#bez crush on marc washed away like the rain later on when marc does not effusively validate him ? maybe ? | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

moonshynecybin · 26 days ago

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thinking of baby bez in forced coming out au little gay baby... extremely compelling. would he come out to vale in a fit of bravery in this au? or, even better, would he come out to MARC first?

like on one hand he gets to see his idol in a v public gay thing which is #affirming and #lifechanging on the other i think baby bezz had a crush on both of them pre sepang (the marc instagram likes......) but vale the MOST. so in theory its sweet (and i have a post abt it here... maina wrote a wonderful FIC...) but teen bez was already p in his pussycrushing cups at that point, like in 2016 hes 18 ! hes already formed a lot of his uh. various and myriad complexes. so while this maybe tips the gayboy domino in the direction of a sexuality crisis a leedle earlier hes still like. i CANT tell marc bc then he'll know i want to fuck him and that is a horrifyingly embarrassing prospect

#remembering 16 y old me telling my friend by yelling it at them over loud music at a party and then running away. bez does that.#and he goes in order of least important to most important like pecco and vale go LAST....#motogp #callie speaks #asks #idk sometimes the scary part of coming out isnt that the person you tell will hate you its that they will KNOW YOU. and they are your IDOL.#forced coming out au #bez crush on marc washed away like the rain later on when marc does not effusively validate him ? maybe ?#also after a bit cele is there and like. older. lmao

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