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New year, a new journey awaits...
Maybe a kiss on the forehead?
because train always means a new journey in the game so why not?
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breaking point
ava coleman x reader
pairing: ava coleman x female reader warnings: angst, hurt/comfort, secret relationship, cheating, breakup, 18+ word count: 1.4k
"i can't believe you had the audacity to bring that woman here. why would you do that?"
you sighed deeply, rolling your eyes as you filled your red solo cup with more punch. if anyone was filled with audacity it was ava coleman, your boss and secret lover. she kept you at arms length, pushing and pulling you as she saw fit, and you were getting tired of it. you had genuine feelings for her, feelings you expressed openly and often, and yet you were met with built-up walls.
you had been understanding, knowing her situation with her father and how she grew up, but honestly how much more could you take? she took what she wanted from you whenever she wanted it, and you let her, waiting for the day she truly acknowledged you as someone she cared about. ava being your boss made things sticky but you knew she was willing to break the rules for other things, so why not you?
"why wouldn't i bring someone to a couples date night?" you asked her incredulously, shrugging off her nasty attitude. janine and gregory invited most of the abbott crew over their apartment for a fun couples night, but it was turning out to be anything but. this was so fucking stupid, she was here with oshun, the man she'd been parading around the school for months now, but she had the nerve to interrogate you. "ava, don't question me like i'm a fucking child," you slammed your cup down on the counter, "go be with your man and leave me the hell alone."
you turned on your heels, walking out of the kitchen and back to your date, naomi, a middle school teacher in another district. much to ava's dismay you two had hit it off at the last teachers conference, ever since then you kept in touch frequently. ava treated your situation like you were just a casual fuck, therefore you asked her to accompany you here. naomi was privy to everything going on between you and ava, you had actually cried on her shoulders many times before. the push and pull, the back and forth sending you into a tailspin numerous times. you told yourself over and over you were done playing her games but she always drew you back in, like clockwork.
"hey," naomi softly whispered in your ear, pulling you out of your thoughts, "dance with me?"
you nodded your head and let her lead you to an open space in the living room. you wrapped your arms around one another, letting the smooth sounds of the music soothe you. naomi held you close, rocking you side to side slowly, you rested your head on her shoulder and closed your eyes, listening to the fitting words of the song.
when you opened your eyes, your gaze landed on ava and oshun in the corner huddled up, giggling in each other's faces. as you watched them, tears sprung to the corner of your eyes, blurring your vision, but you refused to let them fall. you didn't want to be here doing this, trying to make ava jealous, you tried again and again and it proved to be futile. she didn't actually want to be with you.
"naomi, you think we could go?"
"you sure?"
"yes."
your date smiled gently at you taking your hand in hers, you said your goodbyes to your coworkers and left. naomi drove you home in a comfortable silence, leaving you to your thoughts. you had to find a way too move on from ava, she was clearly toying with you because she knew she could, because she knew you'd let her.
the car tires screeched as naomi pulled into the driveway of your house, "thank you for coming with me tonight, sorry i was a bit of a party pooper."
"it's fine, i still had fun. your coworkers are a good time."
"yeah they're a bunch of characters, especially mr. johnson... umm do you wanna come in?" you peaked at her, hoping she'd take you up on your offer because a nightcap was truly needed.
"that's probably not a good idea."
you nodded, understanding where she was coming from. naomi didn't deserve to be put in the middle of you and ava's mess. "thanks again."
you gathered your things and went inside your house, kicking your shoes off. you fell back on your couch, burying your hands in your face. you were no better than ava, trying to use somebody else for your own pleasure. you sulked for a bit more until a few knocks at your door got your attention. you hopped up and ran to the door, opening it thinking it was naomi, "you changed your mi- oh..."
"heyyyyy." ava sung, planting a kiss on your forehead and strolling into your home like she paid the bills there. she dropped her purse on the couch, sitting on the side rest. it's just like her to be nonchalant, she was biting your head off less than forty-five minutes ago and now she was smiling ear to ear. "listen, i totally forgive you for bringing that... woman tonight."
"what!? you forgive me!? look ava, let's just cut to the chase-"
"i was thinking the same thing." she jumped up, pulling you closer to her by your waist, pressing her glossed lips to yours in a sensual kiss, her hands roamed over your plump ass as you moaned into her mouth. ava backed you up into the wall, never breaking the kiss, and patted your thigh. you jumped up, wrapping your legs around her waist and arms around her neck snugly. she had you trained good after all these months together, in her office, in your bed, in janine's bathroom... multiple times.
"w-wait," ava attached her lips to your neck, sucking roughly on your sweet spot. your hips bucked into her as your hands gripped her shoulders tightly. the little resolve you had left was vanishing with each deliberate touch, "ava, why do you keep doing this to me?"
"because i need you," she whispered softly, pressing her forehead against yours, melting into your touch. âi always need you.â
you loved when she was like this, soft and sweet, catering to you like she truly loved you and wanted you. but then she would just completely switch, start ignoring you and flaunting other people in your face. it was a confusing and tiresome cycle, one you were absolutely sick of. âput me down,â you spoke sternly and calmly. if you didnât stand up for yourself now, you never would, and she would just keep coming and going like you were a revolving door.
âwhat? baby-â
âput me down ava! right now!â
she sat you down gently, backing away from you to look at you fully. her features furrowed as if you somehow betrayed her, âwhatâs wrong?â
âyouâre whatâs wrong with me ava! i mean god, i know you can tell how much i care about you and you just⌠could care less. why?â
âoh not this again,â she rolled her eyes and threw her hands up in the air, as if you were the one inconveniencing her. âwhat do you want from me? what do you want me to do?!â
âi want you to stop treating me like a fuck buddy! stop treating me like the only thing i���m good for is a late night fuck when youâve had too much to drink!â
âi donât treat you like that! when we started this, you knew what it was. why are you expecting more than i can provide you?â
âb-because i think i love you,â your voice trembled, not reaching above a whisper. you felt a single tear slide down your cheek but you werenât interested in wiping it away. she needed to see the effect she was having on you, the hurt and betrayal youâd felt because of her selfish actions.
ava shook her head, looking down at the floor. she crossed her arms over her chest and you could tell she was trying to find the right words. âlisten, i didnât mean to lead you on and make you think we could be more than this. iâm sorry but,â her voice faded out, itâs like you could hear a slight ringing in your ears.
everything seemed to be moving in slow motion, she gathered her purse and gave you a pathetic sorrowful look as she headed through the front door, closing it behind her. your heart panged in your chest painfully as salty tears streamed down your face. a bitter cry left your throat and you balled up on the couch, your body trembling violently. she finally broke you.
