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#yall i was sure that i was not going to post for this blog again#like for any new work#and now i have a new fic on the works and hsjdhsjd it's another jk fic i'm a clown#I TRIED TO MAKE IT FOR ANOTHER MEMBER BUT IT DIDN'T FEEL RIGHT HEDUHEUDH#anyway#it's about naval aviator!husband!jk who won't sign your divorce papers bc he's still in love with you lmao#that is all i'm gonna disclose#i hope i finish this lmao#bc it's been a long time since i felt so motivated to write a bts fic#(i've been missing bangtan a lot and have been watching their old mvs and run bts episodes so...)
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The unholy
Also posted on my wattpad account; diontanysus
Warnings: she/her pronounced reader, I think I accidentally gave Jungkook a choking kink ups, needles and stuff, donât read if you donât like needles, more making out, everyoneâs still horny idk what to tell you, y/n is bi bc I make the rules, dry humping? Almost prison sex?? Also I did not edit it through bc Iâm tired
Pairing: bts ot7 x reader, nun! reader, princess! reader, vampire! Jin x reader, hybrid! Namjoon x reader, hybrid! Yoongi x reader, vampire! Hoseok x reader, vampire! Jimin x reader, hybrid! Taehyung x reader, hybrid! Jungkook x reader
Parts: 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 -
Authorâs note: tw/mental health stuff: so after a long ass break (what has it been? Almost two years?) I sincerely apologize for not being active at all. My mental health has just continued to go downhill during the pandemic (I hope all of you are healthy and well!) but lately Iâve been gaining some motivation to write back. My mental illness has made me unable to actually enjoy any of my old hobbies so finally starting to enjoy writing again feels amazing. However, Iâm really sorry to say that this series probably wonât be continued for that much longer bc tbh I have no idea where Iâm going with it. Iâll try to update when I can, but donât expect much haha. High school is extremely draining rn, I have sm homework I need to do. Also sorry for the short chapter- this has been in my drafts for like 2 years and I finally decided to finish it. Also I feel like I should apologize for not answering my dmâs. So to everyone who has sent me something Iâll start to look at it now that Iâm back, Iâm really sorry for the long waiting time <3 anyways, hereâs the chapter Iâve been owing you guys for like forever. I hope you enjoy! (:
(Updates; very unreliable, Iâll try to write more when I have time!)
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The intensity in Jeonggukâs kiss was unreal, it was almost like he could swallow you whole through it. His hands had snaked out through the bars, wrapping around your smaller body and pulling you flush against them.
Strangely, Jeongguk was not cold like the rest of them, he seemed so warm and inviting, you couldnât help but blindly obligate when he gently squeezed around your throat, positioning it how he wanted it.
Before long, his mouth started to slip from your mouth, parting with a sigh as he kissed down your cheek and neck, licking stripes as he went along.
When he found the spot he wanted, his grip around you neck tightened, cutting off enough air to have you slightly panting in his ear, as he began to encircle the spot with his tongue before sucking purple and blue bruises into your skin.
You couldnât help but let out a small, shaky moan at the sensations Jeonggukâs mouth created on your skin, and it wasnât long before you were desperately gripping his collar trying to pull him even closer, cursing the cool bars between you.
Jeongguk adjusted your head, a little more rough this time, his patience was running out and by now you could feel the two sharp fangs poking at your skin.
With a low whine, you turned your neck, blotting it even more for him, and you felt chills run through you as he deeply moaned into you neck.
âShit,â he groaned, when your scent hit him, even stronger than before.
Without warning, he let his fangs sink into your skin, enjoying the small noises you made, as his one hand came down to grip at you hips, pressing them up against his own.
Blood flowed from your new wounds, painting his mouth, your clothes and your dress with crimson, as you felt him gulp it down, gripping you harder and harder with each gulp, as he began slowly rutting his hips forward and into yours.
The friction, made a shaky whine slip out of your lips, as he pressed you harder against the bars, thrusting harder forward as he drank, until his thrusts had become so violent that the whole cage he was trapped in began to rock along.
You felt his bulge grow harder and much larger than you would expect, as you felt yourself simultaneously grow hotter and fog began to clout your mind, as more and more blood left your body.
Your eyes slipped close, the warm feelings consuming you, as your lower half did itâs best to keep up with Jeonggukâs almost animalistic thrusts, when suddenly in the midsts of your euphoria the sound of a door being ripped open caught you ears, and Jeongguk tore his mouth from your neck, your body falling forwards and slumping against the bars.
âJeongguk! Jeongguk, I swear if you just as much as touched her I will rip your fangs out a shove them up your ass-â the gruff voice was cut off, as the person behind it came to a stop.
âY-Yoongi hyung,â Jeongguk rasped, clutching your body, as you fought to stay awake just a little longer, blood leaking from your fresh bite wound in violent streams.
You were ripped from the warmth that was Jeongguk, colliding with a stone hard, cold chest. Even in your weak state, you struggled to get out of his grip, how his fingers tightened around your arms when the smell of blood and arousal hit his nose. His fingers were slender and his nails dug into your skin, carving out flesh and leaving moon-shaped nail prints behind.
He was cold and almost repellent, but he was still the one thing keeping you from tumbling to the floor, even when your legs gave out and you were just hanging loosely in his grip.
Once again your body had become that of a ragdoll, as your thought process slowed and you had to blink a couple of times to clear your head and vision, for the cloudiness creeping in the corners of it.
âAs soon as we leave you alone! Unbelievable! Jin-hyung is gonna have a fucking aneurysm because of you!â
Jeonggukâs head bowed down, seemingly in false shame as his elder scolded him, becoming increasingly more worried as the situation got more time to sink in.
You know you should have been ashamed as well, throwing yourself at a man you barely met a couple hours ago, but still the only feeling you were able to dig up was annoyance.
Who was he, to stand there and scold Jeongguk? Acting so self righteous, like he wouldnât do the same if he had the chance. It made you want to roll your eyes, like some spoiled teenager.
You noticed a chance in Yoongiâs grip, when he started to turn around, hoisting you up by holding you underneath your arms and legs, and even if you didnât want to be picked up, you knew better than to struggle more in the cold vampires grip.
A chill shot through you, the feeling of being completely surrounded by his cold aura so much more different than the warm, almost sweet fragrance that Jeongguk carried around.
You looked back over his shoulder, as he started to walk, catching a glimpse of Jeongguk standing still pressed up against the cage. His head was hanging low, as if he was affected by the scolding, but his lips bore a smirk proving that he wasnât. He was satiated. For now.
Your eyes locked with his, just as Yoongi slammed the door shut with the back of his foot, and continued up the stairs, carelessly holding you like you were a pillow, or something meant to toss around.
âI can walk,â Your mouth moved on itâs own accord, but you meant the words nonetheless.
To your surprise, Yoongi let out a snort. Apparently, your words were the funniest thing he had heard all day.
âThe second I let you down, youâre gonna run right back down in that cellar,â he spoke calmly, but he had a way of pronouncing every word that made it clear he was angry with you still.
You furrowed your brows, angrily kicking your legs in the air, demanding to be let down.
âHow could you possibly know that?â You huffed, as you struggled in his grip.
The corners of his mouth moved up, just the slightest, but enough for you to notice and question what exactly he found so funny about this whole situation.
He stopped walking, suddenly, making your head bump against his chest rather harshly.
âYou have no idea how stupid you sound, do you?â
âWhat do you mean-â your traitorous mouth, spoke up again, ignoring the fact that it was the sole reason you were landed in this mess to behind with.
He shot you a sharp glare, forcing you to stop mid sentence, as you looked up at him, expecting some kind of scolding, like the one heâd given Jeongguk.
âYou have no idea how dangerous that situation was, stop thinking I just ruined your little romantic moment when I saved your life. If it werenât for my interference, your head would be rolling around on the floor right now. Is that what you want, huh?â
Even though your mind actively fought against his words, you knew they were right.
What were you thinking?
If it werenât for Jeongguk, and his stupidly enchanting voice you would never normally have gotten yourself into a situation like that. These creatures were so powerful, and yet you acted so carelessly around them.
âAre you going to stop fighting me now?â His voice was back to the tired, monotone state you had heard him speak in before.
It took you a minute or so, but finally you nodded and Yoongi let out a sigh, satisfied with his own doing.
He carried you through the halls of the castle, for what felt like forever. Your head lolled back into his chest as you let yourself relax, just taking in the magnificent interior of their home.
He finally stopped, when he was just outside the room youâd first met Jeongguk. Without lifting a single finger from you, he concentrated deeply on a little mark on the door. It looked to be scratched into the wood, probably by a knife, but the details in it was what really caught your attention.
It glowed a faint purple, letting you see all the small ïżŒ intricate designs that adored it. You were surprised something so small could have so much detail, it would take someone with expert eyes to carve it. But then again, all the house residents seemed to inhabit some sort of magic. Their eyes probably worked a thousand times better than yours.
Suddenly the door flung open, making you jump a little in Yoongiâs grip. You looked up at him startled, noticing how his eyes glowed the same faint purple. You blinked to make sure what you saw was true, but as soon as your eyes opened again, the purple was gone and his irises was back to the same warm brown they had always been.
You looked at him intently, as he stepped into the room. You knew he could feel you looking at him but chose to ignore it, he probably knew you saw his eyes change color too. You wanted to ask into it more than anything, but your mouth was dry and you couldnât find the right words. You opened your mouth to speak, but closed it again and decided to let the case rest until later.
You heard the door slam shut behind him as he gently dumped you on a hospital bed, standing in a corner of the room.
âAnd why exactly am I here?â You scoffed. âAm I going to take part in another messed up experiment?â
Yoongi shook his head. âStop talking. Itâs annoying.â He said, back turned to you as he fumbled with some glasses on a small table with wheels.
âAw, Yoongi-hyung! Donât be such a bore, tell this lovely little thing why sheâs here. Sheâs just dying to know,â a voice came from behind you, you shrieked and swiftly turned around to face whoever was hiding in the shadows, almost falling off the side of the hospital bed in the process.
Yoongi hummed, still not turning around. âOh. When did you get back, Jiminnie?â He said, trying to conceal how funny he found your scared shriek.
The so called Jiminnie, stepped out of the shadows, finally allowing you to see him in the industrial lights that was hanging in the ceiling.
Your mouth opened. He was absolutely gorgeous, they all were, but this one had an entirely new aura to him. His features were sharp, and slightly feline-like. He held his head high, making it seem like he was the most important person in the room (and he probably was) but also allowing you a good view of his sharp jawline. A jawline you could cut yourself on, you were sure. His hair, was what puzzled you the most. It fell just over his eyes, grazing his high cheekbones. It was longer in the front and shorter in the back, looking soft to the touch. If he shook his head, maybe you would be able to smell the hair rinse he used. But it was blonde l, unnaturally so. You could just barely see his dark roots. Never had you heard of extracting color from ones hair, not without magic at least. A flush rose to your cheeks, when you realized he must have been a very trained magician.
âPrecisely an hour ago. The Darklands were nice, but when I heard about all the ruckus Jin-hyung had started I needed to see it for myself,â He stepped closer to you, you scooted back but he was quicker. With inhuman speed he grabbed your chin between his pointer and thumb, holding it with just enough force to let you know not to move.
He examined you closely, you stared back at him like a deer caught in headlights, taking mental notice of the blue and golden rings that swirled around inside his otherwise brown eyes. âHe sure has taste, the old man. Sheâs pretty, but did she really cause such a big fuss? I canât imagine something so fragile.. so cute, could do any harm? Hm?â
He looked at you as he spoke, but his words were directed at Yoongi. You furrowed your eyebrows, not quite fond of the way he treated you like some sort of animal.
You put your hand on his, noticing how it was cold like Yoongiâs. âWho even are you?â You said, eyeing him suspiciously. You tried to pry his hand off, but it didnât budge. He watched you struggle for a bit, before chuckling and finally letting go.
âMy apologies, darling. Iâm Jimin, at your service,â he bowed deeply, almost mockingly, the wide grin never leaving his lips.
âU-uh, (y/n) at yours,â you said, not used to such formal greetings.
Jimin winked at you as he stood up, before walking over to Yoongi and slinging an arm around him.
Yoongi let out an irritated huff. âWatch it. I canât get this stuff anywhere, it stains like crazy.â
Jimin tskâd. âYoongi-hyung. Always so serious,â he drawled, fake pouting. â
âSomeone has to keep it together around here, Jin brings in one simple human and everyone loses their damn sanity. Itâs like working with a bunch of children.. very stupid children,â you couldnât help the pout that spread over your lips, when he referred to you as a âsimple humanâ.
Jimin threw his head back in laughter, a rather lovely sound that made you think of strawberries and sweet tea on a hot summer day.
Yoongi turned around to face you, holding a vile of some strange looking purple-ish liquid. âIt is actually good youâre here though, Jin-hyung asked me to conduct the experiment again when you came. And since youâre here, sit down, next to (y/n) and Iâll make this as quick as possible.â
Jimin hummed in agreement and sat down next to you, you felt the mattress dip slightly beneath him.
Yoongi reached behind him and grabbed a syringe, also filled with the purple liquid but something seemed slightly off about it. The syringe seemed to have a purple glow that the vile didnât have, not to mention the blue ropes of whatever swirling around inside it.
You held your breath as he approached, eyes trained on the syringe. You closed your eyes tightly, as he approached you first, waiting to feel the pain of the syringe penetrating your skin.
When you felt the cold glass of the vile press against your lips, you let out a small relieved sigh. âOpen.â Yoongi instructed, and you did as told.
The liquid inside was cold as well, it tasted a bit like candle wax but you swallowed it anyways, scrunching up your nose in the process.
You opened your eyes when you felt Yoongi move, removing the vile from you and moving on the Jimin. He was already holding his forearm out to Yoongi, having rolled up his white sleeve. You looked on curiously as Yoongi quickly stuck the needle into his skin, directly into a vein. Jimin tensed up, letting out a strained groan as the liquid filled his veins. He pressed a hand to his forearm, long nails digging into his own skin and leaving deep marks that would heal just a moment after.
âDonât worry, doll-face. It doesnât even hurt,â he grunted as Yoongi emptied the syringe and pulled it out.
Yoongi shook his head. âDonât lie to yourself, Jiminnie. Here, drink this,â he said and handed Jimin your vile, barely any purple liquid left in it.
He quickly grabbed it and downed the rest, the unmistakeable clinking of sharp fangs against glass filled the room. He slurped loudly when the vile was empty and turned to you. His eyes were now almost consumed by the blue and gold, fangs protruding from his lip.
You felt a tingling sensation all around your body, your brain turned to static as you stared into the reflection of yourself in Jiminâs colorful eyes. You felt the hair on the back of your neck rise, you blinked a couple times but the world seemed to be in slow motion. You reached for Jimin, your hand feeling heavy just to lift.
âDo it. Now,â You faintly heard Yoongi in the background and suddenly Jimin was grabbing you by the waist and hoisting you up on his lap. He tilted you backwards and used one of his hands to move your head to get as much access to your neck as he could.
You whined, not really sure if it was out of disagreement or contentment. You felt his cold breath on your neck, his wet tongue licking a long, thick stripe up your neck before his fangs graced your skin. He didnât hesitate further, letting his fangs sink into your putty-like skin with a content moan.
He held you closely to him as you laid spread out over his lap, you closed your eyes as your head lolled back. You felt the blood pumping in your veins and leaving your body, you felt his icy hands grasping your side and your jaw.
A new, cold feeling spread from his fangs and through your body and suddenly your consciousness was back. You sat up a bit more, grasping his shoulders with a gasp as you felt the familiar pleasure of being bitten but just as you started to enjoy yourself, he pulled away with a long moan. His eyes rolled to the back of his head as he dried the corners of his mouth with his sleeve.
âHm, thank you, pretty one. You are absolutely exquisite,â he panted, looking down at you with doe eyes. They were back to their normal color, or what could be considered a normal color for a wizard-vampire creature you assumed.
You let out a disappointing huff, cheeks tinted red from the compliment. âOh? Are you not satisfied, dear?â He asked smugly, a mischievous shine in his eyes.
âOh no, sheâs had more than enough already. You did well, Jimin.â Yoongi cut in, handing you a plate of clementines that seemed to have appeared out of nowhere.
You gingerly took the plate from him, immediately popping a slice of clementine in your mouth, smiling to yourself as the sweet juices filled your mouth.
Jimin hummed at Yoongiâs compliment and gently ushered you from his lap, onto the bed again.
âThis is the first experiment that went genuinely well, or without our subject passing out,â Yoongi said, furiously writing down in a notebook.
âOh?â Jimin said, quickly jumping off the bed and moving behind Yoongi to see his notes. He snorted, rather loudly. âJeongguk almost ate her alive, I see. Rather bold of you to conduct an experiment with him in the first place,â
Yoongi elbowed him and swiftly closed the notebook. âShut up.â He muttered.
You stared at the two as they bickered, Jimin catching your eyes and winking again. âEat up, dearie. You need the strength,â he said in a singsong voice, fingers drumming on Yoongiâs shoulder.
You nodded, a little embarrassed at getting caught staring and went back to your clementines.
âSo. Jimin is a warlock?â
âMhm.â Namjoon nodded, eyes not leaving his book. The two of you were spread across a couch in front of the fireplace. You had been a bit weary about turning it on, fearing that it would somehow interfere wrongly with Namjoonâs icy body temperature but he assured you it made no different.
Your head was in his lap as you stared up at the backside of the book he was reading; Anatomicum: a guide to resurrection and the art of the human viscera.
