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jadequeen88 · 4 years

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Smart Girls Make Fast Learners

NSFW 18+ ONLY. MINORS WILL BE BLOCKED!

My contribution to the BNHarem’s monthly collab. The theme was SEx work. ⛓This piece is a first real deep dive into darker themes and was actually really, really exciting to write. 🖤 A massive thanks to my dear friend @libiraki for beta reading this.

TW: yandere behavior, toxic relationship, degradation, non-con, dub-con, degradation/praise kinks, mind break, oral (M and F receiving), over stim, loss of virginity, mentions of physical violence.

DISCLAIMER: I do not condone this type of relationship. This is a work of fiction and if this happens IRL please get out of the relationship!

There is a very specific type of dread that occurs when you discover that the person you built your world around has been lying to you. Tamaki Amajiki was experiencing this brand of betrayal for the first time in his twenty-one years on a rainy Tuesday in October in the dim lighting of your dorm room. His grip tightened around the open laptop as he stared at glimpses of flesh in the thumbnails of the many, many videos posted to the site. Previous live streams with thousands of views. He gulped down the bile in his throat as he scrolled through the videos. His shock and disgust morphed into a pure rage as he counted up the live streams that you’d had since first kissing him. 12. There had been twelve. Three times a week for the past four weeks.

Those big doe eyes that looked into his eyes as you tentatively licked the tip of his cock for the first time… mere hours later they were rolling in the back of your head as you got off for strangers on the internet. He couldn’t take it. You were his first… everything… he knew that you hadn’t been innocent in your past. The way your tongue expertly wound around his when you first kissed him amongst your plush pillows and goose-down comforter reminded him of the fact. The low violet LED lighting of your bedroom made him feel like the two of you were in your own ethereal world. He could forgive you for not waiting for him as he’d waited for you.

For the past four years, he kept to the shadows. He was there when the football player from freshman year cheated on you with one of your terrible friends (and when it happened the second, third, fourth time). He was there to binge your favorite shows with you (“*insert current guy you were fucking* just doesn’t get it, he’s not into it. I’m so glad I’ve got you to watch it with!”) He bit back the heartache that would wash over him when you’d pet him and coo over him… you didn’t see him as a man. He wanted to bend you over and prove he could fuck your brains out. He KNOWS he’d be perfect for you. But he never rejected the attention. He smiled and accepted whatever crumbs fell from your table. Whether it be helping you study or letting you complain about your shitty friends or your shitty jock boyfriends or your shitty parents… He gave and gave and gave… until that one day, 35 days ago to be exact, a shift in the tide occurred.

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“So why don’t you have a girlfriend, Tama-kun?”

“Wh-wha?”

Tamaki dropped the pencil he’d been using and before he could bend to get it himself, your hand was on his thigh and he was putty in your grasp. You giggled and cooed over him like you always did, but this time you did it while assaulting his mouth and neck with your skilled tongue. This time, for the first time, you made Tamaki feel like a man. Like YOUR man.

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Over the next few weeks, Tamaki had become quite skilled in pleasing a woman. It only took a little guidance to have him sucking at your clit with just the right amount of pressure. He learned on his own how to couple that with his long, delicate fingers twisting and pumping in and out of your slick hole. You’d cling to his silky hair, pulling him closer as a constant stream of praise tumbled from your lips:

“No one has ever made me feel this good.”

“Your fingers are perfect Tama-kun”.

“I love your mouth on me so much, baby.”

The first time you came on his face, Tamaki knew there was a god because he’d found heaven between your thighs.

But that was gone now… ripped away with one mouse click on the night he was going to finally give you his virginity. He had held on to it like it was a treasure. A treasure he’d present to you one day wrapped up in life-long devotion and worship... But Tamaki wasn’t in heaven anymore. He wasn’t going to worship you tonight. For the first time since laying eyes on you, Tamaki wanted to hurt you.

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You turned the shower off and dried yourself. Wiping the condensation from the mirror, you couldn’t help but smile at your reflection. You felt like this was going to be the first time giving your body to someone. Tonight was a redo. You were wiping the slate clean. Your first time would no longer be underneath the football captain in the passenger seat of his truck, left feeling sore and unsatisfied. It was going to be with the guy you should have noticed long ago. It would be soft and slow… passionate and filled with sweet words and caresses… limbs tangled in soft sheets that smell like lavender and vanilla.

You applied your lotion and moisturized your face. The red lace adorning your body was arranged perfectly, accentuating the soft swell of your hips and chest. With one last glance in the mirror and adjustment of your bra, you opened the door to the cool air of your dorm room…

...And saw Tamaki looking murderous.

His eyes slowly left the screen to meet your gaze. His tear-stained face had never looked this harsh. His normally sweet eyes were narrowed and red from crying. The sweet lips you’d licked and sucked with such tenderness were hard and cold as they pulled upward in a grimace.

The only thing he said before rising from the bed and setting aside your laptop was your camgirl username. Then he was on you before you could draw a breath to explain.

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Tamaki always thought he liked you best on top of him showering him with kisses and threading your fingers through his hair, but he had to admit… having your arms tied to a bed frame with the silky sash of your bathrobe cutting into your skin was doing things to him. When you sniffled, face stained with tears and snot, his dick twitched in his boxers. The whines you were choking back behind the silky red panties stuffed down your throat sent chills up his spine. You had to learn the hard way not to spit them out after a harsh slap echoed against your skin when you fought back the first time.

Tamaki stood back to survey the mess of skin, spit, and tears for a moment. You were a blank canvas for him to mark up with his rage and lust. You tried to hide away your bare pussy by clenching your thighs together. It only spurred him on.

“Do you have any clue what you’ve done?” he hovered over you, sleek muscles rippling over your own soft body, “I waited, and waited, and WAITED,” he bit down on the side of your exposed neck and you screamed behind the silky gag, trying your best not to expel it from your mouth and receive more punishment.

“I want to give you everything, Y/N,” he licks over the bite, almost apologetically, “I don’t want to hurt you. I didn’t want it to happen like this… FUCK, why?! Why did you ruin this?” his long fingers dug into your cheeks as he forced you to meet his fiery gaze. You couldn’t help whimpering and sniffling back more clear runny snot. You were so humiliated at how disheveled and disgusting you must look. His head ducked into the soft spot between your neck and shoulder and you felt him sob.

Despite the abuse he’d inflicted upon you in the last ten minutes, you nuzzled your cheek into the top of his head in an attempt to comfort him. And he let you… he hated himself for it and he hated you for making this all so hard for him.

“No… no, no, no,” he rose from the bed to set up your ring-light and laptop, ice running through your veins at the sight. Your mind couldn’t accept what was about to happen.

“I’m... I’m not letting you get away with this,” he shook his head and pulled at his hair as he finished setting everything up, “If you’re insisting on being a slut, you’ll be MY slut. And everyone will know…” he jerked your ankle to force you flat on your back.

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Maybe if he’d let the gag out of your mouth, you’d be able to tell him this was just a job to you. That it was clinical… that he was the only one who had ever been able to get you off, that his face was the only one you’d come on… that you needed the money since your parents had disowned you…

But you only laid there, accepting whatever he was going to dish out. You knew he was hurt. You weren’t stupid. You overlooked him while knowing how he felt about you. It took years of horrible one-night stands and countless frat parties pretending that whatever guy you’d picked that night was interesting for you to come to your senses. You hated yourself for being so blind for so long… You adored Tamaki, truly. And you hated yourself for all the times you’d hurt him… so you swallowed your fear and tried to prepare yourself for whatever came next.

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Any soft parts of Tamaki that you’d grown to love were gone, hardened by heartache and desperation. After angling the laptop to get the perfect shot, he started the live stream countdown. Subscribers started trickling in, commenting on how this was a pleasant surprise since it wasn’t one of your regularly scheduled streams. You shut your eyes to pretend this wasn’t real.

Without fanfare or warning, Tamaki ripped apart your thighs, exposing your bare slit. A raw shrill was pulled from your lungs, your back arching from the sting of an abrupt slap. Neurons fired off in your brain… were you in pain? Was it pleasure?

“Since my girlfriend likes to keep secrets from me, I can’t trust what comes out of her whore mouth,” he emphasized his point by stuffing his fingers past your lips, pushing the soaked silk further into your throat, “So she’s going to keep this gag right here until I can fuck the truth out of her,” he trailed his fingers along your reddened folds. Were you getting wet? Horror and shame blossomed in your chest. The fact that you were growing aroused wasn’t lost on Tamaki. His foreign, sadistic grin was back… aimed directly into your soul.