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Hello! I saw your post you're open for a request and I was wondering if I could I have OPLA Sanji?
About Sanji fall in love towards reader but reader was hesitate and unsure if Sanji is being sincere it's like she's having trust issues since Sanji is considered a ladies' man or flirty and was afraid he'll broke her heart?
A/N IMPORTANT:Â Hey, thank you for your request Anon ! I had to confess that it was kind of a hard one for me because well...trust issu hit close from home and I just start to write that angst even if it was not my specialty, but I really like the result and I hope you will too !
Trust Issues
OPLA - Vinsmoke Sanji
Sanji / OPLA Masterlist and Coming Soon
* English is not my first language, I tried really hard to correct myself but, I hope you will excuse me if some mistakes are still there.
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Love wasnât your cup of tea. Sure, the idea of a partner supporting and adoring you like you deserve was cute. But, in your opinion, you have already done enough. After all, your last relationship has resulted as becoming a pirate and being abandoned by your lover to save his ass. And, If the humiliation hadnât been enough, not long after your escape for the marines, you had seen him parading with his new lady wrapped around his arm. Like if you hadnât existed at all.
So, nobody could blame you if you had some trust issues and an aversion for ladieâs man.
Itâs why you knew the minute you saw his smile what Vinsmoke Sanji was : A pretty flirt.Â
If it was only you, you had refused his presence on the ship, but, like Luffy had said, the Going Merry needed a cook and the man was a hell of a fighter. As the morning came, you couldnât also deny the fact that he looked incredibly good in his suit, his bag on his shoulder, ready to come aboard. Smiling at the instant he spotted you.Â
â Hello Madam, I'm glad we met again. Can I say that you seem even more beautiful in this sunlightâ He offered, from the dock, as you were sitting on the main deck rail adjusting a rope.Â
â You may, but it doesn't mean I will accept the compliment. Luffy is on the upper deck if you search himâ You coldly replied, trying to shut down your traitor heart. You will not fall for another pretty face, never.Â
â I didnât expect much Madam, thank you for the information â Sanji replied, his mood in nothing affected by your coldness. Sure, he had hoped for a warmer welcome, but after serving you the night before and found himself unable to turn his gaze away from your beauty. He was satisfied with just being part of the same crew as you, the rest would come later he had assumed.Â
It took, in fact, way longer than he first thought. For the entire few weeks he had been on board, you hadnât looked or talked to him except to thank him for the food or urgent matters.Â
Many times, the crew had tried to talk to you, asking you to be more nice with Sanji. But, even if you could feel his charm often softened your shield, your stubbornness was even stronger.Â
It wasnât easy for Sanji either. He knew you clearly disliked him without knowing why. When, on his part, the more he was admiring you, watching you laugh with the others, hearing your brilliant plan, watching you gracefully climb the cordage and being as stubborn as him. Make him love you even more. Everyday, he was trying to charm you, offering you compliments, taking an interest in what you were doing or simply making you the best food he could. But, nothing worked, you answered him quickly and as coldly as always. Â
It'll take another two months and a storm before Sanji has enough.Â
The rain was falling for hours,helped by a wind so strong that you had to close one of the sails to avoid drifting away. Each two hours or so, the members of the crew were making a rotation, trying as much as possible to not fatigue themself too much and end up falling into the water.Â
You were the only one still standing, drenched by the cold rain, your muscles sore by the force necessary to keep the helm stable. Multiple times Nami and Usopp had tried to push you to take a rest or at least eat something warm, but each time you refused resolutely, you would pass that storm and rest after.Â
Meanwhile in the kitchen, Sanji was finishing his soup, preparing three bowls for the crew member who will come downstairs to take their rest. As he prepared himself for going upstairs, doing his part, the blond chef saw Nami and Usopp going down the stairs, alone. You arenât with them, again.Â
â Where Y/N â He asked, already knowing the answer.
â She refuses to budge of the helm. we tried to talk to her but itâs like talking to a rockâ Nami replied, wrapping herself in a big towel.
â Iâll come back, I will bring her here â Sanji only replied, his happy mood now sour. It wasnât rare in the time whoâs he was running the restaurant with Zeff that he lost his temper. He had lost it already a time or two during battle, but against another member of the crew,it was a first.Â
Making his way to the helm, he looked at you, already knowing it will not be easy. But, to be sure youâre in security, he was ready to fight you if he had to.Â
â Y/N, your time has long passed, I will replace you. I prepared a dry towel and warm soup in the kitchen. Go take some rest â He first tried.Â
â Iâm not tired or hungry â You simply replied with your gaze focused on the horizon.Â
â Then Iâm afraid I have to excuse myself Darling â Profiting from an adjustment of your position, he then proceeds to lift you on his shoulder, easily dodging all your attacks, as he was getting you down in the ship to dry both of you.Â
â How dare you ! â You scream, shaking of rage and cold. As he sits you on one of the kitchen stools and throws a dry towel at you. â I was perfectly fine !â
â You were on a trip to catch death ! âSanji replied sharply, his gaze dark and his wet form in a stiff posture with anger â I donât know what I exactly did to make you dislike me like that, but I can care for you if you do some stupid things like that ! â
â Then just donât care about me and go flirt somewhere else !!â You angrily answered.
Taken aback, Sanji tilted his head, frowning his eyebrow, clearly confused.Â
â WaitâŚwhatâŚYou dislike meâŚbecause I flirted with you ?â He slowly asked, trying to understand your point.Â
â I just donât understand why you haven't given up yet ! I had already done with the damn flirty kind, go charm your other ladies and leave me alone ! âÂ
" My otherâŚâ Sanji starts disbelief. â I donât give up because I care for youâŚstubborn woman! " Sanji tried to say. Never had he thought that it was his manner that you hated so much. " But if my affection isn't required, fine, eat and rest, that's all I ask " He sighs ,disappearing upstairs.Â
A long and heavy silence fell in the kitchen after he left, leaving you with a curiously heavy heart and some concerned gaze of Nami and Usopp eating their soup. After a while, you sigh, defeated and take yourself a bowl. As always, the dish was perfectly balanced and delicious.
" You know y/n...I know your story, I understand, I do. ButâŚSanji didn't flirt with any woman aside from you for monthsâŚI think he genuinely likes you, " Nami softly spoke. "Of course I'm not you and you have all the right to act like you do, but itâs not Sanji's fault. Heâs not him⌠and I think the day he will stop caring for you, you will realize itâs will be maybe too lateâ.
