#because right now the combination of executive dysfunction and ARFID has me in a stranglehold

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Why does trying to eat a variety of different foods that are healthy and involve plants on occasion feel so insurmountable?

My chicken has rotted in fridge where I was defrosting it before I got around to cooking with it because I got caught up with school for several days

my apples have gone mushy (like completely mushy, not a mushy spot but literally half the apple collapsed in on itself) before I ever got to eat even one

my onions came from the store rotten

all food feels scary and revolting and changes much too fast except my beloved and perpetually safe nature valley granola bars

but I can’t subsist off of nature valley granola bars alone because then I get floppy and lightheaded. I have tried in the past and it didn’t go well- they do not contain all the nutrients an adult human needs to function

I want to eat well! But I feel I am thwarted in this endeavour by the implacable forward march of entropy :(