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leatherbookmark · 9 days ago

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"I know why you want to return to our world, Meggie! You just miss your boyfriend! But we haven't seen everything of this beautiful world yet!" Mr Mortimer sir your wife was enslaved for working as a scribe disguised as a man. In this world women are punished for learning their fathers' craft and your thirteen years old daughter would be already married if she was born in this world. I know the books are very pretty but Mo your wife is pregnant. I don't think they have c-sections here :(

#liveshrimping #I've been thinking about like. hypothetically of course I'm not going to write that but I've been thinking about a kpop fangirl #writing her self-insert RPF and reading herself into it #becoming a cleaning lady or a make-up artist for her favourite group and getting involved in a fiery romance with her fave #and then seeing all sorts of Consequences. getting found out + her boy's reputation fucking down the stairs + she's a teenager and #aside from being a MUA/cleaning lady she doesn't have any other skills that could guarantee her a good living and because of the stress #she can't write anything to make the situation better... eventually she starts to wonder if it wouldn't be better to go back to her world #but 1. the time still passes. it's been months since she disappeared from her world. she doesn't want to deal with all that #but 2. she misses her family and friends and her nice and familiar life. but 3. if she goes back she will not be loved by her bias anymore #she will return to being someone he doesn't know. doesn't even know she exists. she can't afford fanmeetings so her best hope for #being noticed by him is to send many messages during his lives so that he at least sees her username in the rapidly moving live chat #AND SO ON. i have no idea how something like that would've even ended. she would have to essentially write all that happened out of #existence. 'and then X woke up and it was all just a dream. a dream that he was already forgetting but for some reason it left him with a #faint distaste for romantic relationships'#BUT SHE REMEMBERS WHAT HIS LIPS TASTED LIKE. SHE REMEMBERS HOW HAPPY SHE FELT IN HIS ARMS.#&c.‚ &c.#this stupid little thing changed not only her -- it gave her a nice phobia of romantic relationships because her first only and most intens #relationship pretty much ruined a guy's career and life -- but also her boyfriend in that other world probably. hell can she even look at #her albums and enjoy the music now that she's back? but this group was like 75% of her mental stability.#AND ALSO: now she feels like she must fix things somehow. apologize to X for ruining his life in this other world he doesn't know #so what if she writes about their albums breaking records of sales. so what if she writes about fashion designers and musicians becoming #obsessed with the group's members and wanting to collab with them -- it's just a little bit more of fame and money. they deserve that!#what can go wrong.

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