#been favoring the pencil over the pen lately idk why

[skelenova]

real sad post-apocalyptic man hours

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[gabbylight]

Day 10 and 11?

Nothing much happened to be honest on Day 10 besides hanging out and going back to Woodfield Mall like the third time in a week haha. She literally told me I need to broaden my fashion sense, she isn’t wrong so we shop both of our clothes and gave me some advice. And she even pulled out a picture of an example of how I should dress. And she even paid a set for me to wear for next time or for another girl. LOL and after that we went to star bucks AGAIN and went to Barnes and Noble to talk about her books. I actually enjoy talking about books with her, sure manga is a thing but maaan.

It was late by the time we left so I went to her place again and just chilled, she was working on her Uni project again while I had to fix some of the stuff in her apartment. There were things that needed attention Like her damn faucet and her refrigerator since the light in one area isn’t turning on. I guess after two hours I used her shower to clean myself from the dirt. And then we just talked, teaching me some polish and telling her about the situation in Iran which she stopped me. Which I was glad, sure I was irritated but my War stuff needs to go. I read more again on the Kindle I brought and After that we watched a movie, John Wick and my god I had to control my orgasm when they talked about the specifications on the weapons or when they show case wash of the weapons. So yeah we talked more, telling me more about herself and I returned the favor. And idk what’s up with girls but whenever I tell them my hip is sceewes everyone’s wants to hit it.

We talked till 7 am and she finally knocked out, I slept in the floor this time because well I don’t think it’s right to do so. I literally woke up at 4pm and realize where I was and my god my mom was asking where I was hahaha. I stayed for another 3 hours and helped around her apartment. Had to reorganize her room, it’s not messy but my extreme OCD kicked in. Ever since I put my books back in my shelf and cleaned my room again, everything has to be organize from the tallest books and everything has to be dusted and organized. So I did that to her stuff... well to her 10 books... I put the pens and pencils in their own cup. Reorganize her kitchen, replace a bulb on a stove, fixed a noisy chair, had to help change her damn car oil and even teach her. And then I had to deal with her annoying white dog as she finishes her last portion of the essay. WTF hahaha. And I even helped her carry her laundry since idk why but her laundry needs to be done. Am I being nice? Noooo my OCD RANDOMLH APPEARED KNG

And what’s my payment? A hug and a 10 minute cuddle with these polish pastries in my stomach and . That 10 minute cuddle became a nap hahah.

Day 11 which is Wednesday I believe

Ehhh it was annoying my ex texted me since I misunderstood her text. Remind you that this was when she said she said didn’t love me anymore and my understanding in things have became very mediocre and I was distraught after learning for the last 6 months she hated ne. So yeah we argued again nothing new, probably shouldn’t have messaged her from her Friday message but it’s whatever. Bet her parents don’t know how she talks to me, that’s fine now. But do you know what’s cool? She lied to everyone that she doesn’t look at my stuff anymore. So how did you know the person I’ve been hanging out wit is Dom? I never mentioned her name nor even describe her. There’s only one way yiy could of knkw. And it’s by going on my post, a post that made 11 hours ago. And please stop saying I liked Dom. I hated her like I how I hated Edith, I don’t have feelings for her nor had any ideas of dating her when we were dating. If I liked dom, I would be the one ending it. And I’ll be ending it before I flew to NYC twice.

She’s a nice person, a strong personality but not like yours and the difference is that she’s very soft and actually cares. But Would I date her Lia? No at this point of my life, no. There’s to much history with you and her and it connects. I just want her to be my friend and hang out and so far I’m having fun. But if you’re reading this, I didn’t have sex with her. We got intimate but never had sex, I have more restraint than yiy.

Other than that and coming home late from her house, we celebrated my moms birthday and it was nice. I missed all of this, I may dislike my parents but I missed talking to them in a sense. We had dinner in Chili despite the cold weather. Went to Best Buy and had a laugh with Jennifer. After that, we ACTUALLY WENT TO A SHELTER. IDK WHY BUT OMG OMG. I hope it’s a rescue doggo. One other good thing I learned my ex, always adopt the rescue doggos they deserved the extra love. We were there for 29 so minutes and they were discussing something. After that we went hkme and played League, I played rank and I climbed over 4 people even though the season is over haha.

Here’s the shitty part, we have two appointments today. One for my health and my hip and one for my mom. Since lately my hip has been hurting me a lot and I’m sure what’s causing it. Lol we are going to see what’s up and after that LOTR with Connor and her. Pretty stoked and scared