#beforejuly

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🕯️I will lose 50kg before July 🕯️

🕯️I will lose 50kg before July 🕯️

🕯️I will lose 50kg before July 🕯️

🕯️I will lose 50kg before July 🕯️

🕯️I will lose 50kg before July 🕯️

🕯️I will lose 50kg beforeJuly 🕯️

🕯️I will lose 50kg before July 🕯️

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DAY SEVEN: 4 turn offs

4.) SELF-ABSORBED

3.) IRRESPONSIBLE

2.) PRETENTIOUS

1.) NO HYGIENE 

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DAY SIX: 5 people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)

5. FUTURE BF

4. PALABS

3. YOGS

2. MOM&DAD

1. GOD

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DAY FIVE: 6 things you wish you'd never done.

6.) "Letting people took me for granted."

5.) "Stopped dancing for a year"

4.) "Didn't gave my best in school for the last 4 years"

3.) "I once let myself be bothered of what others think of me. ONCE."

2.) "Didn't pursue my piano lessons as a kid"

1.) ""

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DAY FOUR: 7 things that cross your mind a lot.

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DAY THREE: 8 ways to win your heart.

8.) FUN. Playful banter and messing around with a generally nice atmosphere.

7.) SWEET.  Being sweet to me is a big deal. Never reject a girl's affection. NEVER.

6.) FOOD. Cupboard love isn't a bad thing. Giving me my favorite food is a major turn on.

5.) UNDERSTAND. Being able to handle or understand my attitude might be the most difficult stage of knowing me, I won't care what you think, honestly. Judge me whatever way you want and I promise to prove you right and wrong at the same time. There is no in between. ;)

4.) FRIEND. Being my friend for a very long time makes me trust you with my heart. I'll do the stupidest random shit with you.

3.) PLANS. A man who has plans for his future or family is something that I can't deny to like. Being able to know your responsibility and not going with the flow is a man worth my love.

2.) LOVE. Of course loving me is one of the ways to win my heart, loving your family first and loving God than fear him. 

1.) BE YOU. Regardless of my, list just show me the real you and let me accept all the bullshit you have underneath. Don't pretend just to impress me. If I can't accept who you are then don't push yourself, change for yourself not for me. After all, it's for the better you, not for you to have a girlfriend. :)

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DAY ONE: 10 things you want to say to 10 different people right now.

10.) Mardieta, I know you didn't mean to hurt me, but you did. And I thank you for making me realize something that I should've known for a very long time. Be happy of what you've chosen 'cause there's no turning back and you know it.

9.) Kiks, thank you for giving me so many chances that I least deserve but we both know that it was just a misunderstanding, thank you for the shoulders you're willing to give anytime I'll need them.

8.) Kambs, of course there are so many things I would like to say to you but I think Thank You would be enough for now. I know you'll never leave me, I just know. :*

7.) Bosp, you are a brother outside but a sister inside. I love you and I will support whatever bullshit choices you have in life.

6.) Bunso, being scared to have nothing left is normal, but being able to face that painful truth would be a great achievement don't you think? ;)

5.) Palabs, I may never be one but you will always be my true friend. Tho sometimes I feel like you're not there when I need you most, when I need you to listen and when I need you to understand but hey, no biggie. :)

4.) MSYogsC, chin up girl, they'd kill to see you fall. ;)

3.) DAD, I know you tried, being a father is hard, being the one who stands for the family is a big responsibility. I'm contented and happy whatever our family would be, as long as we never give up on each other.

2.) MOM, I know you always feel like giving up, especially when it comes to Yogs and I and yet you never do it. Thank you for doing everything you could just to give us the life we never could've imagine.

1.) GOD, for all these pains, realizations, doubts, anger, envy, happiness that I don't know when it can last and all. Challenge accepted God, challenge accepted. :)