#bich if you can't keep me healthy just kill me already
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#isn't it ironic that my greatest passion are martial arts and at the same time my bidy is completely fucked?#my fucking joints are badly developed and now they constantly hurt#my back hurts so fucking much i want to jump off a window#my knees hurt my arms hurt#as i thought i was starting to get better everything fucked up again.#i am just so fucking tired#i just want to have a normal body#but i don't and i will never have a normal one#im stuck in this shitbox that can't even kill me#bich if you can't keep me healthy just kill me already#that'd be useful#god or whatever higher spirit there is must really hate me#and how am i supposed to look my coach or friends from martial arts club in the eyes now?#as i know that i will never be back#how am i supposed to look them in the eyes again?#i disappointed them all#i failed them all#they believed in me and what#i should just leave now#i should isolate#block them all on every social media and pretend that i have never existed#they won't even notice#they'll find someone to replace me#no one is irreplaceable#neither am i#jeez i am so tired of this#i just want some rest for once
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