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tankgotstuckinthecircusgate · 9 days ago

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1917 funeral business arc real (funeral business arc in general tbh)

i was laughing at godfather and now where am i. thinking bout moretti's being a godfather to eddie's cousin and sicilian (it?) compari culture (insert a pic of sunboy smoking)

#this song is actually for v-m war. i have a full playlist for it; but too lazy to translate #(<- but thinkin bout this since august. maybe one day. rus songs r desparate so often #& an endless resourse for topics like this)#+ in original there's no “i beg you”; but i believe w/o it eng won't show that desperation #this song is so. my endless love #m2 #too lazy to insert a link but its a “умершие во сне” by nautilus pompilius #if ure interested. amazing song #this (cold) carefulness for the dead as if theyre still alive... one of my fav topics #*IMPORTANT note. here “my god” can be not only like. adressing to an actual god #it can be just an interjection like omg. bc in tired of comparing higher ups w god #bc they arent & god topic can be deeper & i dont like that i start to sound like a broken record #<- u can tell ive been thinking a lot bout god lately. not in a religious meaning #& off topic but i hate how gloomy i make this plot. theyre italians. in usa. in 1920s #supposed to be more cheerful (there r cheerful moments in the plot. rotten but still)#me when i cant overcome rus culture of depression & desperation #also random thing. dead r easier to love (its obv)#just thought that eddies uncle also slowly becomes a charactertm but hes supposed #to be killed in 1932 for eddies cousin arc (<- just used her hc name & was like #fuck it makes things sound less understandable god i hate my brain)#& thought bout wine is sweet thing again. i may steal this story for the plot since its real #(bout uncle bein pushed to organize murder of his nephew #moretti could get this arc to become more rough. it wont be in the plot i need it for mslf #to get the character more alive in my head #mafia reminds me military mixed v business. that uncle didnt want this but has no choice #*had. k shutting up)#*bout comparing w god. in this case it just doesnt fit. like yea ofc moretti stands higher #but compari thing implies that theyre equal in terms of asking anything from eachother. neither can refuse

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