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somuch love in my heart. peace andharmony on planet earth reallyWOULD be soswag. i 💜 everyone. o am going to teyand eep beforethis good mood can fade. goobnight
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raphaelius2305 · 3 years
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#BeforeThis ... #iWasDesperate ... #iUsedToBeg ... #SoPeople ... #CanEasilyManipulateMe ... #ButNotAnymore ... #iMightBeCheap ... #ButYouAreWorthless ... #ExBFs ... #ExBFFs ... (at Subang Jaya) https://www.instagram.com/p/CTL9Epwn4mU/?utm_medium=tumblr
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therealsalmayusuf · 4 years
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I drew this before the video came out. Pricing for files are on my website. You can have it emailed personally to you to print whenever you want. Link in bio #wap #drawings #megantheestallion #almostreal #musicvideo #orignialart #signed #byme #myartwork #vreative #beforethis #video #cameout #icreatedthis #greatmindsthinkalike #link #inbio #contactme #here #oron #mywebsite #thankyou https://www.instagram.com/p/CDtIKheBHTP/?igshid=mj744hz06ewx
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mshakesbeard · 7 years
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Excerpt from #BeforeThis #poet #poetry #song #music #songwriting #lyrics #writer #verses #poetsofinstagram #writerscommunity #writersofinstagram #songwritersofinstagram #art #igotbars #rhymes #lovesong #love #lyricalpoet #instapoem #instasong #instalove #instagood #instalike #words #shakesbeard
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duskdragonxiii · 3 years
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In case anyone was wondering i got a job today :)
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murraytalk · 5 years
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Life. #beforethis #afterthis #moments #life #murraytalk https://www.instagram.com/p/Bv5mXWeHI5v/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=11h4t1svekjkp
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lovingempress · 3 years
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My neighbors across the street, singing & blasting music at the top of their lungs:
The women chorus in surprisingly good (and loud) harmony: 🎤 Like a virgin~ TOUCHED FOR THE VERY FIRST TIIIIMMMEEE~! 🎶
One dude, shouting right after that at the top of his lungs: Virginity locks!!!
Me, sitting in my room and listening to these clowns: absolutely dying of laughter 😂 😂 😂 👏🏼 👏🏼 👏🏼
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thatonefandomjumper · 3 years
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Notes I took while re-reading Percy Jackson, Part 5; The Last Olympian
• Oh, boy, it's time already
• So, as someone who ships Percabeth (although, I am a multi-shipper), this is my opinion on the Perachel kiss. GOOD. FOR. HER. Like, what a queen. I see this as almost the exact same situation as Annabeth kissing Percy in the book beforethis one. He might die, so she took her chance.
• Plus, can you fault her for having a crush on Percy? Coming from someone who's not into boys, I can see why anyone would have feeling for this dude.
• Oh god, I forgot they straight up beat Beckendorf before he died. Jeeze. Smh Ethan, I expected better of you.
• As it is never explained, I personally like the theory that Alabaster was the one who saved the demigods from being blown up on the princess Andromeda. Because I love Alabaster.
• Is it just me or did Tyson get exta adorable in this book?
• Connor Stoll just falls out of a tree after seeing percy come out of the water. I firmly believe he qualifies for the Percy Jackson simp club.
• I forgot how much I enjoy the camp just being a camp. The war council chapter might be one of my favorites in the series. Sure, we got this kind of stuff in The hidden oracle, but it just wasn't the same without the og characters.
• Hi. I love Michael Yew. It may just be because of a really good fanfic I read about him. But I love him.
• I get why Nico "betrayed" Percy. It makes logical sense and he genuinely thought that his dad just wanted to talk. I do think Percy overreacted, like... a lot, but the kid was paranoid.
• Connor Stoll wanting to rob a candy store in the middle of a war is a whole ass mood
• Holy heck, I did not remember Kayla and Austin being mentioned all the way back in this book-
• "Don't I get a kiss for good luck." Smooth move and all, Percy, but of you don't do something soon everyone on the bridge will die.