âActually, Jimin is older than a lot of us. On the inside at least, physically not so much,â Namjoon said, licking his finger as he turned a page. âHe was one of Jinâs first experiments, of course with consent, he wanted to temper with warlock DNA and as you probably have noticed, Jimin is indeed also a creature of the night,â Namjoon smiled. âA vampire, as you put it.â
You snuggled further into his lap, your back completely turned to the hot fire. âIs Yoongi also one then? A warlock?â You mumbled tiredly, knowing Namjoonâs inhumanely good ears would pick up on it wether you spoke a bit quieter or not.
Namjoon opened his mouth, but closed it again. He let out a breath through his nose, before he spoke. âNo. Yoongi is.. special in his own way.â
You huffed at his vague answer. âThat certainly clears things up, thank you, Joon.â You said, voice dripping with sarcasm.
Namjoon chuckled. âHe will tell you, if you survive long enough that is.â He said jokingly, closing his book.
You shut up, almost banging your head on his book. âIâm so tired!â You whined. âNo one here tells me anything! First I get kidnapped, then I get almost killed on multiple occasions, the least I deserve is an answer, donât you think?!â You raised your voice as you spoke, dramatically throwing yourself across the couch, away from Namjoon.
âI-I get pushed around, I have no idea whatâs going on, Iâm hungry, Iâm scared and every time one of you do something to me itâs my fault?! I canât- I wonât just sit by forever while you conduct your vile experiments on me!â You felt the tears well up in your eyes, the more you thought about it, until you were violently sobbing.
You sat up and pulled your knees to your chest, burying your face in them in the process. Hot, warm tears streamed down your face as the reality finally sunk in.
Surely, you were gonna die here. You couldnât even go back home with everyone thinking you killed the high priestess, but right now you wanted nothing more than to bury yourself under the covers of your bed back at the monastery. You missed your roommates too, they had been kind to you even though you initially had expressed no interest in the church.
You even missed your parents who sent you away to that awful monastery to begin with.
The thoughts only made you cry harder, until your body was shaking and you struggled to breathe. Your cheeks were red in embarrassment, but you couldnât stop the tears from flowing over, your loud wailing echoing in the room.
He calmly looked on as you threw your fit. âCurious things, humans, arenât they?â He said, mostly to himself. âAlright, ask me a question and I will answer as truthfully as Iâm allowed.â
You sniffled, lifting your tear stained face from your knees. A bit of snot was hanging from your nose and quickly you wiped it away, an embarrassed laughed leaving your lips once you finally stopped crying.
âWell..â you pretended to think deeply for a moment. âI wanna know what Yoongi did to me down in the lap, it seems to be the first time my life having been hanging by a thread.â You said, wiping your eyes with your sleeves.
Namjoon smiled, dimples wide on display. âThis, I can answer!â He clapped his hands together, excited to talk about his favorite subject; potions.
âIâm guessing Yoongi gave you the purple colored liquid?â Namjoon asked, tilting his head as he scooted closer to you.
You nodded, looking up at him with big doe eyes.
âAlright, well, I told you about the poisons, yeah? Of course I did. So, the purple liquid was actually another sample of Jeonggukâs venom, you know the one that makes you really tired? Yoongi probably mixed it with herbs, since the raw stuff would be way too strong for you, and thatâs why itâs purple. The injections he gave Jimin, was simply to boost is fangs and blood hunger to make the experiment quicker. If I know Yoongi well, and I do, he probably gave Jimin a sample of the venom too, to see if it has any affects on the process-â
You put a gently hand on his cheek, cutting off his rambling. He looked at you, confused. âBut why? What was the point of this experiment?â You asked, voice a bit raw from crying.
âOh,â Namjoon chuckled. âYou see, Jiminâs poison has a cancelling effect on other poisons, without other poisons in your system it could be extremely dangerous as it will also cancel out your blood flow amongst other things, but as a cure for a larger number of other poisons it works quite well. The experiment was simply to test if he could drain Jeonggukâs poison from you. It seems the experiment was quite successful,â he tilted his head. âHow are you feeling?â
You closed your eyes for a moment, leaning back on the couch as you tried to connect with your body. âTired. But not in a poisonous way, I guess. Just tired as in its-late-and-I-should-sleep kinda way.â
âThatâs good. Means Jinâs theoryâs were right, they have never been wrong though. I mean, they are always mostly right,â he chuckled.
âHm,â you hummed, leaning your head on his shoulder. You stayed like that, watching the fire with heavy eyelids, just enjoying the quiet.
You were almost asleep, when the door was swung open. Swift steps made their way over to the couch and you recognized a familiar smell of iron.
âLady (y/n)!â Aera beamed, standing over you.
You sad up and looked around groggily, realizing that Namjoon was no longer with you but someone, you suspected him as the culprit, had placed a blanket over you.
âOhh you look so cute when youâre tired! I could just about eat you whole!â She giggled and you looked at her startled, not quite sure if she was joking or not.
She pinched your red cheeks, running her other hand down your neck. âNo time to sleep! The night is still young and you have a dinner to get ready for,â she said, tone slightly scolding.
In your tired state, you leaned your head on her hand, making her smile appear even wider. âCome now, plaything, we have much to do to get you looking presentable,â she teased and pulled you up by the hands, wrapping an arm around your waist.
âDinner?â You asked as she guided you our the doors of the library and down the hall.
âA dinner, yes! Ohh! Iâm just so excited to see the other lords react to you, little bunny!â She giggled, taking quickly off down the hall with you safely fastened in her arms.
To be continued..
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I've been feeling really detached from reality lately and the only thing I'm doing consistently everyday is going through fics and tumblr. I'm 17 and have to start uni applications soon but I'm too demotivated :( Do you think I'm wasting my life? Bcs my parents surely think so, and I want nothing more than to hide in my blankets and never come out again. I feel very unproductive and I need to get my life together and actually do something other than sleep, read and write. (1)
I just got into Sherlock recently and I'm totally obsessed with it, almost a year ago I was as obsessed with BTS (kpop band) to the point Mom had me talking to the counsellor to find a solution for my obsession. When I left the BTS fandom Mom was happy that I'm finally getting my life back on track and focusing on school, but here I am doing it all over again with Sherlock. I don't want to do this, but I feel like Sherlock is the only escape I have from reality now.I have to be an adult soon (2)
Hey Nonny *HUGS*
The short answer to your question: No, youâre not wasting your life.
Hereâs my anecdotal long answer:Â
Itâs easy to feel disillusioned at 17, especially if youâre expected to do one thing or another. Now, I canât speak to your situation because my parents were supportive of my decisions and fandom life, so I never really had that problem. Which is where Iâm going to start: Your mum has issues of her own, it seems, and may be projecting a bit onto you... Some obsessions absolutely need counselling, but I doubt you were at the level of stalking and creeping and gatekeeping the fandom. I imagine you were collecting photos and sharing music and videos with your friends. Jesus your mum would have an aneurysm if she met me then â Iâm nearing 40, and my apt is full of Funkos, movies, photos, magazines, collectable figurines, and in my off hours I draw fanart, play video games, and maintain a fairly-popular fandom blog. BUT I can see her side of things â she just wants you to get a career and be able to fend for yourself â but, in my opinion, stifling the things you enjoy REALLY makes for a shitty adult life. Itâs no wonder youâre unmotivated â youâve nothing to look forward to except studying and nothing else.
Hereâs my anecdotal story: I didnât start college until I was 22. I got rejected from all the colleges and universities I applied to at 18, and naturally that blew the wind out of my sails. I wanted to be an animator. I worked my ass off to get into courses, and I didnât. My self esteem was in the shitter after that, the guidance counsellor assigned to me at school basically said âoh well, LOLâ and I was lost. It SUCKS. My parents were still supportive of me, and told me to at least get a job, because they didnât want me to sit around doing nothing. So I did. I worked for two years in retail, and I hated it. But it kept me busy and I was allowed to enjoy my life at that time. And, in my own time, mostly motivated by my family moving, I decided I was ready to apply to school again, because those two years I worked at IFuckingHateWalMart, gave me some money for school and a desire to never work retail again. And guess what? Itâs a LOT fucking easier to get into school as a âMature Studentâ (in Ontario, if youâre over 19, they consider you a mature student), because they know youâre serious about school and they just want your money.Â
I applied to 5 different arts-related programs, 3 of them Graphic Design, one Fine Arts, and I think the other was Art History. I got accepted to all 5 programs. I chose the different career path because I actually took time to research, and decided that since I wasnât up to snuff as an animator (and the program I wanted to try again for wasnât there anymore), Iâm REALLY GOOD with computers, so letâs try this design thing. I love it.
Anyway, the point to this story, Lovely, is that perhaps you also are someone, like me, who just needs a break to figure out what you want to do with your life. I donât regret taking a couple years before going back to school. And that may be what you and your mum need to discuss.Â
So, to summarize in said discussion:
You need to be firm with your mum that stifling things that make you happy makes you feel unmotivated to move forward in your life. You donât intend on not furthering your education, you just need a mental break and Sherlock and BTS makes you WHO you are, and makes you happy.
You need some time to decide what you want to do with your future. I really REALLY hate this culture of schools forcing you to decide what you want to do with the rest of your life even before youâre legally allowed to drink in most places. Itâs so terribly horrible. The pressure I had to apply during high school was so terrible, that teachers made you feel like a failure when you graduated and had no college path set. Itâs awful. Iâm telling you, taking the couple years (it was only going to be a year but I wasnât ready after a year) to reflect on my future and to decide what I wanted to do next was the best decision I made. Do you know how GOOD it felt to have all 5 colleges accept me after being rejected two years prior? It felt GOOD to send rejection letters to people wanting to have my money, LOL. AND I feel like I succeeded, because I was able to see the job market and figure out what career path would be sustainable for me in the arts field. GC is still a cut-throat field and Iâm still not respected despite nearly 20 years later, but thatâs my own fault for being stagnant in never leaving the newspaper (also, never work at a newspaper).
Fandom and Real Life can co-exist, provided you donât let fandom rule everything. Your mum is lying to you if she tells you that she wasnât / isnât a fan of things, so ask her what music or movies make her happy. Itâs the simplest form of fandom, but there you go.
That all said, Nonny, donât give up, and itâs okay to feel unmotivated during All Thisâą. I canât even imagine what the point would be to apply for school in September if no one is even going to be in a classroom environment, erf. And if you need an excuse to hold off, there you go, tell your mum that you want to have a think about what career you want to pursue, AND you would rather it be in a classroom environment anyway, because you need that âstudy environmentâ to stay focussed on your studies, and not at home where the âdistracting terrible fandom stuffâ is, hah.
And finally: Being an adult isnât all that bad. I can buy whatever fandom-related fuck I want and no one can stop me. I do what I want, when I want. I watch youtube, blog, play video games, travel, draw, and buy toys all because it makes me happy. And yeah, I have the boring adult stuff like taxes and groceries and rent and a job and debt, but if you can get all that stuff organized and sorted early in your life like I did (I have a set amount of money set aside a month for all the above from the job), then you can figure out what you can do thatâs fun based on whatâs left from the boring stuff.
TL;DR of all this:Â Talk to Mum, take some time, and enjoy life.
I hope this has helped you somewhat, Nonny. I know I tend to ramble a lot, but I do genuinely think that you just need time, and some understanding from your mum. Youâll feel a lot better about moving forward if you have those things, I think.Â
Love you Nonny, and I hope youâre alright <3
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Genre: Chaebol!BTS. maid!reader. Smut, fluff. mild angst.
Pairing: Jin x reader, Jimin x reader, Hoseok x reader, Yoongi x reader. Possible future pairings.
Warnings for this chapter: language. brief mention of oral sex. Kissing !!!
Words: 9k+
Summary: You overhear something you shouldnât. Now some of the countryâs most powerful - and rich - men would do anything to keep you quiet.
a/n: i turned it into a fic as requested!!! nglâŠ. am worried how people will receive this lol. This will be a short series. no major angst so donât worry. i hope you guys like it bc i really enjoyed writing it. please let me know what you think n feed my motivation bubble so i dont take months to finish this ajdubejekbfjk.
This was odd. Jinâs eyebrows furrowed â which he was strongly against since premature wrinkles were one of his biggest fears. He was closer to thirty than twenty so his concerns were valid. Jimin almost never visited his childhood home ever since their father got engaged to the secretary â another clichĂ© â a few months ago.
âHm⊠what changed your mind little brother.â Jin mutters as he passes the sleek Mercedes that belongs to his younger brother. Nevertheless, he canât help the sly smirk that fights his muscles and spreads across his porcelain skin. He couldnât wait to rub it in Jiminâs face that he finally returned when his bank account dried out. Most likely.
The plethora of house staff greeting Jin as he walked along the indoor fountain, trying to acknowledge most of them. They had too many servants and it wasnât Jinâs fault that he didnât care about most of them. But it was hard when they all looked so sheepish like they had some wretched secret they were supposed to hide but failed.
âGood Afternoon Sir, what brings you here?â Jinâs long legs are no match for the shorter man who usually took care of everything in the manor so heâs a little breathless as he Jogs besides him.
âTo my own house? Where I lived for 20 years?â This really was becoming a strange day.
âA-Ah no sir. I meant no disrespect just wanted to be prepared to accommodate you accordingly.â
âOkay,â This was officially starting to annoy him and the furrow in his forehead was getting deeper. He would not get wrinkles because his servant annoyed him in to it. âAlfred⊠Anders⊠Andrew. Whatever your name is, I donât need to announce my arrival at my own home. On second thought, maybe I should.â
The idea is very appealing as he swirls the thought in his head and itâs enough to make him forget the butlerâs calls as he enters Jiminâs private wing. He isnât surprised though when he already hears faint moans but not of a woman for once. Itâs undoubtedly Jimin which is again â peculiar because getting off himself wasnât something Jimin liked to do if he had âseveral other women ready to do it for meâ if quoting him directly. He guesses there is only one way to find out as he approaches the living area, looking at the back of his head resting on the enormous lounge sofa.
âWell hello there brother!â His tongue doesnât form anymore words when he can finally see Jimin in his line of view â and his fatherâs fiancĂ© frantically buttoning her blouse to retain some of her dignity. Jimin on the other hand is taking his sweet time tucking himself inside his slacks â shaking his head in disbelief as if Jinâs caused him immense grief.
ââŠand Amber.â Jin is no stranger to walking in on his brother â or friends really â indulging in all sorts of debauchery but this â this was quite interesting and to put it simply, messy. âWell, well, well. Did you come back to sleep with our step-mother or actually missed your family, god forbid?â
Jimin is no more rattled than a sloth as he runs his hands through his silky golden hair and smacks Amberâs ass as sheâs still fiddling with her blouse. âA bit of both.â
âI-I didnât know youâd b-be back so quick Jin-ah.â Her pearly white teeth that his father paid way too much for are almost blinding him. Yeah heâs not that bored today to play along with her games so he opts for just a dry smile. This was no surprise to him. Especially when the first person she had a fling with in this household was, well, Jin himself.
âClearly. Thankfully you know father wonât be home until late. Run along now. Iâve got to catch up with your son.â Okay, that oneâs on him. He liked to rub it in her face.
âStep-son.â Sheâs positively seething and Jin couldnât be more delighted.
âOoh. Naughty arenât you? I knew you were always in a bit of incest.â
Jiminâs snort and Amberâs scoff come at the same time but at least it makes her on her way, heels clicking as sheâs strutting away.
âI gave the staff one job and they couldnât even do that.â Jimin walks towards the liquor cabinet, pouring himself a whiskey at 12 in the afternoon â bringing a smile to his face. He did miss his little brother.
âTo keep me from finding Amber swallowing your unborn children?
âThank fuck for that. Iâm not ever going to be ready for kids.â
âUnderstandable. Considering you are one.â Jinâs shit eating grin makes Jimin pour another glass which he drowns in a second too.
âPlease tell me how many âkidsâ you know whoâre worth half a billion dollars?â
Not a trick question.
âAlmost all of our friends? Plus, weâre brothers you maggot. And Iâm worth more.â His stance widens as he splays his feet out in some sort of power pose.
âWhat now? You want us sword fighting?â Jiminâs glancing to his crotch before he continues, âIâll win because somebody didnât let me finish.â Yes, very evident from the hard tent in his slacks.
âNo need to resort to unsanitary methods. Talking will do.â Heâs waving his hand in dismissal, watching Jimin taking a seat opposite â absolutely no attempts at hiding his boner. âSo, what brings you back? Thought you were up in the Bahamas getting tanned and toned and werenât due back for a few more weeks?â
âCorrect but that was until father announced his surprise engagement.â Jimin is on his third glass of whiskey but looks more sober than a priest.
âIs there anything he does these days that isnât a surprise? I found out I was moving houses from the real estate agent for godâs sake.â That makes Jimin snort out a laugh.
âChrist. Heâs a bastard isnât he?â Jimin had been in boarding school still when Jin had been effectively moved out of the manor in to a skyscraper penthouse because his father had wanted to ârelax by himself and no kidsâ. As if he raised them on his own.
âYup. Turns out he just needed the house to be snitch-free to fuck his secretary/future step-mom.â Plus he was still going through the divorce with their mother.
âI can understand why.â Jiminâs closing his eyes, heading leaning back again as a sultry smile spreads on his youthful face as if heâs reminiscing an irreplaceable memory. âAmber can make you forget you own name.â
âRight?â Jin is letting his inner, less sophisticated horny teenager alter ego slip through as he agrees with his brother about what a good lay their step-mom is.
âYou already tap that?â When Jin just winks in Jiminâs direction, heâs clapping and chuckling like he canât believe it.
