#bfomd

[soft4gguk]

Hi, im new to your page and I absolutely love your writing 🙈 just curious, have you discontinued boyfriend of my dreams?

oh, do you come at a perfect time. hiii <3333 I'm so glad you've been enjoying so far hehe. I have NOT discontinued boyfriend of my dreams. literally the next chappie is 6k works IN. and I was re-reading it yesterday and oh my god I was reminded of how much I love that story and that jaykay in particular 😭😭😭 so hopefully u guys will read it soon!!!!!! ilu xo <333

[soft4gguk]

You wrote another (partial of a) chapter to ‘boyfriend of my dreams’?! I thought it was completed 😱

It’s literally my dream that you’ll continue this story (and also that someday you’ll release ‘awakening’)

Love your writing so much 😍

I DID!!! it's a whole fic!!! lolol. plot twists and everything! like, I don't think I've ever gone into such depths on the secondary characters than I do in this fic (probably bc oc tosses them around like a ping pong ball lmaooo) will def finish it and post it when I have time!!

also omg awakenings!!!! what a story lol. hopefully I finish that one too!! I remember writing quite a bit of it.

thank you for being lovely. I am so glad you enjoy!!!! iluuu <333 xo

[soft4gguk]

ETA for Boyfriend of My Dreams update?? 💕💕

I actually don't know 😭 the next part has been more than halfway done for sooooo long. I should revisit what I wrote and see where its headed. ill let u know when I know <333 xo ilu

[soft4gguk]

Sigh.. boyfriend of my dreams was amazing 🥲. How do you get to write such masterpieces?!

hiiii <333 I am so glad you like it!!!! it's not over yet hehe. alsooo idk! it sort of just comes to me. boyfriend of my dreams came after jaykay's bday live from like 2021!!!!! the one that went on for hours. I was so down bad for him I had to put all of that pent up energy SOMEWHERE! a lot of my ideas sort of come to be like that hehe. iluuu <3 xo

[soft4gguk]

I just finished reading yearning and I just have to say that your ability to make me fall in love with your oc's has to be studied. It happens time and time again (I've read all of your writing). But this oc in particular... I'm full of questions. Who is she? Where did she come from? Is she an idol too? Why does she have shitty friends? See? I am spiralling, you're just that good Tessa! Thank you for giving us wonderful stories and wonderful characters :)

hiii <3333 this message makes me so happy 😭 I am so glad that you're enjoying my lil stories and that you enjoy the oc's like this!! I looooove writing them. I think they're all so badass, even bfomd oc and her lil toxic ways lmaoo. also!!! I will be writing more for yearning and elaborating on her!! a lot of ur questions I can't answer bc I literally don't know 😭 but it'll come to me!! and I can't wait for u to read it <3333 iluuuuu xo

[soft4gguk]

Oc needs to strap him down one time hehe https://x.com/fantazm0/status/1824087616259498492?s=46&t=z_YAu8G1PMQelq90hN1Lvw

omg tbah oc????? im struggling to see it but everything is possible. yearning oc probably already did. and bfomd WILL. lmaooo. xoxo

[soft4gguk]

oh, boyfriend of my dreams jungkook that goes camping and wears soft sweaters and has soft shiny hair that i want to run my fingers through, i will write about you for the rest of my life!!

[soft4gguk]

boyfriend of my dreams jk is roundie

HE IS. U DONT GET IT. ITS HIM!!!!!!!! 😩😩🥺🥺😭😭 I love him and his round baby face so much 🤧🤧

[soft4gguk]

Omg 😭😭😭 I’ve just finished the third part of BOMD and I wanted to ask you if you have an update schedule ? Oc really gets on my nerves but I try to be patient with her. I feel like she went thru things that make her the person she is rn and especially when I read that part in which it was something along the lines of: he looks at her with patience which she never received from anyone ( smth like that ) I can’t help but think oc had it hard in her life ? Bc don’t get me wrong but she’s literally fucking everyone in her friend group and that seems kind of weird ? Like she seems like she only knows sex as in two bodies melting with each other literally no feelings involved. That would also explain why it’s so easy for her to fuck her friends and be normal around them bc she just sees them as bodies ? And with jk she somehow feels it deeper and it’s weird for her ? Idk.