“So that’s what you like, huh?” His nails bit into your thighs leaving tiny crescents behind, “I’ve been too nice? Too soft?” He pushed your thighs impossibly wide, the stretch causing you to moan. He hovered over your core, onyx orbs blown wide with a mix of hate and lust. Tamaki looked like the devil himself and you wondered just how fucked up you were for wanting his punishment.

He opened his mouth and lolled out his tongue, never severing the desperate gaze you both shared, his intertwined with hunger, yours with fear. You’d never noticed how long and thick his tongue was and couldn’t help but wonder how it would feel caressing every ridge and crevice of your inner walls. He flattened the warm, wet muscle and pressed it along your slit. As he slowly slid it closer and closer to your burning clit, you whimpered and bucked your hips chasing the pleasure you knew he was capable of giving… but this was not your sweet boy and he wasn’t doing any of this for your pleasure.

He slung his arm over your lower stomach and growled into your drenched lips. You were pinned down, helpless against his torturous tongue. Fresh tears pricked at your eyes as you remembered how he’d let you pet him and buck into his face, how sweetly he’d ease you into a gentle release. Not this time… it was all teeth and sharp sucks, his tongue forcing you open violently. You were being shoved over a cliff and despite the horror and violence of what was happening to you. You were approaching an orgasmic state at record speed. Tamaki caught on and doubled down. The arm that wasn’t pinning you into the mattress pulled your leg down straight, your knee in a death grip. The new angle made the sensations even more intense. His face pressed harder into your core and you noticed that at some point, he’d started weeping, small sobs vibrating against your skin. The overwhelming mix of emotions and the vigor in which he was eating you shoved you over the edge.

He kept going along at the same speed with the same determination through your orgasm until it became painful. You pushed past it as best you could, allowing him to sob into your over-sensitive skin until he had his fill. As the pain started intermingling with pleasure, your legs shook and the gag couldn’t hold your screams back any longer. You released against his tongue once more, both of you sobbing. He laid against your thigh for what felt like an eternity before he lifted himself to lay on top of you, his hip bones digging into your soft thighs. You could feel the bulge through the thin material of his boxer briefs. Your hips rose to meet it, a pleading gesture filled with the desire to comfort and please him. Your eagerness encourages his mercy, there’s a meek cry that leaves your lips when the damp silk slips from between your teeth.

“Please baby… I’m so, so sorry I didn’t tell you…” your voice was as weak as a kitten’s cry and Tamaki couldn’t deny it made his heart (his dick) clench.

“Say it…” his lips were close enough to kiss, but you resisted… fearful of what he’d do if you did.

“Say what, Tama?” your eyes were wide with concern and confusion. You were desperate to please him.

He turned your face to the camera that you’d forgotten was there and the gravity of the situation crashed around you again. New tears leaked from your stinging eyes as Tamaki whispered into your ear.

“Say that you’re a lying whore…”

“I..I’m a lying whore…”

The last syllable broke as your abused throat grew accustomed to speaking again. He rewarded you with a soft kiss to your cheek and your eyes closed at the tender gesture. The familiar pain in your chest welled to the surface causing even more tears to escape.

“And tell everyone that you’re my own personal slut”

You repeated the phrase to the audience behind the screen and he hummed with approval, trailing one finger along your wet cheek.

“Good girl…” the praise sent shivers through your wrecked body.

“And tell them from now on, your boyfriend will be the only one making you come… that they only get to see you be HIS slut.”

You noticed the chat going absolutely haywire at your announcement. Before Tamaki shut your laptop, you realized you’d made three times as much as you’d ever made before and a twisted sense of accomplishment filled your cloudy mind.

“Please,” your voice came out in a croak, “Please untie me. I wanna make it up to you,” his clothed bulge was burning into your core and you could tell he was close to breaking.

“Please let me make you feel good. I’m so, so sorry,” the clench of your thighs around his waist made him whimper.

He reluctantly pulled away to sit on the foot of the bed. The way he curled in on himself hugging his knees made him appear so small, so fragile… a complete change from the man who’d just manhandled you into restraints.

“You’re a liar…” you almost didn’t hear the whisper, his face buried into his knees.

“Please!” you were losing feeling in your hands and all you wanted was to be free to comfort him.

His eyes met yours and it was your Tamaki again... Your sweet boy… the snarling, green beast that threatened to devour you was sleeping now after it reached its fill of violence. He crawled over your body and released your restraint. Before you even regained feeling in your hands, you wrapped your arms around him. You littered his collarbone with sweet kisses and apologetic sobs. He began to melt into your affectionate gestures and you wrapped your legs around his waist pulling him impossibly close. Wet lips met and your tongues fought against each other for dominance. Hips began to roll against each other, increasing pressure until you both gasped.

The violence was gone, but this was still not a gentle coupling like you’d been planning. Tamaki pulled away and freed his straining cock from his boxers. The skin-to-skin contact made your eyes roll back into your skull. You felt his long fingers grasp your throat, squeezing to remind you just how powerful they were. You shuddered in response, arching upward into his touch, chasing that high his dominance was giving you.

With one swift motion, Tamaki speared you onto his cock. With the minimal prep he’d given you, the stretch was agonizing. This was by far the largest cock you’d ever taken and it stole your breath from your aching lungs. You moaned earning a visceral reaction from the boy on top of you.

Tamaki stayed as still as he could. He refused to come so soon… not when he’d waited so long for this. He tightened his grip on your throat and tentatively rocked his hips into yours. It didn’t take long for it to progress into the most frantic love-making you’d ever experienced.

There was no other way to describe it, he was hate fucking you… biting and sucking your chest until blood bloomed under your skin… hammering into your sore, sticky cunt with total abandon… he was using you like a toy, taking out all his frustrations on your body.

It was ecstasy.

When his hips stuttered as he met his release, the spasms of his tip against your gummy walls sent you into a painful orgasm. You were spent and it seemed like he was too. Your fingers twitched over the crown of his head, wanting to run your fingers through his hair but too scared to initiate any contact with him. As if he could read your mind, he grabbed your hand and placed it on his head. You sighed and began carding through the tangles, gently undoing them. You felt a stream of tears running down your chest as you worked your fingers through his strands. Lifting his face gently, you met his teary gaze with your own.

“Don’t…” he drew in a shuddering breath, “ever lie to me like that again…” the monster behind his eyes stirred quietly, a malicious glint in his eye, before shifting back into your gentle boyfriend.

“Never, I swear to you, baby…” he lets you lift his chin gently to meet your lips. His eyes close and he sighs into your kiss. His muscles relax and when his eyes open again, his warm, adoring expression falls over your face. The hand that wanted to choke the life out of your eyes minutes ago now caresses your jaw tenderly,

“I trust you…” his lips turn up into a grin that’s just a little too wide, “Because you’re a smart girl, aren’t you?” his top lip brushed against your still trembling bottom lip…

“Y-yes…”

You were fucked. This whole situation was fucked up and you weren’t blind to the fact. But as Tamaki nuzzled into your neck placing soft kisses and whispering praises into your skin, you let yourself bask in the gentleness of the moment…

Because you were a smart girl and smart girls learn their lessons quickly...

#bnha #bnha smut #yandere tamaki #tamaki amajiki x reader #tamaki x y/n #tamaki amajiki #tw:dubcon #tw: noncon #tw: injury #tw: toxic relationship #tw: dark themes

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a-young-doctors-journey · 3 years

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Clinical Doctor

A lot of people are wondering how I'm able to work in an emergency department fresh out of medical school. I've been asked if residency is "not a thing" here, so here is a bit of information of the type of job I'll have for the next 10 months.

In my country, you can specialize into many fields, and emergency medicine is its own specialty (yay! this isn't the case in many countries).

My fellow med school graduates have gone down one of three paths (generally). Many choose to pursue a residency: for this, you apply directly to a department or an institution, and if they have space, they take you on and train you. You then take a board exam and you become certified to be a specialist.

Many in my country pursue PhDs, which has a lot of complexities that I don't know enough about, so let's just move on.

If you're not sure what you want to specialize in, or you don't want to start residency right away, or your dream institution doesn't have space, or you want to work next to your PhD, you can become a "clinical doctor."

A clinical doctor is basically a "general physician," one who works exclusively under supervision. In the UK, I think they have something similar which is referred to as a non-training position (because your months are not counted toward any specialty).