âYouâre no better than me brother and please, donât take that as an insult. No offense at all.â
âNone taken.â For a moment Jimin truly feels slightly happier. Looking at his brother and remembering sitting across from him while they talked about everything when they were younger and thought they had a chance at becoming people different than their father or their whole family. He had everything. They both had everything. There wasnât one thing that either of them lacked or desired. So needless to say, their lives were a little grey and lacked excitement. Money though. That never failed to give him a hard-on.
Seeing his brother also made him happy, sure.
âRemember when we were playing in fatherâs office that one time he left it unlocked?â Jimin continues when Jin nods slowly, âAnd remember when we were rummaging through the drawers we found a safe and tried to break into it before Anderson caught us?â
âI knew it! He looked like an Anders.â When Jimin just blankly stares at him he mutters an apology and tells him to continue.
âAnyway. I went back and broke in to the safe.â
âOf course you did,â Jin is rolling his eyes but not finding it surprising that his little brother, ever the inquisitive little cat, went back to do exactly what he was told to notdo.
âNo, listen,â Jiminâs eyes are increasingly growing frantic as he shifts forward, abandoning his glass of whiskey and Jin knew that this was something juicy. âThere were papers inside the safe. Granddadâs will. I made copies.â
âWait, you told me there was a bunch of cocaine and ecstasy. Nothing else.â Jimin shrugs once again to ask what was his point.
âAnd?â
âAnd you stole the papers but not the drugs? My teenage self hates you so much right now.â
âAnd that poor bastard should be thankful I looked in to the papers otherwise you would become penniless. Very soon.â
What was Jimin trying to say. âGet to the point Jimin. What about Grandpaâs will?â
Jinâs palms were becoming sweaty and a little tick in his left leg had already started and was about to become a full blown restless leg syndrome like a pathetic little office worker worried about losing a promotion.
âWell,â Jimin is moving across the room to sit beside his older brother, turning his lithe body to the side facing him as he starts to explain. âGrandadâs will stated that we were to receive 10% of our inheritance every year starting at the age of 35. Unless father remarried.â
The mention of money always sped up Jinâs heartbeat. It raced in his chest like he was about to win the lottery. Maybe he was?
âWhat then⊠?â Jiminâs Cheshire grin slowly lighting up his whole face was never a good sign. Until now apparently.
âIf he remarried before we turned 35, we are to receive our inheritance. In full. At once.â
Jin really felt like his heart would beat out of his chest. Because that was a lot of money.
âThatâs-â
â$10 billion.â There was a slight pause as Jimin eagerly awaited his brotherâs reaction.
âI think I just had a powergasm.â Jimin is chuckling as he slaps Jinâs back, shaking his older brother out of joy as they both start to gradually laugh louder. Is this how supervillains felt? Jinâs never laughed like this before and itâs no surprise that itâs money thatâs doing the trick. Poor people wouldnât understand.
Thatâs when another realisation occurs. âThatâs why he kicked me out of the house. Because he was going to get engaged and couldnât risk us retaliating and finding this bit of information out.â
âPrecisely big brother.â
âFuckâŠ. Weâre going to be rich as fuck.â
âIf he doesnât figure out a way to get that clause crossed from the will.â Jimin seems a bit nervous for the first time since he had started talking.
But Jin wasnât. Not when he had people on his side who would love to make some money as well. Well, more money. He wasnât friends with poor people.
âDonât worry about it. You still in contact with Taehyung?â Jimin looks at his older brother with a âduhâ face.
âYou still have a dick?â Jinâs just rolling his eyes as he calls the first number under âYâ.
âWhat?â
âHello to you too, Min. Say, you want to become rich?â Yoongi on the other end is snorting before he speaks with his signature lazy drawl.
âIâm already rich, you bitch. But Iâm having a down day anyway. Tell me more.â
Jin is smirking towards his brother, his body is buzzing and this is the most excited he;s been a while.
âMeet at my place with the other boys. At 2. Lunch is on me.â
âYes because I desperately need someone to shout me lunch.â Heâs had enough of Yoongiâs sarcasm so he just hangs up.
âWell Jimin, lets go get our billions.â Jimin hands his older brother a glass of whiskey before they make a toast.
âAmen.â Jin furrows his brows again.
âYou believe in god now?â
âAfter seeing Amberâs tits? Yeah.â
âOh hello there. Eavesdropping were we?â A man is leaning against the wall behind you, hands in his pockets while he looks at you head to toe, two small dimples appearing when he grins ratherâŠ. cutely you might add.
âU-Uh, n-no?â The handsome stranger is only shaking his head as he walks towards the door where the two brothers had gone in to only half an hour ago.
âBe careful next time little maid.â You hold in the scoff until he disappears inside the room.
âYou guys have better discussed Amberâs ass and nothing else of importance because of the audience outside. The pretty little thing Anders hired.
âHow does everyone know his name and not me? You donât even live here Hoseok.â Jinâs scoffing while Jimin worries about the real problem.
âFucking hell. The staff in this house is more loyal to our father than their own families. What do we do?â
âLeave that to me. Girls never kiss and tell when theyâre with me.â with a wick, Hoseok is settling on the couch as well. âJust transfer me $50 million when you both get the money.â
Oh boy. Being rich was hard.
You were screwed. Or at least it looked like you were. Even though you'd been hired months ago - it was not usual to see the 'house Masters' (that's what Anders had called them anyway so you stuck with it). In fact you could count on one hand how many times you'd seen Kim Seokjin around the mansion. though he didn't live here so that wasn't too surprising at first but you did think that he would at least regularly visit his father. the numerous articles written about this family portrayed them as loyal as you can be to your own blood. What behind closed doors however, was a different story.
The eldest son rarely visited his father and his father, your employer, was even more of a rare sight around the Manor. In the three months you'd worked here, you'd seen Mr. Kim twice. And one of those times was when the annual Christmas dinner was hosted. But even for that, the youngest son, Jimin had not been present. So seeing the new face around the Manor today had confused you very much. But the way his perfectly sculpted features, luscious and shiny - oh god was it shiny - hair had told you that he belonged to this family. How close he was? You weren't sure. Until now.
Now that you'd been caught listening in to the scheming going behind the closed doors. He was the youngest son that was asked about a thousand times at the Christmas dinner and each time both, the father and the son, evaded the questions like experts. He was as handsome as the rest of the family so it didn't surprise you much when you found out his identity. Especially when the future house mistress had been lead in to the room by him, all smiles and charming demeanour. You'd naively thought that the step-mother and son - though she looked too good for her age as all rich people did - had quite a close relationship even though this was the first time you were seeing Master Jimin home. Until the moaning had sounded obnoxiously out in the hallway. Anders had tried his best to get to be anywhere other than cleaning the massive hallway that all the rooms connected to but in the end, you'd gravitated towards the noises. Knowing it was wrong for you to listen but not being able to help yourself. The young master's voice was so melodic, so serene, you were almost forgetting that the said noises weren't as innocent as the emotions they were evoking in you.
Your heart had sped up and your fingers had tugged down your uniform subconsciously at the erotic noises emitting from the room. Imagining yourself to be on the giving end of the scenario playing out in the room. But your fantasies had been broken when you'd hear Anders and Mr. Kim's older son's booming voice coming down the hallway. Quickly ducking back in to one of the rooms you were supposed to start dusting in, you'd only caught glimpse of the incredibly handsome Kim Seokjin reprimanding Anders for making him feel unwelcome in his own home. Though you felt for the poor old man. He was nice and looked after you more than you had expected. And the amount of work he had to see through was incredible and you were amazed at how he never failed to complete each and every one of his tasks. Except keeping Mr. Kim out of the young master's room that is. You'd heard the cheeky tone in Jimin's voice when he'd asked Anders to make sure that no one disturbs them. You'd thought stupidly that maybe they wanted to spend quality time with each other since Jimin was back home after a long time. And they spent quality time alright. The noises were a testament to that.
You were suddenly feeling the nervous butterflies in your stomach at the prospect of Jimin being found out by his older brother. And with his step mother no less. Like youwere the one doing something that scandalous. Craning your neck you'd tried to hear, maybe yelling? You'd assumed - wrongly, again - that the older master Kim would be horrified at finding out the debauchery going on inside the room but all you'd seen was a ruffled Amber - you think that's her name from the moans at least - and then joyous laughter which could only mean the brothers meeting. Rich people were bizarre. Did they not have any morals? Nothing settling uneasy in their conscience?
Not that you were any better because you were plainly eavesdropping and that was not how your mother raised you. Though she didn't raise you that much at all in all honesty. But she was quick to correct your mishaps or seemingly 'dishonest' activities. That was all she did really. Mostly your grandmother raised you until you were kicked out at the ripe age of 18 by your mother to 'find your own way' like her crack addicted self told you. She preached but never practiced her own self-righteous attitude more than when she needed to keep you under control. Though your visit down the memory lane is interrupted when your ears catch on to what the two men inside were talking about. The words 'cocaine' catch your attention - it was your mother's favourite at one point. Listening on further was just pure coincidence. But boy oh boy. What were you hearing? Were they going to possibly.... hurt someone for even more money? How much more could they want? They already had enough of it. You didn't realise the pout that had been on your face while you listened to the two brother calling a friend for some 'help'.
Not until someone was clearing their throat behind you, damn near making you knock your head against the wall you had been absentmindedly wiping for the hundredth time. Initially - for the millisecond of the reaction time you had available - you thought Anders would be the one to catch you and for some reason, you weren't as scared. Hence the sheepish smile on your face when you turn around to face whoever it was that had caught you so blatantly trying to listen to whatever was happening. Though your smile - as well as your heart - drops instantly when you see an unfamiliar face in front of you, yet again. And once again - the stranger is handsome, incredibly so. In fact, the toothy grin he's beaming your way is nearly blinding. His white teeth - definitely not natural, though you wouldn't be surprised if they were - smiling up at you as he leant against the wall besides you. How did you not hear him? His body was lithe and somehow you're not surprised that he snuck up on you so easily. Nonetheless, he did and you were in major trouble. He was good-looking enough for you to figure out that he probably belonged in the two master's circle.
âOh hello there. Eavesdropping were we?â The man is leaning against the wall behind you, hands in his pockets while he looks at you head to toe, two small dimples appearing when he grins ratherâŠ. cutely you might add.
âU-Uh, n-no?â The handsome stranger is only shaking his head as he walks towards the door where the two brothers had gone in to only half an hour ago.
"No! Uh I mean. N-No... that's what I mean." You're hoping the desperation in your eyes gives him a hint that you rather not get in to trouble.
âBe careful next time little maid.â His smirk doesn't dissolve. In fact, it seems to get wider. Most likely being able to tell how hard you're trying to make it seem like you were doing the right thing. Definitely not eavesdropping. The handsome stranger is only shaking his head as he walks towards the door where the two brothers had gone in to only half an hour ago. Still watching you.
But alas, your mind malfunctions and the only thing you can think of is to get out of there. Too many good looking men you've seen to last you a decade. You're scurrying away back to the room you were originally supposed to be in and you can hear his chuckle even as you go further down the hallway to the room.
Slumping against the wall, your hand clutches just above where your heart should be. You were sofired. There was no way that whoever this was would not mention you lurking outside the room. Who was he anyway? Oh well, not that you would get to find out because you were stupidly caught eavesdropping. Eavesdropping! How cliché. It was impossible to focus on your work knowing that you will be in immense trouble. Pacing back and forth, rehearsing excuses and explanations to give Anders on why you were outside of your given area. And caught by a guest no less. From what you'd gathered about the older Kim son - he couldn't care less about your presence in the house.
One time he'd come in the living area, stayed for over two hours without acknowledging that you were even in the room. In fact, when Anders had called out to you to return to lend a hand at the kitchen is when he'd looked up at you as if it was the first time he was hearing a name that wasn't his own. Even then, he'd only looked at you for a mere few seconds before going back to the book he'd been reading.
But the newcomer - or old you guess, you'd only just started working after all - you weren't sure how he'd react to finding out your roaming outside his room. Surely, he would be just as aloof and uncaring of a mere maid as you, right? Maybe not if the handsome stranger told him about how well you'd been listening to the conversation inside. Oh lord. This was the only job that paid enough for you to send home and also keep a roof over your head. What were you going to do? You minded your own business but the one day curiosity got you was when you've been caught. Just your luck. Your mother was right. Your curiosity will be your end. And seems like it will be now as well judging from the sound of the doors opening from the young master's suite and several pairs of footsteps coming towards the room you were in.
Your limbs moving like lightning, making sure each and every one of the vases was picked up and dusted through thoroughly - it's obvious you're trying to look as occupied as possible. A few seconds later, the footsteps stop right outside the room you're in and your heart might as well have stopped pumping blood through your body as well with the way your temperature drops from the impending doom. Had they told on you already? Was Anders also outside the door? If he was alone you could've tried to weasel your way out of such a mishap but you doubt the you could even let out a squeak between the three intimidating men.
To your demise, when the men enter the room - Anders is nowhere to be found. The two brothers and the third stranger who had caught you stand in the doorway looking all too.... nerve-racking (for you). Instantly you know that theyknow how nervous you are. Nervous of losing the only source of income that was enough to sustain you. The older of the two brothers is looking at you up and down, slowly and calculating. Like it's the first time he's seeing you. Someone like you at least. Some who wasn't at the same calibre as he. Even his gaze makes you feel poor. Inferior.
Thought it doesn't seem to be intentional. He was inspecting you like you were an enigma when in reality he was the one clad in all sorts of bling you were sure you would only see in the movies. Being so focused and aware of Seokjin, you'd almost forgotten about the two other men in the room. While the stranger leant against the wall like he had earlier, Jimin had taken a seat on the large sofa a few meters away from you. Crossing his, muscular you might add, thighs. Getting comfortable with one of his arms splayed on the back of the cushions while the other rested on the hand rest - completely at ease. The exact opposite of you. While Seokjin was all curious eyes, Jimin seemed to be looking at you with sly eyes, blatantly checking out your frumpy uniform and the duster in your hand. The smirk you'd seen in the morning still ever present on his face.
Never having been in a room with an attractive man such as Seokjin himself - let alone three - you're about ready to faint.
"Are you boys going to start or shall I?" The stranger spoke first. Voice breezy like they were about to have a conversation about the weather with you.
your eyes must still be opened wide when Jimin speaks up. "Relax Hoseok hyung, let the girl breathe first. You okay sweetheart?"
His saccharine sweet tone instantly soothes some of the nerves and the smile he sends your way, the wrinkles appearing around his round eyes making you feel all warm inside.
"U-Uh, wh-what? Oh I-I'm-" The elder cuts you off however. Seemingly not being able for you to finish up your stuttering. Hm, he definitely wasn't as nice as the other two.
"Anyway, what were you doing outside master Jimin's wing, little one?" The nickname makes your face redder than it was, feeling your blood rush in your head suddenly. Never did you think that the sons of your employer would actually refer to themselves as 'master'. You definitely guessed wrong. At least Jimin hadn't. You reallydid like him better even if he was about to fire you.
And guess what you do next? Sabotage yourself even further of course. Your mouth has no filter when you're nervous because the words come stumbling out before you can stop yourself.
"I heard your plan to get money from your dad!" The words almost sound like a really long, poorly pronounced word. A breath leaves you in a rush like you' been holding it in for a while after your word vomit. "Or w-well I guess.... m-more money."
The last words are whispered almost to yourself but the way the men are now widening their eyes at you - you know they heard every word.
"Excuse me?" The handsome stranger - Hoseok, now you know - fills the defining silence with the most endearing laughter you've heard in your small life-time just as Seokjin's incredulous tone has you shrinking back in to yourself.
"And what do you suppose... you will do with that information, hm?" Jimin slowly gets up from his place on the couch, straitening his dress pants. The Cheshire smirk still upturning the corners of his mouth as he stalks towards you. Slow, with purpose, to undoubtedly make you more nervous than you were feeling surrounded by him and his older brother standing adjacent to you.
"I-I... I won't say a-anything." You're taking a deep breath before you say the next words - gathering all the courage that you were able to. About to do something you never dreamed you would have to. "If you don't f-fire me."
Even though you are outright blackmailing these chaebol brothers and with a witness present, you can't help the frown creasing your forehead at your unethical actions. Who were you blackmailing people that can probably have your existence removed from this earth?! They certainly had enough money for it.
"And if we do fire you, little one?" The screech that leaves your throat at the unexpected closeness of Seokjin as he leans his head down. Close enough that you instinctively take a step back as his deep coal orbs bore in to yours - challenging you to respond.
"I-I-I um," you gulp, looking anywhere but his intense eyes that won't let you breathe. "I'll tell y-your father!"
Your reply is defiant but nowhere near as threatening as you'd wanted it to be. In all honesty, you just want to keep your job. Seokjin's eyebrows shoot upwards at your feigned bravery and the bold claim. How would you even get in touch with his father?
You'd only ever seen him from a distance in person. Here's to hoping they don't call you on your bluff.
"Oh will you now?" His head tilts almost menacingly, still staring right down at you. The arms that come around to wrap themselves around you are purely in instinct. You were out of your depth here and desperately hoping they'd forget about this and ignore you. You were a mere house staff and a very lowly one at that.
Surely they won't fall to your words. This was stupid and you were doomed. You're about ready to apologies when Jimin speaks making your head snap towards him.
"Calm down, brother." His smile is then directed at you. "What's your name darling?"
"Y-Y/n." Your brain was on auto-pilot and you just wanted to be out of trouble.
"Well, y/n, don't worry." Jimin is close enough that you can smell his cologne. It smells heavenly and you almost want to sniff as much as you can to take in the smell while it's there. "Our mouths are barred," head leaning down just as Seokjin had been earlier, "as long as yours is."
