#berry anon

[delzinrowe]

do you think megumi would be sentimental about love? as in first love, summer love, or just long lost love that will never happen again?

and how would he act? would he try to bury those feelings at the bottom of his heart? throw it out the window? distract himself?

idc what au, i want to know all your thoughts

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Now listen, I think he definitely would be sentimental. In my mind he's feeling everything very intensely, at times it might even overwhelm him.

ALSO i'm so sorry this turned a bit longer and went into so many different directions. I hope I gave you at least something and didn't just leave you empty handed TT

Megumi doesn't like to show it, he doesn't like to get close to others, mainly because of his profession. At least that's what he tells himself. But let's take a little dive into his head.

His deadbeat father left when he was a child, his step sisters mother just up and went away. His only real healthy and strong relationship has always been his sister. Sure, Gojo cares, but the amount of time it took to let even Gojo in was immense. And then later on he basically loses his sister to a coma. He doesn't know how to really deal with relationships of any kind, he might even be a little unstable and has no real sense of self.

In my opinion he wouldn't know how to behave when he feels love for the first time. It would overcome him and possibly freak him out.

At first he might actually try to fight it, distract himself with training and missions as much as he could. He would practically beg Gojo to give him anything to do and would even consider doing some manager work for Ijichi at this point.

However, nothing works. His mind still travels to you way too many times, and eventually he just knows it's a force stronger than any sorcery. He catches himself thinking about you whenever something happens, wanting to tell you about it or just yearning for your presence and have you tell him about your entire day in full detail.

He sees you and a smile tugs at his lips, cracking the usually stoic facade. He wouldn't even notice it. You've taken his heart so quickly and effortlessly that he swears it has been yours all along.

There are times where he's alone, with nothing to do and he just stares out the window, at the sunset and how it paints the prettiest colours onto the sky and it reminds him of you. It brings so many small details about you into his mind and he ends up smiling while just reminiscing about you for god knows how long.

The moment he realises that he's actually so deep in love that there's no way out but through he shows his determination, even though there's still doubt in the back of his mind.

Mind you, he never courted anyone, his sole knowledge about romance comes from movies, and some ill advised comments from Gojo. Therefore he opts for a classical way. He would find you when you're not surrounded by others, with a flower in his hand and kind of awkwardly ask you if you want to go out. To which you say yes, of course.

It takes him a few moments to realise that you actually agreed and he cannot stop his lips from smiling, which makes him all the prettier in your mind.

There's a moment where you turn to the other side to hide your faint blush and his eyes fall to the scrunchie in your desk. Without even thinking about it he'd subtly snatch it and let it disappear in his pocket. This boy who usually thinks everything through and tries not to act irrational couldn't help himself, now he's glancing at your scrunchie whenever he misses you. But don't expect him to ever confess this to you, it's a secret he'll keep inside for far too long.

In the end Megumi embraces the love, he's sentimental about it, but not too open. He shows you how much you mean and how happy you make him, but in public he still mostly wears a stoic expression because it's no one else's business that you make his heart swell up three sizes or that just a smile from you makes him weak in the knees.

[husbandograveyard]

Hello me, here is your reminder to write a letter for Leona dedicated to Berry anon and also just as a treat for yourself, enjoy your week off and don't forget to sip some water as you're drinking because you KNOW you're dehydrated, kisses, past you <3

This one is also part of the event, but not a request. It is dedicated to Berry anon, as idk if they'll have time to check in again soon (I'll be replying to your ask in a bit :3!) and I have yet to write any of the Leona autumn musings. So I figured instead I'd write a little letter (and it gives me an excuse to write for him, cause it's been a while and I love him dearly) so here we go!

2nd person. GN reader. No warnings, just fluff

U - Understanding - How good do they know their partner? Are they empathetic?

Leona doesn’t give off a very empathetic vibe most of the time. He is rude, quick with his remarks and generally not a super positive or sensitive person to be around. But that doesn’t mean that he doesn’t understand what is going on in people’s heads. He just prefers to stay away from it most of the time. 