You can be a clinical doctor in basically any department, ranging from pediatrics to the ICU. This is a great way to get your foot in the door if you've got your eyes on a specific residency spot, or a good way to make some money next to PhD wages.

What I'll Be Doing (and Why)

I'll be working as a full-time clinical doc at an emergency department! Since EM is my desired specialty, this is basically my dream gap year job. This is the equivalent of 14 shifts a month (a mix of day and night shifts), and I'll be working autonomously but always under supervision.

The way our department works is that there is a 'shift leader' physician (an attending with years of experience), and we refer all cases to him or her, which makes for excellent one-on-one teaching.

While I'm working here, I'll be applying to the US for emergency medicine residency. Applications are due on September 29th, and then interviews (hopefully) are in late October to November, sometimes December. I will find out if I matched into a position in March, and if I do, I will start work in the US in July 2022.

Hope that makes sense! :)

(And if you're here from Instagram, hi!)

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Actually, I realized I have a bit more to say on the subject.

What will my day to day look like?

My department does 12 hour shifts, of which I'll have about 14 a month. It'll be a mostly even mix of days and nights; day shifts are from 6:45am to 7:15 pm, night shifts are from 6:45pm to 7:15am.

On shift, we (the residents and clinical doctors) report to the shift leader (aka main attending) as I alluded to above. We are assigned patients, or if we are particularly interested in a patient based on their triage comment, we can ask to take a specific case.

We will first do an emergency-med-type of patient history and a focused physical exam, after which we come up with a plan, which we refer to the main attending. Together, we discuss best next steps, and if we missed any aspect of either the history or physical, we retrace our steps.

With diagnostic and preliminary plan in mind, we return to the patient and explain the next steps, which often includes lab tests, diagnostic imaging or medication. We discuss the plan with the nurse, and then the patient is asked to either wait for results in our waiting room or is sent to the emergency department's observation unit.

In the beginning, we are generally charged with taking care of patients that are low acuity, meaning level 4 and 5 triage categories. With time, we 'graduate' to higher acuity patients, always under supervision.

During the patient encounter, we are documenting our findings and noting down significant positive and negative findings; it's important for me to do this longitudinally so I don't forget things as I go along.

After diagnostic tests are back, we discuss the findings with the attending, and when we reach a conclusion, we head back to the patient to explain next steps and answer any lingering questions.

Eventually, the patient is either discharged home or admitted, in which case we arrange admission or transfer to another center.

All in all, it sounds quite straightforward. Of course, the patient presentations are rarely cookie cutter, which makes the days very dynamic and interesting. I am so excited to be in this role - out and about, finally using my clinical knowledge while feeling comfortable that I will always have a superior to turn to with any questions - what could be better than this?!

#long text post #emergency medicine #medical specialties #specialization #emergency med #EM #young doctor #new doctor #recent grad #PhD #residency #clinician #clinical doctor #mine #original content

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kathleen-meyer-lyme-survivor · 4 years

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DISCLAIMER: I have signed a waiver and become a contributor to an upcoming book by a fellow, healed Lyme patient. Some or all of this story may be published in the coming months. I have added and updated some of this information 9.12.2020, so hopefully I will not violate any copyright laws.

NOTE: Do not assume everything I write here or on my Facebook Lyme page will help. Everyone heals differently. Working with a knowledgeable, sincere doctor and finding the right combination of medication, herbs, personal lifestyle and diet changes will help. One size doesn’t fit all for Lyme disease treatments. Don’t be afraid to research and consult with your doctor. Get a notebook and write down EVERYTHING; diet, exercise, symptoms, dates, times, and ANY physical or emotional stress-causing events. Stress seems to be the biggest culprit of all diseases. Hypocrites stated, “All disease begins in the gut”. HE WAS RIGHT!!

NAME: Kathleen Meyer

I live in Northern VA. I am a retired, 60+ year old Grandmother. I am widowed, and I was living alone when Lyme hit. Symptoms began between September 12-14, 2012.

BACKSTORY: September 12, 2012. I felt something prick my lower back. When I reached around to check, the area was very hot to touch. This was in my car in Reston, Virginia, on a 90+ degree day. I had left the car windows open slightly during the work day.

The previous two weeks, I had been on vacation to the Pacific Northwest, to visit my Sister. While there, I visited a national park, which is highly populated by deer and other furry animals; large and small. There was hiking and a few photo ops while sitting on a rock wall. Deer roam around freely in the town where my Sister lives.

After going to my family doctor almost daily between 9/14-10/12 to complain of strange symptoms, I was finally tested for Lyme, West Nile virus and Rocky Mountain Spotted fever. My doctor was skeptical at first, but I kept insisting the symptoms weren’t normal for any flu I had ever had. When I mentioned living by woods and recently spending time in a national park, I was taken more seriously.

I was diagnosed with Lyme on October 12,2012, (clinically by relating symptoms) and blood work. Side note: Because I had Mono at age 18, I was also diagnosed with Mono “exposed”. I was instructed to go home, stay on bedrest and get clearance from an infectious disease doctor, before returning to work. I was on sick leave and coworker’s leave donations between 10/15-11/13/2012. I was also instructed NOT to work or look at work email while out sick; which I now understand completely. The philosophy seems to be, “Being out on sick leave means you’re too sick to be at work, so don’t try to do any work at home”. Never mind that after two weeks of bedrest, going stir crazy and wanting to do something, is very normal.

TREATMENTS: I was immediately placed on Doxycycline 200 mg, by the family doctor, for 20 days. That didn’t work. Then Doxycycline 200 mg for 10 days. When that didn’t work, there was 30 days additional. When I ran out, I waited between prescriptions about a week or two, to see if symptoms would come back. Symptoms kept coming back. I was on/off Doxycycline for a total of 60 days. My insurance company wouldn’t authorize more than 60 days, so I was given Cefuroxime 500 mg for 30 days.

NOTE: At the beginning of the Cefuroxime prescription I doubled the dose for the first 4 days, just to see what would happen. I realize that wasn’t a very smart thing to do, but I wanted to kill what was making me so sick. After the 4 days, I used the prescription correctly. At the end of the 30 days, no symptoms returned.

NOTE: I always eat yogurt in between any oral antibiotic dose. The reason is because all antibiotics kill all bacteria, including the beneficial bacteria we need in our gut, where the main part of the immune system is located. The other part of the immune system is our brain. The brain and gut communicate with each other UNLESS we have an illness like Lyme. The brain is affected and doesn't communicate correctly with the gut during Lyme, and probably during other autoimmune illnesses.

MYSTERIOUS SYMPTOMS BEFORE TREATMENT: High blood pressure, cardiomegaly, chronic bronchitis, prolapsed mitre heart valve, GERD, Barretts esophagus, large hiatal hernia. Other symptoms; short term memory issues, difficulty with vision, floaters, reading, sensitive to bright light and sunshine. Difficulty walking, bumping into walls, problems with grip and dropping things. Insomnia, sometimes several nights in a row. Constant buzzing, tingling, pain throughout my entire body. Chest pain, head and neck pain, difficulty with bowels, difficulty swallowing and anxiety from feeling so ill for no known reason, except Lyme. I was able to swallow correctly again, after an endoscopy and scraping of webbed growth (non-cancerous).

WHAT THE WORLD NEEDS TO KNOW: ALL doctors, nurses including E.R. personnel need to be made aware of how many hundreds of symptoms Lyme can have. It is known to mimic at least 400 other illnesses and syndromes. Millions of people worldwide are being mis-diagnosed or given catch-all diagnosis out of frustration. Doctors have about 15 minutes per patient and don’t have time to research and address everyone’s symptoms. More research is needed and the patient’s symptoms need to be taken more seriously. The phrase “The customer is always right”, needs to apply to patients as well. Haphazard treatment of symptoms and covering up symptoms DOESN’T WORK FOR LYME!!

NOTE: Most medical schools are funded by big pharma. They do not provide enough education to upcoming doctors about Lyme and similar illnesses. They don’t stress enough on nutrition or healthy eating as a benefit to patients. I have asked my doctors and chiropractor about this, and they said the same thing.

Do NOT listen to any doctor who tells you your child has “Growing Pains”. Find a doctor who is knowledgeable about Lyme, preferably a young doctor with a growing family of his/her own. My family doctor diagnosed and treated me correctly, was THAT doctor, not a specialist, a general practitioner.

