well of care and understanding, but she struggled to bridge the gap between her intentions and how others perceived her.

&NOW.

Reyna stands as a paradox: a woman who has achieved professional success and holds immense compassion for others, yet remains guarded in her personal life. Her quiet resilience has carried her through life's hardships, but her yearning for deeper connection still lingers. Life up until four years living in the warp of Arcadia had been a gentle wave. One glistening blue, smooth while she coasted on her way of life. Arcadia was disruptive. Bottled Reyna’s existence into a snow globe, tipped her over, and shook…and shook…and shook.