#bigbang 6th member au

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Series: Bigbang 6th member au

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Baby

Pairing: Sunhee/Jiyong

Series: SHINee 6th Member AU 

Rating: Fluff 

Synopsis: Jonghyun wants a baby. 

Sunhee sat on the couch in the changing room, chewing on her lip. You could hear the faint screams of fans from the concert outside, waiting for the leader of BigBang to make himself known. Jiyong was currently sat in the chair, getting his hair done while their son sat in his lap.

She was slightly nervous, a pool of butterflies in her stomach as the minutes approached that her husband would be done. Jonghyun didn’t seem to notice a thing, reaching for the sunglasses on the bench in front of him and pulling them on.

Jiyong laughed at his son, kissing him on the forehead before standing up and walking over to his wife. Sunhee looked up and burst into giggles at the sight of her son with the sunglasses on, reaching up and taking him into her grasp. Jiyong was all done up, outfit on with hair and make up.

“You don’t seem to thrilled,” Jiyong pointed out.

“I’m just worried,” Sunhee sighed, “You’ve been away from the scene for almost three years now,”

“You know you can start back up in music too,” He kissed her cheek.

“No because we have a baby,” She referred to their two year old son that was now laying on her chest, “We can’t just leave him alone,”

“Minho has like twelve or something doesn’t he?” Jiyong asked sarcastically.  

“Hayoon doesn’t work,” Sunhee pointed out.

He nodded, hearing his wife’s words. Jiyong wanted Sunhee do what she wanted, he didn’t want to keep her stuck to the stereotype of stay at home mother but they had agreed that once Jonghyun was two, Jiyong would return to his job again.

“I’m not worried about me, Jiyong,” She explained, “I’m worried about you, I know how you can be,”

“I won’t be like that,” Jiyong was quick to state, “Not just for you but for him too,”

“He might not take the change well,” Sunhee whispered.

Jiyong frowned, “Let’s just see how tonight goes,”

Kissing her forehead, Jiyong then leaned down and kissed his son’s cheek. Jonghyun gave him a cheeky smile before he rushed off with a goodbye and a ‘love you’. Sunhee laid back on the couch, her son sitting up.

He looked around the room for a moment, frowning before laying back down. Sunhee stroked his hair, playing with short black locks before he sighed and sat up again.

“Where appa?” Jonghyun asked.

“He’s performing right now,” She kissed his forehead, “Okay?”

“Boring,” He complained, “Baby!”

“Yes, you’re the baby,” Sunhee chuckled.

“No, baby!” Jonghyun whined.

Sunhee raised an eyebrow, “You want a baby?”

Jonghyun nodded and grinned.

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Personalized Reaction Contest! *Please Read Rules Carefully*

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BIGBANG BTS EXO Got7 iKON Jay Park Monsta X VIXX

Also: One individual from a group Multiple individuals from a group Mixed member reaction (i.e. Kai, Suga, Shownu)

and an au if you so please:

Werewolf Mafia Soulmate Father College

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Masterlist

 Current as of October 6th, 2020 * = Original/Nonrequest

Requests OPEN for Ateez, B.A.P, BTS and TXT reactions!

Ateez

Nothing Yet

Reactions: • Girl Addition

B.A.P

* One Shot -  Part 1 :: (Series - Gang AU)

Bang :: He Owed Me One - M :: (Smut) // Call Me, Maybe? - (telemarketer!Yongguk)

Himchan :: Frustrations - M :: (Smut)

Daehyun :: Midnight Snack - M :: (Smut) // Shiver - Part 1 :: (Series) // Birthday Bliss - M

Youngjae

Jongup :: Two Left Feet :: (Fluff/Drabble)

Zelo :: Watch - M :: (Smut)

Himup :: Forever With You (Fluff) | Part 2 Part 3 Part 4:: (Angst)

Reactions: • Can’t Sleep • First Kiss • Kitchen Mess • Teasing • Not Your First Favorite • Not shaving • Risqué Texts/Pics • Interrupted • Interrupting • Sexuality • Interest in the Wrong Member • No Kids • Sun and Stars - Mini Scenarios • ‘Wanna Date Oppa?’ • Age Gap • Drunken Affection • Touching Yourself • Emotional Over TV Couple • Fear of Confrontations • High Libido • Lingerie Shopping • Meeting the Parents • Thigh Touches • BJ Practice • Jealousy - Mini Scenarios • Age Difference • Crying Over Online Hate - Mini Senarios • Girl Addition to B.A.P • Child Taking First Steps •  Blind Crush • GF’s Secret Traumatic Past • Zombie Apocalypse • Stuffed Animal Cuddles • One-sided Love • Roller Coaster • Sitting on Their Face • One Night Stand • Lingerie • Careless Whispers • Older GF w/Child • Silent Treatment • Sexy Concept • Crampage - Mini Scenarios • Mistake for Violence • Rude to Thick GF(!Mafia) • Ex's Hoodie • Compliment Blushes

Non-reactions: • As Fathers • What They Find Attractive • Movie Night • Cuddles • Pregnancy - Mini Scenarios • Flirtations • BAP!boyfriend Series - Yongguk | Himchan | Daehyun | Youngjae | Jongup | Zelo • On Law of the Jungle • True Love Meeting • BAP!morningafter Series - Yongguk • Cute vs. Sexy Preference • 'Best' Kisser • B.A.P!expectant Fathers Series - Yongguk | Himchan | Daehyun | Youngjae