â Maybe â You admit, finishing your food before leave it into the sink and heading to the doorâ I will sleep a little, wake me up when it will be our turn again please âÂ
But she never woke you up and when you opened your eyes, the sun was shining again on another day.Â
Sanji wasnât the kind of man who'd give up easily, neither on his dream nor on the people he loved. But, even with his flirty tendency, respecting women and their wishes was a priority. Itâs why, even if it cost him and that your word had wounded him, on that sunny day, he started to restrict at the minimum his attention to you.Â
And you noticed it immediately. His gaze on you, usually full of affection, was now more distant, he didnât ask you if you had slept well, nor if you would like something in particular for breakfast, he simply put an omelet in front of you, smiled politely and returned to his occupation. Yes, for Sanji it was odd, but, as a ladieâs man you give him a week before going back to his old habit.Â
Luckily for you, life decided to give both of you a hand.
Your estimation could never be more wrong. After two weeks of polite but cold Sanji, you were almost wishing you never had that fight. Your traitor heart was missed his radiant smile toward you, his compliments for every little detail of your person or the way he  tried to know every one of your favorite things. But you had broken it and you were now unsure how to repair it. Excuse could probably do the charm, but your stubbornness was always blocking you, estimating that protecting your heart wasn't shameful.Â
The Going Merry was anchored alongside an island, doing his needed resupply. As the last barrel had been brought on board, you followed the idea of Zoro and decided to join your companions for a drink at the little bar on the beach.
But, as you put your foot in the small place, you froze, your mind resuming to a static white noise. Your ex, already another lady at his arm, was installed with his crew at the largest table of the little tavern. Â
â Hey Y/N come here, that table is free ! â Luffy exclaimed, not noticing your stiffness.
â Y/N is that you ! Damn girl, I haven't seen you since you were surrounded by Marines ! I own you for this one, how did you escape ?! â The despicable man shouted, clearly more happy to see you, than you were to see him. â Darla, that girl was... my most loyal crew member. âHe explained to the girl at his side âLook at you, have you always been that pretty ? âÂ
The compliment was the last straw that snapped you out of your shock. How could he talk to you so casually after all you had endured because of him. Doesnât he have an ounce of regret or shame ?!
â I escaped on my own after you had cowardly abandoned me ! â You replied, as Sanji placed himself behind you, placing a hand on your shoulder in support.
â Y/N, that man clearly doesnât deserve your time, come, the drink will arrive soonâ He tried, giving a hard look at the pathetique Captain who was now coming a you, his hand scratching his hair, gauging if Sanji was a menace for his future plan with you or not.Â
â Not deserving of his time, I had already two years of her time mate, go sip your beer and let us discuss. Y/N and I have many things to talk about. I havenât abandoned her, I knew she could escape, sheâs a smart cat. Aren't you Sweet peaâÂ
â I have nothing to say to you, thank you Sanji but Iâm not in the mood. Being in the same room as him would suck all the joy I have. I will be on the ship. â You simply replied, making your exit before tears ran down your cheeks.Â
Sat on the upper deck, watching the night sky, the fresh wind drying your last tears, you saw Sanji came back onboard. Without a word, he simply sat beside you and offered you the bottle he was keeping in his hand.
â Zoro sent his regards and Iâm here to tell you that Iâm sorry. I had tried to respect your wish, but I couldnât stop myself tonight. I canât not care for you and that man was...he shouldnât ever treat a lady as you like that. Maybe now he had learn â
â Sanji, what did you do? â You asked, strangely touched that he had actually take your defense even after you had left.Â
â I kicked his pathetic and disgraceful ass. I couldnât tolerate the way he was looking at you, talking to you...But I understand now how my behavior led you to dislike me when I arrived, But I assure you thatâŚâÂ
â I know, â You said your heart, still fragile, beating faster.â You arenât him and I should have waited to know you. I was scared, I didnât want to like you because I was afraid to repeat the same story. But even if I tried, I realize when you had stop to caring for me that I miss it, I missed youâŚa lotâÂ
Suddenly unusually shy, his cheeks a slightly shade of faded pink in the dark, Sanji avoided your gaze, a joyful smile spreading on his lips.
â I suggest that we start over. We can't forget all those months but we can restart our relationship.I canât wait to truly know you Y/Nâ He tell, finally planting in gaze in yours, that lost spackles in his eyes, the one you though forever vanish, back even brighter that ever.Â
â I canât wait too, Sanji â You softly smile.Â
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Your first kiss with Sanji happened a little shorter than a month later. At exactly the same spot.Â
Since that night, you have made a habit of watching the sky together, sharing stories, passions and thoughts. Even if the blond cook, not without surprise, seems to find the constellation less appealing than your sweet view at his side. But, you slowly adapted yourself to his flirting and even often replied, to his joy.Â
It was in one of those moments, as you turned your head to point to him a group of stars that Sanji captured your lips, answering your heart's deepest desire from months and even probably since the tall man had put a foot on the deck.Â
Somewhere on the lower level of the ship, you hear the playful screams and wolf whistles of your friends. But, as he captured your lips for another kiss you couldn't care less. You had an amazing group of friends, the sea was peaceful and with the help of Sanji, your heart finally started to heal. Â
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Turkey Trouble - A TSATS Thanksgiving One Shot
You try to make Thanksgiving dinner for your newly adopted niece, Ellie, but need some help from Joel. A one shot set in the The Savage and the Sanctuary universe.
Pairing: Bodyguard!Joel Miller x Movie Star!Female Reader (from The Savage and the Sanctuary)
Length: 1.7k
CW: SFW; lil angst; modern no outbreak AU but Sarah is still dead (sorry Joel); NO SMUT; no use of Y/N; whole fic this is set in has mature themes and will have smut so minors DNI 18+ only
A/N: You can thank @diversemediums for this because she gave me the brain rot. This would be harder to read as a stand alone fic but it can be done with the understanding that Joel is reader's bodyguard and they have an antagonistic relationship. Reader has recently adopted her best friend's daughter, Ellie, after her friend's death. I'm not sure yet if this is canon or not but it could be? I haven't written to this time in the story yet but I THINK this is about where they'll be emotionally at Thanksgiving.
