#bc the way this happens irl and online with completely different ppl is insaneeee | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

kavehater · 1 day ago

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Bruh this is why I hate inviting ppl to my new blogs bc wth :/ literally so annoying isn’t it common courtesy to be like hey ! I was sad to see you deactivate bla bla bla im glad to see you’re back etc etc etc <- THATS WHAT EVERYONE DOES ?? And also ! The way ppl be like making whole ass posts when ppl deactivate but they did not even do that for me, and the ppl who DID have my socials, didn’t even ask shit abt why I deactivated etc like bro —

#dora daily #listen this is my problem … I DONT UNDERSTAND why they do stuff for every other person they’re mutuals with EXCEPT me #like whenever ppl make new moots they come pop in and be like hi ^^ ! you have a cool *insert thing here* and im happy to be mutuals with #you etc etc etc #THEY DO THAT ! nobody does that with me at all #and the thing is ! if nobody did that in general then that’d be JUST FINE #but it sets a precedent that I have to do that FIRST all the time #and for WHAT ?!#I only ever get absolutely ignored by everyone.#like - I send an ask that I gathered up all my courage and energy and everything to send #I mentally prepared myself #and then I only get ignored #like wth :/#and it’s the same thing with Eris all over again #it’s the same thing with my old tumblr blog #I thought that that girl was nice …#but she is not !#ykw .. I’m gonna ask Athena if I ever come off in a certain way or anything in her honest opinion bc I’m going mad #like #what vibe do I give off ? am I doing something wrong ? like I could’ve sworn I act exactly like everyone else ??#but Athena has been mia for a while and idk …#like listen ;; why on earth would you willingly mutual me if you’re gonna ignore me in the rare chance I even interact #like I’m not holding anybody at gunpoint I swear #?!!:&392292 #ykw. I’m probably autistic #bc the way this happens irl and online with completely different ppl is insaneeee #and the thing. is IM FOLLOWING THE SCRIPT goddamit I swear I ammmmm #and there’s nobody on earth more observant on my OWN behaviour than I am #if anything I am hyper aware !#so like that shouldn’t be the issue

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