#bcs i take freelance jobs while still being in med school (that continues to drain my energy and soul and will continue for years? lol)?
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i feel like my extended family and even some family friends tend to overrate me way too much. like, no, i hope your child doesnt turn out like me.
#just bcs? what? i graduated school early?#i did well academically relative to how little i cared?#bcs i take freelance jobs while still being in med school (that continues to drain my energy and soul and will continue for years? lol)?#nah man i dont think these people know me#academic achievement is overrated#even then damn bruh i did nothing in school🤷🏻 i graduated early bcs i hated it there#i skipped and slept through a LOT of my classes man#why not aim for your child to... idk? constantly be rank 1? win all kinds of competitions? whatever man?#instead of aiming to be someone like me: the eternal number 2 at best who does the bare minimum bcs they just cant wait to get outta there?🤷#and bruh jobs?? what?? im just?? tryna deal w the fact that i wont have a stable income#until i finish residency which could possibly take another 10 years max#bcs indonesia doesnt pay their residents and infact residents pay tuitions????#even the money im making aint much🤷🏻 it just helps me eating out w less guilt#dont even get me STARTED on my personality#i am a lil shit LMAOOOO#dont pls dont want ur child to be like me#i am a disrespectful piece of shit#im a liar#not a good person#only does the bare minimum to fit in#with lots of issues that hinder my capability to emotionally and socially function#lots of em i cant even describe#i may like myself the way i am but i also have the self awareness to know that i suck#this episode on dani’s random thoughts: eid edition#some of em go as far as enrolling their children to the same schools i went to#like nah man u just dont know the way that school sucks and/or how they didnt help me much#like i still turned out shit🤷🏻
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