hiyaaa <33 hope you've been enjoying so far!! honestly, I dont. I write as inspiration strikes because its when I write the best. I do have a lot of part four written, and its gonna be a long one thats all I know lol, so many ideas I want to touch on the next part! and yes, you are mostly right. I mean, I'm a modern day libertine advocate!! but she def sees sex as in... I'm fucking some body, not somebody. lmao. and I believe she mentions it quite often, and how she's totally comfortable with this. problem, problem arises when she fucks a body thats... somebody. lowkey proud of that one lmao. so idk if I would go as far as say that she went through something, but she's definitely used to impersonal sex like u said. its become normal indeed. and jungkook is the opposite of that so :s!! hehe. but I hope the next part is come out soon, look forward to it pleeeeease <3 xx

[soft4gguk]

hi tessy <3 god i've missed u. its good to see u on my tl and to see u answer asks and interact on here and stuff, welcome back! i wanted to ask... what do u think will come out first? tbah chap 12 or boyfriend my dreams pt. 4? quite frankly im asking out of sheer curiosity, i can't wait for either of them! i love everything u put out <3 like i would read a diary entry of yours on your most ordinary day. i love u! <3

hiii <3 I've missed u too, so much! its good to be back 🤧 hmm... honestly, whatever cooks first! I think a lot of why I just... couldn't write (other than being very depressed lol :)) is bc I was putting so much pressure on myself. even when u guys have truly been nothing but patient and understanding - I just wasn't to myself. and now that I have all of these ideas... and so much inspiration (in so many areas of my life) as I recover from... everything, im just so excited to write. some days im excited about tbah and so I pour my heart out onto that, and some days its boyfriend of my dreams. yesterday my very drunken self had a horny thought at the club and I was like... I should write that. I didn't think the feeling would linger but then this morning I had it again and im like... I should really write that. so I just might! though its kinda complex and new for me, in general. but I was so inspired by this... situation I came across. LMAO. god, I want to tell u guys everything. im so bad at keeping things to myself. ANYWAYS! whatever cooks first, but ill keep u guys updated <33333333 thank u for being excited about them! love u xx

[soft4gguk]

WAIT!!! I read boyfriend of my dreams from my old blog and i read it like a couple of times and i love it and i just realized i never followed you here??? Why am i dumb how did i do that??? Well other than my stupid mistake i want to say i loved the first two chapters and can't WAIT to read the third one ♥️

Here's a beautiful kook to apologize 😭

I just answered u but im answering again bc that is one beautiful kook I love him so much 😭

[soft4gguk]

Omg you should have just stabbed me that would hurt less... my poor baby kook i wanna wrap him in blankets and hug him so tight until he feels better 😭😭

this was me to me, I swear. like, I deadpanned and asked myself if I had to go that hard on my sweet baby koo koo. but!!! I will say that pt. 4 has already been plotted (which I rarely do super thoroughly bc I like to just go with the flow of my feelings most times when writing) and there is character development!!! so perhaps it will all be worth it... 🤨 but thank u for reading and chatting to me about it <333!!

[soft4gguk]

LEAVE HIS LISP ALONE 🤧 akidcjaiskodx I loved this sm!!!!!!!!

😭😭😭😭😭 jungkookie's lisp is and forever will be my favorite jungkookie thing. ever. so glad to hear you've enjoyed so far!!!!! sending love xx <333

[soft4gguk]

LOVE BFOMD. Hope Y/N starts treating our baby JK better 🥺🥺

me too!!!!!!!! he deserves the world <3333 happy to hear u like it xx

[soft4gguk]

just finished reading boyfriend of my dreams... oUCH! can't wait for the next one hopefully oc is nicer to kookie like pls look at him how can u not love him ugh get it together girl!!

she needs!!!!!! to get it together, you are very right hehe. he's so sweet. fingers crossed for them ig :)))))))))))))

[soft4gguk]

bf of my dreams part 4 when 😭

SOON!!! its currently standing at a whooping 6,254 words so it's gonna be a long one - but I'm super inspired with all my stories atm so it'll be with us sooner than we think!! thank u for looking forward to it <3333