BTS

Jin :: Eleven Minutes :: (Fluff)

Jimin :: Green Jiminie Bean | Part 2 :: (Fluff/Jealousy) // War of Hormones | Part 2 :: (Angst) // More Than Friends - M :: (Mild Angst/Fluff/Smut)

V :: Made for Me - M :: (Jealousy/Smut/Fluff) // Cute Tomato (Fluff)

Reactions: • Kitchen Mess • Girl Addition to BTS • Bisexual GF

TXT

Nothing Yet 

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Series

B.A.P (Himup) - Forever With You  • Everything for Himchan and Jongup seems perfect - until fate intervenes and tears them apart.  (The first part is strictly fluff and can be a standalone for those not interested in angst.)

Got7 - *The Beast Inside   • To live your life knowing there is a deadly beast inside you leaves little room for a tranquil existence.   As a werewolf, the survival of your pack is never certain.  Threats from hunters, starvation and other monsters alike always weigh heavily on those looked to for leadership.  So what happens when the greatest threat of all comes from within?  Where does the line between loyalty and duty fall?

B.A.P - *One Shot   • Growing up together, they had always been an odd group of friends - partially due to the age differences between quite a few of them. Still, somehow it just worked. Everyone had their own personality that placed them in their own unique role in the group and completed their little puzzle of unconditional friendship. This closeness carried over into their adulthood where they found themselves to be one of the most successful gangs in their city.  But success in such lucrative work comes with a price tag to match.  When their biggest rival gets their hands on Jongup’s sister, that reality becomes all to clear.

B.A.P (Daehyun) - *Shiver • It was always cold in his presence, an oddity I never noticed until I learned the truth. Funny how much you see once your eyes are open. Oh, how I wish they had remained closed. How I wish I could turn back time and return to blissful ignorance. How I wish he still filled that void I hadn’t even realized was there until he was gone. But the most heartbreaking part is… he’s not gone at all.

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Drabbles

Kyungsoo (Monsta X)- “You’re such a blessing…”

Zelo (B.A.P) - “We’re all weird…”

Jinyoung (Got7) - Sensual Bath

Mark (Got7) - 'Sometimes I worry...'

Daehyun (B.A.P) - Father’s Day

Kihyun (Monsta X) - "Cause you never think...

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Miscellaneous

Optional Bias - Safe Haven

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‘Retired’ Groups:

My Apologies, but I will no longer be accepting requests for these groups unless otherwise stated

BigBang

TOP :: Letting Go :: (Angst)*

Daesung :: Pillow Talk :: (Slight Angst/Fluff)

Reactions: • Haunted House

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EXO

Reactions: • Fangirling • Sun and Stars • Perfume • Argument Worry • Girl Addition to EXO

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GOT7

* The Beast Inside - Prologue | Part 1 :: (Series - Werewolf AU)

JB :: Ex’s and Oh’s - M :: (Jealousy/Smut)

Youngjae :: Frozen Yogurt :: (Angst/Fluff)

Reactions: • Speaking Fluent Korean • Your Pet Dying • Jealous GF • Girl Addition to GOT7 • Accidental Flash • Coma - mini scenarios • Lip balm Challenge

Non-Reactions: • 'Best' Kisser

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Monsta X

Reactions: • T-shirt and Panties • Nice View - mini scenarios • Girl Addition to Monsta X • Lisp • Good Cook • Vertically Challenged • Thigh Riding

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Pirate AU

When Park SooJin snuck aboard one of the various ships docked at the port of her tiny hometown, she never expected to land in the lap of pirates. She quickly learns it’s life or death as she hides her true identity and gender from the notoriously ruthless captain and his crew.

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Dummy

Series: Bigbang 6th Member AU

Pairing: SJ/Taeyang

2020

           Taeyang bounces his leg nervously, checking the time on his phone every couple of seconds until he spots SJ’s familiar figure through the thick crowd of the café. She weaves through the other people effortlessly. Almost as if they aren’t even there. All she looks at is Taeyang, her smile growing wider with each step she takes toward him.

           “Thanks for lunch, Tae.” She slides in the booth across from him, pulling the cup of tea he ordered for her closer. “If it wasn’t for you I don’t know if I would’ve had anything.”

           Taeyang makes a disapproving noise. “What have I told you about that? You might be a CEO now but I’m still your older brother. You still need to listen to me.”

           SJ leans forward on her elbows and tilts her head to the side. “Yes, hyung.”

           “You’re a pain. You know that?” Taeyang leans back in the booth, wrapping his hands around his own drink. The warmth seeps under his skin and calms him slightly.

           “I know.”

           They leave it at that for a bit, neither one of them sure how to continue. Truth be told, things have been tense between them since SJ left the group and the company. Taeyang didn’t understand why, after everything they’ve been through together, she would just up and leave like that. Like it was nothing. Like all their years together were nothing. Like their friendship was nothing. Hyorin kept telling him he was being ridiculous but he wouldn’t listen to her. He was too betrayed. Hell, he still feels betrayed.

