#because i was scared that this asshat was going to deny me victory again

[aeondeug]

honestly with the way i have eaten through the few kingdom hearts games i have played it is kind of strange that i still have only ever played four of these things. i have been aware of like the greater plot for years by way of reading and watching things. but i just never got around to playing most of the games because i dunno. i just haven't. maybe it's like bleach and i just let the consensus i was seeing of people going "thing bad and cringe" get to me.

which is very silly when my feelings on things like sonic vs. mario and bleach vs. one piece are what they are. i like stylish disasters that speak to my heart. and as a result i am probably going to end up one of the vaunted few who can love playing days. if i am especially cursed, as i often am, it will end up being my favorite kingdom hearts.

i think i am going to try riding the adhd momentum from bbs as far as i can take it. maybe this time i will actually be able to beat fucking xigbar.