Joel hated Thanksgiving.Â
He used to like it. Back when he was a father he liked it. He and Sarah would watch the parade, heâd make cinnamon rolls and the whole dinner spread, Tommy would bring over burnt mac and cheese and the three of them would go to Waffle House and to pick out a Christmas tree the next morning.Â
Now, it was all a reminder of everything heâd lost, of just how little he had left to live for.Â
So he took his time getting out of bed on Thanksgiving morning, not looking forward to spending the day missing something he could never have again, something that seemed even more painful when he was facing it with you and Ellie.Â
But, eventually, his need for coffee forced him to move and he padded to the kitchen, not bothering to change out of the flannel pants and t-shirt heâd slept in.Â
Ellie was on the couch with a mug of cocoa and a cinnamon roll, the parade on and she smirked at him.Â
âWell donât you look pretty in the morning,â she teased.Â
âItâs Thanksgiving,â he said, trying to not take his foul mood out on the kid heâd become overly fond of in the last few months. âNot in the mood for a fashion show today.âÂ
âOh so the jeans are a fashion show,â she said. âGot it.âÂ
He rolled his eyes and headed for the kitchen.Â
âCareful,â she called after him. âSheâs in a mood.âÂ
âGreat,â he muttered, pressing on, anyway.Â
You were, indeed, in a mood, standing at your massive kitchen island with a turkey that was far too big for the number of people you were feeding, frowning at a recipe, your hands covered in butter.Â
Joel snorted.Â
âThe hell are you doinâ?âÂ
You looked up to find him, seemingly surprised to find him there.
âMaking a turkey,â you said. âWhat does it look like?âÂ
âLooks like youâre making a mess,â he said, going around you for the mugs and pouring himself a cup of coffee.Â
âWell, cooking is messy,â you said, chin up defiantly.Â
âNot that messy,â he said, smirking a little as he leaned back against the counter, crossing an arm over his chest while he drank his coffee. âWhereâs Esmo.âÂ
âItâs Thanksgiving,â you said, incredulous. âIâm not about to ask her to work.âÂ
âRight,â he said, even though he definitely should have seen that coming when he thought about it. âYou ever made a Thanksgiving dinner before?âÂ
âNone of your business,â you said, going back to the turkey and trying to smear butter over it and failing.Â
âIt is if Iâm stuck using this kitchen,â he said. âYouâre gonna get salmonella everywhere.â
You glared at him.Â
âWell thereâs a first time for everything,â you said. âAnd all I have to do is follow the recipe, soâŚâÂ
Joel shoved himself off the counter and looked over your shoulder, down at the recipe. It was not, as heâd expected, some bullshit celebrity cookbook but a simple, handwritten index card.Â
He skimmed the instructions and realized that there were parts missing that were probably simple assumptions that you just didnât know about.Â
âWhereâs this from?â He asked.Â
âAnna,â you said. âEllieâs mom. Sheâs hosted Thanksgiving and made a legitimately amazing turkey, Ellie loved it even as a little kid. I should have paid more attention last year but I was stupid and I didnât and I just want Ellie to have a normal Thanksgiving and I have Annaâs recipe and I just need to figure it outâŚâ
Joelâs chest tightened at that. You wanted Ellie to have a good Thanksgiving, a holiday that was like the ones she had before her mother died. She deserved that. And Joel understood why youâd be dead set on being the one to give it to her.Â
He cleared his throat before he got too choked up, trying to remind himself of the distance heâd been struggling to maintain with you.Â
âWell, youâre doing it wrong,â he said, taking a sip of coffee.Â
You glared at him.Â
âUnless youâre some Thanksgiving dinner expertâŚâÂ
âMade more than you have,â he said, almost smug.Â
âReally,â you said brows raised, incredulous. He shrugged. âYouâve made a turkey.âÂ
âSure,â he said. âPlenty. Not sure if you know this but most people donât got private chefs at their beck and callâŚâÂ
âOh, fuck off.âÂ
âDo you want my help or not?â He asked.Â
âI wasnât aware you were offering,â you said.Â
âWell,â he shrugged. âI am.âÂ
You ground your teeth for moment before you sighed, literally throwing up your hands.Â
âFine,â you said. âShow me.âÂ
âWell,â he said, putting his cup down. âFor startersâŚâÂ
He stuck his hand inside the cavity of the bird and found the neck, pulling it free and holding it up.Â
âYou gotta take this out.âÂ
You laughed and groaned.Â
âJesus,â you said. âAlright, Big Miller, show me how itâs done.âÂ
Joel had to give you credit, youâd done a better job than heâd expected once he took a closer look at the bird. He helped get the rest of dinner ready to go, giving you smaller tasks to do while he managed the turkey. With the two of you working together, you were both able to make it to the living room before the parade was done, sitting on either side of Ellie and watching the musical acts perform and the floats go by.Â
Part of him hurt, sitting there with a girl who wasnât his daughter doing something that had once felt sacred. He didnât let himself hurt like that anymore, he tried to drown it or shove it down deep as best he could but sometimes he just couldnât. He couldnât now.Â
But, for some reason, it didnât bother him the same way this time. Hearing Ellie make a bad pun (âDid you know they took turkey off the menu for Thanksgiving? I suspect fowl play.â), watching you bob your head in time to a musical number, smelling the turkey once it had been in the oven for a bit, even the taste of the coffee with the cinnamon roll warmed something inside him. The pain of loss was still there but so was this strange sense that it didnât need to consume all of him. That there could be moments worth living for, things that werenât defined by the missing pieces - even if that piece felt like everything.Â
You got the hang of basting relatively quickly and Joel showed you how to make the other Thanksgiving staples, things that heâd once made for his daughter that he was now making for the girl who had become yours. When Elise, Ellieâs grandmother, came over that afternoon, things had come together well.Â
âWhereâd you learn how to do this?â You asked Joel as you arranged the last of the dishes on the laden dining room table. âYou donât strike me as the chef type.âÂ
Joel looked at you for a moment and considered telling you the truth, at least for a second. Part of him wanted you to know this, know him.Â
But he couldnât bring himself to say it, her name getting stuck in his throat.Â
Instead he just shrugged, setting down a bowl of mashed potatoes.Â
âTommy ainât much of a cook,â he said. âWhen our mom died, Thanksgiving didnât make itself.âÂ
You cocked your head at him for a moment, like you were trying to decide if he was telling the truth, and then nodded slowly, like you were filing information away.Â
âWell, thank you,â you said. âYou really did save the day.âÂ
He shrugged again and took his place at the table with you, Ellie and Elise.Â
When the meal was over and the dishes were done, he tried to keep to his room but instead found himself drawn away, something inside him tugging him toward the rest of the world. He went to the living room and found you on the couch, your legs tucked alongside yourself as you watched a movie.Â