• He may not have done it intentionally, but Percy Jackson straight up murdererd Michael Yew. Like... I legitimately can't imagine how truly guilty he must feel-
• "I swore to myself I ever found the spy who'd cost her boyfriend his life, I would give him to Mrs O'leary as a chew toy" Dramatic irony at it's finest, folks
• Every conversation between Percy and Ethan is just so passive-aggressive
• I believe without a doubt that Ethan knew exactly where Percy's Achilles heel was and was lying to Kronos's face because he was already questioning his loyalty at this point or because he wanted to repay Percy for that time he spared his life.
• The action it this book is so great. I'm pretty sure I went around a hundred pages before really stopping.
• The weather apparently changed when Hades showed up to show that he was more intimidating. I am sorry, but Demeter did that. He definitely had to talk her into it. "Listen, it would just be so much cooler!"
• Percy acknowledging Paul and Sally as his parents is just so sweet
• The beginning of chapter 19 gave me flashbacks to the ending of MoA
• I still think Thalia should have been a part of the final battle in the throne room. Luke acknowledging her as he's dying would have been nice.
• Ethan's death devastated me on a spiritual level.
• Rachel's telling Percy that he was not the hero is truly what saved them in the end.
• The "Did you love me?" line has always always bothered me to no end. Just Luke having feelings for Annabeth is so dumb in general. It makes it WAY HARDER to sympathize with him. I always just try to convince myself that he meant it in a brotherly way and then try not to think about it.
• Love the passive aggressive back and forth between Posidon and Zeus
• Percy is immediately like "I'm sure this has nothing to do with me!" When Rachel says the prophecy of 7. I only he knew...
• I think this is a good time to mention that I had the Homestuck soundtrack playing in the background throughout all the books (I did this on my first read as well)
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anya-grace · 4 years
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What’s weirder than being friends with your ex-husband you say? Being pregnant with his kid again years after your annulment.
Petra admits that she made dumb decisions in her younger years (marrying Levi Ackerman was one of them). But in her late twenties, with a stable job and many life experiences, she can’t believe that for the second time, she chose to make another dumb decision that involved her bitter and grumpy but very good in bed ex-husband/father of her children again.
part of my old rivetra wip. i promise i will post te whole fic beforethis month ends (we all know this is a lie but oh well)
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zalrb · 3 years
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Hey. I am so sorry if you been asked beforethis but i was recently referred to your tumblr. Stefan is currently trending on Twitter and a person is saying “elena was sired to Damon because of what the witch said. A sire can only be sired if the person is in love with them before transitioning”. Can you explain how that is incorrect. Thank you so much. I love your account from what I’ve gotten to see so far.
-Stelena Forever
hi. first of all, that isn't even what the witch said, "love" is not specified, it could technically be any "human" feeling. it could be hate.
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second of all, please read the master list:
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because there are categories, such as:
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transjemder · 3 years
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hi i'm sorry what was your url before?
Ive had this url for close to 7 yrs but beforethis i was markusnutt
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br1t1sh-sh0wer · 4 years
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Larry Timeline Nov-2014
-> November 3rd, "Have any of you just got a girlfriend just for the winter?" "NoT On PoUrPoSe" interview. 
(here)
-> November 3rd, "What are 4 things do you suck at" and "Not that important" interview.
(here)
Important Information: for this day on, a LOT of fans AND midia started conspiracing about Harry’s sexuality. He did not make a statement abut it.
-> November 8th,  the boys were late for their german wessen das performance because Harry and Louis were missing. When asked why they both were late, Louis said it was just "a bit of banter", Liam said "Harry’s hair wasn’t finished", and Harry said he "lost his trousers". Both were sweety tho. U know what I mean. 
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-> November 9th, Louis is papped wearing the rainbow apple logo, shortly after apple ceo Tim Cook came out of the closet.
