#behindaccents (shayla)

[mrf34r]

< @behindaccents​ for shayla! >

“ Shayla, ”      Elliot cleared his throat and moved her hand away from his leg. Not harshly, but not feather-light, either. Just...insistent. His heart pitter-pattering away in his chest.      “ Sor— Sorry. S’not you. M’just not...high enough to...fool around right now. ”      He swallowed and avoided her gaze, feeling like he’d effectively just kicked her out of his apartment. He didn’t want her to leave, he just... Well, what he said was true.

[mrf34r4rch1ve]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ALI !

The Shayla to my Elliot~ I hope you have a beautiful day/week, darling!

@behindaccents​ @finalclimb​ @coderhacks​ ~

[withaconscience]

@behindaccents liked for a FLUFFY STARTER :

“Sh-Sh-Sh-Shayla?” Finn ran his fingers over his short hair, looking away from her briefly. Scuffed his converse sneaker against the pavement while he smoked his cigarette, held it away from his hip. “D’you think-think I’m...” Another pause. “Am I, l-l-l-l-l-like, annoy-annoying?”

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‘ he’s not here. ‘ / Shayla

NEXT TO NORMAL SENTENCE STARTERS [ accepting ] || behindaccents

         it’s almost as if shayla had read is mind. she must have seen his eyes scanning the room behind her for any signs of vera. he hated the guy, but he supplied elliot with his daily dose of drugs, and he was shayla’s employer. he couldn’t touch the guy, even if he wanted to. still, maybe he wasn’t doing the right thing. 

          elliot loomed in the doorway, not quite certain if she wanted him there. he wasn’t entirely sure why he made the trip next door to shayla’s apartment. he just wanted to see her. maybe check on her, too. his eyes looked over the parts of her arms that weren’t covered. no bruises that he could see. 

                                            “ i just wanted to --- see if you were okay... ” 

          his eyes were filled with concern when he finally met her gaze. he gestured to his apartment with a slight nod, “ also, i’m out of my supply... can you help me out? ”

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< @coderhacks CONT. FROM answer.txt! >

❝  if they do it again, you TELL me.  ❞ -Elliot @ Shayla or Angela

She could tell him, sure, but that would just drag him into the whole mess she had gotten herself into. Nobody had forced her to deal with Vera, nobody had been holding a gun to her head so she would get those prime drugs from the psycho. It had been her own choice to do that and while, in part, she’d been trying to get something for Elliot she would NEVER hold him to blame for it. Again, it was HER choice to want to get closer to him and using the drug appeal to do just that.

“Yeah … you’re not always so open to people showing up to tell you things,” there was a slight laugh, her attempt to just keep this whole conversation relaxed. She had a few bruises from this latest mishap but she still refused to let it seem any worse than it was, or as BAD as it actually was. “I know how to handle them guys, I’ve been doing this a long time so quit looking at me like you think I’m about to break. I’m not but I got your fix … and I’ll get you more next week. I didn’t get as much as you usually have but I got some other shit to make up for it and you can keep your money. This lot is on me.” Even if she already knew he would refuse that, he was very strict with the business side of their connection.

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He didn’t like eye contact but the BRUISE surrounding Shayla’s eye was hard to look away from. Like it had its own gravitational pull. Shayla pointing out that he wasn’t exactly the BEST at letting people in made his heart shrivel up. He looked away, then, down at the floor, and swiped his hand over the back of his head. She was right... He was about to say something, like how he’d try harder or this was DIFFERENT, but she kept going, holding up his Suboxone.

She could break, though. She was only human.

He noticed the batch was smaller than usual, but he wasn’t about to fucking complain. Not when Shayla was the only dealer in the area who had a Suboxone guy. Not when said guy was a fucking LUN4T1C.

“Other stuff?” Elliot looked at the little baggie of pills stapled onto the lip of the larger one. “Shayla, I don’t-- I only need the Suboxone.” He started to rip it off, but something s7opped him. He looked up at her again, briefly, his shoulders cascading down in defeat.

“Don’t start that again,” he said. “It’s-- This is a BUSINESS thing. Especially when you...” He gestured to her arm at the bruise there. He pulled off the little baggie of pills to look at them closer, trying to not sigh. “What even are these?” He’d pull out his cash in a minute.

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WHAT’5 Y0UR S0C1AL L1NK?

“The Arcana is the means by which all is revealed. What we see is who we are and what we believe in is how we are raised. It is an illusion to put your shoes on another's foot."

< MR: THAT SOUNDS LIKE SOME FOR REAL TYLER DURDEN CRAP RIGHT THERE... >

The Moon Arcana is associated with creativity, inspiration, dreams, madness, illusions, fear, fantasy, the subconscious and trickery. You are sometimes being attuned subconsciously to the world around, gaining the ability to sense things without being told about them or without anyone else knowing.

You are often psychically-attuned, and your projection of your own fears and faults onto others is becoming a habit. You often tend to have trouble accepting yourself for who you are and, because of that fear, you try to correspond to an ideal person.

nabbed from: @cybervigilant here

tagging: @behindaccents (Shayla & Angela!), @0dayvulnerability (Elliot & Eli!) @psychexch (!! Sam?? Elliot?? Ye?) @strangerinourmidst and you!

[mrf34r4rch1ve]

 < rules_ bold what your muse prefers and tag some people >

1. go apple picking vs. go on a hay ride 2. scary vs. sweet 3. sweaters vs. boots 4. socks vs. mittens 5. bonfires vs. football 6. trick-or-treating vs. watch scary movies 9. bake pie vs. bake cookies 10. rain vs. fog 11. black cats vs. owls 12. ghosts vs. wizards 13. harry potter vs. halloweentown 14. go hiking vs. sleep in 15. cinnamon vs. nutmeg 16. reading vs. writing 17. hot chocolate vs. tea 18. live in a cabin in a forest vs. have it be fall 24/7 19. candy apples vs. caramel apples 20. blankets vs. pillows 21. roasted marshmallows vs. roasted chestnuts 22. coffee vs. apple cider 23. red leaves vs. orange leaves 24. braids vs. bows 25. scented candles vs. the smell of fresh baked goods 26. carve pumpkins vs. make pumpkin pie 27. pumpkin spice lattes vs. chai tea lattes 28. coats vs. oversized sweaters 29. beanies vs. berets 30. candy corn vs. peanut butter cups 32. jump in a pile of leaves vs. swing on a tire 33. corn maze vs. haunted house 34. bob for apples vs. visit a pumpkin patch 35. whipped cream on hot chocolate vs. marshmallows on hot chocolate

 < tagged by_ @kincaided >  < tagging_ @k1ncaid @enigmatii (rob!! current crush ok don’t @ me) @behindaccents (shayla!) @vexquinn​ @naivelost and you !!