#bcuz ya know can’t make assumptions that he just ghosted me
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analvolcano · 1 year ago
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#using tumblr as my diary rq#I’ve never been a big dater bcuz I’m an awkward person and tbh also probably autism#but when I was 19 I did finally get into a relationship#it lasted a while and then we broke up after graduating college#after that I went on like two dates but dating caused me so my physically anxiety that I stopped#and over a year passed so I decided to try again#and i did#I met and went on a couple dates with this guy#we hung out and talked non stop for like two weeks straight#so like not that long but I was excited bcuz I don’t click often with ppl but we seeemd to get along well#we hung out last Thursday#which we both work in restaurants so we work weekends#we text a bunch until Monday he never texts back#and two days pass without texts#whxih like ppl don’t owe being on the phone 24/7#I can already tell something is up tho#bcuz from the moment we matched he made plans to hang out#and pretty much every time we hung out we made plans to hang out immediately again#so on Wednesday I text and invite him to hang out#bcuz ya know can’t make assumptions that he just ghosted me#even though it’s what it feels like#but he does reply and says he can’t hang out that day he’s been sick and not feeling well#I text hoping he feels better and to rest up etc#and that was the last we talked#he never responded to that and now it’s been a couple days#so I guess the conclusion to my story is that I’m sad#like idk he seemed to like me and then didn’t#idk i guess I just want to know why which ya know ppl do things so infinite reasons#and I know all the blah blah healthy things I should say to myself#like my self worth is very high
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