HOW HAS LYME CHANGED MY LIFE; GOOD AND BAD: Lyme caused me to be bedridden for over 3 weeks, afraid to drive for fear of getting lost, and feeling like I had early onset Alzheimer’s. I now feel that it was an eye-opening experience, which awakened me to how poorly I had been managing my diet and exercise on a daily basis. I also believe the 2012 influenza shot might have been flawed, because I never felt healthy after that, and it possibly weakened my immune system so Lyme and Mono could sneak in.

I went from quick and easy meals and very little exercise to self-improvement. I learned from the Lyme pages on Facebook from reading other people’s stories. It was almost like putting a really large jigsaw puzzle together, very slowly and not having all the pieces in front of me.

SOMETHING I DO NOW THAT I NEVER DID BEFORE LYME: I now pay closer attention to my physical and emotional health, what foods I eat and the amount of daily exercise I get. I also developed pre-diabetes type 2 during the Lyme period. I am now eating real food and watching my weight in order to keep the pre-diabetes under control, without medication.

NOTE: Doctor’s won’t tell you unless you press them, that medication for everything is NOT the best way to control anything, because you’re stuck on the medication for the rest of your life. Our bodies are capable of healing, with help by US.

THE MOST FRUSTRATING PART OF LYME DISEASE: I would have to say, lack of compassion for what patients are going through on the part of medical professionals, insurance companies, news media, and the general public. “Take these pills and you’ll feel better”. This doesn’t work with Lyme disease; trust me. However, I know many people who believe everything their doctor says and I hear, “My doctor says it’s__________. More research is needed and the actual CAUSE should be researched and treated instead of pills to cover up underlying symptoms.

MY BIGGEST SUPPORTER(S): I have a private Facebook page called “Where is Lyme Disease”, which has 249 members. I consider all of them to be my supporters; we support each other. I have been posting there since March, 2015, before any of us realized Lyme is EVERYWHERE!! I HAVE POSTED HOW I TREATED, HEALED AND WHAT I AM DOING NOW TO STAY HEALTHY. Those answers were not readily found using an internet search in 2012. Everything I post on the page is from what I went through. I am trying to help others with Lyme get through it and not give up.

I give all credit to healing to authors of books about Lyme struggles. There are too many to mention, but “Cure Unknown” by Pamela Weintraub was the best one. I read it several times, because the first time I tried to read, the words ran together and blurred because of Lyme. I am now able to read again, and have re-read several books I couldn’t comprehend before. If there’s a diagnosis of ADD or ADHD, suspect Lyme!!

BIGGEST DAILY STRUGGLE: Praying it never comes back and thanking God for every day which I am granted. Experimenting with different diet plans and keeping healthy. Getting away from white sugar, white flour and other overly processed, easy to fix foods and getting real food into my body is a daily challenge.

Continuing to learn about and helping others deal with Lyme. I have helped quite a few people NOT give up. I wish I could help everyone or was a millionaire so I could donate money for a cure.

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Gaygirigetsu 2k17: Proposition Pairing: Kiridare Words: 3434 Summary: “I’m listening.”

Happy Birthday, Kirgir! Still feel pretty meh about how this came out, but at least I finally managed to post on her actual birthday!

———–

The cuts were small but deep—gouged into the wood of the front gate with intense precision. An untrained eye would never have noticed them. Even Yui and Yuiko were likely to miss the message carved into a hidden part of the door frame, tucked away in a spot only the most thorough of seekers would check.

Of course, this was exactly what the messenger had been counting on.

Shinagawa docks. Midnight. Come alone.

Too specific to the case she’d just solved to be coincidental graffiti, and clearly not directed at anyone else in the household. Yuiko’s training was still in the middling tier of recognizing forgeries, and Yui’s biggest case recently had been the result of a drunken misunderstanding.

Kirigiri traced the characters with a single gloved finger. She’d never seen a more obvious trap in her life, but…the organization she’d been on the heels of lately was certainly powerful enough to mount a devastating counter strike. It made perfect sense to see her as the main target, as she was the one who had cuffed an organization member and was doggedly pursuing them.

Not that Kirigiri couldn’t handle herself, but ignoring a message like this might prove dangerous for other people in her life. Her daughter had to be protected at all costs, and while she believed that her wife was capable enough to escape for a time, she couldn’t run forever. This was not even mentioning how Kirigiri’s other close friends would fare, like Naegi and his family, or Celes, or the numerous other people she was tenuously connected to through them.

If that emotionally scarring case right before Yuiko had been born that had landed both Enoshima twins in graves had taught her anything, it was that clever criminals sought collateral revenge.

Though she could hear both Yui and Naegi begging her not to in the back of her mind, Kirigiri drew a pencil and her notebook from her jacket and jotted down a memo:

Shinagawa docks. Midnight. Go alone.

***

Kirigiri had the cab let her off several blocks from the dockyard, pretending to head into a nearby bar before squeezing down an alley and making for the water. Thanks to a rather long investigation of a smuggling operation, she was fairly familiar with the area, navigating the network of cargo in a complex zig-zag designed to shake off any unwanted pursuers.

The figure silhouetted against the dusky, rust-colored hue of Tokyo’s night sky did not surprise her—though the fact that it seemed to be the only one present did.

“I have to say, I’m surprised to see you here without your personal security detail,” Kirigiri said, her eyes scanning the area for any indication of said security leaping from behind a shipping crate. “Rather unusual for you, Kuzuryuu-senpai.”

“I said alone, didn’t I?” Kuzuryuu scuffed the bottom of his shoe against the pavement, as if trying to scrape something off his sole.

“That you did. I simply did not assume that it applied to both parties.”

“I’m a man of my word.”

“In my experience, yes.”

“I think the last time we met up like this was before that insane gambit you came up with to put the Psycho Sisters out of everybody’s misery.”

“I seem to remember that they preferred to be called ‘The Despair Sisters’,” Kirigiri corrected.

“Whatever. The point is that it’s been awhile, okay? Jeez…” Kuzuryuu’s voice dropped to a low mumble before trailing off into awkward silence. After a few moments, he began to fidget, pulling a handkerchief from the inside of his jacket only to open it, refold it, and put it back, clearly waiting for Kirigiri to pick up the conversation.

She continued to stare at him, face neutral.

“Fucking hell, Kirigiri,” Kuzuryuu finally spat, shoving his fists deeply into his pockets, as if he’d start swinging them if he didn’t. “Why’d you have to go snooping around?”

“It is simply what I do.” She paused. “For what it’s worth, it isn’t personal.”

“Right, right. Always business with you, huh?”

“Forgive me, but is that not also the case with your own clan?”

He coughed out a rough laugh. “Got me there.”

“So,” Kirigiri said. “I will be going then, if that’s all.”

“Hold it right there.”

Something sharp and dangerous had crept into Kuzuryuu’s voice. It was a tone Kirigiri didn’t remember from high school—the steely edge tinging his words sounded almost befitting of the man next in line to take over the Kuzuryuu family.

“I know you know that I let a lot of shit slide when it comes to you, since we used to be so close in school.”

“Are you looking for an expression of gratitude, or—”

“But this I can’t fucking overlook, even if I wanted to.” Kuzuryuu drew a shuddering breath and held it for a few seconds before continuing. “That guy, the one you picked up…he worked under Natsumi. Like, directly under her. He was kind of like her right hand guy.”

“That’s strange. I normally would have assumed that your sister would have higher standards.”

“Could you not, right now? Fucking Christ.”

“…I assume that what you are trying to tell me is that my apprehension of your sister’s second-in-command is going to affect her in some negative way.”

“That’s a pretty clinical way of putting it, sure.” Kuzuryuu’s remaining good eye flicked to meet Kirigiri’s gaze. She idly wondered what happened to the glass one he’d received after the incident. “Let me just be straight here: cause of you, Natsumi is fucked.”

Kirigiri remained silent. Artificial light from the flood lamps used by fisherman to bring in tuna during the night reflected off of Kuzuryuu’s face, highlighting the sheen of sweat coating it. It was far more sweat than one would normally produce on a breezy, early October evening while standing still.

“You’re afraid.”

“Afraid? I’m goddamn terrified!” Kuzuryuu’s voice hitched at the end of the sentence, echoing off the surrounding corrugated steel so that it sounded like a distant scream. “If I don’t do something to fix this, and fast, the old man is going to… To…”

Clutching his lapel, he coughed twice, then breathed deeply as if to calm himself.