Jimin was smooth. Slick and smooth with his hypnotic eyes, euphonious voice and tranquil words making sure you were listening. Comprehending every word. You're nodding along with him - actions a little quivery. Until another thought pops up in your head.
"W-What if h-he dobs me in?" Your head gestures towards Hoseok's animatedly in your nervous state. Completely missing the chuckle that sounds from the accused.
Jimin is biting his bottom lip, holding himself back from flat out laughing in your face probably.
"Don't you worry, sweetheart. We're all bounded in this contract. Deal?" He's nodding at you, prompting you to nod your understanding as well.
Seokjin is still scrutinising you, stepping back now that Jimin had taken over. You glance in Jimin's eyes before nodding once again - much more firmly.
"Excellent. Shall we seal this deal?" He looks around to Hoseok who just gestures with his hand 'as you wish' with a grin similar to Jimin's. It's like they're all communicating in some symbolic language that goes above your head. Seokjin doesn't respond but now stand besides Jimin.
When Jimin is looking back at you, a singular eyebrow raised - you nod as well. "O-Okay."
Hastily, you're wiping your clammy hands on your uniform to bring it forward and shake his hand. That's what he meant right?
The golden haired boy only smirks at your outstretched hand as his gaze falls back to your reluctant face. Your nerves are settling slightly when his arm is making its way to you as well - thanking god above that this was going to be over soon.
Until the said hands bypasses yours waiting to shake his and settles on the wall beside your head and your own eyes watch its descent. Before you can ask any questions or even make sense of what's happening, your head is tilted backwards slightly when a pair of voluptuous lips take their residence on your own. The noise of surprise leaving the back of your throat is the only other heard in the otherwise quiet room. Your hand instinctively going to grab at the arms caging you between them.
Jimin's kiss is all consuming, his lips gently sucking yours in the most unwavering embrace. Embrace is a bit of a stretch. While one hand had squashed any hopes of your escape, the other made it impossible as it held on to your face, caressing your cheek with his thumb as his tongue swiped over your lips. A whimper leaves your mouth when he does so and only a few seconds later, Jimin is pulling away with a wet 'pop' of his lips. His petal soft ones are moist and gently coloured with a natural deep pink.
You're barely breathing, eyes half closed when Hoseok has stepped besides the smirking Jimin.
"What a-"
"We're sealing it with a kiss, Darling. All of us." You felt like you were going to faint. Kissing one of them was this taxing - in the best way with the way the butterflies were going haywire in your tummy - how were you going to kiss all threeof them?
"I- Okay." You sound defeated and overwhelmed but ready to have someone fill the void that was left when Jimin stopped kissing you.
Hoseok has taken Jimin's place, swiftly pushing his head closer to yours, nuzzling your nose with his - an oddly intimate act - before his soft lips push against yours. Your arms have found their way to the top of his chest purely on instinct once more. Needing to hold on to something so your weak knees don't give out beneath you.
His kiss is more delicate than Jimin's. Much softer. Until he pulls back for the first time of course. Only to crash his mouth on to yours with a ferocity you were not expecting. Your hands are itching to tug on the silky strands of his hair but you resist. You're not sure if you should even kiss him back. What were you doing? Kissing strangers. It was a little too late to think about that anyway because there was no plausible reason you could think of at the moment to stopkissing him back.
"That's enough hyung. Let her breathe." Jimin's impish chuckle sounds from the room somewhere just as Hoseok's touch gets dangerously close to the curvature of your breasts.
He breaks away with a dramatic 'chu' as his lips part from yours. Sparkling from how shiny they were from your combined saliva. Jimin was right. You really needed to breathe before you fainted - especially with the way your knees wobbled, trying your best to rest against the wall behind you. Hoseok's eyes are still staring raptly at you, the knowing smirk still ever present. It briefly slips down to your heaving chest and even though the uniform was virtually shapeless - you felt almost naked under his scrutiny.
Evidently, your cheeks are reddening even further as he steps back, your heart skipping several beats and blood pressure spiking shortly after when you realise who was next - Kim Seokjin. Somehow, you'd expected the state of subtle arousal to dissipate to a certain degree. The substantial dislike you'd acquired for his tone whenever addressing you had been pushed to the side as he took his place in front of you. Your eyes lock, heart stopingly striking features making you breathless once again.
He, undoubtedly, intimidated you the most out of all of them. Eyes flicking back and forth between the other men and Seokjin, you're trying not to get nervous with each second that passes. Hoseok had not waited long enough to let the panic rise from deep down and you were thankful for that. Because nervous you was not appropriate. Not at all. But then again nothing about kissing your boss's sons and their friends was appropriate. You were way past that point. He places his hand besides your head, just as the other two had done. Bracing your hands behind you on the wall, you're ready for him to steal your breath away.
What you weren't expecting was the gentle press of lips against your cheek. A surprised gasp leaves past your - very lonely - lips. Trying to hide the disappointment that's trying to claw its way on to your face, you stay very still like moving even just an inch might be catastrophic for you. Just as soon as he kissed you, he's pulling away. You hadn't noticed his other hand that had been just shy of holding your waist - hovering besides it like he was uncertain. Which was a crazy thought to you.
"Nowit's a deal." Jimin speaks up from behind Seokjin. Seokjin's broad shoulders had almost completely blocked your view of the other two men in the room that you had momentarily forgotten about them.
Seokjin moves away just as fast as his little peck on your cheek. Which makes you wonder if you were that indigent to him, this unappealing, that he'd resorted to a little peck on your cheek. This was ridiculous on its own because your perception of reality was so skewed considering the events that had transpired in the past hour. A few hours ago you were getting ready to do your weekly thorough cleaning of the vast left wing - now you were internally pouting at not receiving a kiss from one of the three most handsome men you'd ever laid your eyes on. Not to forget - two out of three were your employers.
The realisation is enough to jolt you out of your thoughts and speculations, looking around at all of them. "I should go."
Your words are shaky, rightfully so with how much physical intimacy you received in the last hour than the last month. Neither of the three men stop surveying your tremulous tip-toeing towards the door, trying to get out of the stifling room that was feeling too small with all the bodies occupying it.
They don't stop you when you're fumbling with the golden doorknob, finally pulling open the door. Though why would this day get any easier for you, right? And what had you done in your previous life to deserve this.... predicament. Standing in front of you, was another man. That's right. Another one. Beautiful, incredibly so. He seems to be just as tall as Jimin, ivory skin with a healthy amount of flush.
"Well, hello... maid." His deep - puzzled voice sends shivers down your spine as you stare Bambi eyed at him. Why were all these men so, comically handsome? He looks just as puzzled as he sounds.
"Ah! Perfect timing Yoongi hyung." The loud, boisterous voice startles you once again, whipping around to face Hoseok while Jimin walks towards the newcomer.
"Is the another one of your role-play threesomes Jimin? Poor thing looks like she's going to cry. Unless you're a professional actress?"
The last question is directed at you as he looks into your eyes, his own lovely face frowning as he inspects your uniform. Before you can answer though, Seokjin is scoffing, taking a seat on the couch once again with the drink in his hand that he'd been pouring earlier.
"Please, I wouldn't be here if that were true. Come, have a seat. She won't cry." He waves his dismissal of you and once again - your face is heating. This time in irritation.
Yoongi just shrugs, eyes still watching you as he sits beside a lounging Seokjin who offers him a drink. "So, what's the little maid doing here?"
Jimin is smirking again as he looks towards his older brother. "Let me explain." he offers.
"Make my friend a drink, little one."
"Pardon?" Seokjin sighs, as if being greatly inconvenienced that he has to elaborate.
"Just because you got a few kisses from us doesn't relieve you of your duties, yes?" His narrowed eyes are condescending but you can't say anything. Because he was right. You were still a maid at their house despite the little stunt they pulled earlier (you were complicit).
"Y-Yes. Of course." Eyes downcast as you make your way to the liquor cabinet, taking out the bottle that Seokjin had previously to pour himself one.
"Wait, you guys kissed your maid?" Yoongi's unbelievable laugh makes the blood rush back in to your cheeks. They were discussing you like you weren't there and it was embarrassing to say the least. Though they definitely out-ranked you on the power spectrum so you doubt they really cared much about your input.
"It was a transaction, nothing much of it."
"Talk about yourself, mine was definitely more than that." Jimin is scoffing but you still hear the smirk in his voice. "Isn't that right, sweetheart?"
You know he's talking to you even if he doesn't know your name yet but you resist the urge to turn around, already too embarrassed at how easily you'd given in to their advances. Wiping your hands down on your uniform again to get rid of the sweat that's been accumulating, you carefully hold the heavy liquor glass. Hoping that it doesn't slip from your clammy hands otherwise you were in a lot more trouble than before.
Hands slightly shaking, you stop right before you reach the couch, bending forward to hand the newest face his glass of whiskey. You hadn't noticed before but all 4 of them had been watching you. Carefully examining your composure and the nervousness pouring off of your frame as you tried to keep your eyes on the glass. You make the mistake of glancing up at Yoongi and almost drop the glass like you'd been trying to avoid. Thankfully, he mercifully takes it from you - eyes still watching as he takes a sip.
"Sorry! Sorry..."
"That's okay little one. What's your name?"
"Wait yeah. we never asked her name." Hoseok muses from the opposite couch he's sitting on and Yoongi scoffs at them all again. But they did? Did they really forget my name already?
"Really now?" He's shaking his head mumbling 'egocentric fools' before his eyes turn back to you. "Go on."
Taking a deep breath. Wondering if you should give your real name or a fake one this time in case they try to have you fired when you're gone. You decide to be brave and tell them your name. Again.
"Y/n." No stuttering, thank god.
"How long have you been working here y/n? I would remember a pretty face like yours." Yoongi's tone is light, not flirty like his words suggested. He seemed like a person who just talked this way - complimenting people he deemed worthy of them.
"Three- Three and a half months now." Your voice gets quieter the longer your sentence goes on. The blush on your face is now permanent because of how intently all of them seem to be looking at you. you also need to fight the urge to shuffle your feet around like you were on trial for something bad you did and they were the judge and the jury. In a sense you guess that they were because you wouldn't be here otherwise.
"Hm. Somehow I'm seeing you for the first time today." You bite you tongue, wincing lightly at your own strength but you had to. Otherwise you would go on a tangent about how he really rarely looked at the staff in his own home. Seokjin just annoyed you! Biting on your lip - a nervous habit - you contemplate whether you should ask if you can go.
You were soclose before.
"Please, hyung. You would've if you stopped admiring yourself every chance you got." Jimin mocks his older brother.
"Not my fault I look like this." Seokjin is gesturing to himself like it's a great burden being that good looking. Then again you don't know. It could be.
"Settle down children." Yoongi rolls his eyes at the two brother bickering, checking his gold toned Rolex before speaking again, "so, what's this scheme Iâve been summoned for? Spit it out."
"That'll be all y/n." Jimin's charming smile is directed at you all of a sudden when Yoongi mentions the dreaded plan that you'd overheard. Nonetheless, the way your name slips off his tongue sends a small shiver down your spine, nodding at him before staggering towards the door.
"Don't forget our deal, little one." You can hear Hoseok snickering when Jimin calls out behind your retrieving figure.
Knees almost knocking into each other when you're outside the room, you let out the biggest breath that you were once again, unwarily holding. What had you gotten yourself in to?
Everything was coming crashing down onto your psyche. The gravity of the situation was settling on you and you could feel the hyperventilation lurking nearby. These were not just normal everyday people who happen to have more money than you. The Kim family was affluent and prominent. They didn't follow the normal dynamics of society like all the other wealthy and rich in this country. They made the rules that they wantedto follow. Remembering the incident from when you'd just started working here, you could feel your heart drop down to your toes.
It was your second week on the job and your timorous nature was taking a back seat slowly - getting a hang of your duties. Anders was kind and let you settle in and perhaps because you were just as old as his granddaughter he'd told you about. Minhyuk - another staff member that you'd seen around the Manor and quite honestly developed a small crush on - had been showing you the east wing and what your duties included. You didn't have much to do there as it was Mr Kim's quarters, including his study and office where he worked once in a while. Not everyone had access to that area of the house and you figured it was because of his work. maybe he was really particular about the way things were done. You just didn't think much of it.
"You will always be given your schedule of the type and duration of cleaning required the day before when it comes to Master Kim's rooms so please take note of that."
He smiles sweetly as he shows you around. The notepad in your hand, you're diligently taking notes because you did not want to risk leaving all of this new information to your forgetful nature. You swear you hear him mumble 'cute' when he's watching you but the sound of heels clicking on the marble floors distract you both. When you look up - your jaw is almost dropping to the floor. You's seen Mr Kim's partner a fair few times - on the news that is. In person she was even more... unreal. Tall, thin with equally bright and big bone structure. It didn't phase you when you learnt that she was indeed - a model.
"Good morning Am- Ms King!" Her pearly whites make a small appearance before she curls her lips in an almost sensual smile.
"Good morning Minhyuk. Who is this?" She doesn't spare you a glance when she questions, fingers lingering on his shoulder as she leans in a little close to him.
The blush lettering Minhyuk's cheek tells you that this isn't the first time she's been this close to him. He introduces you as the newest staff addition but she doesn't seem to be listening. What she does though is start to question him about his weekend. Making him almost forget that you're there. What does capture your attention meanwhile is the slight rustle - as if someone had walked away from around the corner. You're only able to catch the colour black and a suit comes to mind automatically.
"Everything alright y/n?" Minhyuk's voice makes you whip your head around back to him and you catch Ms King watching you as well.
"I-I just thought I saw someone." Ms King frowns at that.
"That must be Ryuk. Excuse me." She just smiles - one that doesn't reach her eyes as she steps away. Ryuk?
Sensing your confusion, Minhyuk answers your unanswered question. "That's Mr. Kim. His first name is Ryuk. Weird right?"
You just chuckle along with him - completely missing the underlying panicked tone. He continues the tour but after your run-in with Mr Kim's fiancé, he seems to be on edge.
The next day at work - Minhyuk is nowhere to be seen. Not the next day either. Then never again. A month later - you receive your new duties in the east wing. Minhyuk's designated area.
"Excuse me sir," Anders looks up from the sheets of paper he'd been handing out to the rest of the staff, "Isn't it M-Minhyuk's area? Am I temporarily-"
He doesn't let you finish. "He doesn't work here anymore dear. These will be your permanent duties until further notice."
Your heart clenches at his direct tone. He only spoke like this to you on your first day at work. He doesn't elaborate any further and you get the hint to not further question the change in staff.
You don't see Minhyuk again.
How were you so asinine that you didn't connect the dots before? Minhyuk's panic as he'd shown you to your duties after Mr Kim had possibly seen you three chatting with his Fiancé, him getting replaced - fired? - with you. He was simply removed from the Manor and you'd never heard his name from any of the other staff members either. It's like he never worked there. You were rapidly fading down the doomed rabbit hole. Already thinking of about a hundred ways Mr Kim's sons could have you disposed of. Maybe you were thinking too much? Not possible. With this family, anything was possible.
The tear that falls down your face has you bringing your cold hand up to your hot cheeks. Foolishly, you've forgotten to go much further away from the room you'd exited from. The panic clouding your senses as you fished for your phone from your pocket, hastily dialling your grandmother's house phone.
A few rings later, you hear your mother's annoyed tone. "H-hello Mama."
Her tone turns sickly sweet, dishonest you know but you try to trick your heart and your brain in to believing her concern. "Hi dear! Haven't heard from you in so long. Are you not at work?"
Her tone turns serious and worried instantly at the prospect of you not being at work. You also want to tell her that you called every two days after work but she never wanted to speak to you unless it was payday. But that doesn't hurt you nearly as much as her not even being remotely entered in your wellbeing.
"I am at work. Could you... could you put Nana on the phone please?"
"Um. Okay." That's it. your voice is cracking and you know she can hear you but she doesn't care enough to ask.
"Hello? y/n?"
"Nana." whimpering, you try to not burst out crying. Keeping the intense emotions at bay.
"What's wrong dear? Are you alright?" Hearing her perturbed tone at your distressed one only makes the tears fall quicker, making you slap them away so they don't blur your vision completely.
"Nana... I might be in trouble. I-I might get..." fired. You couldn't say it. Once you let her know you were a hundred percent sure your mother would be incessant in having her spill the bad news. She would make your grandmother's life hell and you couldn't do that to her. Your mother needed the steady money to keep her in rehab. You had hopes that since she was at least going to rehab - that one day she could be a good mother to you.
"What dear? You can tell me y/n." Pushing your hand over your mouth, you try and swallow the sob before it passes through the phone. Though you could already hear your mother asking your Nana what was going on.
"Be quiet Elizabeth! I'll tell you."
"I-I'm okay. I just miss you." You could do this. your grandmother didn't deserve this. No one deserved this just because you made a foolish mistake and you hope she doesn't question you further.
"We miss you too dear. So much. Will you be able to visit soon? Let her get back to work Ma." Your mother sounded angry and you wanted to scream at her through the phone that at least your grandmother cared.
"I'll let you know. I have to go now Nana. I love you."
"I love you too darling. So much." She stays on the line for a few more moments. Making sure you didn't want to say anything else.
Dropping your head down in your lap - you let the last few stray tears fall, trying to stay as quiet as possible. You needed to pull it together. Your family was counting on you to keep this job and you were going to fight for it. Even if you were several outnumbered. You had their secret and that should count for something, right? As long as you appeared strong in front of them - maybe they'll leave you alone.