           “There’s this kid I want to sign,” SJ says after a while.

           “The one you sent me?”

           “Yeah.”

           “She seems talented but I can see why no other company she’s been with debuted her.”

           SJ nods. “Me too. She isn’t idol material.”

           “Do you want idols or do you want talent? Eve, as much as I adore the kid, isn’t exactly idol material either. If news about her gets out-”

           “It won’t.”

           Taeyang gives her a sympathetic look. “You can’t bribe the media forever. Something’s gonna slip eventually. It always does.”

           “I know. I just… I want to keep her safe for as long as I can.”

           “You’ve got too much heart for this industry. You never should’ve started VIP.” Taeyang doesn’t add that she’ll go bankrupt soon if she doesn’t change the way she does business. He doesn’t need to. She already knows.

           “Maybe.”

           Taeyang drums his fingers on the table as he thinks of how to word what he wants to say. “You said this new kid isn’t idol material- and she’s definitely not- so would you have to pay people off to keep her secrets too? She’s too rough around the edges to be mainstream and the media would rip her apart.”

           “She’s already known as a trainee. Her past is out there.”

           “Who she is, is out there. No one expects her to debut. Will you really take that chance?”

           SJ looks down at her tea as if the leaves swirling around inside the cup will give her answers. “She’s a bit more… grunge than other companies like, I’ll admit. But she’s got talent, Tae. So much talent. I think she’ll do well with the right people behind her.”

           “And that’s you? You’re the right person?”

           “I think so.”

           As much as he hates to admit it, Taeyang think so too. SJ has a knack for taking in strays and giving them a home to flourish in. Eve is evidence enough of that. She hasn’t even been around a year but she’s one of the top up and coming entertainers in the country.

           “Well,” Taeyang gets up and grabs his wallet to settle the tab. “Looks like you have your answer.”

           SJ’s fingers circle around his wrist. “Youngbae, wait.”

           He peers over at her, eyebrows raised as he waits for her to continue. “Yes?”

           “I’m sorry. For everything.” SJ clears her throat like it’ll get rid of the tears in her voice. “I know what I did hurt you. My timing was terrible and I didn’t exactly consult you in detail before I just left. I’m so sorry.”

           Taeyang sits back down and clears his own throat as he glances out the window. “It was a jerk move, SooJin. With everything going on, with everything we were going through you just… you abandoned us. It hurt. A lot.”

           “I’ll never be able to make it up to you-”

           “No, you won’t.”

           “But that doesn’t mean I won’t try. Youngbae, I really, truly am sorry for everything I’ve put you through. It was never my intention to hurt any of you.”

           “I know.” Taeyang pats her hand gently. “Just because I’m a little angry right now doesn’t mean I love you any less. You’re still my baby sister.”

           Having to balance being proud of her achievements and hurt by her actions has been strange for Taeyang. It’s not a sensation he’s used to. When she asked for his opinion on the new artist she wants to sign, he saw it as the olive branch it was. The first step to making amends and she initiated it.

           “Have dinner with me and Hyorin tomorrow night?” He gets up again, this time fully intending on leaving. “We’ll talk more about Haru.”

           “Sure thing, hyung.” SJ grins. “Oh, and Youngbae?”

           “Hm?”

           “Love you.”

           Taeyang rolls his eyes. “Love you too, dummy.”

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Period.

Series: Bigbang 6th member au

Pairing: JiJin + Jia and Dami

2033

A scream pierces the room, making Jiyong practically jump out of his skin. He rushes towards the sound with little thought only to pause when he sees SJ on the phone, hand pressed to her mouth in shock.

“I- yeah, no, Jia, we’ll be right there.” SJ’s voice is a little shaky as she speaks. Jiyong doesn’t know what Jia says in response but he assumes it’s about him from the way SJ’s eyes flick briefly over to him. “Okay. I love you.”

Jiyong steps forward, straining to hear the conversation, but SJ already hung up the phone.

“What is it? Is she okay?” Jiyong feels himself panicking. SJ never outwardly shows any sort of fear or shock. Not that she can help at least. It has Jiyong’s chest aching. “SJ, what’s going on.”

“I,” SJ starts as she picks up her bag off the kitchen counter, “am going to go pick up our daughter from school for some girl time.”

“Girl time?” His face scrunches in confusion as he follows her outside to the car.

“Girl time.” She cups his face and gives him a quick kiss. “If Jia wants you to know what’s going on she’ll tell you. I’m leaving the decision to her though.”

“What decision? Why is there a decision?”

SJ smiles wryly. “She’s a twelve year old girl, babe.”

“What does her age have to do with anything? Why are you picking her up early from school? What the fuck is happening?!”

“We’ll be back later. Keep an eye on Dami. Oh! Make sure she has more than fries and chicken nuggets for dinner.” SJ shuts the car door behind her as she gets in but pops her head out the window. “And that doesn’t mean to give her chocolate and call it a day!”

“Sorry, can’t hear you!”

“Hey! KWON JIYONG!”

“I love you!” He wiggles his fingers and heads inside, plopping down on the floor beside Dami who’s finger painting a large canvas twice her size.