“Natsumi’s fucked up enough times already. Her top guy getting caught and interrogated is telling the clan that she’s a liability. The old man can’t have that.”

“I was under the impression that your sister was your father’s favorite.”

“Ha! Ha ha! Oh god, yeah, sure. That’s what we both thought in high school, maybe, but since I’ve grown up I’ve realized that the family business is his favorite, not either of his kids.” A hiss escaped Kuzuryuu’s clenched teeth. “But I don’t need to explain that to you, do I?”

Kirigiri crossed her arms.

“Look,” Kuzuryuu said, running his fingers through his short hair and looking down at the wet pavement. He reached up inside his jacket to rub his left shoulder. “I need to make this all go away.”

“While I understand your reasoning, and am empathetic to how you feel, I hope you don’t expect me to lie down willingly.”

Kirigiri shifted her weight to the balls of her feet, ready to run. She wasn’t aware of how familiar Kuzuryuu might be with this area, but perhaps she could use his emotional state to catch him off-guard and gain some distance. Of course, if he had lied about being alone that would be another matter entirely, but she had never known him to employ such an underhanded tactic.

The sharpness she’d heard in his voice earlier shot through her mind. It had been a long time…how much had time and proximity to his father changed him?

Kuzuryuu began to laugh again—short, bitter burps of mirthless sound dripping from him like tears. It reminded Kirigiri of how Enoshima used to laugh, with tightly controlled bursts of “upupupu” firing from her lips like bullets. She briefly wondered what Enoshima would say if she saw Kuzuryuu now.

“Why’s it got to be like this, huh?” Kuzuryuu asked, then continued without waiting for an answer. “Why is it that some of us have to be slaves to some shitty legacy?”

“Because not all of us were fortunate enough to be born normal.”

Kirigiri eyed the fingers kneading Kuzuryuu’s shoulder inside of his jacket. Even knowing about the old knife wound Ikusaba had gifted him all those years ago, she anticipated him pulling out a firearm at any second. She had to move at the right moment—if she timed it correctly, she could either escape, or attack and disarm him, whichever would be more effective.

“Guess so.” Kuzuryuu grunted, digging his fingers deeper into the muscle of his shoulder. “Sometimes, sometimes I’m jealous of Peko, you know? Like she can just turn it off when she’s working. The whole, ‘giving a shit’ thing. Me, though? I can’t. Just fucking can’t. Been trying for years, but it’s no good.”

In high school, when they had loosely formed their circle of malcontent heirs, Kirigiri had somewhat admired Kuzuryuu’s ability to succumb to his emotions. It was something that she had seen Yui and Naegi do, of course, but finding someone from a similar background capable of it…it had proven that such a thing was possible. She liked to think that over the years of being a friend, wife, and mother, she’d been able to achieve a little more balance.

“But this has to be me. I have to do this. It’s like when that Satou chick pushed Natsumi down those stairs and all but fucking killed her. Gotta 'uphold the family name’. Gotta earn my place. Gotta prove I have what it takes to take over, or else Natsumi and Peko and me are gonna be out on our asses and at the mercy of the old man’s dogs.”

Kuzuryuu’s hand had dropped from his shoulder but was still concealed inside his jacket. Kirigiri slid one foot backward slightly, trying to firm up her stance.

“You get it, don’t you, Kirigiri? This is it. This is where I have to finally give up this stupid idea that I can keep being a soft-ass, cause I can’t get away with it anymore.”

The handgun was almost invisible against the blackness of Kuzuryuu’s suit, but Kirigiri could make out the outline of it. Despite the tremor in his voice, his grip on the gun was entirely steady.

“I’m sorry,” he said. “It was either this, or go after your family.”

“Kuzuryuu.” The authority in Kirigiri’s voice caused him to tense, the muzzle of the gun dropping slightly. “I have a proposition.”

“Haven’t you been listening? It’s too late for that.”

“Please, listen to what I have to say. I promise that this solution will alleviate both of your issues, while still keeping my wife and child safe.”

The hand holding the gun dropped to Kuzuryuu’s side.

“I’m listening.”

***

Yui looked stunning in black, Kirigiri decided from her vantage point at the back of the room. She felt her heart skip at how attractively the black kimono complimented Yui’s athletic frame. If only her face weren’t puffy and swollen from crying.

Yuiko, clad similarly, was kneeling beside her, staring blankly at the framed photo at the front of the room. Naegi was on her other side, a reassuring hand resting on her back, leaning over every so often to whisper what Kirigiri assumed were words of comfort. Naegi’s wife was sitting about a meter back from the main party of mourners, holding the hands of both their sniffling children, trying to swallow the sob hiccups erupting in her throat. Kirigiri had never seen Ayumi look so upset before—she normally mirrored her husband’s quiet affability, rarely seen without a gentle smile.

Celes, of course, had turned up in an elaborate, Western-style dress complete with large hat and black veil, which she had Yamada lift up every so often so that she could dab her eyes with a jet black handkerchief. Kirigiri judged by the way her hand shook that this turn of events had affected her deeply.

Naturally her classmates from Kibougamine had attended—minus the twins, of course—and despite Togami loudly announcing that he planned to leave immediately following the service for a very important meeting, they all appeared adequately saddened.

It struck Kirigiri as odd that so many people she hadn’t spoken to since high school had turned out for her funeral, but if she were honest with herself, she suspected that many of them were there more for Naegi’s sake than hers.

“Damn shame,” she heard someone say to her left, “I hear she didn’t even get a chance to train her kid all the way.”

“That’s terrible,” responded another voice. “I suppose it will be left to her partner?”

“Probably. Good thing the grandfather went through with formally adopting her into the family before he died. Otherwise there might be custody issues since the kid is a full-blooded Kirigiri.”

“True. Do you think she’ll be able to find out who did it?”

“No need. Seems like everyone knows it was those Kuzuryuu bastards. It was common knowledge that she was getting way to close to nailing them.”

“If that’s the case it might be better to leave things lie.”

“Exactly. It’s a lucky thing they went after her directly and not the kid.”

“Scary stuff.”

“Definitely.”

Edging away from the conversation, lest someone try to draw her into it and render her expensive prosthetics moot, Kirigiri withdrew further into the corner of the room. In the back corner opposite her own, she spotted a scruffy blonde man leaning drunkenly against the wall. He produced a flask from his pocket and took a swig, before turning to offer it through the slightly cracked door.

Kirigiri pressed her back teeth together, breathing deeply even as she felt her blood pressure rise.

The nerve of showing up here, of thinking he was welcome now that she had no means of turning him away. It was infuriating. She certainly hoped he didn’t think that he had an opening to try and come establish contact with Yuiko.

Resisting the urge to march over to Kizakura and order him through clenched teeth to get his deadbeat buddy as far away from her daughter as possible, Kirigiri instead backed out through the opposite set of doors. She stood in the hallway for several minutes, breathing heavily, before turning to leave.

***

“I’m just saying, Yui-san—”

“Naegi. We have been through this.”

“I know, and I understand how you feel, but—”

“Enough!”

Startled, Naegi took a step back. Kirigiri worried he might bump into the closet door and inadvertently open it, which would certainly defuse the current situation, but cause more than enough damage in a completely different way. Her family’s safety was only guaranteed so long as she remained hidden.

Of course, the hiding portion would be certainly easier were she able to pry herself away, but without family or duty to occupy her, she found the days long and empty, and she wondered if perhaps she should have agreed to Kuzuryuu’s plan instead.

“You have been going on about Kyouko still being alive for months now, and I. have. had it.”

“All I’m saying is that we never found a body. There’s still a chance.”

“They found over two liters of blood, her blood, at the crime scene,” Yui said. “And scraps of her clothing—including her gloves—at the bottom of the bay. What more do you want?”

That had actually been one of the more clever parts of Kirigiri’s plan—utilizing those stockpiled bags of transfusion blood she’d prepared at her maternal grandfather’s former residence in case an emergency transfusion had been needed.

“There could be another explanation, though. We still haven’t found a body!”

“I wouldn’t care if it were just us…actually, it probably would still hurt, but the thing I can’t get over is that Yuiko believes you. You’re filling her with false hope.”

“It isn’t false.”

Yui dropped her face into her hands, muffling her response.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t catch that.”

“Get out of my house.” Yui’s voice rang clear and cold through the room. “Now.”

“Y-Yui-san…”

“Get out of my house, and don’t come back. You are not allowed to speak to my daughter.”