Dusting off your uniform, wiping away at your face and checking it in the nearest grand mirror on the wall - you get to work. You still had a job.
What you domiss though, is the man who had witnessed your panicked tears. He hadn't expected himself to be this affected but the way his heart clenched and his hands curled into fists at your disturbed state - he'd never wanted to comfort someone this badly. Empathy. A foreign emotion indeed.
#bts#bts smut#bts x reader#bts fanfction#jimin x reader#jin x reader#jhope x reader#yoongi x reader#hobiwonder#lmk what you think#:)
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a/n ⟠surprise bitch! bet you thought youâd seen the last of me! đ€Ș iâve been here all along but just haven't felt motivated to write. i know it gets annoying to have to wait so long for updates but i appreciate those of you who have stuck by my side! ILY, FR FR. i try to make every update as good or better than the last so that its worth your while and sometimes that process can take me a long time⊠i hope yâall can understand that⊠i won't always update as frequently as other writers but i will get an update out at some point, just keep baring with me pls and thank you! âš
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LIFE WITH BANGTAN | ot7 + kth smut
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genre âŸÂ fluff, smut and a bit of angst.
pairing ⟠bts x reader, taehyung x reader (smut)
summary âŸÂ the boys forget movie night and they have to find a way to make it up to you, starting with Taehyung...
warning ⟠idk, if i matters but i just want yâall to know this is very TAE X READER heavy... i mean itâs still ot7 x reader but just a bit more Taehyung focused... â smut, pwp, hand job, oral (f receiving), penetrative sex, dirty talk (a lot of dirty talk), fingering and more... â usual warnings: cringy-ness, swearing
words ⟠12k
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âUgh!â You groan as you step out of the elevator. The cardboard box youâre holding in your arms isnât too big but it is quite heavy. The box combined with the large backpack youâre waring is adding a bunch of unnecessary weight to your body and the journey to get to the boys dorm has taken longer than usual because of it⊠But you know this will all be worth it in the end, for tonight is movie night and hopefully the start of a monthly tradition with your lovers.Â
The cardboard box in your arms and bag on your back are both filled with Disney movies⊠From the classics all the way up to the most recent ones available on DVD.Â
Mayhaps you went a little bit crazy on Amazon, buying a total of one hundred and ten DVDs, some of which still havenât shipped yet bc they are coming from countries outside of Korea and mayhaps, buying all those DVDs put a bit of a dent in your bank account but youâre almost one hundredâŠNo, a solid ninety-five percent sure that this will all be worth it once you see the look of joy on Yoongiâs face after he watches the Aristocats for the first time or the tears in Jiminâs eyes during that one scene in Toy Story 3⊠Yeah, itâs gonna be a good night and youâre excited to experience it with your amazing boyfriends.
Finally making it up to the boyâs door, you put the box down on the floor and sigh, feeling relieved that you get to give your arms somewhat of a rest, even if for only a few seconds. You slide the shield of the keypad up and watch it illuminate. Quickly typing your customized pin in, the door beeps and you put your hand on the knob, twisting it open before it can lock again.
Once the door is slightly open, you begin kicking the box towards the opening, too lazy to bend over and pick it up again.Â
A minute or two passes and youâre still kicking⊠Youâre doing well, the box is nearly halfway through the door when suddenly the door is pulled fully open. âOh!â You say almost following forward as you had been resting a lot of your weight on the door to keep it from closing whilst you kicked the box inside. âDarling~â You know immediately, without even having to look up, that itâs Taehyung calling you. The tone of his voice combined with the endearing nickname heâs been calling you since the day you two met gives him away.Â
Before properly greeting him, you bend down to pick up the box again since you donât have to worry about the door anymore⊠Picking the box up will probably go much quicker than kicking it.Â
Once the box is in your arms again, you look up to meet Taeâs pretty brown eyes and boxy smile. You canât fight the smile forming on your own lips. âHello Handsome.â You tell him before leaning forward to place a single kiss against his soft lips.
âWhy are you so dressed up?â You question, not missing the way the navy blue slacks and crisp white button up heâs wearing, compliment his tan skin.Â
He takes the heavy box from you then steps aside to let you in without answering your question. âOh fuck,â He groans. âWhat the hell is in here?â He asks. Thereâs a slight strain to his words as he struggles to balance the heavy box in one hand whilst he closes and locks the door with his other.Â
Upon stepping inside, you see that the dorm is up in slight chaos.
One of the boys makeup artist and a friend of yours, Sua, is chasing Jungkook around with an eye shadow palette in her hand. There is a stylist youâve never seen before, standing entirely too close to Namjoon while she fixes the collar of his shirt and Jimin is sitting on the couch while their hair stylist straightens the few fly-aways at the top of his scalp.Â
Sua notices you first before any of the other guys do.Â
âY/n!â She stops chasing Jungkook to approach you.
Jungkook stops running around and Jimin looks up from his phone at the sound of your name being called.
âHi baby!â Jimin says enthusiastically before waving at you. You look over at Jimin and give him a sweet smile. âHi...â You say softly, waving back. You know he wouldâve gotten up to greet you with a kiss if the man above him wasnât holding a hot hair styling tool to his head.Â
You look away from Jimin to see both Sua and Jungkook making their way over to you.Â
Sua gets to you first and wraps her arms around you, engulfing you in a tight bear hug, which is slightly awkward since you didnât have time to put your arms out to receive the hug properly. âLong time no see, how are you doing?â She asks against your ear before releasing you. âI know! Iâm doing well, how are you?â You smile at her, although confused as to why sheâs there, you are happy to see her.Â
Sua has always been sweet to you and she was one of the first people to discover that you and the boys had something going on and even though she was a bit weary, she was supportive when she realized how much you really loved all seven of them and how much all seven of them loved you.Â
Sua kept your secret until it was made knowledgeable to the rest of the staff and you have been grateful to her ever since.Â
âIâm good! Just trying to get these boys of yours to sit still for a second. Especially this one.â Sua says pointing a thumb at Jungkook who is standing behind her with the brightest bunny smile. He waits eagerly for his turn to hug you. âI donât know how you do it.â She continues and you chuckle. âDonât worry, they run away from me too.â You joke and both Sua and Jungkook chuckle. âI do not.â He protest, opening his arms for a hug.Â
You finally take off you backpack, placing it on the near by chair and walk up to him. You wrap your arms around his waist and press your face against his chest. Your eyes close instantly at the warmth you feel being against him. Jungkook waste no time wrapping his arms around your frame, squeezing you against him.
Like always, youâve missed your boys so much.
âI missed you.â He tells you, almost as if he can read your mind and you smile. âI missed you too Kook.â You confess before pulling away.
âAre you guys almost ready? Manger-nim will be here soon with the car.â You hear Namjoonâs voice from behind you. You pull away from Jungkook and turn to face the leader of the group.Â
What is going on?
âDid I mixed up the dates for our movie night orâŠ?â You mumble to yourself, thinking maybe you had read the date wrong on your calendar.Â
You pull out your phone to check your google calendar, that holds all your important dates. You are usually bad with dates which is why you rely on your google calendar to keep track of everything.. You know once you put it in there, itâs official so you donât understand how you couldâve messed this one up.Â
The men around you seem to slow down their frantic movements at your words. âBabygirlâŠâ Namjoon calls out and you look up to face him. The look on his face, makes you worry. His brows are furrowed and his lips form a slight pout.Â
âMovie night... We completely forgot.â Your heart drops at his words.Â
âWe completely Forgotâ⊠The words are dramatically echoing in your head for some reason.
How could the forget the movie night youâve been planning for weeks.Â
âYou forgot?â You ask for confirmation and Namjoon nods his head, a solemn look on his face. âDarling, weâre so sorry.â Taehyungâs voice catches your attention and you turn around to face him this time. âAn event came up that we have to go to.... A car is on the way to pick us up.â He explains to you.Â
âOh...â You say, not able to hide the disappointment in your voice. Jungkook comes up to you from behind and wraps his arms around your waist. You donât even have to turn around to know itâs him. It just feels like him, not to mention, he loves to give you back hugs. He pulls you close to his chest and then rest his chin on your shoulder. âPlease donât be upset.â He begs you but itâs too late. Your feelings are hurt.Â
How could they forget? You think again.
âIâm not.â You lie and Jimin is the first to sniff you out.Â
âYes you are.âÂ
Hoseok comes walking out of his and Jiminâs shared bedroom. He is looking as gorgeous as ever in a suit that is tailored to perfection. Upon seeing you, he gives you his one hundred watt smile but suddenly, it fades when he notices the look on your face. âWhatâs wrong Angel?â He mumbles, softly. Youâre about to shake your head and lie again but Jungkook speaks before you can. âShe came for movie night.â Jungkookâs chest rumbles against your back as he speaks. âThat was tonight?â Hobi asks, looking up into your eyes. His usual bright expression is now a little less bright when he catches the displeasure in your eyes. He can tell youâre upset and that you are doing your best to hide it but he knows you. He knows that look.Â
You nod your head at his question, a broken smile gracing your lips. âAngel...â He starts before his long legs strut over to you until he is standing in front of you. He leans down to place a sweet kiss to your lips. Although youâre upset, you return the kiss as best you can with Jungkookâs arms still wrapped firmly around your waist.Â
âItâs okay...â You lie again.Â
âWeâre so sorry baby.â Jimin apologizes and you shrug. âItâs fine.â Your fourth lie for the nightâŠ
Jin comes strolling into the living room with Yoongi not far behind. âOk kids. Car is here. Letâs get going.â They both look too good to be true. Dressed in dark suits that seem to compliment each other. âPrincess?â He greets your curiously. You give him a small smile. âHi...â You say. âYou look handsome. You all do.â You say truthfully.
Yoongi looks up at you. âKitten, what are you doing here?â He asks in confusion.Â
Seriously? No one remembered what tonight is⊠or was supposed to be?Â
You feel like youâre going crazy, like you made it all up in your head but you know you didnât. You remember planning this night... The eight of you agreeing upon this date so you donât understand how this has happened...
You want so badly to tell them off but you also donât want to start anything⊠You suppose itâs not their fault... You knew exactly what you were getting yourself into, the minute you decided to be with them, to love them⊠They have priorities and obligations to fulfill as the âWorldâs Biggest Boyband BTSâ but you wish that sometimes, they could be your boyfriends and just that alone. Even if, just for the dayâŠ
âI came for movie night but it seems you all have other plans.â You say, the words come out bitter than you intended but you canât take them back now.Â
âDonât say it like that baby.â Jimin tells you, feeling guilt bubbling in his chest. Yoongi comes to stand in front of you after Hobi has step away to put on his shoes. âKitten, why donât you stay until we get back?â Yoongi offers and youâre about to decline his offer when you feel Jungkook press his lips against your neck. âYeah stay, weâll be back before you know it,â He whispers against your skin.Â
âYou guys know I donât like to stay in the dorm when youâre not here.â
âPlease?â Jimin begs. âIf youâre not too tired when we get back, we can watch one of the movies you brought.â Jimin suggest, and the idea swims around in your head for a little bit⊠As tempting as it sounds, you know that theyâll be the ones too tired to stay up and watch movies with you.
âGuys we really need to goâŠâ Jin reminds them, picking up his shoulder bag and his suit jacket off the couch.Â
âYou guys go ahead... You donât wanna be late.â You tell them and you watch as Yoongiâs lips form a small pout. You usually lose your mind at how cute he looks when he unintentionally pokes out his lips but in this very moment, all you can do is give him a half hearted smile. He leans forward and kisses you. âI hope youâre here when we get back.â He says before walking towards the door. Jungkook kisses your cheek then lets go of you to follow his Hyungs out. Namjoon is the last to leave. He places a kiss at the top of your head then walks towards the door. âSee you later Baby girl.â He says before leaving, the door slamming behind him.Â
You sigh and turn away from the door. You are instantly greeted by the messy dorm. The stylists and Sua mustâve slipped out of the dorm while you were conversing with the boys because you were now left alone. In a big, empty, messy dorm.Â
You decide to tidy up so the boys will have a nice cozy and clean place to come home too. Plus you need the distraction⊠You just got ditched after all.Â
You pick up the movie box that Taehyung left on the counter and bring it over to the coffee table. You plop down on the couch and begin unpacking the box.
You even went through the trouble of buying as many of the Korean subbed versions as you could find for some of the older classics like Cinderella and Sleeping Beauty. You know Tae and Jimin have never seen those.Â
You neatly stack the movies in the middle of the table, surprisingly the only clean spot in the house, before you begin tidying up the place.
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Cleaning kills about two full hours. You cleaned the the living room, vacuuming and wiping down all the surfaces. You also decided to clean the kitchen, making sure the dishes in the the dishwasher were clean and then packed away and the counter top was removed of any stains. You attempted to clean each of the boys room but gave up after picking up all the clothes thrown around in Taehyungâs.
After you were satisfied with the way the dorm looked (and smelled), you walk back into the the living room and plop down on the couch. Your eyes glaze over the large stack of DVDs you brought with you... Without even realizing it, a frown grows on your face.Â
Cleaning had kept your mind off of the fact that your boyfriends ditched your planned movie night but now that you were done, now that you didnât have anything keeping you busy, your failed attempt at spending quality time with your boyfriends was all you could think of.
You sigh heavily and pick up your phone. You decide to open the twitter app and browse around. Maybe one or two of the fifteen people you are following would post something to make you laughâŠ
You loved laughing, it always made you feel better.Â
You were lucky enough to stumble across a few memes. You giggle at them and save one in particular to your camera roll to use later in your group chat.Â
As you scroll further down, you come across a photo that makes your heart flutter with fondness.Â
One of the BTS fan accounts you follow (just because you enjoy the memes they posts and all the cute edits), posted a picture of the guys. You knew instantly it was a picture of them from the night. They look exactly the way they did when they left and you distinctively remember Yoongiâs shinny dangly earring and how it looked pretty with his outfit.
The picture was taken mid laughter. The way Jiminâs eyes turned into crescent moons, how Hoseokâs mouth formed a prefect heart, the way Jungkookâs nose crinkle and his two front teeth made an appearance and how you could practically hear Taehyungâs deep laughter just from looking at the way his mouth was wide open and his head was thrown back⊠It all made your heart swell in your chest.Â
You wished you could be the reason they were laughing or be there to laugh with them. You genuinely just missed them. You were looking forward to spending time with them tonight. You desperately wanted to be wrapped up in Namjoonâs arms, snuggled under a blanket with Jin beside you and Yoongiâs head on your lap while you play with his soft locks as he drifted off to sleep⊠The other boys gather near by. You always felt comfort when they were close to you.Â
You suddenly felt a wave of discontent wash over you. Youâre not usually one to let things get to you. You pride yourself in being someone who is very understanding, especially when it comes to plans changing but for some reason this situation is hitting you hard.Â
Itâs been almost a month since youâve hung out, like really hung out with them. And yes, youâve gone longer without seeing them as they were away on tour in different countries for months on end but this time they were back home. You could pop into a practice every now and then or sleepover at the dorm if you want to but they had been so busy this month (even with them being back home), that spontaneous visits were not in the cards for you which is why you were so looking forward to this night.
Exiting out of twitter, you decided to open the Message app. You go into the group chat named âTeam Kim Seokjinâ and type out a quick message.
YOU to Team Kim Seokjin
hey guys, i hope youâre all having a good time. i finished cleaning up the dorm a bit and now iâm going to head home.
YOU to Team Kim Seokjin
i know you all wanted me to stay but it doesnât feel right... anyways, be sure to text me when you get home. love you all â€ïž
You sent the messages and locked your phone, not waiting for a reply. You stood up, grabbing your duffle bag and throwing it over your shoulder. You shut off all the lights before heading out the dorm.Â
Your phone pinged, indicating that you received a text messages but you decide not to check it right away as you were too focused on getting back to your apartment.Â
You hope the comfort of your bed would make you feel a little bit betterâŠ
Meanwhile on the other side of town. Taehyung and Yoongi were in the bathroom. The award ceremony they were attending had just called for an intermission so the two decided itâd be a good time to release some fluids.Â
Yoongi was drying his hands when suddenly his phone vibrated in his pocket the same time that he heard another phone ping, the obviou sound of a text tone⊠He knew it was Taeâs phone as he was the only other person in the bathroom and Yoongi himself had yet to take his phone off of silent.Â
âHyung!â Taehyung shouts after flushing the toilet in his stall. âHmm?â Yoongi hums in response. The stall door flies open and Tae hastily walks out, holding his phone up for Yoongi to see the text heâd just received from you. âSheâs not staying.â Tae pouts.Â
âWhat?â Yoongi says in confusion, not too sure what the younger male was getting at.Â
âY/n... She said she isnât going to stay overâ.â Taehyung says,
Yoongi squints his eyes, trying to get a better look at Taeâs bright screen before giving up to pull out his own phone. He unlocks it and looks at the text messages you sent, rereading them a few times to himself. âAh.â He says in realization. ââAhâ? Sheâs mad at us and all you have to say is âahâ?â Tae whines.Â
One of the things Taehyung hates most in this world is when the people he loves and cares about are upset with him and you are at the top of that list. âI donât think so.â Yoongi tells the younger man. âI disagree⊠I mean we basically ditched herâŠâ Locking the phone and pushing it back in his pocket, Yoongi turns to the mirror and fixes a few loose strands of hair.
âLeave it to Taehyung to over react at a simple text message.â Yoongi thinks.
 âSheâs not mad. Trust me.â Yoongi tries to reassure Tae but truth be told, he actually didnât know himself if you were mad or not⊠He understands why you would be upset, if you were but he also knows that you are someone who doesnât get upset easily.Â
As Yoongi waits for Tae to finish washing his hand, his phone vibrates again. This time, itâs a text from Hoseok.