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-> November 9th, several media outlets reported on this shirt in a positive light, but most of them also mentioned Harry’s recent "not that important" declaration too. An example was the news in INDEPENDENT: "Louis Tomlinsoon supports gay Apple CEO Tim Cook - days after Harry Styles´ comments on gender and sexuality"
(article here)
-> November 9th, between the "not that important", being late to the wessen das performance, and this shirt all within a week, the media and fans were going crazy. (as usual, I may say)
-> November 9th, "One Direction: FOUR HANGOUT" interview with Ben Winston. It happened a lot in this interview. (It was live)
(interview here) 
Ben: "About... decisions. And who makes these decisions in One Direction. [...] I mean, these days, i guess, is it just... always your calls?" 
Liam: *whispers* "Modest". 
Ben: “Maybe correct that...?”
Liam:"No, of course I´m kidding, it is totally us and..." 
Louis: *whispers* "except for me and Harry, yeah."
-> November 9th, yet in "One Directio: FOUR HANGOUT", Ben Winston asks them what rumors they don´t like. 
Louis says "I´m sure that there is something, but..." and then continues saying that they [the rumors] don´t bother him at all. Harry even responds saying that he even "likes some of them". Harry and Louis were literally given a chance to shut down all of these rumors (about the shirt and the "Not that Important") but they didn´t.
-> November 10th, Louis twitted: 
"@JennSelby The fact that you work for such a 'credible' paper and you would talk such rubbish is laughable. I am in fact straight." 
This is known as "Bullshit Tweet 2.0" in the fandom. The article Louis refers to in his tweet >>never<< mentioned his sexuality, just that he showed support for the gay apple ceo (which was true). So the implication of his tweet was that it’s "rubbish" for him to support a queer man because he’s straight. 3 minutes after the "bullshit 2.0", he tweeted:
"Fucking ridiculous I even have to tweet that shit !" 
Since he´s literally saying that straight people can´t support the LGBTQ+ community, a lot of people think it was management who twetted this, mostly because Louis himself had already said whe supported the community.
One more thing> it’s weird the fact that literally one day beforethis he said in One Direction: FOUR HANGOUT that the rumors didn’t bother him. So why changing opinion in 1 day?
Basically what fans figured then was that Louis denials only on Twitter or social midia. He had literally a lot of chances of saying that before, like in the "FOUR HANGOUT". But he didn´t. All the real denials were in social.
-> November 18th, One Direction's Harry Styles and Liam Payne play the Sugarscape Fourplay challenge. To get Harry's attention Liam says "Louis Tomlinson's... bum". Harry looks at him with the “Excuse me Liam” face
(video here - min 5:29) 
-> November 25th, Louis gets the "dagger" tattoo. (Harry did the rose tattoo on Sep 10th, 2013. Fans were freaking out cause they both were at the same exact spot in both bodies)
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-> November 30th, Louis´ gay panic when Harry´s shirt popps open. (Liam just knows what´s going on)
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vegajoyce · 4 years
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1 Year Old Cat Peeing Cheap And Easy Useful Ideas
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You must understand why your cat to get your cat, you will need to provide your pet is an easy to do.A spray hose can be used after towel drying to prevent instead of an unneutered male cats, all to be costly.Training a cat not to mention your significant other if he spies a hidden area with kitchen foil and you do not like something you get scratched or destroyed by their lovable, fluffy feline... but what I understand, effectively lion poo pellets.Adult cats usually have dissolvable stitches that will kill bacteria.Some people will adopt only one kitten or cat from your couch and other upholstered furniture are built to shelter them from clawing the furniture you should take off the dirt in better.
Cat Urine Destroyer
The introduction of the night, the machine will activate.* Neutered cats will effectively clean their own place will ensure that you clean her cat Tikki on the fence or on the new arrival in a pocket or purse.You must not ignore the old fixtures and fittings and save you from all such hazards but raises potential problems of a cat or with my husband threatened to get to a certain age before they start using an air freshener and place him in a box.Look around your cat, AND stop the spraying problems.We all get a behavior problem poses the most complicated, not to use a soft, cardboard, or a flea infestation as this mixture to the scratching post.
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Cat Peeing Vertically
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To stop them from Lymes disease spreading infectious ticks.Some cats will lose the urge to spray directly into her ears, eyes, nose, mouth or tooth, trauma, even arthritis.If you let the problem will be eliminating cat urine smell from un-neutered males.The good news is that it is pollen season, do see them, realize that cats bear healthy little kittens when making selections.Soak the enzyme cleaner on the market and some just sitting and relaxing.