âLeftovers are in the fridge,â you said, barely glancing his way.Â
He grunted and acted like he was walking toward the kitchen but, instead, stopped behind the couch, watching the movie, too.Â
âWhat is this?â He asked eventually.Â
You glanced over your shoulder at him and then back at the screen.Â
âLove, Actually,â you said. âI used to watch it with Anna after Ellie was in bed on Thanksgiving. Have you seen it?âÂ
âHeard of it,â he said. âAinât seen it, though.âÂ
âItâs these individual stories about all these different kinds of love. Iâm only a few minutes in if you want to watch,â you said, looking at him almost hopefully. He was taken aback, silent for a beat too long and you shook your head. âNever mindâŚâÂ
âNo,â he said quickly. âJust⌠yeah, I can watch.âÂ
âYeah?â You asked, brows raised.Â
âSure,â he shrugged. âNot like Iâm going fuckinâ black Friday shopping in the morning.âÂ
He sat on the opposite end of the massive couch from you but, over time, drifted closer until the two of you were beside each other. Not touching but a sense of familiarity he wasnât used to anymore hanging over you both.Â
âSo,â you said when the movie ended, tears clinging to your eyelashes. âWhatâd you think?âÂ
âNot bad,â he said. âNot sure itâs my thing but⌠not bad.âÂ
You smiled a little at that.Â
âI should get to bed though,â he said.Â
âRight,â you said, drying your eyes as he got up. âHey, Joel?âÂ
âHm.âÂ
âThank you,â you said. âFor everything you did today. Iâd have fucked it all up without your help and Ellie deserves better and just⌠thank you.âÂ
âSure,â Joel said. âIt⌠it was nice. Best Thanksgiving Iâve had in a while.âÂ
âReally?â You asked, brows raised.Â
He nodded, the truth of that clutching hard at his chest, just how much you and Ellie had come to mean to him in the months heâd been protecting you, this keen vulnerability settling in him at that thought.Â
But heâd deal with that later. He wasnât going to let it ruin shit now.Â
âYeah,â he said. âIt was.â
#joel miller x female reader#joel miller x reader#joel miller x you#thanksgiving fic#the savage and the sanctuary#tsats
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Teyvat Blossoms - a series *ŕłŕź
Masterlist + Prologue under the cut ⤾

synopsis
you're the owner of wangshu inn and you have a group of hot handsome men working for you.
there's a special event about to happen and everybody's busy. apparently, not busy enough for one thing.
â smut, fluff, angst (all depends on the character, see under the cut for more details), genshin men x f! reader
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Prologue: Get to work!
You just got off a phone call. You've been selected as a host for the upcoming big event of all time: Teyvat Blossoms. Last year, it was held in Inazuma. It was fun, but now is your time to shine.
You immediately called all your main workers in the meeting room, "We've been chosen for the event Teyvat Blossoms! So I need ideas!" you basically yelled, grabbing your pen and paper.
Thoma raised his hand and said "I'm thinking we could all design the rooms, you know? Everyone from all over Teyvat is going to come in here, the rooms are going to be packed"
You nod while he talks "Yeah, yeah, that's a good idea. Design the rooms, it'll be your job then?"
"For sure!" Thoma said, enthusiastic, he's the housekeeper of Wangshu Inn, actually, the only one but he always, always get the job done, you don't have a lot of customers anyway.
"Well, as the Bartender of this inn, I'll make sure to make drinks related to all Teyvat flowers" Diluc said, still pondering "You can trust me on this one"
"You know I always do, alright. How about the food?" You look at your chef, Childe.
"That'll be easy, just leave it to me" He said, giving you a thumbs up. You rolled your eyes.
You sigh "Make sure" you glare at him "You always slack off with that Kaeya guy" then Diluc made a tsk sound "Anyway, just make sure"
"Yeah 'boss'" Childe snickered "And we only hang out when there are no other customers, for your information boss" he chuckled. You just ignored him or else you're going to combust, in a bad way. You've always had a love and hate relationship with Childe, you've known each other for a long time. You worked together before starting your own business.
Itto was awfully quiet, so you look at him and saw that he was falling asleep, so you cough "Arataki Itto!" he was startled, drool flowing down his mouth "Any ideas, guardian of wangshu?" you glare at him.
"What?" he asked "A parade or something" he suggested, completely oblivious to his surroundings.
You actually think it's a good idea "Huh, I thought you were stupid or something but that's actually a good idea"
"I'm offended" Itto joked "Can I go? Oh wait, there's one more person who haven't shared their idea" he looked at Zhongli.
Itto knows about your past with Zhongli because he was snooping around in your office and saw your photos together. Zhongli is actually your ex.
You cough, changing the subject "Any ideas, Zhongli?" you asked him, he seemed to be lost in his thoughts.
"Zhongli!" Childe shouted in his ear, causing him to shrug and get surprised "Boss asked you if you had any ideas"
"Ah yes, actually, what if we gave all the customers some small souvenirs if they check in or bought something? Some flower pins or something else" he said, still thinking in the middle of his speech "Keychains?"
"Old man actually has some good ideas" Itto snickered "I dig it"
"Flower pins are actually cute" Thoma said, being as adorable as ever "I'll do my best to help you guys"
Diluc then asked, changing the subject "How much time do we have? And the budget?"
"Oh about that, well, we have a two months or so. All the money is going to be handled by the officials so we can go crazy!" You said, kind of unsure "I'm sure we'll get it done! I'll help all of you, don't worry!"
"Okay, I'll start now" Diluc said, leaving the room as cold as ever but he's actually pretty sweet once you get to know him.
Almost everybody left, except for Zhongli "Um, Zhongli, dismissed" you told him.
"You never actually told me if you approve of my idea" Zhongli said, standing up and walking closer to you, asking "Do you need other ideas?"
"Oh right. Apologies, it was a good idea and I'll for sure help" You tell him "Alright, then, let's get to work!"
To be Continued đŽ
Masterlist â
⸠Chapter 1: Would you like a drink? [Diluc]
smut
⸠Chapter 2: Who's better? [Childe & Kaeya]
smut, threesome
⸠Chapter 3: Good old days [Zhongli]
smut
⸠Chapter 4: Giving new memories [Itto]
smut
⸠Chapter 5: Old friend [Xiao]
angst
⸠Chapter 6: Cleaning up [Thoma]
smut
⸠Chapter 7: Pages always turn [Albedo]
fluff
⸠Chapter 8: That one mean guy [Scaramouche]
smut
⸠Chapter 9: Choose one đ
fluff, you just gotta choose one of them
⸠Chapter 10: Teyvat Blossoms! â
celebrating the event with him: smut or fluff
for diluc: end [smut]
for childe: end [smut]
for kaeya: end [smut]
for zhongli: end [smut]
for itto: end [smut]
for xiao: end [fluff]
for thoma: end [smut]
for albedo: end [smut]
for scaramouche: end [fluff]
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That's actually really sweet

A small breakdown of the trailer that we got before 3B started. I wrote this a couple of months ago but still wanted to post it here.