Jiyong draws his knees to his chest and props his chin on his knees as he watches Dami with a grin. She’s singing loudly to herself as she paints away with glee. He does his best not to dwell on SJ and Jia but he can’t help it. His curiosity and worry is getting the best of him.

“Dami, have you and Mommy had a girl’s day yet?”

Dami looks up at him with wide, innocent eyes. “Every day is a girl’s day. I’m a girl.”

“No, I mean-“

She dunks her entire hand in a bucket of red paint and holds it up with a happy squeal. “Daddy! Blood!”

Jiyong gives her a lopsided grin. “Yeah, blood is red.”

Dami slams her hand down on the canvas and brushes it back and forth. Jiyong watches her, admiring her concentration and utter disregard for any advice he tries to offer. Five might be his favorite age on her so far.

She starts singing another song, this one about blood and other red things, but Jiyong can’t say he’s paying attention fully. His mind keeps going back to his wife and oldest daughter. He can remember his mom having “girl days” with his sister about once a month. They started when she was about Jia’s age too. Jiyong never really gave it much thought or notice until he and his sister were a little older. His mom sat him down and explained how women go through... certain... things...

“Oh, God! Oh, no!” Jiyong springs up suddenly, understanding lighting up his eyes. “Dami, your sister is getting older!”

Dami gives him a look that says he’s being a little extra about that piece of information. “Duh! She’s bossy too.”

“She’s becoming a woman.” He rakes a hand through his hair. “Oh, fuck, no. No, no, no. This can’t be happening. NO.”

She wrinkles her nose in displeasure. “Daddy, stop! You’re stepping all over Uncle Dae!”

Jiyong’s head snaps down to the floor to see he has, in fact, stepped all over Dami’s painting. “Oh shit!”

“Oh shit!” Dami repeats after him with a devious smile. She knows it’s a bad word but Jiyong clearly isn’t paying much attention. She saw her chance and took it.

“Dami, don’t say that.” Jiyong grabs a towel hanging off a nearby chair and wipes his foot clean.

“Dami, don’t say that.” Dami mocks him with a grin.

Jiyong tried hiding his grin but fails miserably. “You’re something else, you know that?”

“That’s what Mommy says too!”

“You know we love you anyway?”

“Yep!” Dami goes back to her painting. “Did Jia start her period?”

Jiyong chokes on his saliva. “What?! How do you know that... that’s even a thing...”

“Mommy and Jia were doing a practice run-“ she pronounces the foreign words carefully- “and Jia told me. She thinks she’s a grown up.” Dami rolls her eyes in annoyance.

“She’s not!”

Dami cuts her eyes at him. “I know that. It’s her you gotta tell.”

“I will.” Jiyong nods to himself.

“Daddy? Can we have chicken nuggets for dinner?”

He takes in her determined little stance. “You know what? Yeah. We can have all the chicken nuggets you want.”

“Can I have ice cream?” She stretches out the question adorably.

SJ did say to give her more than just chicken nuggets and fries. So... fuck it. “Of course.”

Ha!

Maybe SJ will think twice before leaving out important information next time.

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She wants it rough. She wants it hard. She wants nothing more than for Jiyong to just pin her down then and there, forcing her to the brink of mind numbing pleasure.

The only problem?

She has no fucking clue how to vocalize any of that.

“Jiyong.” SJ says his name so softly that he has to do a double take. There’s uncertainty laced in her tone. Jealousy reflected in her eyes. “I...”

A smile takes over Jiyong’s face, lighting up his expression like it’s Christmas and he’s just been given the best present. There’s no one on the planet he knows better than SJ. No one he can see straight through without hesitation. From the way he said his name alone, Jiyong knows just what SJ wants.

Even if she can’t say it.

He gestures for her to come closer, hands going to her waist before dipping lower down to cup her ass. SJ gasps sharply, cheeks flushing as heat pools in her lower belly.

“What’s the matter, baby,” Jiyong practically purrs in her ear. His teeth scrape over her jawline in a teasing bite, tongue darting out to lick at the skin.

SJ’s hands fist his shirt, wrinkling the expensive fabric. “Don’t play with me, Kwon Jiyong.”

He gives her the filthiest grin that has her clenching her thighs together. “I haven’t even started playing with you, kitten.”

She whines, high and desperate, when his hands slip down the back of her sweats. Jiyong tilts his head to the side and watches her expressions with hazy eyes as his fingers push aside the flimsy lace of her panties so he can tease her entrance.

“Jiyong!” SJ’s eyes meet his own in a moment of fear.

“We don’t have to. Give me the word and I’ll stop right now.” He pulls her closer, grinding his hardened member against one of her soft thighs. “Don’t you think it would be fun to try something new?”

SJ nods, almost drunk off his voice and the expert way he manipulates her body. “Y-yeah.”

“Bend over. Let me fuck that pretty little ass of yours, kitten.”

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(Bigbang 6th member au)

SJ x Bom fan posts

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Christmas Trip

Series: Bigbang 6th member au

Pairing: SJ/GD

2019

“Pack.” Jiyong slams the suitcase on SJ’s bed, jostling her body from the sheer force.

“That’s not my bag,” she says. Through the thick comforter wrapped around her body the words sound muffled and unintelligible but Jiyong knows what she’s saying anyway.

