#being around my mom rly externalizes the internalized fatphobia in me like why do i feel like krilling myself
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#…………………….…………………….…………………….…………………….#feeling mentally ill might delete later#…………………….…………………….…………………….……………………..#is this a safe space . i miss feeling pretty#my cousin took a picture of me and my mom from the back and i haven’t been able to stop thinking about it el oh el#made a comment about it to my mom like oh man why’d she take that :(#and she goes oh yeah i’m looking a little wide there too smh#where do i even start there#the fact that she’s several pounds lighter than i am or the fact that i didn’t mention that at All#not verbally at least#also her not saying anything else??#being around my mom rly externalizes the internalized fatphobia in me like why do i feel like krilling myself#i hate being around her so much sometimes i’m sorry#thank you chronic illness and medication weight fluctuations for the enhanced mental illness#i’m being sooooo not eating disordered about it!#ed mention#weight mention#because why am i yearning for the body i had after losing weight to food poisoning twice in the same year#where i was so miserable i could barely eat like a person. someone get me away from my mom i beg#🍄.txt
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