#begoodediepie

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1 - who’s your celebrity crush?

Temmie Chang!

Not sure if it's considered a celebrity, but ahhhhhh, she's so perfect! She's so funny and sweet and everything about her is amazing! I seriously can't even start to describe how much I like her. She is honestly so perfect and I wouldn't change a thing about her.

Of course, I know little about her. But I feel like she'd be a person I would love to be friends with.

I just sigh whenever I hear her voice and laugh, or see her pictures and little jokes. I wish I had a sense of humor similar to her.

Of course, it's just a fantasy and a dream. At the end of the day I'm just a fan that deeply appreciates her existence.

@drinkwatercolors once asked me this and I couldn't get a good answer, but this is definitely it.

3 - rant. just do it

Hm... Been feeling very unmotivated for some time now. I don't know when I'll just... Wake up from all of this, and start doing stuff. Haven't been taking good care of myself in a while.

I haven't been depressed, but I just can't seem to move and do stuff. The days off pass by so quickly...

I didn't do enough to study for a job promotion interview, and so I failed it for incompetence.

One of my supervisors said I was arrogant, uneducated, and ignorant throughout the interview. I feel very bad about that. However, my main supervisor deflected that, saying that I am not, and that I am one of the sweetest people he's met, and don't feel at all like that supervisor talked about me. There are possibilities that she was helping to rig it, from the start. The person we suspected that she could rig it for, has won.

I know I didn't study enough and didn't deserve to win, but this still fills me with paranoia.

Also, my family made me sign a contract for my brother. In case he fails to pay for his car, it is my name that would be on the line. Very complicated stuff and I did it reluctantly. If I didn't, they wouldn't forgive me easily and would just shove this into my face for years.

I also am worried about my work performance. And I barely can enjoy things anymore... Life as an employed person is... I don't know. I just wish we had more time off... And earned just a little bit more money... I can't focus on the job as much as I want to. Also, with this big suspicion of ADHD, I don't know what to do about it.

11 - what unusual talent do you have?

Hm... I can mash buttons really fast? Hahah

I really don't think I have any talent, let alone unusual ones.

Ah, yes. I have more flexibility than I should have. I can put my foot up to my forehead, and I'm pretty big, and never practiced that. I mostly only sit and sleep with my legs crossed, too.

I have good reflexes, but I don't know if that's because I play games a lot.

Also, apparently cats like to approach me. Is that a talent? abbehshdhshs

Thank you for the ask, @begoodeddiepie ! 💚