“It is now.” He taps the top of the suitcase, an exact replica of his own. “Get up and pack.”

“No. Don’t wanna.” SJ pulls the blankets tighter around her when she feels Jiyong yanking on them. “Stop!”

“Then get up!”

“Why?!”

Jiyong finally succeeds in pulling her out of her blanket burrito and smiles down at her. “Because we’re taking a trip.”

“But it’s Christmas.”

“I know. That’s why we’re taking a trip.”

SJ eyes him warily. “Where are we going?”

“Somewhere you’d never guess.”

“Oh really?” SJ sits up, folding her legs under her so she can lean over and press her face close to his. “Wanna bet?”

Jiyong, ever confident in his ability to surprise his other half, grins happily. His eyes crinkle at the edges in pure joy. “A thousand.”

SJ sticks out her hand. He takes it without hesitation.

“We’re going to the US. Specifically North Carolina.”

Jiyong’s smile falters. “Be more specific.”

“Biltmore in Asheville.” SJ kisses him tenderly, lips lingering as she pulls away. “You left the email for the reservation open on my laptop, dummy.”

“Nosy ass,” he mutters.

“It was my own laptop! And don’t think I won’t hold you to paying me that thousand dollars!”

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Through the Years

Series: Bigbang 6th Member AU

Pairing: SJ/GD

2007

           Taeyang nudges SJ forward but the younger girl’s slight frame takes it more as a shove. She lurches forward, mumbling under her breath and staring directly at the ground. She can’t look up. Can’t look him in the eyes. And why should she? He’s been nothing but a pain in her ass since day one, pushing her around and harassing her to her wits end.

           “Say it,” Seunghyun tells her.

           SJ crosses her arms and squares her shoulders before looking at Jiyong dead in the eye. “Happy birthday. Jerk.”

           Daesung gasps and pulls SJ back, scolding her so quietly someone stumbling on the scene would think he’s saying nothing at all. SJ shakes away his hold on her with an annoyed huff.

           “Thank you.” Jiyong’s smile is razor sharp, making SJ gulp audibly. That smile means something is coming. And it won’t be good for her.

2008

           “I don’t wanna!” SJ whines the entire time Daesung drags her behind him. “Dae, he hates me! Why should I even show up?”

           “Because we’re a group. Now come on.”

           “Do you still have the gift I got for you to give him?” Taeyang peers at her curiously, searching for a square box hidden in her bag.

           “No,” SJ answers with a bite to her tone. “I tossed it.”

           “What?!”

           “Don’t worry! I’ll give you your twenty bucks back.” She fishes around in her pocket. “Here.”

           Taeyang groans. “SJ, you can’t keep doing this.”

           “Watch me.”

           “I don’t think any of us really want to,” Seungri mutters.

           SJ’s brow arches. “What was that?”

           “Just go be a bitch to him so we can get this over with and have fun. We’re all sick of it.” Seunghyun is the one to answer SJ, practically daring her to argue with the intensity of his gaze.

           SJ’s eyes wander from Top to the bar where she notices Jiyong propped up on the counter. He’s chatting with some girl in a dress two sizes too small and makeup that looks like it was done in the dark. SJ’s stomach falls to the soles of her feet.

           “See!” She gestures wildly. “He doesn’t even want to spend his birthday with us anyway! Just…” SJ pulls some change out of her pocket and shoves it towards one of the guys. She honestly doesn’t care who. “Give him this and tell him to get a condom out of that machine in the bathroom. It’s on me. Can’t have our precious leader catching an STD, can we?”

           SJ storms out of the club.

           Daesung looks between her and Jiyong. “She knows that’s Dara… right?”

           Taeyang sighs. “I don’t think she cares.”

           Seungri toys with the coins SJ gave him. “Who wants to give this to hyung?”

           All of them groan.

2009

           SJ sneaks quietly weaves through the other party goers, searching the dense crowd for Jiyong. He shouldn’t be this difficult to spot at his own birthday party but he’s sending her on one hell of a search.

           “Oh, hyung!” SJ grabs Seunghyun’s arm, pulling him down to her height. “Have you seen GD around?”

           Seunghyun points toward their kitchen. It seems like it takes far more effort than necessary, so SJ appreciates his drunken attempt. She pats him on the cheek, giggling at the way his eyes sparkle at the affection.

           When SJ enters the kitchen GD is alone, nursing a can of beer. He grins at her crookedly when she approaches.

           “Ah, there she is! My favorite girl in the world.” His words slur together and SJ’s suddenly struck by a feeling of discomfort. “You actually came this year.”

           SJ grimaces. “Yeah.”

           “Do I get a present this year?” Jiyong bats his eyelashes, giggling playfully.

           She considers the gift card to one of his favorite music stores safely tucked away in her back pocket. A sense of outrage fills her suddenly. “My presence is your present, you jerk!”

           She’ll just spend it on herself.

2010

           SJ is… surprisingly pleased with herself. The entire day has passed, schedules are done, Jiyong’s birthday dinner wrapped up, and he still has no idea. No idea that the second he opens the door to his bedroom-

           “PARK SOOJIN!”

           SJ runs to his room, almost tripping over her own feet in excitement. She trows out her arms and yells “Happy birthday, hyung!”

