#because sometimes the Exhaustion Limiter for bedtime doesn't fucking work and i end up staying up all night multiple nights during the peak
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god i hate this time of year
#please. please just let me sleep longer#like i know the way i phrase it is that i don't like naps but naps are also nearly impossible for me as it is#if i'm napping in the middle of the day/afternoon there are Circumstances causing that#because i normally just like. can't#and in the warm months when the sun is up for longer i am too and i hate it#because sometimes the Exhaustion Limiter for bedtime doesn't fucking work and i end up staying up all night multiple nights during the peak#of the season and i hate that because i'm not in my teens or 20s anymore and do not recover from that as good these days#like yes winter i sleep probably Too Much and this is the balance for that but also#jesus christ i also need that sleep like come on i am Already Having A Hard Time i don't need lack of sleep due to Too Much Awake#and like i'd blame it on the monsters i've had recently but i've been having them at Reasonable Times Of Day#and also like. i've had 3 over the course of a week#i used to drink two a day#i used to think this sleep phenomena was because of my energy drink use too though so like#who fuckin knows#it turns out all the things that were my fault that people blamed my health bullshit on actually weren't causing the health bullshit though#so who tf knows what's going on now#anyway i might try and acquire an energy drink today because fucking goddamn it i was awake around 6:30 for No Fucking Reason
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