#because when its “i relate to this character omg so me” using bastardized terminology its fine right
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assorted kin feelings for my jjk qkins, bc i should catalogue those somewhere, i think!
megumi was more than likely a transguy. that feels right to me. i'd guess i probably had more issues with the name "megumi" as a transguy than i would if i were cis... i know gojo was probably very supportive. i know i probably tried to hide it from him, and ultimately failed. my brain is incredibly certain that he wouldn't be supportive of binding. with that in mind, i'm sure he would've tried to assist in gender affirming care... but to what extent, i'm not sure. did he suggest i shouldn't change my name for its meaning, i wonder? did he know i was loved? i don't remember. but i was smitten with itadori, that was certain. he felt like lightning in a bottle & a million fiery stars, like circuits would fire off in my brain when i so much as looked at him. i gave him a hard way to go sometimes because i didn't understand how to cope with how i felt for him. i felt like a complete fool around him, and it embarrassed me. i think i got better at it over time, though.
uraume was hopelessly devoted, regardless as to whether sukuna was simply their benefactor they were indebted to or some other figure in their life. i grew jealous easily over those who would take his attention away, i suppose. when it came down to megumi, i wasn't really as angry as i was with yorozu. it was more... sad. defeated, almost. i wonder if i had accepted something by that point. i think they did have a canon-complacent death. it feels achingly familiar.
#tim.txt#qkin#sometimes i forget that if i tell most people about my past lives#i'll be seen as delusional and in need of mental help.#i'm very open about my spirituality with my partner - who also is fictionkin#and don't interact with others much#so i guess i'm in sort of an echo chamber?#idk. it just dawned on me today that people would call me crazy.#not feeling very good about that.#especially casual kin.#because when its “i relate to this character omg so me” using bastardized terminology its fine right#but whenever it comes down to people who actually identify as them.#its a whole different story.#hh#not feeling the best atm.
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