           Jiyong doesn’t know whether to be impressed or exasperated as balloon after balloon falls out of his bedroom and litters the hallway. “SJ, what the fuck?”

           She deflates a little. “Don’t… don’t you like it?” Did she overthink how close they were getting? Was she misreading signs whenever he’d chuckle at one of her pranks on the other members? Did she just ruin everything good they had going between them?

           When he sees the panic in her eyes he’s quick to reassure her. “No, no, no, it’s great! I was just shocked at first!”

           Still not completely convinced, she points to his bed. “There’s more.”

           He creeps in slowly, careful not to pop any of the balloons. His bed is absolutely covered in silly string and streamers, the colors alternating between red, black, gold, and white. Beneath all of that is a picture frame. It’s clearly hand painted, the designs intricate yet sloppy all at once. Jiyong smiles, brushes away the celebratory debris, and picks the frame up as if it’s the most precious thing he owns.

           “Thank you, SJ.” And he means it.

           “It’s from the day we found out we’d debut together.” SJ’s voice is soft, lost in memory. “Youngbae’s mom helped me track it down.”

           Jiyong ruffles her hair before letting his hand slide down the side of her face and cup her cheek. “You’re the best.”

2011

           “Jiyong!” SJ tugs on his leg in an attempt to drag him out of bed. “Come on! Let’s go!”

           “I don’t want a party this year!” He kicks her away impatiently, not in the mood to go out. “I just want to stay in and spend it with the people I actually care about.”

           “So, fuck us then, huh?”

           He sits up at the sound of Dami’s voice. “I thought you were working!”

           Dami shrugs. “When SJ calls I answer.”

           “But when I call-” Jiyong doesn’t finish that sentence. “Never mind.”

           “That’s what I thought.”

           SJ perches on the edge of his bed, threading her fingers through his. “I know how long it’s been since you’ve seen your family… so I might’ve made a few phone calls and bought a few plane tickets. Don’t worry, you still don’t have to go out somewhere. Everyone is here.”

           “And you’ll stay?”

           She nods. “Whatever you want. It’s your day, Jiyong.”

2012

           “SJ, seriously. It’s his birthday!” Daesung watches as SJ gets ready for her date with Siwon.

           “You think I don’t know that?” She shoots him a glare that’s equal parts amusing and terrifying. “It’s not like I can just ring up Unicef and be like ‘hey can you reschedule this whole charity gala thing? It’s my best fri-”

           Daesung’s entire demeanor perks up. “It’s your what? Go ahead, SJ. Finish your sentence.”

           SJ rolls her eyes. “I’ll be back before midnight. I’ll just see him then.”

           “Alright, Cinderella.��

           She’s not back by midnight.

           Jiyong waits up expectantly, heart growing heavier and heavier with each minute that passes by. She’s never missed his birthday before. Never. Maybe that’s the exact moment his hatred for Siwon started, burning so bright and so intense it colors his every action around SJ’s boyfriend. Fuck, the word hurts to even think.

           So he just goes to bed.

           The clock glows 2:32 am when Jiyong feels his bed dip and slender arms wrap around his waist. He shifts around so he and SJ are face to face.

           “I’m-”

           Jiyong shakes his head. “Don’t say you’re sorry.”

           SJ’s cheeks puff up. “I wasn’t going to.”

           “Oh?”

           “I was going to say: I’m all yours for the next twenty four hours. I know I’m a shitty friend for choosing the gala over you, but I’m not leaving your side again until this time tomorrow. You’ll be absolutely sick of me.”

           Jiyong hides his grin by pulling her into a tight hug. “God, you’re such a little punk. What the hell am I gonna do with you?”

           He can practically hear the smile in her voice. “Love me anyway?”

2013

           “What the fuck is this?” Jiyong pulls the blindfold down and looks around the bright white studio. His eyes immediately find SJ’s who simply smiles and gestures around her.

           “Ta da! It’s yours!”

           “What’s mine?”

           “This.” SJ skips around. “This whole place! You can use it as an art studio. I know you’re really into that lately and your apartment doesn’t really have enough room so… do you like it?”

           “Do I like it?” Jiyong looks around in awe. “I fucking love it.” He picks her up and spins her around, planting a kiss on her cheek as he lowers her back on the ground. “SJ, you’ve got a beautiful fucking soul, babe.”

           “I expect your first work to be for me.”

           “Oh, fuck yeah.”

2014

           SJ looks mildly upset. Okay, so, maybe Jiyong’s downplaying it a little. She looks absolutely devasted.

           “SooJin?” He gets no response. “Kitten?”

           SJ huffs. “Don’t call me that. I don’t deserve it.”

           “Why?”

           “I didn’t know what to get you this year,” she wails pathetically. “And when I finally found something Kiko mentioned you might think it’s dumb…”

           Jiyong can’t help but laugh. “SJ, I think you know me a little better than Kiko. What was it?”

           SJ bites her lips nervously. “Well…”

           “SJ. Show me. It’s my birthday present anyway.”

           She huffs in annoyance. “Fine.” She fishes through her bag and pulls out a little keychain. “I know it’s not much but I thought it was cute and reminded me of you. It’s a g dragon.”