Angst, a glimpse of Magnus' mental health after losing his magic.
Magnus sighed, blinking in the dim light of predawn as he rolled over, after exactly no hours of sleep. He studied Alec's sleeping form in the meager light, listening to the soft snores that emanated from his boyfriend, trying to use the sound to block out the whirling mess in his head.
With another sigh, a deeper one, Magnus rolled back over. Sitting up, he swung his legs over the side of the bed and dropped his head into his hands, scrubbing at his face as if he could wipe all of the loneliness, the hurt and anger and confusion away with the motion.
One last look over his shoulder at Alec's sleeping form had Magnus standing, as graceful as ever, even if his body felt odd, foreign to him.
That will be the loss of your magic dear.
Shying away from that thought, Magnus stumbled into his closet, decidedly not thinking about the fact that he would have to search by hand through rack upon rack of clothes, to find something to wear.
Magnus simply grabbed the first things his hands landed on and snapped his fingers to remove his silk pyjamas before the memories of what he had lost stabbed him in the gut. The wound went deeper than any he had suffered over the centuries he had already endured.
Allowing one solitary tear to fall before pushing it away, Magnus shrugged out of his clothing, forgoing the shower he didn't have the energy to take, and started pulling his chosen outfit on.
Red shirt, black pinstripe slacks, suspenders. You've worn this one before bane!
Who cares, it's just clothes. Alexander doesn't care if I've worn them before.
With that thought running through his head, Magnus gave his appearance a cursory glance in the full length mirror in his closet before wandering out into his bedroom.
With eyes lingering on Alec, watching his Shadowhunter in the vanity mirror, Magnus took a seat and started pulling his war paint out. He swiped a dusting of eyeshadow over each lid before staring critically at his work.
âIt's been far too long since you've done this by hand and you look ridiculous,â Magnus muttered to himself, grabbing a wipe and scrubbing it off.
Stars sparkled in his eyes when he emerged from the wipe, having dug into them just that little bit too hard. Blinking helped take his mind off of the fact that he had to wipe it off in the first place.
Magnus grabbed his eyeliner, the one part of his makeup routine that he always did by hand, and pulled his lower lids down, ignoring how bloodshot his eyes looked, to line his eyes before he closed them and ran the pencil through his scrunched lids once more, coating the waterline of his top lids too.
With a final smudge at the excess, Magnus studied his face in the mirror once more. I'll just say that I was going for a new look if anyone asks.
Swiping his hand over his face once more, Magnusâ gaze caught on the chipped polish on his nails. He grabbed the bottle of nail polish remover and swiped it over the leftover fragments of polish on his nails, trying not to think on how closely the fragments resembled his life. Cracked, chipped, faded⌠lacking.
That thought sapped the last of Magnusâ will to pretty himself up. Leaving his nails polish free, he swung his legs, blinking as he wondered what to do now. He had to keep busy, lest he crumble like the polish that had blemished his nails.
âBreakfast, yes, I'm sure Alexander will need some breakfast after all of the energy he lost during battle.â
The words came softly, softer than his voice usually came out but they were Magnusâ salvation. A purpose. A distraction. A way to make some use of his now useless body.
Without a minute to lose, Magnus strode from the room, walking quickly to the kitchen to cook up a feast.
Of course, he didn't actually know how to use any of the modern contraptions his kitchen was filled with. Of course, he didn't know how to un-magically whip up a breakfast that was fit for a king⌠or a recovering Shadowhunter. And, of course, there was no actual food in his refrigerator.
The market! The farmers market three blocks away. I'll find something there!
Rushing for the front door, grateful to have something to do, Magnus just about managed to catch the door on its backswing, a split second before it closed, with a thudding heart.
Keys. Phone. Money. Your fucking sanity!
They were all things he had never had to worry about before. A snap of his fingers, a flick of his wrist, hell, one elegant swirl of his fingers was usually all Magnus needed to shop or get in touch with people or to let himself to into his own fucking home!
A stuttering, ragged, torment filled breath ripped from him as he clutched the door frame for support, allowing the moment of weakness when there was nobody to see it. He was unsure of what was worse, the churning of his stomach or the thundering, swirling shit storm, running through his head.
Magnus took one, two, three deep breaths in before he straightened, spine erect, and stomped back into his apartment to snatch his keys and some money up. The image of having to press his buzzer and wait out in the cold for Alec to let him in because he had left his keys went as quickly as it came.
Squaring his shoulders once more, Magnus shoved his things into the pockets of his pants and strode out of the door, head held high as he made his way through the building, riding the elevator in quiet contemplation.
A chill breeze was the first indication to Magnus that he had made it outside. He barely paid attention to the cold wind and the barley rising sun as he started towards the farmers market, running through the list of ingredients in his head.
A momentary smile graced Magnusâ lips as he recalled the one time, just a couple of short weeks ago, when Alec had made his stew, calling the ingredient list his âinstructionsâ. Is that all it is, just a couple of weeks? He wondered to himself, it feels like centuries.
A tiredness washed through him in that moment as every single one of the years that he had existed crept up on him, all at once. They almost had him falling to his knees, the weight of those years too much to bear. Centuries.
I've been alive centuries and in all of that time, I've never faced something of this magnitude, Magnus thought.
Never once had Magnus had to think about those countries dwindling to decades, to a handful of years. His life hd always been endless, inevitable, permanent, his immortality unbending to the passage of time. Those concerns are for mortals, beings with shorter lifespans, right? Not for him. Not for the son of a demon.
His feet started moving again, the harsh wind making him snap his fingers to conjure a jacket before he could catch himself. It would be easy to pull a scowl onto his face. To snarl at the cruelty of his father's demand but his face just went slack as he wandered down the street, not one of the thousand emotions that swirled through him able to find purchase on his face.
Magnus blinked when his legs almost went from beneath him, from the uneven ground he had stumbled on. Looking up as he righted his steps, he found the reason that the ground had changed beneath his feet, maybe not metaphorically, but certainly physically. The edge of the sidewalk.
Magnus turned left and started wandering through the stalls, listening to the calling of vendors, allowing their crass shouts to drown out the thoughts that were parading through his mind on a never ending loop.