And it is different with you, his partner. Not only is he noticeably softer (and will growl at anyone for even trying to point that out), but he has an especially keen insight in your thoughts and feelings. He notices something is off faster than you realize yourself sometimes. He will be able to pinpoint a source for those feelings pretty fast too. 

He’s less quick to get annoyed around you, and will never dismiss your emotions. After all, he can be pretty emotional himself, but has always been pushed to bottle them up, keeping up a princely attitude at home. His main outlet is anger -even though he realizes that is wrong. He doesn’t want the same for you, so he will allow you to feel your feelings and acknowledge him (and will encourage you if those feelings make you want to punch something or someone). 

But actual solutions or a little more? That rarely happens with Leona. After all, he has one big time remedy for any problem: nothing a good nap can’t fix. And honestly, as you’re in his arms, a tail reassuringly wrapped around your leg? You can feel all your worries become a little less.

This is part of my AB(C)-Day event! Click here to join!

[ask-utayaboy]

The hell? Here, you can have these Kabru *hands him a dozen bouquet of different flowers. Some of them are his two favorite colors* no one's doing that to you on my watch

- berry anon

Blink blink !!! Snrrk — He begins laughing, fully and bright, a hand going over his mouth to muffle it.

Wow !! Thank you — !

[bonesandthebees]

For the song ask game can I have 29, 19 and 7? Thanks bee!

berry anon if that isn't taken

7. three songs you didn’t expect to like but eventually loved

answered that one here!

19. three songs that are your guilty pleasure

I was about to say I don't have any guilty pleasure songs but then I remembered. I absolutely do.

don't threaten me with a good time - panic! at the disco

look I used to listen to p!atd a long when I was a teenager. to this day I will still defend a fever you can't sweat out as being a genuinely banger album, but I know being one of the later albums death of a bachelor gets a bit of shit and I agree not all the songs are the best. but damn... they were fun. I only just heard don't threaten me with a good time the other day for the first time in years and I was bouncing along singing to it like it's just catchy

loving someone - the 1975

again, this is a similar situation to p!atd. except this one leans more towards the side of "the frontman is a shit person" (which still applies to p!atd but yknow I think we can all agree matty healy is worse than brendon urie). but man I listened to this song when I was like 17 and it's just so pretty and hits different, y'know?

e-girls are ruining my life - corpse

look. this song was fun as hell ok. if it comes on while I'm driving I will shout along to it idc

29. three songs that influenced you most (some songs change or save lives)

answered that here!

[ask-mickbell]

Well I can always give you more food and coins...

If you let me call you cute as much as I want *hands you more coins*

- berry anon 🫐 (gonna give myself a name so you know who I am)

Yay!! Sounds like a deal!!

[rosyandraw]

I'm sorry you are doing what right now?????? 🧐🧐🧐Don't play like that with me please .. 😳❤️‍🩹 I have things from university to finish yet they can definitely wait hahaha your writing is soo worthy 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

Hope you are doing lovely 🌹🏵️

Your berry anon 🫐 🍒

Ps: I just came here to read if you were doing good while waiting for my computer to update and 💣💥 you hit me with that last post

Lmaooo HEY girl!

It's literally just gone up so maybe avoid ao3 if you have shit to do haha my bad!!

I am doing well lovely thank you, I hope you are too and that uni is going well for you.

Haha you're so sweet, always love hearing from you 💕

[admin-courtneys-corner]

D?o you like b?err y ? 🫐 🍒? Wh?at KIND! what?t?t?t flav o?rt? 🫐 Berry. Berry!

-@berryan0n

oh..! that’s a strange question…fun!

hondew berries.

hondew is…the nickname i gave to my numel when leader maxie first gifted her to me..♪

[casanovasadmiral]

merlot wine? mind if i ask what the occasion was?

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had company ovver to throww a small soiree. suppose wwe got a little carried awway. baking cookies, gossiping. sharing music.

