#beensometime

[lostinmydeadwonderland]

I've just been lost in my thoughts for a while now.

Lost

[dogfatherpads]

Stephanie, please. Sirius.. and Celine Dion's Power Of Love.

.Oh god anon… I want to tell you that i cried writing this because i always wanted to dance this at my wedding…

Warnings: extreme feels, i promise you i cried writing this

*not my gif* 

The whispers in the morningOf lovers sleeping tightAre rolling by like thunder nowAs I look in your eyes

The evening air was crisp, the sun shone brightly, peeking out from behind a few clouds. 

today was the day. your day. 

a bright smile spread across your face as you looked down at your engagement ring and the wedding band over it. It seemed as if only yesterday he was knelt before you asking you to be his forever. 

“Paris? What’s the occasion?” you’d asked delighted when he presented you with the plane tickets.

“Mmm well i was away on a mission when our anniversary came around, and I’d like to make it up to you,” he had shrugged simply. You squealed and wrapped your arms around him tightly, nearly knocking him over with the force you used to jump on him. He chuckled softly, stumbling when you pressed eager kisses to his lips. “Not that i don’t enjoy this… but you should pack. Our plane leaves at six.” 

The trip was short but it was endless to you. Paris was your favorite. It was so romantic and the pastries were incomparable. The mission with the Order had taken a lot out of you two. You’d go months without seeing each other and you’d be worried sick or he’d be worrying. But things were seemingly calmer and this trip was going to do you two some good. You needed this escape. 

“Well,” his arms came around from behind you, his lips pressing kisses to your cheek between every word, “don’t you look beautiful.” 

You smiled at the reflection of the two of you in the mirror. You were always happiest with him. You felt indestructible by his side, the war wouldn’t get you. Not here. You were safe here in his arms. 

“I’m not over dressed am i?” you looked down at the royal blue dress he had chosen. It was beautiful, floor length and fitted with fallen sleeves.

“Absolutely not. You’re a work of art. I love you in blue,” his hands came around your neck, then to the back, clipping a gorgeous silver necklace.

“Sirius,” his name left your lips in whispered gasp, your fingers brushing carefully along the diamonds. 

“It was in the family… Walburga, although a nasty, vile woman, was fond of family heirlooms. And i remember my grandmother being a fairly lovely woman or i wouldnt be giving it to you… In any case, i think it looks beautiful on you.”

“I cant accept this Sirius… it’s..”

“Nonsense. It’s the finishing touch. Now come along sweetie. We don’t want to miss our reservation.” You were always so fascinated by him. How smooth he was when he talked to people. So polite and well mannered. The way he spoke to people who served him was incredible. You’d never met anyone so patient and kind. He was such a beautiful person. Inside and out. 

“You know something?” 

“What’s that sweetheart?” He held your hand and the train of your dress, your shoes in his other hand as you walked along the edge of the fountain. 

“I think I’d like to live here after the war. Maybe for a year or two… Can we do that?” you balanced  along the corner, placing one foot in front of the other carefully so as not to fall into the freezing water. 

I hold on to your bodyAnd feel each move you makeYour voice is warm and tenderA love that I could not forsake

“I’d follow you to the end of the world my love,” he smiled up at you and you stopped, a grin spreading across your face as he helped you down. 

“The end of the world? That’d take forever.”

“I want forever with you. I couldn’t imagine it gets better than you baby. Everyone told me that it was stupid and reckless to fall in love during this war… because nothing is certain. But i am certain of one thing, y/n I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I am stronger when i am with you, i feel invincible. You make me the best version of myself and I’ve never known happiness like I’ve known it by your side,” he got down on one knee and you were swallowing your tears, “would you do me the extraordinary honor of becoming my wife and allowing me to love you for the rest of my life?” he pulled the tiny velvet box from out of his coat pocket and presented you with a beautiful diamond ring set in a white gold band, a sapphire set on either side of the diamond. 

“Yes! A million times yes,” you leant forward and pressed your hands to his face, kissing him deeply as the tears rolled down your face. He stood and wrapped his arms around you, spinning you happily before setting you down and placing the ring on your finger. “Blue,” you giggled looking down at your hand.

“I love you in blue…” 

You couldn’t help the smile that spread across your face now. He’d cried when you walked down the aisle. But so had Remus and James and Peter. 

“Mrs. Black,” his arms wrapped around your waist from behind, his chin coming to rest on your shoulder before he pressed a small kiss to your cheek.

“Mr. Black,” you turned your face to look at him and he chuckled. 

“Our presence is being requested inside for our first dance, would you care to join me?” 

“I’d love to,” you smiled and took his hand, allowing him to lead you away from the balcony and into the ballroom. 

“Ladies and Gentlemen…. the couple will now have their first dance,” James announced with his wand pressed to his neck to amplify his voice. You waited until you could hide your face in Sirius’ shoulder to laugh.

“What’s funny love?” he asked as he began to lead you across the dance floor. You smiled brightly. Celine Dion. You sang her with your mother all the time.

“I bet those three have cried more than anybody today… did you choose the song?”

“Your mother did. Said you were six when you chose it officially as your wedding song. I couldn’t argue with your six year old wishes,” he smiled and you shook your head.

“How did i get so lucky?”

‘Cause I’m your ladyAnd you are my manWhenever you reach for meI’ll do all that I can

“I ask myself that every day,” he spun you and your guests cheered. 

Even though there may be timesIt seems I’m far awayNever wonder where I am‘Cause I am always by your side

“I’m sorry if… if i cant be with you as much as i want to. With the Order and the missions and…”

“Shhh,” you shook your head.

‘Cause I’m your ladyAnd you are my manWhenever you reach for meI’ll do all that I can

We’re heading for somethingSomewhere I’ve never beenSometimes I am frightenedBut I’m ready to learnOf the power of love

“We are here. And I love you. And i will wait for you to come back each time. I will fight this war with you. I will always be there to hold your hand. But i don’t want to think about it now. I know that it’ll be a part of our future, but it wont be all of it. Right now, I’m just so happy that I get to call myself your wife, and that you love me as much as i love you and that i get to wake up every morning next to you for the rest of my life,” you smiled brightly, reaching up to brush a tear away from his cheek softly.  

The sound of your heart beatingMade it clearSuddenly the feeling that I can’t go onIs light years away

‘Cause I’m your lady And you are my manWhenever you reach for meI’ll do all that I can

We’re heading for somethingSomewhere I’ve never beenSometimes I am frightenedBut I’m ready to learnOf the power of love

“I love you, more than anything.”

“I love you too Sirius,” he leaned in to kiss you as the song ended and everybody cheered. And you were certain that forever with him would never be enough.