“Hey, come on now, don’t you think you’re overreact—”

“SHUT UP!” Yui stood up to her full height, towering over Naegi. “My wife is dead. The mother of my child is dead. Until you can accept the reality of that, you are not welcome here.”

Naegi expelled a weak gasp, opening his mouth as if to say something. Instead, he balled his hands into fists and looked toward the floor.

“Fine,” he said, turning to leave. “If you want to give up on her, that’s up to you. But I won’t.”

Seconds after the door shut, Yui dropped to her knees and began to sob.

Kirigiri dug her fingers into the wood of the closet door.

***

“Yui.”

Kirigiri rested a palm against her wife’s cheek, hoping the feeling of scar tissue wasn’t too upsetting to wake up to.

“Yui. Wake up.”

“Nnng, Kyouko, come on. I’m tired.”

“I realize that, but we need to talk.”

“But I’m tiiii—wait.”

Yui sat up abruptly, her head knocking into Kirigiri’s.

“I…probably should have anticipated that.”

“…Kyouko.”

“Yes.”

“Kyouko, you’re…you’re here…”

“Yes.”

Yui’s breath grew ragged, hitching with impending tears.

“I know this must be a shock to—”

“KYOUKO!”

Kirigiri choked on her words as Yui pulled her into a fierce hug, pressing her nose directly into her collarbone.

“I don’t care that it’s a dream,” Yui said, tears and snot cascading down her face and into Kirigiri’s hair. “I don’t care because this feels so real, and you’re here and alive in this dream and this is all I want. Just let me enjoy it for a little longer…”

“Yui!” Kirigiri gasped, extricating herself from her wife’s death grip. “Please, pull yourself together.”

“This is the most accurate dream I’ve ever had about you.”

“Perhaps that might be because this isn’t a dream.” Kirigiri readjusted her clothing before continuing. “I am genuinely here right now.”

“Really?”

“Yes.”

“…..”

“Yui?”

“…Oh my god. Oh my god. I didn’t believe Komaru-chan, but here you are and I can’t believe there’s an afterlife. This is a little much. I need a minute.”

“I cannot…Yui. I’m not dead.”

“You’re sure this isn’t a dream?”

“Positive. I have never been dead.”

Yui paused, cheeks still glistening with tears. She slowly reached to the bedside table, retrieved her glasses, and examined Kirigiri again.

“I…I don’t know what to say…”

“I’ve missed you too.”

“I need to apologize to Naegi-kun,” Yui said. “And you…you need to apologize to me.”

“For?”

“For…?! Kyouko, you let Yuiko and I—everyone—think you were dead!”

“Do you not believe I had good reason to do so?”

“I mean I guess, that wouldn’t be out of character for you, but still.”

Yui crossed her arms and looked off to the side for a moment.

“I’m going to go out on a limb and assume that your completely valid reason for putting me through horrendous grief for the past several months is still an issue.”

“You would be correct.”

“So what are you doing here?”

“Yui,” Kirigiri said, reaching out to take her wife’s hand. “Do you have any idea how difficult it’s been to see you and Yuiko in pain and be unable to do anything about it?”

“About as painful as thinking your wife is dead and you need to raise your daughter on your own while also completely taking over her training?”

“I…” Kirigiri sighed. “I’m sorry. I had to make a decision under very delicate circumstances, and it might not have been the best choice.”

“I accept your apology.”

“Thank you. As an expression of my sincerity, I have a much more measured proposition to offer.”

Yui gently pulled Kirigiri to her and planted a kiss on her forehead, then her lips.

“I’m listening.”

***

Ayumi slipped her hand into Naegi’s, lacing their fingers together, and rested her head on his shoulder.

“Honey, I’m so sorry.”

Naegi squeezed his wife’s hand, watching the billowing flames lick the low-hanging haze of clouds above. He could already imagine the headline in the paper tomorrow: GRIEVING DETECTIVE FAMILY TRAGICALLY KILLED IN HOUSE FIRE: FOUL PLAY AT WORK?

“Are you going to be okay?” Ayumi asked. The flames gave her teary eyes an orange tint.

“Yeah, I think so,” he said.

“Are you sure?”

“Yep.” He turned back to watch the house burn. “I haven’t given up, after all.”

#dr #jess writes #kirigiri kyouko #samidare yui #kiridare #long post #shipping #referring to samidare by first name is weird #but she's kirigiri yui in this #so it'd be weird to call her samidare #anyway i am glad i got something done #even if it's not very polished

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Any suggestion base on your experences with Health and dental insurances?

My Health and Dental Insurance from my old employer (under cobra with Kasier) will expire soon. I plan on buying my own Health and Dental, any suggestions in Northern California?. Thanks""

How often Can You make a Windscreen Insurance Claim for one Vehicle in One year (UK car insurance)?

Ive just had a replacement Windscreen fitted as an insurance claim with the Norwich union. Three days later after the local Council Resurfaced a local road the Windscreen got hit by a stone thrown up by a car be driven way to fast for the newly surfaced road...the Question is How many such Windscreen Claims is you Car Insurance Company likely to Honour in any given year of fully Comprehensive Insurance. I feel a bit of a pratt Making a claim only 3 days after the first claim, but Neither of these Incidents were my fault but just accidental damage. as it is the first Claim cost me a 60 Excess payment and the next one will cost 60 just thec same...""

""How much is Homeowners Insurance in FL on a $150,000 home?

I'm a first time home buyer and very curious how much cash I'm going to need before closing a house.

Car insurance, accident related question.?

How do i get my national insurance number?

I've lost my national insurance number, if it helps i'm 17 and scottish.""

What is the most affordable car insurance in Boise /Idaho?

The cheapest car to insure for a 17 year old boy?

and dont just say lowest insurance group because iv been looking and so far its been a group 3 clio and iv looked at insurance for an aygo (group 1) i need real examples like i had a fiesta and it was blah not just small hatchbacks are cheap

Where might i find proof of insurance in texas?

I need to find proof of insurance for my car in the year 2004 is there some where that it might be saved, my insurance company no longer has records, and I am in desperate need of that proof""

How would insurance be on these cars?

first of all plz dont tell me call insurance or that im to young and dont need these cars and should get a camry. i just turned 17 and just got a job at In n Out and by my senior year in highschool which is after this summer i want to get a car and my parents would help me but everytime i ask them they say dont talk about it untill you have 2500$-_- so i was just wondering how much is insurance on these cars i have in mind, first, nissan 350z(any year) honda s2000(any year) mazda miata(1998-2004) and last a scion tc (2004-2008) the car will be under MY MOMS name and i will be put as an additional driver but not main driver or however you put it. can i just have the price ranges it doesnt have to be exact, if it help i live in califronia Orange county anaheim thanks guys""

Is auto insurance always required in California?

I remember hearing that if you had enough money set aside in an account, you wouldn't have to pay for car insurance. Perhaps the minimum coverages for all the various types of accidents, which would sum up to somewhere around $50,000. Is this actually a possibility?""

I changed my car and the insurance is so expensive?

Hello Everyone, Ive changed my car and I've bought Mazda RX8, the thing is my insurance does not insure these type of car, and they said send us the certificate and we will send you a 3 NCB. I've checked many sites such us moneysupermarket, confused.com etc. and they cheapest quote was 2200 per year. anyone knows how can i get a cheaper insurance for this car ? Thanks""

18yr old with an provisional can i drive my brothers car without me being insurance to drive it?

im 18 yrs old i have a provisional and my brother is takeing me out in his car im just woundering do i need to be on his insurane on his car cos he said thta all i need is L plates and my provisional i just want to make sure thanks ps can u reply asap he taking me out today in his car for the first time

What is the cheapest car insurance company?

Ok, so I just want to know, as far as getting insurance for your Car goes....do you guys know like what Car Insurance COMPANY has the cheapest insurance you can buy for your car? Thanks, it would help out alot.""

How much is medical insurance?

How much would medical insurance cost in Ohio (approximately) for 2, 30 years olds and one baby?""

Financed a motorcycle do i need full coverage or can i buy liabilty?

I know the lender of the loan wants his money even if the bike gets stolen/totaled/breaks down what ever. But why do i need to have full coverage. So if the bike gets stolen/totaled whatever isn't all the lender worried about is getting his money? So if that happens i will tell the lender not to worry i will keep paying payments until the loan is paid off because i dont want to ruin my credit.