[sinners-go-to-drink-the-wine]

Yeah, I personally don’t think it has anything to do with GVF directly. Maybe a special photoshoot or video he’s doing, or maybe it does have something to do with his work on Hannah’s album (I’m hoping for the former). But I don’t think it’s anything too exciting.

Also, hi. I haven’t sent you anything in a while. But I’m here! 🥰 - 🍓

I just got home from work lol

ITS A STARCATCHER WORLD TOUR!! (which I'm sure you know by now hahaha)

I was feeling positive, and yeah a cute lil photo shoot/interview with Sammy would've been fun too, and this is so exciting!! I love the little bit between him and Danny

It's aways lovely to hear from you, berry 🥰

[purple-tello]

BOI-

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Non binary, actually.

[delzinrowe]

wishing you a nice week ahead, hope it'll brighten up your life a bit 💞

also i need your thoughts/headcanons on older bro!ino

would he be that cool older brotger who's a big ass protector or just a loser annoying type that gets into your room just to get out after two minutes?

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Okay listen, Ino is simultaneously the best and the most annoying older brother EVER.

He's a fun guy, open and honest and always there for you when you need him. But he's also the type of dude to play pranks on you. Nothing that could actually harm you or scar you, but he's annoying nonetheless.

He's genuinely caring and when ne notices that you're going through something he drops the annoying act and confronts you. He's not stoic or rude about it. He's tactful, subtle and caring, making sure that you know he's always on your side no matter what and that if there's anything he can do, HE WILL DO IT.

You need a short road trip to get your mind off things? He's already prepping the car. You are broke but feel the heavy craivng for junk food? He's ordering, his treat and no buts.

He's generous but he doesn't spoil you and even if he only actually says it once in a blue moon, he's proud of you, your achievements and he loves you.

Even if his antics sometimes get annoying and you're bickering like crazy, fighting for the remote of the tv and arguing about the silliest stuff because both of you are stubborn as hell. He's a good big brother after all and he prides himself with the fact that you're coming to him when you've got troubles.

But don't anyone ever dare to mess with his sibling. He's not holding back.

He's a firm supporter of the "I can prank/annoy them because they are my sibling, but if YOU do it you're dead."

After all you're HIS sibling. He's not afraid to punch others if needed, he might have already done it in the past without your knowledge too.

[blue-nardo]

... can't even judge ya cuz I am 100% the same way.

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EXACTLY if my man tells me to do something I'mma do it boyfriend knows best

[ask-utayaboy]

Oh well, *she picks up some books, looking at the cover of each one before answering* a little bit of history, some poetry and romance books mostly. You look like you like poetry so I'll give you this one myself *hands him a small poetry book. The title reads: "For the heart of a Goddess" in gold letters, and it's cover is a deep red wine color*

I've also got some in psychology as well... *grins* would you like those too?

- berry anon

. . . Yes, yes I would!!

I'd like the psychology books — I mean ahaha. And the others. Thank you, genuienly

[husbandograveyard]

Hi Hazel! No worries at all. I hope you've been enjoying writing for DnD, it sounds like a lot of fun! Hopefully you're able to get Leona and all your Tsum favorites.

I have a confession, I have fallen out of the Twisted fandom 😔. I'll still be dropping by if you want to still keep in touch since I've enjoyed chatting with you these past few months, it's just that I won't be able to speak much about what's happening in the game.

April has just started, I hope you have a great month ahead and as always remember to take care of yourself! - berry anon

Hi Berry!! It's okay, it happens, I have waves of fandoms as well, some come and go, and some disappear forever. It's sad, but no use clinging to something that doesn't bring joy anymore. I am definitely still willing to talk and catch up every once in a while, although I haven't been on Tumblr much. Not for a lack of wanting, I have so many writing projects I am lowkey still working on, but I have SO LITTLE time lately, I don't know where it is going. In between work, spending time with friends, quality time with my girlfriend, DnD, my other hobbies, I feel like I am always running out of time to properly write and get on with Tumblr.