HOBI to Team Kim SeokjinÂ
đ„șđ„șđ„ș you wonât be there when we get back?
After reading Hoseokâs text, Yoongi instantly feels a twinge of guilt in his chest. He knows he shouldnât... After all, he didnât even want to come to this event but, itâs work. Something he had to do⊠Heâd much rather be at home, cuddling up beside you on the couch, watching some stupid childrenâs movies⊠That would be a way better use of his time because it was time being spend with you and his brothers.
âReady Hyung?â Taeâs question pulls Yoongi out of his head. He nods in response at the blue haired man before the two of them exit the bathroom, heading back to the others.
Yoongi decides that heâd call you as soon as the ceremony is over, to check up on you. He just hopes youâll be awake to answersâŠ
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AÂ Â W E E KÂ Â L A T E R
With groceries in hand, you struggle to put the pin into the keypad of your apartment door. After two failed attempts and almost being locked out permanently, you decide it would be easier if the grocery bags werenât in your hand⊠You lean down to place the bags on the floor and just as youâre about to stand back up, you hear the most horrifying sound⊠The keypad beeps indicating that it has been unlocked and the door is being pulled open from the inside.
âWhat the fuck?â You mumble out loud.Â
You swiftly stand up straight, ready to throw hands at the intruder but you are pleasantly surprised to see the one and only Kim Taehyung, standing in your doorway with a bright smile on his face. âTae?â You say, releasing a breath you didnât know you were holding.Â
Although relieved to see your boyfriend and not some thief or lunatic⊠You were still a bit confused. âWhat are you doing here?â You question as he bends over to pick up the grocery bags for you. âI came to see you.â He states the obvious.Â
Upon hearing his words, your eyes suddenly widen at thought of him coming into your apartment complexâŠÂ
In the middle of the afternoonâŠÂ
Where nearly a hundred other college students are livingâŠÂ
Anyone couldâve saw him.Â
You hastily look around then begin walking forward, pushing Taehyung back into you apartment at the same time. âWhoaâŠâ He says slightly confused and startled by your sudden moves. âSomeone couldâve saw you dummy.â You scold him and he simply chuckles at you. âI was extra careful.â He informs you. âI wore a mask and a hat and I came in through the back entrance.â He tries to reassure you before walking over to the kitchen to put your bags down. You scoff at him in both amusement and disbelief because you canât believe that he really thinks a simple mask and hat is enough to hide his appearanceâŠÂ
His fans could spot him even if he were dressed up as Bozo The Clown.Â
âAs if a mask could hide you from an ARMY...â You say sternly.Â
âSomeone couldâve saw youâŠâ You repeat, your voice still a bit on edge as you take your shoes off at the front door. Tae doesnât seem to care that he couldâve gotten caught sneaking into your building... And itâs not like he hasnât snuck in before. Heâs been to your place a handful of times but never at this time of day so youâre just a bit concerned but youâll let it go for nowâŠ
You walk into the kitchen to see that Taehyung has started unpacking the groceries. Youâre amazed by the fact that he seems to know where everything goes. You canât help the way your heart flutters at how domestic the scene in front of you is but flutter in your heart simmer down just as a thought pops into your head...
What is he doing here?
âNot that Iâm not happy to see you babe, but what are you doing here, seriously?â You start. âI thought you and the boys would be in the studio all day.â You say and he shrugs. âWell yes, weâre supposed to be⊠Thatâs where the members are now but I snuck away for a bit...â He explains. âI wanted to make sure you were okay.â Your eyes brows furrow in confusion.Â
Why wouldnât I be okay?
âWhere does this go again?â Tae asks as he holds up the box of cookies and cream Rice Crispy Treats.
âCabinet above the microwave.â You point to the spot youâre talking about and Taehyung nods before turning around to put the sweet treat away. You walk further into the kitchen to help him pack out the rest of the groceries. âWhy wouldnât I be okay?â You finally say, referring to his previous question. âWell âcause of the whole movie night fiasco last weekâŠâ He informs you before turning back around to face you.Â
âAhh.â You say in realization.Â
So thatâs what this is about... He thinks Iâm still upset.Â
You chuckle at the thought and walk over to the fridge to put the orange juice inside.Â
âIâm okay my love, you didnât have to come all the way over here to check on me.â You tell him. You feel bad that you gave him the impression that you were still upset. You donât want him to be worried about something that you were no longer thinking about. âYouâre our girl, of course I had to come check on you⊠Iâm sure the others wouldâve tried to come, had they known I was comingâ He says.Â
You close the fridge and look up at him, smiling fondly. You make your way back over to the grocery bags⊠You decide to just take everything out at once and line them up on the counter to make things easier for yourself and make the process of putting things away go faster.Â
âYouâre sweet baby but I promise you, Iâm okay.â You reassure him.
âBut you werenât though⊠Right? Before you were mad at us?â By the tone of his voice you know thereâs a pout on his lip. âYes.â You say truthfully, not wanting to hide anything from him. âI knew it!â He exclaims. âI knew you were mad. Yoongi Hyung said you werenât but I know you darling.â He says confidently. âIâll admitâŠâ You begin before closing the fridge and turning around to face him. âI was upset that night⊠Mainly because I just wanted to spend time with you all but I got over it.â You confess.Â
âI understand that you all have priorities and-â
âYouâre our priority.â Taehyung cuts you off⊠As much as you want to believe him, you couldnât. Yes, you know they love you and you know you mean a lot to them but you also know that their careers, their fans, mean just as much and sometimes that means you have to take a back seat to that part of their lives...Â
And thatâs something you have to learn to accept.Â
âLet us make it up to you.â Taehyungâs voice brings you out of your thoughts.
âThereâs no need.â You tell him and there really isnât⊠They did nothing wrong and thereâs nothing they needed to make up for. âAw come on,â Tae whines. âSleepover, we have the weekend off!â He suggests and you have to shake your head immediately. âI canât.â You state. âI have a big project due on Monday that I need to get started on.â He pouts cutely and you resist the urge to kiss that pout off his lips.Â
âOk, well just come over Friday night then⊠The guys and I miss you so much.â He takes a step forward and you take one back⊠For some reason, your subconscious is telling you that some shit is about to go down that you are unprepared forâŠ
âTaeâŠâ You say warningly. You hate to disappoint him and the rest of your men and you would normally never turn down the opportunity to spend time with them but you just didnât think itâd be responsible to hangout when you have so much work to do and catch up on.Â
And yes, you could bring your work over to the dorm but that just wouldnât be logical... Youâd get nothing done.
âPlease?â You donât miss the way Taehyungâs voice has dropped and octave lower. You look up to meet his eyes and as you expect, there is something dark⊠Swirling around in them. He advances towards you again and you take another step back, this time your lower back hits the edge of the counter. Taehyung places his hands on either side of you, locking you between himself and the countertop. Thereâs no where for you to run.Â
âPlease stay over.â He pleads again and for a split second your eyes land on his lips. They are slightly chapped but they look so inviting... âLet us make it up to you.â His words come out as more of a command than question. âTaeâŠâ You say his name again, a little breathier than you expected but his close proximity is making you somewhat lightheaded⊠Itâs not like you havenât been this close to him before, hell youâve been way closer but for some reason, the way that heâs looking at you right now, like he canât wait to get his hands on you, like he canât wait to put his mouth on you⊠Itâs all very intense.Â
âI already told you⊠I canât.âÂ
âYou canât or you just wonât?â He asks you. His question kind of catches you off guard because heâs sort of got a pointâŠÂ
Itâs not that you canât go over to their dorm on Friday night or that you donât want to⊠Itâs just that you donât think itâd be the smartest thing to do with the word load you have on your table right now⊠âDarling.â Tae calls⊠He can tell by the expression on your face that you are playing with the idea of coming over, in your head. âHmm?â You hum, looking into his eyes. This time, youâre the one to catch him staring at your lips.Â
Somehow the two of you have gotten so close to each other that your faces are inches apart. You can feel his breath fanning over you as he speaks. âWhat do I have to do to change your mind?â He questions, seductively. His voice is as smooth and raw as honey. If lust had a sound, itâd be they way Taehyung is speaking to you right now... The tingle in your core seems to get stronger the more he talks.
You look at his lips one last time and because you canât resist him any longer, âKiss me.â is all you mange to say.Â
Tae is on you in seconds. He smirks as his lips collide with the softness and warmth of your own.
Kisses with Taehyung always start off slow⊠Slow and sweet and extremely passionate and today is no different. He sucks on your bottom lip slowly and you moan at the feeling. âMmm.â He moans along with you. He loves how plump your bottom lip is and the way it bounces back into place when he lets it go.Â
Tae takes his hands off the counter and grabs your arms, that are still awkwardly at your sides to place them on his shoulders. You instantly wrap them around his neck and pull him closer. You run your fingers through the blue locks at the back of his head and gently grip them.Â
You had been so thrown off by his lips on yours that you had forgotten what do with the rest of your body.Â
The two of you are chest to chest as his hands caress your sides. You slide your tongue across his bottom lip, hoping that heâll get the hint and sure enough he does, opening his mouth for you to slip your tongue in. The two of you swirl your tongues around each others, the feeling is sensual and sexy and is slightly overwhelming your senses but you canât stop.Â
Another minute passes and Tae pulls away from devouring your mouth so the two of you can catch your breaths. âSo...â He says breathlessly. You lean forward and peck his lips again, wanting to taste more of him. He smiles against your mouth before speaking, âIs that a yes?â He asks with his lips against yours and you giggle⊠It seems the man in front of you is adamant in getting you to agree to come over and if you werenât so horny and now, so extremely wet, youâd tell him off but unfortunately (or mayhaps, fortunately?), you are both of those things and it doesnât help that Taehyung has decided to drag his mouth from yours to the sweet spot where your neck and shoulders meet, peppering kisses and sucking harshly on the skin there.
âOh god,â You mumble to yourself.Â
It feels so good.Â
âDarling?â Tae calls you as your eyes flutter closed. You tilt your head to the side, giving him more space to work. âHmm?â You can only give him a hum of a response because you think your brain is too clouded with lust to form a coherent sentence⊠So you just donât.
âYou didnât answer my question,â He reminds you. His warm tongue runs over the patch of skin heâd previously sucked on. âWhat was it again?â You ask, having genuinely forgot what it was⊠He chuckles and slides his hands from around your waist down to your lower back, they rest there for a second or two before he moves on, sliding his hands over the curve of your ass. He grips it firmly and you gasps at the feeling âI said...â He begins. âIs that a yes⊠To coming over?â He pulls away from your neck to look at your face.Â
Taeâs heart beats rapidly and the tightness in his boxers increases when he sees the look on your face. He always thinks you look beautiful but even more so when your eyes are filled with desire, much like they are now. He could just eat you up... And he will.Â
âNo.â You say, bringing the man in front of you out of his trance. He raises his eyebrow at you and you try to hold back a smug smirk from forming on your face. âNo?â He asks, wanting to make sure he heard you correctly.Â
âNope.â You confirm, popping your âpâ and shaking your head.Â
âHmm,â He hums. You can tell by his tone that he knows youâre just giving him a hard time and he definitely doesnât mind playing along. âI guess that means Iâm gonna have to work a little harder to get you to say yes huh?â He questions you and you smile sweetly at him, âBingo.â You say matter-of-factly.Â
He knows exactly what you want.
A sudden mischievous smile graces his lips before his mouth is crashing on to yours again. Slow and sweet kisses will no longer suffice for such a moment between the two of you.... Everything now is fast and sloppy and so so good.Â
You moan as Taehyungâs tongue pushes into your mouth. He tastes as delicious as the first time he kissed you and you swear you could loose yourself in his mouth alone.Â
His hands come down to grip your thighs. âUp.â He grumbles in your mouth and you jump slightly, so that he can effortlessly lift you off the floor and on to the countertop. You can feel the groceries behind you, uncomfortably pressing against your lower back. You remove your hands from around Taehyungâs neck and bring them behind you to push the groceries out of your way so you have more room to move around⊠The whole time youâre doing this, your lips never leave his.
The sounds of heavy breathing and wet kisses fill the space around you... Also the sound of your favorite bag of chips hitting the hardwood floor but you have no time to dwell on that, not when one of your gorgeous boyfriends is making a mess of your panties and he doesnât even know itâŠ
Now with Taehyung in between your legs, you can feel how hard he is. Heâs pressing himself closer to you and the sudden urge to feel and taste his cock is strong.Â
Your hand is down his sweatpants and past his boxers before you know it. âOh fuck,â He grunts as you grip his hard cock in your small hand.Â
You donât hold back, beginning to stroke him as best you can from where youâre sitting. The angle is a little weird and slightly uncomfortable for you and thereâs a bit of restraint from his boxers and sweats still being on him but he seems to be enjoying it from the way his mouth has fallen open and his eyes are fluttering open and closed. âFeels good?â You ask, wanting to hear praises from him. âI-Iâm... Fuck...â Heâs struggling to get the words out and that is a boost to your pride, if any. You love that you can turn him into a puddy from just your hands. âIâm s-supposed to b-be making you f-feel good.â He finally get the words out and you smile.Â
You think itâs so sweet that heâs thinking about making you feel good whilst your hands are on his cock.Â
âWe can take turns baby.â You remind him before you grab him by the collar of his shirt with your free hand and plant your mouth on his again. The kiss is all teeth and tongue as you continue to pump his length... You use your thumb to spread the precum over the head of his dick. âY/n...â Taehyung breathes your actual name for the first time since heâs stepped into your apartment. âIf you keep doing that, Iâm gonna cum in my pants.â He warns you but that only encourages you to go faster.Â
You stroke his length with determination.Â
Your end goal is to get him to bust a nutâŠÂ
Right hereâŠÂ
In your kitchenâŠÂ
In his boxersâŠÂ
While you watchâŠÂ
You want to make a mess out of him.Â
âBut isnât that what you want baby?â You tease him. âTo cum, right here in my hand.â Your voice is innocent but your words are so dirty that Taehyung can only growl at you in response before throwing his head back. âFuck, your hand feels so fucking good around me.â He says through gritted teeth. âMy mouth would feel better but weâll get to that later.â You continue to pump his cock. Your pace goes from slow and steady to fast and hard and itâs making Taehyung loose his fucking mind.Â
From the way his dick twitches and the way his face is screwed up in pleasure, you know heâs already about to cum. âAre you close my love?â You ask him sweetly and his heart feels like it might explode. The fact that you can switch from being so dirty to so soft and sweet while you rub him off, really throws him for a loop. You are truly the best of both worlds.Â
âYes...â He groans, finally bringing his head down to lock eyes with you and you bite your lip at the sight in front of you.
You donât realize it but your hips are desperately gliding back and forth on the countertop, trying to get whatever friction you can⊠Even if its just the dull shift of your wet underwear rubbing against your folds every now and then⊠Itâs better than nothing at all. Your boyfriend takes note of this, feeling a little guilty, as he was the one who was supposed to be getting you off but instead, here you are giving him, probably the best handjob of his life. Heâll have to make up for it later but right now, he can only focus on the fact that heâs about to cream his pants.Â
âOh God, please Y/n...â He calls out, his eyes havenât left yours. The both of you are staring at each other so intensely that it feels impossible to look away. âWhat my love?â You ask him. You twist your hand around his throbbing cock as you continue to stroke him up and down rapidly. Your arm is about to fall off because of the constant change in speed but you refuse to slow down. âPlease donât stop.â He begs you, his voice strained. âI wonât⊠Not until you cum for me,â You promise him.Â
âAre you gonna cum for me Tae?â You feel his dick twitch for the second time after you speak.
Your mouth starts to water at thought of how pretty his cock must look right now. So thick and veiny and probably tinted a pretty shade of pink⊠You wish you had taken it out of his pants before going to town on it so you could see it in action⊠You were too eager but itâs okay... Youâll have a better view of it, once you get your face down there to suck him off.Â
âOh f-fuck!â He groans loudly, halting your fantasies about his dick. âI-Iâm cumming,â He stutters out, his eyes rolling to the back of his head as his mouth falls into a perfect âoâ shape. Your hand strokes him relentlessly for a few more minutes before you feel it... Tae releases his load all over your hand while your name falls from his lips repeatedly. You continue to pump him through his release, your thumb rubs over the sensitive head of his cock and he flinches at the feeling. âShit...â He says and you giggle, before pulling your hand out of his boxers. The back of your hand is shiny and wet with his cum⊠Instead of letting it go to waste, you decide to give him a show... You look him in the eyes and lick the mess heâs made off the back of your hand... Youâre not sure how sexy you look, licking your skin like a fucking cat would their fur, but Tae seems to be enjoying it and that all that matter.Â
âHoly shit...â He says once youâre done, he comes towards you at full speed, lips colliding for the third time tonight.