If I put a 1 million dollar life insurance policy on myself then I pay for 3 months then get hit by a car?

Alright so if I get hit by a car after 3 months of having life insurance and I die does my beneficiary get the 1 million?Or will that person only get how much I have payed with the payments?

Can someone explain how car insurance works?

Specifically, how do you pay for auto insurance? Do you make monthly payments or do you pay it at one time?""

Owner of car but not main driver on insurance ?

Hi I'm 18 in a month, and I'm buying a car on finance and I am paying because it will be my car. My dad will use it the same amount as I will be using it until I have it paid off then it will be completely mine. I was wondering can I be the registered owner of the vehicle but be a named driver on the insurance? I know about fronting but of we drive it equally why wouldn't my dad be the main driver as it is cheaper? But does it mean he has to be the registered owner? Thanks""

Should I cancel my car insurance to save my money?

Currently, I'm living in WA, I have a car in TX. But my family member in TX driving it, and there names are under insure by my car insurance. If I want to save money on my car's insurance. I need to ask my insurance remove my name out of car insurance; is that right? or there is no difference between keep my name on car insurance and remove my name out of car's insurance? Thanks""

Insurance componies that cover transgender?

Does anyone know of any insurances that cover transgender medical needs (specifically ones to do with being transgender)

Buyin a car? Insurance driving it back?

Hi i may be purchasing a car this evening. Can any1 tell me how i get it back do i need some sort of cover note? I am 19 and was a named driver on my uncles insurance on my previous car. Now don't have a car but buyin this one tonight its only 10mins drive. will i be ok or not ?

V6 mustang and v8 mustang insurance?

how much more would a v8 mustang insurance be than a v6? im 17

Which Insurance is better?

I am looking for new car insurance, so I narrowed it down to Geico and Progressive? Anybody have any experience with either of them?""

Car insurance excess reclaiming?

My car was written off back in sept 08 after two cars collided infront of me and one spun and wrecked the front of my car. Both parties are disputing liability and I have got nowhere ...show more

Best car insurance companies...?

I am 18 and need to acquire insurance ... what are the best deals around?' I live in California ... Thanks!

Does anyone know this car insurance joke?

I heard a car insurance joke a while back it started with a lot of cussing and then at the end of it it said something like something something something I just saved money by switching my car insurance to GEICO or something like that can someone please tell me the joke if you know it? I wanna send it to a friend :)

Help European health insurance card?

my health insurance card has expired and i fly tomorrow? is this card important? if i get ill will they still treat me? and will my insurance company cover me still?

I am a new driver with insurance queries.can anyone help me?

i am a new driver and i am thinking of buying a cheap,affordable,small car (ford ka). The problem is that if i put my father's name as the main driver,who has his licence since ages,and put my name as a 2nd driver, how much approx. will my insurance come down to?+ i got my pass plus.""

Mistake on insurance- value of car?

recently i was involved in a car accident where another driver drove into the back of my car and since then it has been written off. the problem is i undervalued the car on my insurance by accident (as it was a present and was unsure of the true value) can i explain this to the insurance company and get the money paid for the car? or will i just get how much i said the car was worth? thanks

Car insurance, accident related question.?

Where to go to get a quote?

Hi people, I'm seventeen, taking my driving lessons but find it incredibly hard to get a quote for insurance. I want a rough estimate so i know how much to save but every site i have checked is for someone who already owns a car. If anyone has any good sites or references for my position it would be appreciated. thanks dudes XD""

What is the diversion program for a possession of marijuana while driving a car and how much does it cost ?

This happened in Los Angeles CA i got pulled over and the police officer found a small ending of a marijuana joint it was just a burnt piece of paper. My court date is next week and i dont want my insurance to go up so do I ask for the diversion program or what ?? what would be the best thing to do?

Car insurance prices for 19 year old workers?

i am after getting a car because i have just passed but i am getting a sports car or a convertable and the insurance for them are so expensive! its unbelievable i got a quote for a x reg audi tt and it was 6000. how much would it be for a 8000 mini one?

How is mandating health insurance like mandating auto insurance (according to Obama)?

Auto Insurance: If I don't want auto insurance, I don't have to drive. Auto insurance is a CHOICE. Health Insurance: Will be the only thing somebody HAS to pay simply for being alive in America. Some people do NOT agree with ANY main stream health practices like myself. I would NOT go to a doctor even if I was on my death bed. Comment: Does it concern ANY of you that this mandatory health insurance will be the FIRST thing the government REQUIRES you to buy. Even Taxes are a choice. Some people chose to work for goods and barter (Amish). Isn't this America, where I can choose to seek alternative health rather than be forced to pay for something for merely being alive? Also, what about Church of Christ Scientists - Why force people who are religiously opposed to our health care system to buy health insurance. Many Christ Scientists will die before they seek main stream health. This plan makes me sick.""

""The shutdown has cost 22 Billion in 11 days, how much health insurance would that buy?

in your opinion

How can i get homeowners insurance if i own a rottweiler?

i currently have gieco home insurance and they said they will not cover my home if i own a pit bull, rottie or chow what i'm i supposed to do with my rottie? please help""

Which life insurance to get before Dx of melanoma?

I am 99% sure I have melanoma on my leg. Have apt soon to get this confirmed and staged and start the process. I am a nurse, I know the process, and know the outcome can be one of many. I do not currently have any life insurance, never have. I have 2 small children and it is JUST me and then, no close friends, no family. Worst case scenario, if I only have a short time to live, what would be the best LIFE insurance I can get before getting this diagnosis? I would need something in which they could not cancel me if I am diagnosed with cancer within days of purchasing a premium. Today is May 11th, I should have my diagnosis by May 29th. I would like the biggest policy at the most affordable rate (I don't make as much money as you would think), but its also important that I get the fewest stipulations. By the way, I hate to admit it, but I am a smoker. I quit from 2009 to late 2010, but then started up again when I started RN school (am an LPN now, graduate from RN school in 3 weeks). Any solid advice would be appreciated. In laymens terms please. Ohio.""

Car insurance under parents name in a different state?

I go to college in Washington and my parents live in Hawaii. I was wondering if i could buy a car here with the title in my name and have the insurance in their name since my insurance rates are sky high.

Auto insurance?

My car was hit about a month ago and I'm still strugling with the insurance company. I was not at fault and my claim was denied because the insurance company can't get in contact with the policy holder (obviously doesn't want to take responsiblity). I think it's a bunch of bull---. Is this possible?

Is it compulsory to buy home insurance?

I'm going to move to my first house soon. There is one thing I want to ask you here. Is it compulsory to buy home insurance? If it is a must, then do you have to get an insurance before you move in?""

Does my car insurance cover this?

Somebody broke my windshield with a rock and I don't know if my insurance covers it

Insurance in the state of GEORGIA!!!!?

In GA can u get car insurance wit a suspended license.... if so where?

Can parents get sued if I drive a car without insurance?

My mom tried to tell me that if I drive without insurance they would be sued because I live with them. I am 19 so I am a legal adult. The car is also in my name only. I think she was just talking out her *** personally, but now I am curious if that is even possible. Whatsoever.""

Car rental insurance necessary?

I don't own a car (so I don't have my own car insurance). I am going to a small town in Upstate New York for a couple of days. Do I need to buy the car rental insurance? It is obscenely expensive (usually close to the price of the car itself).

Car insurance. the diffrence in price?

i am looking for car insurance, and when i type in the address i am at the moment and the address i want to move in to, only thing is the house i living at seems to lower the ...show more""

At what ages does auto insurance rates rise?

What is the most common health insurance?

what is the most common health insurance

Does anyone know an insurance company that offers cheap/free SR-22's for license ?

need it to keep my lic. valid. ASAP... help please!

How do you get long-term heath care insurance in Georgia? And how you pick the best one for you?

My grandma might need to go into an assisted living home soon? My family are thinking about a Sunrise Community and they take long term health care insurance? How do you obtain and pick the right type and does Medicare cover it? thanks

What is the best car insurance company in NY?

What's the best (fully legal) way for a 17 year old to get cheap car insurance in the UK?

I'm looking at getting a car for my 17 year old son who has just passed his test, but am fairly horrified by the insurance quotes I'm getting for a Ford Ka. He will be the main driver of the vehicle, and I don't want to claim he's the second driver, as that would technically invalidate the insurance. Advice please.""

Suggestions on how to lower my car insurance?