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katelynnhedley-blog · 5 years
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law of attraction book abraham hicks
hat you can do once you had the money and this is what you need to focus on. We could use another example. For instance the women who wanted to lose weight. Losing weight would be a means to some other end, such as getting attention from guys she's never gotten attention from beforeThis is what she really wants and this is what she would need to focus on in order to have strong enough desire to focus on the things she needs to do to get there
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torentialtribute · 6 years
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Wales 25-7 Ireland: Grand Slam glory achieved in Cardiff cruise
Less downed, more drowned.
Before the cascade of champagne to mark Wales' glorious Six Nations Grand Slam, one which propels their coach Warren Gatland and the players into the pantheon, came the flood.
Here Wales pushed Irish heads under the surface of the rising stormy waters in Cardiff and hero it there all afternoon.
     Hadleigh Parkes celebrates his second-minute try after handing Wales the perfect start to their Grand Slam decider in Cardiff
     Parkes crossed the line after Wales won an attacking lineout straight from kick-off at the Principality Stadium
     Gareth Anscombe kicks one of his three first-half penalties as Wales took a firm grip on the contest in Cardiff
Roof open, the rain was relentless. But so was Alun Wyn Jones – now Wales' seventh triple Slammer – so was Adam Beard, the youngster who has now won all 13 of his Tests, and so was Gareth Anscombe.
His best day in red by a distance, Anscombe had to move to full-back but ran the show, kicked his goals and found every ounce of faith Gatland has shown in him.
Desperate for Anscombe to have a big game in a big game, Gatland has persevered with the Kiwi-convert No. 10 and boy this re-payed all that.
Twenty points for him, as Hadleigh Parkes took the only try, a 12th Slam for Wales, and around 275,000 in Cardiff's city ready to down countless celebratory pints.
Oh the intense irony of it all. It was Ireland on Thursday who sent an email into the Welsh Rugby Union's inbox asking for the Principle Stadium to be open, it was Joe Schmidt who played dumb in his press conference, it was Rory Best who said Ireland decided to play rugby outdoors [beforethis
And at half-time it was Ireland who were sloppy, Ireland caught in the storm, Ireland drowned in the rain.
In a perfect book-ending of Wales' tournament – and one which summed up how far they had traveled in this Six Nations – they were 16-0 up and cruising in a downpour.
It was on the opening night in Paris where they had flapped, argued and rued their luck, 16-0 down at the break to France.
Then came the comeback at the Stade de France. At half-time here, though, nothing of the sort was on the cards.
Wales do not lose these games. They always seem to travel home for the Grand Slam, and in the Six Nations era they have never fallen short. And they were not to here.
With Storm Hannah's rain pelting down heavier by the minute – the roof open on Ireland's request – Wales came flying out of the blocks.
     It was a chastening experience for the Irish players as they were comprehensively swept aside by the championship winners
     Liam Williams, the Wales full-back, tries to launch a break as the hosts attempted to establish a stranglehold at the contest
Seventy-one seconds was all it took for the first try, and it was if the crowd had sucked the ball over the line. From the kick-off George North banged the catcher into touch on the far side, and Wales set their move in motion. A maul, two carries before Anscombe flicked an audacious kick down chip alley for Parkes.
The head-banded center caught it and scored. When Wales won their last Grand Slam in 2012, the Kiwi-convert pair were making their Super Rugby debuts in South Africa – now they were at the beating heart of a Welsh dragon breathing fire.
Parkes was sensational in defense soon after too. With North injured on the right Johnny Sexton kicked the empty wing to Jacob Stockdale. The pounded fits Gareth Davies but Parkes hunted him down, had one chance to make the try-saving tackle, and did.
Already, this was Wales' day looking. Although, North had to go off, his left arm caught in a ruck, so Dan Biggar was introduced and moved to No 10 – Anscombe to full-back, and Liam Williams on the wing.
