#because I hated having thoughts motivated by brain chemicals it’s STUPID and UNFAIR that brains do that to teens
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Oh so NOW he decides to actually haunt me
#old childhood friend unexpectedly is at the week-long meeting we’re at#hadn���t seen him in at least two or three years#seldom saw him even for a couple years before that#brain did stupid things with the information that he was the only guy I knew when I was a teenager so before That I spent a few years#IGNORING him as best I could#because I hated having thoughts motivated by brain chemicals it’s STUPID and UNFAIR that brains do that to teens#but both his older sisters including my childhood best friend went off the rails at least for awhile#and we’re not friends anymore#and from what I’ve heard he’s been alright#and it’d be nice to know at least one thing one person I grew up with is doing alright#and then he shows up#completely enexpectedly#and then isn’t there for the evening#??#no idea if he’s actually left left or if he’s going to be there for any of the rest of the meeting?.?#bit disappointing if not#I didn’t get to talk to him#doing the mental equivalent of sitting on the floor with my head against the wall#telling myself not to make too much of his reappearance#and not to be too disappointed if he really isn’t here for the rest of the week#feather rambles#oh we haven’t lived remotely near each other for nearly a decade also#thus the very intermittent visits on our part
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