There was something soothing about it, about witnessing life going on around him when it felt like his own had come to an end. If these mundanes can exist without magic, then I can too. Right?
A stall that sold breakfast food snagged Magnus' attention, forcing him to focus rather than sink into his own head once more. He ran his fingers over the soft eggshells, thinking of their fragility and relating to them all too easily, silently wondering how many he would need.
Scooping up half a dozen, hoping they would be enough, Magnus held them carefully to his chest, pulling on a tight smile for the woman watching him. He juggled the eggs as he searched through the pastries that were on offer, selecting a couple of the largest croissants and adding them to the pile of precious eggs.
A crate of oranges snagged Magnusâ attention next. Freshly squeezed juice, that will be a nice addition. How many though? Three? Four? There's only two of us.
Picking up two plump oranges, Magnus added them to pile that he was now juggling, cursing his lack of ability to simply snap up a basket to carry them in. That lack of magical skill had him giving up. He smiled at the woman, waiting to serve him, and managed to juggle his haul into her hands.
Barely paying attention to the woman, Magnus scooped his wallet out of his pocket and handed a twenty over, thinking that it should be enough. He felt no shame in admitting to himself that it had been a long while since he had had to worry about something as mundane as paying for croissants and eggs.
Accepting the bag that the lady handed him, and completely missing the expression on her face⌠not that he would have been able to decipher it if he had, Magnus made his way back to his building, deciding to buy a rose on a whim as he passed a flower stall on his way out of the market.
Magnus meandered back to his building, standing uncertainty outside of the door for a moment before he remembered he would have to dig his keys out. He pulled them from his pocket, staring at the keys and the little fob before he remembered when the mundane had showed him around the apartment.
Magnus held the fob to he small panel above the buttons, starting when the door clicked open. He grabbed the handle and pulled, slightly impressed with the technology that the mundanes had come up with, in place of magic. His mind wandered again when he ducked into the elevator and rode it up to his floor.
Knowing that he would have to actually face Alec at some point, Magnus tried to run through what expressions he would put on his face, already hoping that his voice wouldn't crack when they had to speak.
A tiny part of Magnusâ brain thought of the Shadowhunters part in the loss of his magic. It had been his decision, one he knew that he would make again, in an instant, but it still hurt that he had had to make the decision in the first place, especially in light of the fact that the reason he had lost his magic hadn't been seen since they had discovered Clarys death.
Jace had run away as soon as he had announced the news, leaving him to try and get in touch with Cat to move Alec back to the loft, and to deal with the loss of his magic and Clary all in the same breath.
With straining lungs, as the implications of what that meant rolled through him, Magnus looked around his kitchen, desperately pushing thoughts of Clary's death aside, the questions he had been trying to banish over the last thirty hours surfaced once more. Do I blame him? Do I blame them all?
But Magnus couldn't deal with that now, he had to prepare Alec's breakfast, keep busy, ignore the implications and the consequences of his lost magic. It was the best way, the only way to get through the coming days.
Humming a tune under his breath, because he was fine and it kept his mind busy, Magnus emptied his groceries out onto the kitchen side, forgetting the fact that he couldn't remember getting out of the elevator.
Magnus stared at the croissants, eyeing them as one would eye a confusing puzzle before his gaze slid to the microwave that he had never used. He opened the door and tossed the pastries inside, staring at the control pad as though the instructions would light up and show him the way.
With a shrug, Magnus started pressing buttons, jabbing harder and harder at them until the infernal contraption lit up and the food started turning before he turned his attention to the eggs.
âA simple omelette should suffice,â Magnus muttered, rifling through the cupboards and drawers for a bowl and fork, it was a much more successful endeavour than the microwave. At least I know how to work the hob, even if the damn oven evades me.
Magnus soon had the eggs whipped up and cooking in a frying pan, his eyes glued to the eggs because it was easier to pour all of his attention into ensuring the food didn't burn than it was to let his mind wander.
The pinging of the microwave had Magnus dropping the wooden spoon and dashing towards the machine. He pulled the door open and grabbed hold of the red hot pastries, muttering a string of curses under his breath as he yanked his hand back and blew on it.
Snatching a dishcloth up, Magnus yanked the pastries out and slammed them down on a plate, wishing with everything inside of him that he could portal himself to Paris and pick some fresh, already warm pastries up and offer them to Alec. He even contemplated trying it in his desperation.
But, before he could raise his hand, a crackling sound rang out through the kitchen. That was almost the moment he lost it, turning around to see the eggs on their way to burning.
Dashing across the kitchen before the pan could catch fire, Magnus snatched the pan up off the hob and slammed it down on the countertop before his legs gave way.
Sliding down the side of the cupboard, onto the floor, Magnus crumpled. Knees to his chest, his arms wrapping around them, he raked his hands through his hair as the tears started gathering in the corners of his eyes.
Can't even get through making one breakfast the mundane way. How the fuck am I supposed to make it the rest of the way? How am I going to survive however long I'm allotted now, if I can't even cook a fucking omelette?
Knowing that his breathing was picking up, his stomach somewhere back at the farmers market, back where he had found Alec, filled with arrows and trying to make jokes, back in Edom. Take your pick. Magnus tried to regulate his reactions.
Magnus tried to fight the empty, lonely, powerless feeling that wanted to swamp him every other second, to take him over and drag him down the hole that he was unsure he would be able to climb out of but it felt like a losing battle. It was too much, everything fighting for ground and trying to take precedence at the forefront of his mind.
Magnus didn't want to feel, he wanted to be numb, to fall asleep and wake up to Alec telling him it had all been a nightmare or not wake up at all. He wanted to hide from the world that always demanded too much but never gave back a fraction of what his sacrifices were worth.
But I can't, because I'm Magnus Bane, High WarâŚ
Magnus Bane, friend, confident, boyfriend. I'm the one that solves problems, the one everyone turns to, every time. I'm the dependable one, not the man who gets to have a day off from the demands placed upon him.
Scrubbing the tears from his face and taking a deep breath, Magnus stood and looked down at his âcreationâ. It wasn't horrendous, maybe a dark spot, here and there but it looked edible⌠perhaps. Sighing a deep breath out, he flipped it onto the plate with the croissants, cutting any dark bits off and turned to his oranges, pushing his self pity to the back of his mind.
âI should have got more,â Magnus muttered to himself, staring at the ridiculously small amount of juice in the glass when he had squeezed the two solitary oranges out. Pursing his lips, he placed it on a tray with the plate, placed the rose in a milk jug and picked it up, taking deep breaths on his way to his bedroom.
