#because the only reason im dumb is your standards!! i would be smart anywhere else! i AM smart anywhere else!
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#eli.txt#dont mind me im just. overwhelmed about school again. as usual#being stupid. for lack of a better word. is not. fun. being dumb is not fun.#no one in my life is as dumb as i am. everyone can pass a test if they study. everyone can memorize the info they need. i cant.#i try. i try and i try and i try and i am still too fucking dumb to do anything right.#and what happens. what happens when you keep trying and you keep failing and no one understands you because youre way too dumb.#you give up. you stop trying. and thats exactly what i did. im done. i dont care anymore. im about to graduate i dont need to care#but school is a popularity contest. you get better grades the more teachers like you. and they dont like you when you give up.#because they dont believe you when you say youre dumb. they say youre not trying hard enough and if you just do better you can do it!#but you know you cant and when you tell them as much they think you just have low self esteem when youre just stating a fact.#i am too dumb to learn. i havent learned anything in school since sixth grade. i am too dumb. i am at peace with this#im ok with it! really! just let me graduate so i dont have to be dumb anymore!!#because the only reason im dumb is your standards!! i would be smart anywhere else! i AM smart anywhere else!#im just dumb to YOU! im smart anywhere else! but god that intelligence that i DO have means NOTHING and keeps getting repressed#i cannot fucking wait to get out of this school.
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