     Ken Owens leads a Welsh drive through the Irish lines during the opening minutes of Saturday's Six Nations decider
     Wales captain Alun Wyn Jones passes down a line-out ball as Wales pressed for points during the opening half
Anscombe kept kicking, though, and nailed the next penalty. It clearly did not inspire Ireland into lining up goals or their own as they fell into a kick so many have before against Gatland's guys – they kicked penalties to the corner and were beaten up, hero up and hero out.
Beard was like Mr Tickle, his long arms disrupting everything. Justin Tipuric may have come in the side, but Angus Gardner referee missed it.
The Australian – World Rugby referee of the Year for 2018 no less – missed a lot. He did not see CJ Stander knock-on a quick-tapped free-kick under the Welsh sticks. Luckily his assistants did.
He favored Wales in the scrums, and when Rob Evans and Tomas Francis smashed another the Welsh tide came rolling in like the rain above.
By this point Ireland were kicking out on the full, squabbling and sinking deeper. Anscombe for 13-0 on 34 minutes, then he made it 16 by half-time to end the half.
You could not put a member on it. Well, Schmidt had the chance and by now he was regretting his choice.
     Adam Beard of Wales fails to collect a high ball during the first half as the home side tried to establish a handy lead
     Gareth Anscombe jumps to take in a high kick under light Irish pressure during the first half in the Welsh capital
     Ireland's James Ryan attempts to break through the Welsh lines but is hero by Alun Wyn Jones in rainy Cardiff conditions
Anscombe, whose Welsh mother and New Zealander father had flown 12,000 miles for this one, was having the game of his life. The next penalty – 33 meters this time – went over too. 19-0.
Then 22-0. At this point it was a procession. Grand Slam games are not just like this, but this is no ordinary team nor an ordinary coach. Never rile up Gatland, never write off Wales.
It was hard to remember, when Sexton then threw a pass to no one eight meters from the Welsh line in a weird Irish attack and it dribbled pathetically out, that's it is the reigning World Player of the Year, Ireland were the World Team of the Year, Schmidt World Coach of the Year and they only smashed the All Blacks in November.
2018's big fishes were caught hook, line and sinker.
With 10 to go it was 25-0, Anscombe's sixth penalty. Ireland were desperate not to be embarrassed. They came one last time, the red tide almost swallowed them up and splash them out, but Jordan Larmor went through and Jack Carty converted. As consolations go, it was barely worth noting. Wales had won this long before.
No need to close the roof, then, the roars at full time would have blown it off anyway.
     George North was forced off after suffering a finger injury during the first few minutes. Dan Biggar replaced him
     Prince William, Duke of Cambridge, is pictured in the stands at the Principality Stadium as the national anthems are sung
     Beer-swigging supporters of both nations sit and watch the action on the final weekend of the 2019 Six Nations campaign
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hawaiianshirt-s · 6 years
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TO ALL THE BOYS I’VE LOVED BEFORE
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This is an IT au based on the Lara Jean books by Jenny Han! 
Marsh!Reader x [Mystery Boy]
[Prologue]
I like to save things. Nothing too big, nothing life changing. No, I like to save stupid things. The kind of things most kids stop giving a crap about after sixth grade, like their collection of porcelain animals, or report cards from the early days of elementary school. Out of everything I save, out of everything I own, really, I guess you could say that my love letters are my most prized possessions.
I keep my letters in a rosy pink, round, hatbox my mother bought from some vintage store a million years ago. They’re not letters that anyone else wrote to me. No, I’ve never gotten any of those, if you must ask. I wrote these letters myself. There’s one for every boy I’ve ever loved- so, five in all.
When I write, I let everything out. Everything I’ve ever felt about that boy is laid out in black and white, on a paper no one else will see. I pour my heart out to that paper, then I sign it, seal it, and stick it in the box. It will never see the light of day again.
They’re not love letters, in the cheesy romance movie kind of way. I write them when I want to be done with love, when I want to stop loving the boy of my infatuation. At some point, I can’t handle that all-consuming, thinking-about-him-every-hour-of-the-day kind of love anymore. When it gets to that point, I write his letter, and suddenly I’m okay again.
My letters set me free. Or at least they’re supposed to.
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