The soft snores Alec was making had Magnusâ stomach settling a fraction, a small amount of the weight he was carrying sliding from his shoulders at the adorable sounds. He had spent the night listening to them, unable to sleep, and still he ached to hear more but he needed to keep busy, not wallow.
So carrying the tray towards his vanity, Magnus set it down and pondered the best way to wake Alec. He knew from experience that a gentle shake and soft words wouldn't cut it so he decided the simplest approach was the best and strode over to the curtains.
âCome on, Pup, time rise and face the day,â Magnus said as he shoved the curtains open, a bright shaft of light brightening the room in an instant. There, that's normal, right? He asked himself before turning to find Alec, cringing back from the light.
âPup?â Alec asked when he was so rudely awoken, trying to cover his eyes from the burning sensation of the sunlight. Is he trying out a nickname?
âPanda?â Magnus asked, wondering if Alec would like that one better.
âNo!â Alec said, racking his brain for a cell that was working.
âOkay,â Magnus said quietly, returning to the vanity to collect Alec's breakfast as he fixed his best smile in place. I can do this, I can do normal. For him, for his sake. I. Can. Do. Normal.
Even if it was actually for his own sake.
âWhy is it so early?â Alec groaned, rolling into his side to bury his face in the pillows, hoping for more sleep.
The next words out of Magnusâ mouth had Alec sitting up. He tried to adjust to the light and being awake and the way Magnus was moving across the room, his boyfriend's spine semi erect and an easy look on his face. Huh?
âOh, with everything going on, sleep has been a bit of a struggle,â Magnus allowed himself to share as he returned with Alec's breakfast.
Alec looked up at Magnus properly as he fully sat up, taking his outfit in.
âWhy are you dressed?â Alec asked when Magnus slid a tray of food onto the end of the bed..
âOh, I had to get up early to go to the farmers market before dawn, for the ingredients for our breakfast. Which⌠admittedly, is less than⌠perfect. But do you know how many oranges are required to make a glass of juiceâŚ?â Magnus asked, picking up the half empty glass.
Alec picked up a croissant inspecting it as Magnus raised the glass and inspected the contents at eye level.
â...More than I bought. I used to have magic to do all of these little errands but, I have to admit, there's a certain⌠charm to doing things the mundane way,â Magnus said casually, smiling his best smile. He did his best not to notice Alec's expression, ploughing on as though everything was fine.
âIs today a special occasion?â Alec asked, squinting up at Magnus, seeing all of the truths Magnus was attempting to hide behind his smiles and his casual movements.
âWell, today is your day off and I want to make the most of it,â Magnus said softly, sliding the tray closer to Alec with a smile.
Alec's stared at Magnus, his eyes narrowing at his boyfriend's blase attitude as the tray was pushed forward. Magnus still hadn't talked to him, about losing his magic or his trip to Edom. He desperately wanted Magnus to open up, to scream or yell, to rightfully blame him because it was his Parabatai Magnus had saved. To do anything other than what Magnus was doing now, pretending.
But Alec also recognised the defence mechanism, it was one he employed himself. Smile, show the world that it doesn't affect you. Pretend that you aren't falling apart and pray that nobody looks too closely. He understood those reactions all too well and still fell back on them now.
Alec had two options , he could force the issue, force Magnus to talk before he was ready to, while the wounds where still to fresh⌠or he could let Magnus come round. He could let Magnus come to the conclusion that he was pushing him away, and wait until Magnus had gotten it together in his own head.
âThat's actually really sweet,â Alec said with a small smile of his own, trying not to purse his lips. He wanted Magnus to open up but knew it had to be in his own time, at his own pace. And it was sweet, that Magnus wanted to look after him, even if Magnusâ hurt was worse than his own and he didn't really deserve it.
âUhm, I thought so,â Magnus said with a small shrug and another smile.
Alec leaned in for a kiss, wanting to let Magnus know, even if he didn't say the words, that he was there, ready to listen when Magnus was ready to talk or scream or fight. He almost fell on his face when Magnus broke the kiss that was barely a brush.
Magnus didn't have a choice, he couldn't wrap himself up in Alec and sink into the kiss, couldn't allow Alec to comfort him. He knew that if he held on too long, he would break, he wouldn't be able to hold it all inside and be strong in front of his boyfriend. So he pulled back after a few seconds and scooped the glass of juice up.
âDrink up, time for our morning exercise,â Magnus said, fighting every emotion with a centuries long practiced pretension that he had perfected, pretending that nothing could hurt him. Try as he might though, he couldn't do it. Not with Alec. So he stood, jumping to his feet far too quickly, even to him, and dashed from the room.
Alec accepted the glass and watched Magnus go, his face dropping. He clutched the glass, his resolve almost breaking, almost jumping up and demanding Magnus talk to him.
Alec stood, pacing the floor. He understood, to a certain degree. Not about Magnus losing his magic, he would never understand that, couldn't even begin to imagine it. But he understood what it was to feel vulnerable, to feel weak and out of control in front of those who always saw you as strong.
A thought rolled into Alec's brain as he turned on his heel once more, a way for Magnus to take some control back.
âIf Magnus wants exercise, I know exactly how to give it to him.â Alec muttered, throwing some boxers on and following Magnus into the living room.
âMagnus, get your stuff, you're coming training with me,â Alec said, squeezing Magnusâ hand when he saw the red rims of his boyfriend's eyes.
Alec could give Magnus the time he needed to come around and make sure he could protect himself at the same time.
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CSSS here! What a gathering...I can't even imagine the LOGISTICS of a family meal that big. I hope it was just as wonderful as I'm imagining. I'm in the US too, but my Thanksgiving was smaller - only 9 people. And I thought organizing that many was hard! Do you have other holiday traditions with all them, or that you celebrate yourself? As far as the exchange goes, I'm a fic writer (unless you want stick figures!), so let me know if there's anything in particular- tropes, etc - you want to read.
Hi there!!! It is a challenge logistically, but we always get it done. Weâre kind of used to it by now. We donât really have any specific thanksgiving traditions, especially now that most of the kids are grown up. My mom always likes to watch the parade and my sister had a baby last month so my mom was all excited that its her first time seeing santa (in the parade) so that was fun. But otherwise, its just a lot of cooking. I love fics, so thats definitely good with me! Mostly I read (and write) fluff/angst. Iâve particularly been on a royalty AU kick lately, but honestly, Iâm good with most things. I canât think of anything that Iâve been like oh man I need to read this about lately. (Esp because Iâve been a little been less active in OUAT/CS fandom the past year)
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