#because I had bought a squishmallow for my room and needed to be “punished for buying a stuffed animal
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#my roommate has been kinda hostile lately#I’ll leave the house just so I can sit in my car and smoke a cigarette#because they actively make living in my own home so hard sometimes#they’ll refuse to do the dishes#the other day I repeatedly told them I was extremely depressed#and when I asked if I could just quietly sit with them and our mutual friend in their room they smirked and said no#because I had bought a squishmallow for my room and needed to be “punished for buying a stuffed animal#literally#I then had to leave the house and sit in a parking lot in my car sobbing because k was worried if I stayed in my room#I’d potentially kill myself from how I was already feeling on top of everything else#they constantly go out w our mutual friend#and if I ask to be invited they always say I’d not like it because they’ll walk places as if I can’t fucking walk#we’ll start tv shows together and then they’ll finish them without me and not understand why I’m upset#they constantly criticize me#and when I get defensive (because this happens everyday) they get mad that I don’t just accept the criticism#today I brought up how they never invite me places#and they said well you wouldn’t like all the walking we do#I said you don’t know that I’m not just talking about today#I ended up just saying well it’s a good thing you don’t even bother to invite me and excused myself from the room#then I just left the house#they didn’t even fucking care#I buy all the groceries. I pay the rent. I cook and clean.#nothing I do is good enough to them#every day there’s something else im doing wrong#I can’t fucking take it
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