Taehyung places his hands under your thighs, guiding you to wrap them around his waist. Once you do, he hastily picks you up and you squeal as he carries you over the couch. He basically throws you down on it⊠Thank God, you got a bigger one. The little two seater you had before would never work for what the two of you are about to doâŠÂ
Your boyfriend moves swiftly to help you pull your shirt off over you head and you have to laugh at how eager he seems to be. âWhats so funny?â He questions and you smile. âYouâre just really cute when youâre needy.â You tease him and he scrunches his face in disapproval, making him appear even cuter than before. âIâm about to bury my face in your cunt and youâre calling me cute?â He says in disbelief. âWell, you areâŠâ You simply shrug your shoulders with smirk on your face. âShut up and get your pants off.â He says somewhat playfully before pulling his own shirt over his head. Your eyes land on his tan skin and his pretty collarbones.. Youâre sure your drooling now at how good he looks above you shirtless and dark eyed with his pretty blue locks cascading over his foreheadâŠÂ
He looks un-fucking-realâŠÂ
You begin unbutton your jeans but apparently you werenât moving fast enough for Taeâs liking which seems to be a recurring theme whenever youâre about to get it on with one or more of your boyfriends⊠Taehyung impatiently moves your hands out of the way to unbutton your jeans himself so instead you work on your sports bra which actually doesnât require much work at all⊠It isnât the cutest one you own but it does have a zipper down the front which makes the removal process much easier and for that, you are thankful. You unzip the bra and slide it off your shoulders before dropping it on the floor beside the couch. You canât stop your hands from caressing the tops of your breast then running your palms over your hard nipples. Taeâs hands would feel better but, heâs busy pulling your pants down past your hips. You lift yourself off the couch to help him get them off you. When theyâre off completely, he takes the clothing and tosses them somewhere behind him. âJesus,â He says as his eyes meet the large damp spot on your navy blue panties⊠âYou were this wet the whole time?â He asks, looking up at you and you nod in response.
âPlease take care of it TaeâŠâ You plead⊠Now that heâs brought it up, the wet, stickiness between your legs is starting to get uncomfortable and since heâs the cause of it, itâs only right that he fixes it. âIâd love to.â He tells you before leaning down to press kisses on your stomach, right above the waistband of your panties. You bite your lip and look down at him, both your heart and your pussy are throbbing in anticipation for what is about to happen.Â
Taehyung takes a chance and peaks up at your through his lashes⊠You are a sight to behold, laying here, so prettily and patiently waiting for him to make his next move⊠He thinks itâd be so easy to tease you and make you whine underneath him but heâs not a selfish lover and he desperately wants to repay you for the nut you made him bust not too long ago. He kisses the damp spot on your panties before looping his fingers in the sides of them. He pulls them down slowly and as your pretty cunt comes into view, he licks his lips. He canât wait to taste you. âHurry.â Your voice is soft and very desperate. âSorry Darling, I just was admiring youâŠâ He confesses and your face heats up right away.
Oh god, this man is going to be the death of me.
He pulls your panties off the rest of the way and tosses them in the same way he did your jeans, he then begins placing kisses one by one on each of your thighs⊠He takes his time, stopping every so often to suckle on your smooth skin⊠It feels amazing but you are loosing your patience. You whine out his name and he chuckles⊠After he just told himself, he wouldnât tease⊠He canât help it though, he just love to take his time with you.Â
Tae positions himself more comfortably between your legs, hooking his arms under your thighs and spreading you open wider. He starts by licking a stripe from the bottom of your core to the top, just to get a taste. The tip of his tongue hits against your clit and you sigh at the feeling. Taehyung groans in delight when the taste of you glide across his tongue, igniting a fire in him to taste more. He flattens his tongue over your folds, licking his way back down before pushing the wet muscle between them. Your breathing is already starting to become rugged, the small pants leaving your lips are enough to boost Taeâs ego and heâs only just getting started.Â
Gripping your thighs tighter to bring you even closer to his mouth, he begins lapping his tongue between your wet lips and your mouth falls open at his ministration. The back of your head gently hits the arm rest of the couch when Taeâs tongue hits your clit for a second time, this time he lets it stay there, rolling it over your harden bud slowly just before he sucks it into his mouth. âF-fucking hell..â You nearly screech out. His lips are locked around your clit and you can feel his jaw rubbing against your folds while his nose is pressed to the skin at the top of your cunt. You glance down to find his gaze is already on you. For a brief minute, you are able to see that his eyes are glossed over with lust before the flutter closed in pure bliss.Â
The fact that he loves eating you out just as much as you love getting eaten out is justâŠ. *chef kisses*Â
You push your hands in his hair and grip from the roots, he grunts causing a small wave of pleasure to vibrate over your clit. âF-fuck!â You moan out, arching your back. Taehyung sneakily removes a hand from under your thigh, bringing it up to your wet pussy. He swiftly slides a finger in without warning, causing you to yelp and arch your back, âOh my godâŠâ You say breathlessly. He begins pumping his finger in and out of you slowly, his mouth never wavering. He sucks on your sensitive bud like itâs his favorite candy.Â
Taehyung adds a second finger to your dripping heat and you clench tightly around them. He groans louder around your clit at the thought of you clenching around his cock instead. He knows heâd fit snuggly inside you and he canât wait to feel your warmth and wetness engulf him but for now, he wants you to cum on his tongue. You taste so sweet and youâre so wet for him that he might just end up staying down between you thighs forever. âSo sweet.â He mumbles exactly what heâs was thinking, over your clit. He then uses his tongue again, twisting the muscle in a circular motion around your clit while he steadily pumps his fingers in and out of you. You grab hold of your breast and pinch your nipples between the tips of your fingers to increase your pleasure.Â
Your body is on fire⊠You can fill that familiar coil in your stomach starting to turn and he can sense it too⊠Almost as if heâs is in tune with your body⊠Not to mention the way you keep pulsating around his fingers. âYour close..â Tae mumbles, only loud enough for himself to hear. âCâmon Darling.â He mumbles again, in the same tone as he takes his mouth off your clitâŠÂ
You can hear him talking but itâs almost like youâre under water⊠The pleasure is deliciously overwhelming and all you can think about it cumming hard all over his mouth and fingers⊠Youâre so close to that sweet release, itâs unbelievableâŠÂ
Now that his mouth is off your clit, Taehyung can focus on the look on your face. âBeautiful.â He, once again, mumbles to himself.Â
Heâll never get tired of seeing you like this. Never, ever.Â
He blows air over your aching bundle of nerves while he watches you become a quivering mess right before his eyes.Â
The moment when he decides to curl his fingers up inside you, moving them back and forth as the tips of his fingers graze across that spot, is all it takes to send you into a frenzy. âJesus, right t-there! P-please donât stop!â You exclaim. He pops his head up further, the entire area around his mouth and his chin are g l i s t e n i n g with your juices. âRight here?â He asks, grazing his fingers over the same spot again. The way his words fall off of his lips combined with how heâs looking at you should be fucking illegal. âYes, yes, yes!â You squeal as you orgasm begins blazing a trail through you body. âOh fuck,â Tae groans, as he feels your fluids run down his palm⊠In an instant his mouth is back on your clit. He sucks your clit, mercilessly and the overstimulation causes tears to pool in the corner of you eyes. You try to push his head away from your aching cunt but he wonât budge.Â
âAh-h T-Tae wait, p-please.â You beg him.Â
âI-I c-canât!â You blurt out and he finally releases you from his mouth but his fingers stay in you just a little longer, pumping you as you come down from your high.
The wet sound of Tae pulling is fingers out of your cunt is sensitive to your ears. He licks his fingers clean the leans forward to kiss you and youâre able to taste yourself on his tongue, which causes another moan to escape you. âDo you think⊠You can take my cock right now Darling?â He asks in between sloppy kisses. âI need to be inside you.â He admits and all you can give him is a nod of your head. âAre you sure?â He questions. He doesnât want to pressure you or make you feel like you have to do anything youâre not up for⊠He just really wants to feel you wrapped around him.Â
âYes.â Your voice is hoarse and barely audible but he hears you...Â
Taehyung kisses you once more the leans up, you can make out the imprint of his hard member through his sweatpants, you can also see a few dry patches of cum from earlier and your mouth salivates for the hundredth time tonight.
When the blue haired boy above you pushes his sweatpants and boxers down in one go, his dick springs free and your eyes light up when you see the glossy, pink tipâŠÂ
Just as you remembered, it is gorgeous⊠He is gorgeous.Â
You donât get enough time to admire it because he is positioning himself between your legs again. âReady?â He asks you sweetly and respond by leaning up to place your lips on his again. âGive it to me.â You encourage him and thatâs all he needs to hear before slowly pushing himself inside you⊠No foreplay, no teasing⊠Just straight to the point. The both of you gasps into each others mouths when your warm walls engulf his thick cock for the first time in a whileâŠ
âJesusâŠâ He calls out and you fall back on to the couch, not having the energy to hold yourself up anymore. He begins with slow strokes, like he usually does. He leans down to meet your mouth again, repeatedly kissing you. âI love you.â He confesses and your heart does backflips, like it always does when they say those three words to you.Â
âI love you.â You say back to him whilst his hips start to pick up the pace. His mouths falls on to your chest, peppering kisses on the valley between your breast before it comes to hover over one of your nipples. He pokes his tongue out and flicks it over your nip and you moan his name loudly as your eyes flutter closed.Â
Tae pulls out of you, leaving just the head of his cock inside your warm, wet center. He mouth comes down and closes around your harden nipple⊠He doesnât hesitate to suck it into his mouth right before he pushes back into you. âF-fuck.â You shout as your hands tangle in his hair yet again. He begins stroking into you at rapid speedâŠÂ
Your moans mustâve set him offâŠÂ
Itâs almost like a flip was switchedâŠ
The way heâs ponding into you now is total contrast to how soft and gentle he was being earlier⊠Not that youâre complaining. âT-Taehyung!â You scream and he finally lifts his mouth from off your nipple, making sure to release it with a pop. He leans up and youâre able to see the beads of sweat rolling down his golden skin. He grabs hold of your legs, wrapping them securely around his waist.
âScream my name again Darling.â He commands as he grabs onto your hips for support. âTaehyung!!â You scream again when he hits a particularly sweet spot inside of you. âYouâre so good to me baby! I love your cock so much.â You praise him and he smirks⊠The man thrives off of your praises.
Tae bucks his hips faster, you lift your own up to meet his thrusts. Your skins slapping against each other mixed with your heavy panting is one of the prettiest sounds youâve heard and you donât want it to end but you donât think that youâll last much longer⊠And from the way that Taeâs head is thrown back, how his grip on you is getting a lot tighter, and the way his adamâs apple bobs in his throat, you know heâs close too.Â
âAre you gonna cum with me Darling?â His voice is raw and he sounds so fucked out that it makes your pussy lips quiverâŠÂ
âY-yes, yes I-Iâm so close baby.â
âArgh! M-Me too,â
âGive it to me Tae, please..â
You hear him mumble another curse word under his breath and his thrust begin to stagger a bit before his releases his load into you⊠It takes you a little longer to reach your second orgasm but Tae doesnât stop fucking you until you do, even with exhaustion starting to settle into his bones, he rubs your clit and continues stroking his dick inside you until you cum all over himâŠ
Soon after your release, Taehyung collapses on top of you, trying his hardest to catch a breath. His eyes fall shut as he rests his head on your shoulder while you lazily run your hands through his damp hair. Itâs quiet between the two of for quite a while⊠Youâre both in post-amazing-sex bliss and are just enjoying being in each other embrace.Â
You think that Tae has fallen asleep because his body is limp on yours, heâs resting most of his weight on you and his breathing is steady but then you hear his slightly muffled voice say:
âSo weâll see you Friday night then?âÂ
You toss your head back and burst into fits of giggles.
âThis guyâŠâ You mumble to yourself, whilst shaking your head with the fondest smile on your face.Â
What am I going to do with you Mr. Kim Taehyung?Â
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F R I D A YÂ Â N I G H T
You arrive at the boys dorm at eight oâclock on the dot, like you were told. Stepping up to the front door, you quickly type your code into the keypad, the door beeps and you twist the knob and push it open before stepping inside. All the lights in the dorm were off, expect for the one in kitchen which casted a dim light into the rest of the open space. It seems like no one is home but that couldnât be the case... Surely Tae wouldnât have invited you to an empty dorm and furthermore, you texted him less than twenty-five minutes ago to let him know you were on your way so he had to be home.
âWhere is everyone?â You mumbled aloud to yourself.Â
Just as you pull your phone out to give Taehyung a call, you are startled by the sound of the toilet flushing. You whip your body around to face the bathroom door. You then hear the sink running. âTaehyung?â You call out but there is no answer. The sink is still running as you walk closer to the door. âHello?â You call out again, a little louder and closer this time when suddenly the sink turns off and the door is being swung open. You are greeted by a pair of sparkly, yet startled brown eyes. âOh!â Tae says placing his hand over his heart in shock. âShit, you scared me.â He says, sounding like someone has knocked the wind out of him. You smirk, doing your best to hold your laughter in.
âI was calling your name...â You informed him.
âIâm sorry Darling,â Taehyung steps up to you and wraps his arms around your waist before pulling you into him. You place your hands on his chest to stable yourself. Your faces are inches apart, much like they were two days prior. âHello beautiful.â He says sweetly. You feel heat rise to your cheeks at the compliment he gives.Â
Will you ever get used to all the compliments and affection these men throw at you? Probably not.Â
With the sudden urge to kiss the man in front of you. You lean in to close the gap between the two of you, pressing your lips to his. He instantly melts into you. With his arms securely wrapped around your waist, he pulls you closer.Â
The kiss begins to heat up. His hands begin roaming your body, slipping from around your waist to lay them on the small of your back. His lips are so soft today and you find it incredibly hard to pull away from him but you do before things go any further.
You reluctantly pull your lips away from Taeâs and he eagerly chases after you, always wanting more.Â
âSlow down tiger,â You say jokingly as you put your hands on his chest to prevent him from getting another kiss out of you.
âIâve missed you.â He confesses and you canât wipe the stupid grin off your face⊠âTae, we literally saw each other two days ago.â You remind him and he scoffs. âWhy canât you just say it back⊠Youâre turning into Hyung.â He tells you, his tone bitter. You laugh, instantly knowing exactly which Hyung heâs talking about. âLeave Yoongs out of this.â You say, poking his chest playfully. âSpeaking of YoongsâŠ. Where is he?â You say, looking around at what seems to be an empty dorm. âWhere is everyone and why is it so quiet in here?â You ask curiously.
Upon hearing your questions, a mischievous smirk graces face.Â
âWhat?â You ask, suddenly suspicious.Â
âCome, I wanna show you something.â Tae removes his arms from around your waist to grab hold of your hand.Â
âShow me what?â
âItâs a surprise.â
Hearing those three words cause a irritable groan to escape your lips. You hate surprises, really hate themâŠ
You start to have flashbacks of the amount of times youâve voiced your distaste for surprises and it had to be over twenty⊠Taehyung should know better. âTae, did you forget that I donât like surprises...â You remind him. âCâmon, stop being difficult,â He begins tugging you towards the front door but you are resisting. âAnd close your eyes.â He instructs you. âOh God, no.â You pout, stomping your foot like a child. âI donât wanna go.â You whine.Â
âHey, stopping being a brat.â He says, sounding somewhat annoyed with you⊠âJust close your eyes.â He adds. âYou close your eyes...â You mumble under breath⊠Tae hears you and laugh at your immature comeback.Â
âIf I close my eyes weâre both screwed, donât you trust me?â
âWith my life.â
âOkay then, close your eyes. Iâm not leading you into danger... I promise.â
You scrunch your face up in discomfort⊠âThat doesnât make me feel any better flex but okay.â Your remark once again causes more laughter to erupt from Tae. âWhat am I gonna do with you?â He mumbles more to himself but you still hear him, youâre too worried about where heâs taking you to comment.
After a few seconds of hesitating, you finally close your eyes. âReady?â You can feel Tae looking at you so you nod your head in response. âNo peaking.â He warns you as he start moving again with your hand locked in his. Your free hand moves around in front of you⊠You use it to prevent yourself from running into anything. As you start to follow Tae further into the unknown, holding on to him for dare life, you take a chance and pry your left eye open. Just as you do, he turn around to check on you. âHey!ïżœïżœ He exclaims and you close your eye just as quickly as you opened it but itâs too late⊠Youâve already been caught.Â
âI said no peaking.â
âI didnât see anything and weâve barely moved an inch,â
Tae sighs before letting go of your hand. âWait here.â He says, before jogging down the hallway. âWhere are you going?â You call after him and get no response in return. You roll eyes and wait, anxiously shifting side to side.
It takes him all of five minutes to finally make his way back down the hall to you. You raise a curious brow at him when you realize there is something in his hand. He holds the item up, letting you get a better look at it. âA tie?â You question, looking at the funky patterned accessory dangling from his hand. âI couldnât find a mask or scarf⊠This will have to do.â Taehyung walks around you. âWhat are you doing?â You ask frantically. âBlind folding you idiot, since you canât follow instructions.â He says nonchalantly. âHey!â You turn around to hit his chest and he huffs out a breathy laugh at the contact. âI was kidding!â He tells you, before lifting the tie up to place it over your head then in front of your face. âTurn around.â He instructs you and you sigh before obeying his request. You decide not to argue with him anymore⊠The quicker you put the blind fold on, the quicker youâll be able to get it off⊠Hopefully.
Tae securely ties the fabric over your eyes, making sure the large part isnât covering your nose. âAre you okay?â He asks after stepping to the front of you and you know. âI guess..â You shrug and you can hear him chuckle. âCan you see me?â He questions. You canât see him but you can feel him moving around in front of you, probably dancing or making weird faces.Â
âNo Tae⊠Can we hurry up and do this⊠I wanna take this off.â
âOk, ok.âÂ
Taehyung finally grabs your hand and starts moving. You decided to grab onto the length of his arm, rather than just his hand. The closer you are to him, the safer you feel⊠And also if he decides to try and throw you down into a ditch, youâll be able to pull him down with you with how tightly your holding on to him.Â
You hear the sound of the front door being unlocked. âWeâre going out?â You ask, nervously. âYes Darling, but not far.â He assures you and your nerves calm down just bit. You know youâve stepped out of the apartment when the cooler air of the hallway hits your skin. You hear the door of the dorm shut behind you and the beep of the keypad, indicating that it is locked. âCome.â Taeâs deep voice is comforting as he continues to guide you to your destination. You walk for a short period of time before briefly stopping so that Tae can open, what sounds like, another door. âWeâre going up the stairs now.â He warns you. His voice is echoing in space youâre in and you body get goose bumps, not only from the chill in the air but also when you think of all the horrible scenarios that could happen while youâre blind folded.Â
âY/n?â Tae pulls you out of your own head.Â
âHm?â You respond shakily and he laughs. âWhy are you being so dramatic?â He questions in amusement. âIâm not.â You protest and you canât see him but you feel like he mightâve just shook his head at you. âYouâve gotta step up, okay? The first step is right in front of you.â He explains to you and you awkwardly lift your leg up and forward just a bit before putting it back down on the step.