I have also been thinking of just moving everything permanently to Ao3, I have been posting there for a while, and with Tumblr's algorythm dying, Ao3 is actually getting better in getting feedback and stuff. I will see. I will definitely not delete or completely abandon this place, but I don't have the time to keep up with all my fandoms and interactions and everything anymore haha.

I hope you have some good times ahead of you, Berry! I will maybe see you around?

[samurai-yuichi]

Anons cut it out!!! Give them t i m e!!!

Tho I will say, promise rings are a thing for younger people!! They're essentially a "I promise one day I will ask you"

I gave one to my gf when we were 16.We had also been dating for a year and a half at that point tho.

Sorry I'll bring up promise rings whenever I can they may be technically relics of a conservative past but I think they're SO sweet. They're usually plain simple angel hair spaghetti thin ring usually in silver not gold. And may contain a single SMALL gem is any at all. (I made my gf's out of wire and plastic beads zndndnndn)

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Oh wow! That sounds really sweet, I can't believe I've never heard of that before!

[rosyandraw]

I'm doing a rereading because a long time ago I promised you I would come back with all of my thoughts but then life got in the middle and I lost my phone notes but whatever 🌷✨🎀 I'm back! 🎀✨🌷

Hihi lovely girl!! it's me your Berry anon 🫐🫐 how you doing?? I read you quit your job and that you wrote a whole book? WOW I'm so happy for you.. hope everything is wonderful.

Now.. I came here because before my re reading of nmfy I decided to reread Deliver which is the first fanfic I read from you (I loved it 💛💛 I honestly come back to it every Christmas)

But well my point was that I love your writing and I especially love your Damens. I think no one does modern aus Damen like you do 💖💖 he really feels like if Capri was a romcom / contemporary novel then that how they would be but even more for Damen... soooo i was wondering which one between deliver and nmfy do you think its closer to canon possiblities? and which one did you enjoy writing the most? Haha 👀👀👀

Well that's all for now this time I will come back with an even longer ask of me talking about nmfy last chapter 👀😍 this time I'm for real 😬

Kisses, kisses your now and forever Berry anon 🫐🍒🫐

(can you believe it's been so long that I finally have an actual berry emoji?🫠)

Ps: if you don't feel like answering my question just forget about it haha I just got curious 🧐😘

YAAAYYY!!!!! Omfg I was wondering where you had gone, I hope everything is okay and that you’re living your best life!!

As always you are way too nice and I love you for that haha, what have you been doing with yourself?

OMG YES I WROTE A BOOK! Do you Beta read? I can send it to you after this last draft is done if you would be into dark queer fantasy that’s a little bit ACOTAR x Captive Prince x Kingdom of the Wicked and fancied giving me some feedback haha

Omg you’re too sweet, you don’t have to do that haha! Oooo great question

I think in Deliver there is a recklessness to Damen that Damen could never allow himself in canon due to his position when in Akielos, but which he rolls with pretty easily when he’s “just a slave” in Vere so I leant into that more a bit more. The stakes are lower so his drive isn’t the same and that obviously effects his view of himself and the world.

The NMFY Damen does have a lot of responsibilities so he has stricter rules to live by. He’s still done some bad stuff but he is dedicated all the same. The Auguste stuff has made Damen less blind to the world around him than he is in Canon though. I still think NMFY Damen is probably closer to Canon. For example I can, and have, imagined NMFY Damen punching Laurent in the face like he did at Ravenel lmao. But Deliver Damen would never. But idk, what do you think?

It means a lot to me that you love the way I write contemporary Damen. I think mostly because he’s reduced almost every single time to just Laurent’s Love Interest. Or he’s made into a himbo or a misogynistic prick and I’m just… I fucking hate the reduction of Damen’s character lmao so I’ll always strive to write him as a person (and a crazy nuanced one at that, the way we see in Canon). So thank you, that means a lot to me.

So lovely to hear from you my dear, you always make my day brighter  💕 💕 💕 💕