#besides ive had auditory hallucinations while trying to sleep before and they just irritated me
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i do not fear the hatman
#psych is just Not refilling my trazodone for some reason so attempting to knock myself out with pink pills#honestly i didnt take that much just more than usual for me#besides ive had auditory hallucinations while trying to sleep before and they just irritated me#legit shout-slurred ‘SHUT UP’ at the deep voice coming from the corner of my room#cause he kept startling me back awake#and it was pissing me off#also had visual ones and when they turned to walk through a wall i tried to reach out and go ‘wait!’#cause i didnt have my glasses so was squinting to try and see them#but i was only half there so it was more of a vague groan and an arm flop#was so disappointed 😔#but back to the auditory ones between the deep voice in the corner of my room#and the bird on the wall next to my head#i was seriously about to snap on god#they kept waiting until right as i was starting to slip under to make noise again#and on god i was about to warp myself into whatever halfway dimension they occupied#specifically to throttle them#so apparently my response to most hallucinations is either ‘oh. hi.’ or Anger lol#the steroid ones were different because the steroids were also upping my anxiety#the ‘normal’ hallucinations are just like ‘oh hi how are you’ or ‘I Am Going To Find A Way To Kill You So Help Me Mariah Carey’#my reactions to them i should clarify lol#those are my responses#half asleep lynx is just vaguely bewildered by strange presences#but otherwise unbothered provided they don’t cause trouble#yeah that’s fine you can hang out there but i’m going back to sleep hope you don’t mind#there’s cheez its in my bag if you want a snack#i have to wonder if this is partially due to growing up with cats#ive always woken up to the glowing eyes of a predator watching me in the middle of the night#they are my Family
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