#bea posts dot txt

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omg i hate this app i've been trying to post this pic of my cat twice now and the post failed each time so HERE!!!!

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& another thing i love is that even though benedick's relationship with beatrice clearly makes him a better person, she's not written just as a plot device to Improve The Man. she's very much her own person (& is, in fact, presented as superior to benedick) just as much as benedick is his own person.

the message of much ado is still so contemporary !! benedick is faced with a tragic situation caused by his best friends & he really has to question where his loyalties lie. does he stay loyal to his buddies without question or does he risk their friendship & do what's right? it's still a question that i think most men have to ask in their lifetimes.

& benedick is someone who does actually break off that friendship (& also resigns from his job, probably loses some social standing, & endangers his very life) not only because he loves beatrice, but also because he is convinced that she is right. however much he participates in & performs gender norms at the beginning of the play, he's ultimately the only character who abandons ingrained loyalty to his fellow men in order to do the right thing.

i love how, through benedick's character arc, we get to see the risks of standing & acting against a social system but then! we get to see the reward at the end & even in the midst of it all. he couldn't have that lovely "for which of my bad parts didst thou first fall in love with me? / for which of my good parts did you first suffer love for me?" moment with beatrice if he hadn't rejected the blind misogyny of his friends first.

he risks so much of his power & comfort as a man & he gets a happy ending! he's a protagonist who the audience loves & roots for! we don't see this character cut off his friends & then face tragedy as a result. we see him become one of the only characters with a truly happy ending. & we're left optimistic about the capacity of men to change. we're left feeling that change is worth it.

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i keep finding merch of remilia scarlet in my city but no matching flandre and it feels so wrong.... where is her sister.... do not seperate them

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bg3 won can they do a celebratory sale pls ive been waiting to buy for months 😭

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hell is real and t*ylor sw*ft never stops playing on loop

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all the pokemon trainer miku designs are super cute but the ghost type one is just funny to me, essentially just normal miku but she's dead 😭

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the fact tes6 is probably gonna come out when i'm in my early 30's is giving me an existential crisis what the fuck

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liking shit on here turns the "for you" thing on mobile into the wild fucking west. girl what is a g00nette. why am i getting kpop boy rpf? sometimes i get incredibly personal untagged vent posts or fetish posts full of irl people. what is the algorithm here i'm dying 😭

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the lone patchy sits among bootlegged freaks

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told myself i'd draw more this year and then... i started playing Live A Live again 😭

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handheld emulator console save me..... save me handheld emulator console.......

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man i hate that i got into one piece so late i probably missed out on seeing insane doujins featuring crocodile and/or buggy

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i love sonic fans no other group of people would be so happy seeing a little girl get shot dead for no good reason

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i am so sorry i keep forgetting to post art i never learned how to use scheduled posts AND i have shite memory <3

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relatives who live in the states are coming home for christmas and i'm sure they won't be aggravating to listen to at all no sir!

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day 4 or 5??? of concerta: without complaint, cleaned out my closet and the hell that is the incredibly dusty gap between my wall and drawer that is also full of random ass garbage (it was like that for years) 🥲