I drive a 1.8 TurboDiesel Ford Escort from 1995, worth about 500-750. I'm looking to renew my car insurance and the best quote I can get from price comparison sites and Direct Line is over 650! This is at the age now of 27 having driven for 3 years without tickets, accidents or claims. On my 1st year I paid under 400 for insurance. I know insurance is going up but this is excessive - anyone have suggestions on ways to knock this down other than ringing them all up, or other insurers not on the comparison sites?""

Carr insurance with 2 years clean driving record?

I am planning to buy a used car my Driver liscence is 2 years old with a clean driving record i am wondering will i have to pay a lot of insurance or just minimal based on my record and DL. Please suggest which is a cheap insurance option

""How much is the average cost of car insurance in ST Thomas, VI ?""

How much is the average cost of car insurance in ST Thomas, VI ?""

How can I renew my car insurance from abroad?

Hi! We are going for a long vacation to Hungary by car. (I live in the UK but I'm a Hungarian national). My car (UK registered) insurance will expire while we'll be in Hungary. I was trying to get a new insurance before we leave but my current insurer will only give a renewal quote 21 days before it expires(which means we already be abroad) and they will only give my proof of bonus then as well. What are my options? Can I get a new insurance without losing 1 year of no claim bonus?

Car insurance, accident related question.?

What would be the average price of car insurance for a 18 yearold driving a scion tc in Florida?

Thinking about buying one, trying to see what the price of insurance would be like.""

Car insurance?

which insurance provider gives the cheapest insurance for 18 yr olds

AVERAGE Insurance (UK)?

Could anyone give me an average price of insurance or insurance group for a 20 year old female, on a 2011 fiat 500 twinair lounge 0.9? I don't want to do those compare sites as they ask for all your details. Thanks""

Should I buy a 600cc or a 1000cc super sport motorcycle?

I am a fairly experienced rider, I have been riding dirt bikes since I can remember; I also have had my motorcycle licenses at age 15 and now I am now 17 years old. I have put over 10,000 on my kawasaki ninja 250r so this isn't for my first bike it is a step up because me and my dad both believe it is time. I have been looking at ZX6r's and r6's a lot but my real question is if I buy a 600cc bike will I regret it and wish I would have bought a ZX10r or a r10? Will I eventually feel like the 600 bike it's enough? Oh and I am looking to get a bike and keep it so that it will last me though senior year of high school and all of collage. I have looked at all different types of Motorcycles and the super sports have been my favorite by far. Any other information about the 600cc or 1000cc bikes and y'all's opinions on them and which ones you all personally like will be greatly appreciated! Thank you so much for your time for answering!""

Cheap full coverage insurence?

where to find cheap full coverage car insurance

Is this the best way to go about cheap car insurance at 17?

Get insured on my mother's car for a year then get my own when the insurance drops.

What is the cheapest/best car insurance and car for a newly licensed driver in MA?

What would be the best and cheapest type of car and car insurance to get for someone who just received their license?

What company offers best auto insurance rates for not so good driving records?

How much should I be expecting from my insurance accident. ?

Hi I'm only 20 years old and last year I was involved in a car accident were the girl turned and hit me ad made me run into a house. I was unconscious until I was in the ambulance and I went right to the hospital were they have done X-rays. I found out that my t-12 lower spine was fractured and I had a concussion. Now my career was working sheet metal and I was told due to my injury I won't be able to continue or else I'll get more injured. The accident was on may 26th 2011 it is no march 17th 2012 I only receive 300$ a month from benefits and I am l looking for a new career now and going back to school. I just did a MRI and I am seeing a orthopedic surgeon in a couple weeks. Now the girl that hit me had no isurance and invalid sticker. She pretty much ruind my life but it happens. I am going through a lawyer here in Toronto suppose to be the best. I'm still in very much pain hurts everyday can barly stay still for no longer than a couple hours. I am doing physio. I was wondering how much I should be expecting. I heard that I sue my insurance cause se doesn't have any, then I go sue her? Is this true?""

""When you get rear ended by a car, does your insurance rate go up?""

Will getting your car rear ended, or getting into any situation that isnt your fault, cause your insurance rate to go up?""

""I need a good independant health insurance broker near Houston, Tx.?""

Can anyone recomment a good independant heath insurance broker in the Houston, Tx. area that I can go talk to. I need to sign up for individual health insurance for my family but I would really like to talk to someone in person who would look out for me and not themselves. Has anyone had good experiences with any that they could recommend? Thank you.""

Switching insurance - will my accutane be covered??

In a weird spot - will be switching insurance within a month and a half... but i'm just starting accutane now... will the treatment be covered when i switch health insurance companies?! please help!

What are average caar insurance prices for an 18 year old?

just need some numbers for the price for the whole yaer

Health Insurance while Pregnant? AZ-?

I'm from Arizona- This clinic I went to advised ACCESS insurance, and when I tried to apply, I was denied for living at home or not being 19 years of age if either of these were different, I would be qualified for this insurance. but because I am 18 and still living at home- and my mom won't help me to get on any type of insurance- I don't know what to do. My boyfriend is stressing me to figure something out. I quit my job to move out of the city and go to my Dad's to better take care of myself. His family makes too much money for me to be eligible for insurance under his name. I'm not yet in my second term- but close. I also want to know what to do for prenatal care- I've been taking the vitamins, and during pregnancy I was smoking cigarettes, pot, drinking, - other; (Granted I had no idea about my current condition) what can I do to insure a healthy child? homeopathic remedies are in favor, but I'm at my limit and I need serious advice""

""Just moved into small block of flats,and changing car insurance.?""

Just moved into small block of flats,and changing car insurance. Car is in a brick build car port under the building but shared with another car and among other shared car ports, is this then quoted as being in a car park, unlocked compound or car port?""

Why is health insurance cost rising?

Insurance on ford focus?

i recently came across a cheap ford focus 2000 edition, and recently passed my test and just wondering what would the insurance be like? exspensive? i really like the car but i dont want it if the insurance will be a bomb""

Health insurance?

i need health insurance that is affordable to me. i am willing to spend 30-100 dollars a month. i just basically want something to cover my dental and doctor . it can be network far as i car i dont really need ppo. i also want it to cover some of my presciption.

What company would provide shipping insurance?

I want to sell some jewellery on Ebay and I will end up shipping it to Canada or US. Canada post offers a maximum insurance of $500. Which (if any) company would provide insurance at replacement value? Or at least a $1,000?""

Auto insurance question.?

I was in an accident and my auto insurance has a limit of 5000 medical. I went over the $5000 medical bills. Will my private health insurance cover the overage?

Lack of heath insurance in Georgia?

My friend's husband got into a motorcycle accident recently and ended up going to the E.R. Problem is, they don't have health insurance because he was fired from his job. I've been told that the tax payers have to take care of the cost. Are there any consequences for him, or he just doesn't have to pay anything?? That seems crazy. Why would anyone have health insurance if thats the case?""

Should the U.S government require it's citizens to have health insurance?

Can my dad (lives out of State) add me to his car insurance policy?

Hi. I'll be getting my first car soon and I have some questions regarding car insurance. My Dad lives out of state (I live with my mother), and I was wondering if he can add me to his insurance policy. I believe he has State Farm. I understand that it would be cheaper to go under my parent's policy than to create a new policy just for myself. My mother is unwilling to add me to her car insurance policy due to the fact that I am under 21 (insurance rates will increase). If anyone who is in the industry / has experience or knowledge about this and could shed some light, I'd appreciate it. Thanks in advanced. BTW: I'm in the US.""

Car Insurance - Do I have to pay it all at once?

It's that time...I'm looking at cars. But as a student, I'm trying to keep costs low because currently I don't have tons of money. What I'm wondering is, for the car insurance, do I have to pay it all at one time or could I pay it in monthly installments?""

What is the cheapest insurance?

where could i find the cheapest insurance plan for me with any company. Im mainly trying to figure out what the insurance will be costing with the certain car I will be getting. I am 15 years old currently but will be turning 16 soon and when it comes time for my license during the summer I would like to know how much insurance will be. I already know what type of car im getting, A 1998 Camaro z28. Would it be extremely pricy or not too pricy, i just need a ball type figure. once again with ANY COMPANY, what would be the cheapest for a 16 year old with a 1998 camaro z28? thanks""

Car insurance, accident related question.?

https://www.linkedin.com/pulse/how-much-would-liability-insurance-run-me-my-mobile-auto-elden-self"

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