           He runs his thumb over the tiny dragon, curving and twisting its body in a way that makes it look like a capital G. The laughter bubbles up in his chest, spilling out of him before he can repress it.

           “SJ, this is adorable. I love it.”

           SJ blushes, quietly saying, “I mean… I thought you would.”

2015

           “Sooo…” SJ threads her fingers between Jiyong’s and swings their arms as they walk through Times Square. “You know how I’m, like, the best gift giver ever?”

           “Yeah?”

           “Well, you might actually hate me this year.”

           “What? Why?”

           Instead of saying anything, SJ points up to one of the many, many screens above their heads. There, in all its neon glory, is single handedly the most embarrassing photograph Jiyong has ever seen of himself. He’s asleep, mouth wide open, stubble across his chin, and his eyes are half open. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE PRINCE accompanies the picture in bold while lettering.

           “You have five seconds,” Jiyong mutters.

           “Oh shit!” SJ doesn’t hesitate before taking off through the crowd. “Remember how much you love me!”

           “I’m going to kill you!”

2016

           Jiyong eyes the kitchen table with rapt interest. Every single Dragon Ball related movie or tv series sits in front of him, teasing him, begging him to just dive in. But he can’t. SJ made sure of that.

           “SJ, come on,” he whines. “This is my birthday! Why do I have to wait?”

           “Calm down you big baby. I’m almost done.” She hurries out of the bathroom and shoves a bunch of fabric in his arms. “Go change.”

           “Are these… matching pajamas?”

           “Yep! Now go!” SJ pushes him towards the bathroom so she can pop in the first dvd. He emerges from the bathroom not even a minute later, looking cute and cuddly and every bit the dork she knows he is.

           “Aww,” she coos. “Look at you.”

           Jiyong rolls his eyes and plops down on the couch. “I feel like I’m in one of your weird wet dreams.”

           “You wish. Now, are you ready to start from the very beginning?”

           Jiyong considers her words and feels vaguely sentimental. This really is starting from the beginning. The beginning of them. Or, uh, their friendship. Yeah, friendship.

           “I can feel you getting sappy on me, Kwon,” SJ teases.

           He clears his throat, picking his cat up off the floor and settling the tiny creature in his lap. “Play the damn dvd.”

           “Yes, sir.”

2017

           “Okay, so,” SJ sets a book down in front of Jiyong. It creates a heavy thud against the wooden table as she does so. “I can’t take full credit for this one. You’re mom helped me out with it and I’ve sort of had the idea for a couple years now. I figured with Kwon Jiyong being out now it’s an appropriate time to give it to you.”

           “Babe, you’re rambling.” Jiyong chuckles.

           SJ nods. “Right. Sorry.”

           “It’s cute.”

           “I’m not cute!” She shakes her head as if trying to keep herself on track. “Anyway, you’re mom had all of the pre-2009 photos. The rest of them are ones I had.”

           Jiyong starts flipping through the book. It’s red leather, his name embossed in gold lettering on the front. The whole thing is cool and smooth to the touch, each page painstakingly put together with effort and love. Most of the photos he’s seen before. Some of the more recent ones… well, those are new.

           “You took these?” He asks in pure awe.

           SJ nods. “I like candids. The ones where you aren’t looking. That’s my favorite.” She points to a photo of him onstage. The angle makes it seem like he’s larger than he is, more important than he is. He’s standing on his own but laughing at something going on off camera, smile stretching from ear to ear. In one of his hands is his mic. In the other is SJ’s own outstretched hand.

           Jiyong makes a promise to himself that night as SJ heads back to her own place that she’s never getting away from him. Ever.

2018

           “Hyung!” SJ pops out from behind Jiyong’s father with a gorgeous, blinding smile. “Happy birthday.”

           “Oh, SJ, really. Again with the hyung?” Jiyong’s mother scolds her half-heartedly.

           Dami laughs. “Careful, Mom. You’re scolding your future daughter-in-law.”

           “I’m aware.”

           SJ rolls her eyes before sitting herself firmly by Jiyong’s side. He almost can’t believe it. She looks so good. So healthy. Her skin is practically glowing and even without makeup she’s completely flawless. She’s gained some weight from touring, softening her curves and face. Her femininity is undeniable and Jiyong finds himself more attracted to her than ever. If this is the difference a few months can make he wonders what a whole year will bring.

           “I’ve got your present.” SJ pulls out a little box from her bag and pushes it across the table, the wrapping already partially coming off, but it’s fine and all the more endearing because it just means SJ did it herself.

Jiyong has to hide the grin on his face when he pulls out a silver bracelet, a bejeweled blue jay handing from the delicate chain. His heart melts when she fastens it around his wrist, her fingers lingering a second longer than necessary.

“So you won’t forget me,” she says with a shy smile.

Jiyong scoffs because what the fuck. How could he ever? “You’re full of it,” he answers with a smile that says everything he can’t quite yet

2019

           Life… doesn’t get better than this, Jiyong decides as he watches his father toss an arm around SJ and give her a quick side hug after she laughs particularly hard at one of his dumb jokes. His mother also watches them with a fondness in her eyes while Dami… well, Dami’s got her eyes on Jiyong.

           “When’s the wedding,” she leans over and whispers in his ear.

