#because maybe i really am just that unlucky 🧍

[icicleteeth]

I understand a lot of people who use amd processors are very passionate about them, hell the guy who sold me on giving amd a try for the first time was. But you see, despite babysitting a 14th gen that bsods about twice a week after the news broke, the ryzen actually took several more years off of my life with completely bricking every other day. Literally. Every. Other. Day. And i put up with it for 6 MONTHS through a mixture of hoping it was just a faulty windows/nvidia update, some weird setting that was enabled causing problems, faulty windows install, and 6 months is how long it lasted until it actually straight up Died. Im not gonna argue with people who like amd and maybe at the end of the day i just got extremely unlucky (twice in a row, given i have another lemon causing me grief every few days 🙃) but i mean this, the shitty 14th gen probably deep frying in real time as we speak was an “upgrade”

[dianneking]

i know for a fact that it’s so wrong that she’s married, another reason why i’m not doing anything with her now. The situation with her is weird. She’s a walking red flag, in that sense!! but she’s also very hot. But not for me. We talked about boundaries so I think it’s fine.

Also I do know that I’m looking for a different connection, but it’s not that strange, maybe the people I’ve met are just not for me.

They all were looking for the same things as me though, well most of them. But that is why I’m mad with myself. I’m the problem. The girls I went out with are very pretty and cool and they really liked me. But i’m not attracted to them🧍🏻‍♀️idk whyy.

I always found stuff I didn’t like about them, but it’s dumb stuff. But with older woman is different, I mean, the woman is married and I don’t run away!! But I ran away when other girls tried to kiss me because I didn’t like a dumb thing about them🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️

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Sorry it took me a while to answer this second part, I wanted to do it properly and without rushing.

I think it's a good thing that you've established boundaries, especially if she's a s much of a red flag as you say. Please be safe about it, darling. I would hate for you to get hurt in any way.

It is very possible that you've just been somewhat unlucky with your dates, too. In my opinion if someone finds dumb reasons not to be with someone else it's because they don't want to be with that person. And that's 100% valid, and doesn't mean that there's anything wrong with you, simply that those girls were not what you were looking for at that time.

Or maybe (going out on a limb here, might misread the situation, and if I do I am sorry) maybe you like a bit of a thrill to your interactions with people and those girls your age felt a little bit too "safe", hence the walking red flag being much more enticing.