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moe-broey · 4 months ago

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Me trying to explain the importance of unpacking internalized ableism and standing in solidarity with more stigmatized disorders and BEARS REPEATING the internalized ableism that comes with being a high-masking "functional" autistic for most of my life (and somehow this correlates to my philosophies on Queerness and calling myself a Faggot as a rallying cry): "It's exactly like the nazi bar problem, you can't house both sheep and wolves, and also the leopards WILL eat your face."

My therapist:

Me:

me: "Are you familiar with any of that or"

My therapist: "I may need more context."

#head in hands.#being an autistic shut-in guy has a corrupting effect regardless of where you are on the political spectrum.#i thuink alfonse fire emblem would love me for my deep-fried shut-in philosophies thoughj..#ESP as an ex-christian i'm realizing the self-righteousness you absorb from that never goes away.#like back at the main topic i just don't know where the fuck i'd slot that into here.#anyways i should probably be back to baseline soon now that my therapist is back #and now that my sisters are back and now that my dad isn't gone camping for like a week straight.#my therapist and sisters keep me somewhat 'normal' in the sense that i'm a human. i promise.#i think all three factors combined (having the entire house to myself) just. again. uniquely corrupting effect.#not to. make this about alfonse but this is exactly what i was talking about when i said on that poll a bit ago #that i don't think it would take much to corrupt him or have him lose his way early on.#i speak.... from the heart 💖☺️😌

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