           It’s unbecoming of a soldier to blush but Jiyong can’t help how the tips of his ears burn bright pink. “Shut up.”

           “Has she given you your present yet?”

           “N-no.” Jiyong doesn’t like her tone or the teasing sparkle in her eye.

           Dami makes a shock sound. “Really? Allow me to wrap this up then.”

           “Dami, what are you-”

           “It’s been real, lil bro, but I think we should all be heading out. Right, Mom?”

           Jiyong’s mother (already aware SJ’s present is a little on the private side) responds in the affirmative after a moment of shock. “Oh, yes, I’m exhausted. How about you, dear?”

           Jiyong’s father shakes his head. “I’m fine.” His wife elbows him in the ribs. “I mean, yes, let’s go. I’m tired.”

           “We’ll see you tomorrow, love.” Jiyong’s mother gives him a quick peck on the cheek. “SooJin, sweetheart, why don’t you stay a while longer? We’ll meet you back at the hotel tonight.”

           “Not if it goes well,” Jiyong’s dad rumbles. He gives a hearty laugh when Dami shushes him dramatically.

           “Well that was…” Jiyong blinks in confusion. “Actually, I don’t know what that was.”

           “Cringe?” SJ offers the word up with an awkward laugh.

           He nods and silence settles. It’s strange. Usually things aren’t this tense and weird between them. Usually their silences are comfortable. Easy. Hardly noticeable. This one hangs heavy on Jiyong’s heart, convincing him he’s done something horribly, terribly, utterly wrong.

           “SJ-”

           He’s shocked when she moves from her spot across the restaurant table to sit right beside him. He’s even more shocked that she moves in closer, pressing her hands to his firm chest, openly admiring the hard muscles beneath her fingertips. This is out of character. SJ would never… would she? Is this why his parents were in such a rush to leave? To give them alone time?

           “What are you doing?” His voice is thick, barely audible, drowning in lust and confusion. “SJ… what’s going on?”

           Her eyes flicker up to his, deep pools of the most delicious chocolate. “I have a present for you.”

           She moves slowly like she’s scared of running him off. It’s slightly ridiculous in Jiyong’s opinion. The only place he has any intention of running to is straight towards her. Fully, openly, happily. When their lips meet he can’t hear anything but the sound of blood rushing in his ears, flooding a little further down south. Her lips fit against his perfectly. Like they were made for each other. He grips her hips and pulls her closer, throwing his everything into the kiss. This may be the only time he ever gets this, so why not make the most of it?

           “Jiyong,” SJ moans as she breaks the kiss. “I… just… look, listen to this later, okay?” She pats his front pocket where she slipped in a tiny USB drive during the kiss. “And happy birthday.”

           Later that night as he’s alone- blessedly, strangely, alone- he plugs the USB into his laptop. There’s only one music file available and he clicks on it instantly. The opening chords are soothing yet dramatic. He recognizes it as SJ’s work before her voice even starts up. He closes his eyes and for four minutes loses himself in the music. It’s not until the very end that he realizes.

           The song was his birthday present.

           The song was for him.

           Park “I can’t write love songs without outside help” SooJin composed and produced a whole love song for him.

           Jiyong’s head starts spinning. What does this mean? Where does it leave them? Instead of overthinking things he chooses to replay the song again and again until he blinks and the sun is peaking hazy over the horizon.

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Series: Bigbang 6th member au

Fan posts on the 13th anniversary focusing on photos of SJ and fans

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SJ Instagram update

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Series: Bigbang 6th member au

SJ/Top after his enlistment ends

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When Jiyong and SJ finally get together it’s Daesung who knows first. It’s Daesung who SJ texts every time Jiyong does something unbearably cute (which is often and takes up a good portion of Daesung’s day). It’s Daesung who knows about their engagement before anyone else. It’s Daesung who helps SJ pick out her wedding dress, venue, and helps her put all her feelings into a neatly organized two minute vow. It’s Daesung who sings Haru Haru for SJ and Jiyong’s first dance as husband and wife. It’s Daesung who helps them sneak out of the venue so they can make their flight to wherever the hell it is Jiyong picked for the honeymoon.

It’s Daesung.

Every step of the way it’s Daesung because he’s watched and listened and prayed for this day for years. He’s seen their love grow over the course of the years, steady and so real his heart aches from the purity. The least Daesung can do for them is be there. In the dark, in the light, he just wants his brother and sister’s happiness.

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Bad news for Park SooJin fans

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Bad news for Park SooJin fans

At around 6pm Korean Standard Time, SJ of Bigbang posted on her Instagram. The post translates as follows:

Hello everyone,

I’m greeting you not as SJ, Bigbang’s youngest rapper, but as Park SooJin. Unfortunately, we aren’t meeting on the best of terms tonight. After careful consideration and many long talks with people who mean the most to me, I have decided to terminate my contract with my company. I don’t say this lightly. My decision has come after many sleepless, tear filled nights. This company that I once considered as home and a safe haven is becoming more and more unrecognizable. I dedicated so much of my life to building and helping in any way possible. I will not stand by while all that work is destroyed by people who have never had love for us in the first place.

Please accept my resignation with little issue.

We’ll meet again on the flower road.

Park SooJin