With Taeâs help, you are able to make it up three flights of stairs. Youâre tired and out of breath by the end of it. âIâm not in the right shape for this.â You complain and Taehyung chuckles. âYouâre shape is perfect.â He says sweetly, the heat that rushes to your cheeks is evident but if Tae noticed, he doesnât say anything.Â
âAre we here?â
âYes.â
âCan I take the blind fold off?â
âNot yet.â
You can feel Taehyung shifting around you for a bit, then you hear another door being open and another b rush of cool air slaps you in the face⊠âOoo.â You say wrapping your arms around yourself. Itâs not freezing cold but itâs the start of September and the weather is starting to change from summer to fall so itâs a little chilly.Â
Taehyung puts his hands on your shoulders and nudges you throw the door way. The rest of you boyfriends are watching you amusingly as you put your hands in front of you in attempt to feel out your surroundings.
Jungkook is trying his hardest not to laugh out loud at how ridiculous you look flailing your arms about. Yoongi takes a little break from grilling the meat in front of him to glance at you and a fond smile graces his face when he does.Â
âIs someone cooking beef?â You say out loud. Jimin and Namjoonâs eyes widen when pick up on the smell so easily. âIt smells like a barbecue.â You admit and you can hear what you thought was muffled laughing in the distance but youâre not sure⊠You know it isnât Taehyung because heâs right beside you. âOk, Iâm gonna take the blind fold off but youâve gotta keep your eyes closed until I sayâŠâ He says. âOkay.â You respond, happy to just be able to get the fabric from over your eyes.Â
Tae stands behind you and begins untying the blind fold. He is looking at his members with a knowing smirk as he does so. âKeep your eyes closed.â He says, as the blind fold falls from over you eyes.Â
âOkay, ready?â Tae questions and you nod your head. âOpen your eyes,â He whispers in your ear and you do immediatelyÂ
âOh my god.â You gasps, placing your hand over your mouth in awe.Â
âSurprise!â All seven of your boyfriends shout in unison. Before you know it, your eyes are beginning to pool with tears.Â
The sight in front of you isnât what you were expecting.
You are on the rooftop of the boys dorms, it is completely decked out with fairy lights and streamers. Thereâs a wooden bench off to the side with an array of foods displayed. There a cute little tent made of sheets and filled with what looks like the softest and fluffiest pillows and blankets, right across from a huge portable projection screen.Â
There is a Disney movie already cue up⊠Youâre not sure which on it is but, the blue screen with the infamous white castle is ever present. Â
âAre you crying?â Taehyung suddenly asks, as he leans down to match your height so he can get a better look at your face. âNo..â You lie, trying to subtly wipe away yours tears. âAw~ My baby,â Jimin coos before he jogs over to you. He wraps his arms around you, engulfing you in a big bear hug and you sniffle, before hugging him back. âPlease, donât cry Princess... Our hearts will break if you cry.â Jin pouts as he shuffles over to both you and Jimin, wrapping his arms around the both of you for a mini group hug. âMe too!â Jungkook shouts as he runs over to the three of you. He tries his best to wrap his arms around all of you, snuggling close to Jin first and resting his head on the older maleâs back.Â
âI-I c-canât believe y-you guys did t-thisâŠâ Youâre a stuttering mess and it doesnât help that your words come out extremely muffled because of all the bodies smothering your own. Jimin laughs because he isnât able to hear exactly what you said but the shakiness of your voice is adorable. âWhat was that Baby?â He asks, moving back a little to give you room to speak but his arms are still securely around you.Â
âOk, I donât think she can breathe⊠You all have to give her room.â Namjoon is amused at the display of affection in front of him. Jimin, Jungkook and Jin back away from you, giving you breathing space and when you finally look up to greet them, your eyes are puffy and red and your nose is slightly snotty. âAww.â You can hear Hoseok say from across the room. He had been busy fixing one of the fairy lights and hadnât gotten a chance to see you properly. Now, here you are, a snotty nose mess in front of him and all it makes him want to do is hold you close in his arms until youâre done crying.
âI canât believe you guys did thisâŠâ You repeat yourself, this time a little more clearly. âWe felt really bad about missing movie night,â Taehyung, who has now made himself comfortable in the pile of pillows and blankets at the side of you, confesses. âBut I told you it was okay.â You say, voice still trembling.Â
âYes, we know thats what you saidâŠâ Hoseok starts. âBut it wasnât how you felt.â He adds.
âYeah, weâre really sorry Princess.â Jin chimes in. âWe know you were really looking forward to that night and we hate that we disappointed you by missing it.â He continues. You smile and grab his hand. You can see the guilt in his eyes, but you donât want him to feel that way. âBut all of this?â You say, looking around. âNot that I donât love all of this but, isnât it too much?â You ask shyly and by âtoo muchâ, you mean âtoo much for little ole youââŠÂ
âItâs not enough!â Jimin exclaims and the rest of the boys chuckle. âThis was all Jimin and Taehyungâs idea.â Namjoon admits. âYeah and you know they donât do anything half assed.â Yoongi adds as he takes the last few pieces off meat off grill to put them on a plate. You nod your head in agreement. âThank you guys for this⊠Itâs perfect.â You say truthfully. Youâre sure the boys can hear in your words, how moved you are. Your chest feels like it could explode at any minute. âAnything for you Angel.â Hoseok is staring at you like youâre his whole world and it only makes your heart flutter more. âLetâs eat kids before the food gets cold⊠Then we can watch the movie.â Yoongi suggests as he takes a seat on the bench. The rest of you follow suit, gathering at the table. âWhat movie is it?â You ask after sitting down in between Namjoon and Jin. âAstro cats or something like thatâŠâ Yoongi shrugs his shoulder and you laugh knowingly. âIts Aristocats and excellent choice.â You tell him excitedly before digging into the food like the rest of the boys.
This is way better than the movie night you had planned and you canât believe the lengths these men will go to make sure youâre okay. You almost feel like you donât deserve it but you would never say that thought out loud as you know theyâd scold you for even thinking it.
Just like always, you are feeling extremely blessed to be loved by such caring and considerate men and you are convinced that you are indeed, the luckiest woman in the world to have all seven of them by your side.Â
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ok so. lana has a habit of sharing food as one of her many love languages i think. she jst likes.... giving ppl things even if it means sheâll have less. sheâd let a wolf make a meal out of her n eat every last piece if she loved him n she knew heâd feel full. bt of everyone i feel like teddy hs always been the one she does this w most.... like even when they first met in the cafeteria she gave him spoonfuls of her greek yogurt n honey. whenever sheâs eating fruit (which is a lot sheâs obsessed w strawberries n peaches n grapes n tangerines n oranges) sheâll ALWAYS give him half whether thtâs segmenting up pieces or dividing bites evenly between them n Without Fail itâll always b half tht she gives him whereas she might give other ppl like.... a bite or a piece or two bt......... itâs rly specific each time tht she gives teddy half. it isnât even intentional itâs jst like a subconscious thing bt if we were to slide on spectacles n analyse this in an english class fr itâs Meaning then. looks at u then looks away. i think this represents the way tht teddy hs always felt like another half of her. theyâre one in the same. in a lot of ways theyâre very similar mayb even................ TOO similar n thatâs why itâs been sch a fking.... bastard of trying to work things out ever bc they very much hv the same rampant commitment issues n bad timing n fears of never being gd enough. i feel like in the past a guy she ws dating (noncommittally as lana tended to do these things) wld have even noticed this n it would have bugged him a lot just like... how close she was w teddy in general............. n he wouldâve one day brought it up in the middle of a fight heâd picked jst cutting away from what they were talking abt to be like. u only ever give me one bite but u would give teddy all of it if he asked u to. tell me iâm wrong. n sheâd scoff out a laugh in disbelief looking around like omg...... all this over a fruit...... what are u even sa-- n heâd cut her off n be like. literally tell me iâm wrong lana. n she wouldnât even b able to after going quiet n rly realising what it was he was actually Saying. heâd storm out. relationship over. icons of always being a little bit in love w each other n not even noticing it until someone else points it out <3
god. sighs dramatically at the idea i jst had. i cn imagine in la verse lana being rly drunk getting bk from a date one time n inevitably it was just some random loser since sheâs back to dating Trash in this era bc she just truly cbas trying after her breakup w dom n............. it would be like a parallel to tht one time theyâd fallen out over him sleeping w imogen when she ws upset w him bt crawled into his bed drunk at a party just to lie w him for a little while despite everything...... she wld have gone to his instead of hers on some drunken automatic pilot n somehow got into his room n..... sheâd clamber in n flop nxt to him n maybe it wld be funny at first if he woke up n was like lana what the fk...... are u doing here.... so disorientated n confused.......... n sheâd just be joking initially bt very clearly drunk like making fun of her date talking abt how he kept complimenting his own hair n calling himself a tesla in a sea of priusâ n checking himself out in every window they passed n then the laughter wld slowly trickle off n sheâd go kind of quiet fr a moment n maybe teddy wld assume she ws passing out bc sheâd drank sm bt after a short silence sheâd perk up with a mumble out of nowhere n, barely conscious of what sheâs saying, b like âwhy didnât u wait for me like u said u wouldâ. n if he was like.............. huh? sheâd have her eyes shut n just b murmuring half awake then open them sleepily to look at him n rly quietly be like........ âu promisedâ. mayb sheâd even reach out to gingerly trace his face bt then her wrist wld go slack bc she was rly tired n sheâd just wriggle closer n tuck her head to get comfy n be like âwarmâ then promptly fall asleep. JSGSFKGHFHGKHGSFKH. literally jst jolting him awake w this rarely serious n genuine conversation then passing out. jst the worst fk teddyâs life bet he lay there staring at the ceiling fr so long after tht one <3 lana wouldnât remember this in the morning either sheâd wake up like why am i here........ did we meet up last night............ teddy jst like >_> u crashed here it was nbd.
i picture the first week they moved to LA lana wldnât have admitted it bt she wld be feeling rly homesick............ radcliffe was very much like the first place she truly felt was her home n sheâd miss all of the ppl there n just the general area A Lot............. one night i can see her jst wanting to spend with teddy to have like a sense of familiarity in an unfamiliar city (even if sheâs spent a decent amt of time there over the yrs bc of jameson records hving studios etc bt still) n iâm imagining them like. breaking into an indoor swimming complex that her n her friends in high skl used to break into in the summers when they vacationed yrs ago.... maybe lana still has a key cut tht works from a connection she made bk then idk <3 it doesnât matter <3 n theyâd inevitably be drunk n just messing around n splashing each other n doing handstand competitions n all the typical..... fun frivolous childish antics lana n teddy tend to get into whenever theyâre around each other.... truly jst transformed into big kids whenever theyâre in the otherâs company..... inspired a little by this gifset jst in terms of the playing around underwater vibe. anyway. mayb they mostly dry off bt they end up climbing up onto the rooftop after n itâs a baking summer night anyway so it isnât like theyâll catch a cold being damp bt they share a big fluffy towel n bottle of rum between them huddled overlooking the lights of the city. n maybe somehow it gets onto lana admitting how much she misses home n how itâs kind of weird being here especially bc sheâs further from caleb. sheâs never been this far from him since he was away in the army n we all kno hw tht turned out. mayb sheâd go a bit quiet after saying this bt then i think sheâd take his hand w their fingers laced together n sheâd rest her head on his shoulder n be like. at least iâll always have u. itâs like i took a piece of home w me. weâve always had each other like that. then sheâd perk up n lift her head n be like letâs make a deal. iâll be ur home if uâll be mine. ok? n make him pinky promise. i dnt think sheâd quite consider the sentimentality in tht bt đ she nvr rly does she jst says what feels natural without attention paid to the deeper meaning tht motivated it n.... sighs. looks at u then looks away....
this is inspired by tht scene in donât trust the b in apartment 23 where sheâs like âlook. that video of me getting rawed by my best friend means the world to me.â KJGFGJKSFHKGHKSFGHKFSHKGSHGK god. inevitably in lana n teddyâs prime when they were literally hooking up 24/7 in earlier college yrs they made.............. a few videos. i mean itâs jst realistic. itâs jst common sense. probably even a feature length film at one point. n i had this idea where bc teddyâs trying to get into acting etc mayb if he gets an agent his agent is like.... do u have any dirt u need to take care of? loose ends to tie up? incriminating files to delete? sex tapes? n if he was like... ya..... mayb his agent wld have asked him to delete them if he still had them on his computer or w.e i mean i kno lana wld n wouldnât have deleted them she wld have been proud of their work of art...... bt maybe he told lana abt this just laughing abt it n the atmosphere ws lighthearted at first bc sheâd find it rly funny too like ommmmggggggg iâm a skeleton in ur closet tht is so fun if u get famous i cld be blasted all over perez hilton thatâs kind of sexy..... bt............... mayb sheâd as a joke be like. mayb we shld watch it one last time before u delete it. kind of like a funeral service. a goodbye party. sailing out the flaming viking raft n paying our respects u know??? n they were joking bk n forth bt then sheâd be like. seriously tho mayb we should? growing more accustomed to the idea actually being a genuine one even tho tht is fking. the WORST idea i have EVER heard in the world like i do NOT know how lana wld think she has the self control to do that bt in her head sheâs like. teddy n i are jst best friends now... itâs fine........... weâre open w each other itâs just a bit of fun.......... n then i can imagine if he went along w this itâs like a game of chicken theyâre playing w each other where theyâre both like fking hell shd we do this.... dnt wna seem like IâM the one tht thinks i canât handle it........ n itâs some back n forth like nick n jess in new girl where theyâre daring each other to have the threeway w the landlord. bt then like not even.... a minute into watching it as theyâre both silently holding their breath n crunching popcorn they mde for the occasion (insisting on acting like it ws just a normal movie night) lana wld literally have to be like. slams laptop shut. UMMMM i forgot.... i....... have a very important meeting......... n teddyâs just like. meeting? u donât have a job... what are u ta-- n sheâs like A MEETING A VERY IMPORTANT MEETING...... very blatantly squirming around as she slowly gets up n tries to head fr the door... n teddyâs like.... taking the excuse without much question too like... ya i have to run lines actually i jst remembered gt an audition coming up..... n theyâre both like ya haha... maybe some other time.... or maybe just delete it itâs whatever.... anyway we gtg haha... bye.... ttyl...... lana wld literally hv to SPRINT out of there to go home n. deal w how flustered this made her i wonât lie. she bumps into parker n is all flushed in the face n is just like CANâT TALK BYE n takes off sprinting again like some kind of freak. itâd b a train wreck. i jst think thatâd b rly funny tho n dare i say it? itâs canon.Â
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Hey I just need to get something off my chest and idk why Iâm dumping this all on u but u seem like the nicest person on tumblr that I know but if ur uncomfortable or anything pls feel free to look over this. Lately Iâve been trying to stay away from bts and the fandom bc I feel like itâs toxic for me. Itâs not like where I listen to them and follow them and obsess on a religious level but I feel like Iâm more occupied w them than I should be. 1/?
After all theyâre all just humans who get tired and lonely and miserable and arenât perfect, yet we idolize them and depend on them for our happiness. Of course we should support them, but itâs to the point where itâs frickin ridiculous, like nothing exists without bts, u know what I mean? 2/?
And Iâm at the point of life where t depends on me to make my own decisions and make choices that will shape my future, and I really donât want to look back and regret wasting time watching videos and thinking about things that will essentially have no impact on my life. What I like about bts is that they seem to have a deeper motive behind just simple Kpop, but I think Iâve taken that too far to an extent where itâs become my excuse. 3/?
Bts are seven people who have worked hard to deserve recognition and truly deserve it, but theyâre also seven men who have separate lives from me that I have nothing to do with. Theyâre people that Iâve never even met and I donât know tbh, we only see the filtered and edited sides of them. It just feels wrong to look at the packaged versions of them and expect them to live up to my expectations or fantasies. 4/?
Thereâs also the aspect that theyâre kpop idols, as in regardless of how different and unique they may be, theyâre still going to follow the formula and act like idols who are polished and made as perfect as possible. The whole industry is based on us going crazy over their looks and dance and singing and whatever, and itâs so messed up to me that we r supposed to like them for something so superficial and in genuine. 5/?
Idk if Iâm making a lot of sense rn. I just donât think itâs right of me to force them into a mold that Iâve created in my mind and then get disappointed when they donât comply, and expect them to be something different when this whole time, even Iâve been idolizing them based on their appearance and talents. 6/?
And then thereâs the fandom, filled with a variety of people from all different backgrounds, races, ages, genders, etc. and while itâs cool to have something in common with someone, Iâm just tired of having army be the only thing that defines me. When I meet someone that likes bts, itâs as if I personally donât matter, like it doesnât matter if I killed someone as long as I like bts. 7/?
I donât know how to phrase this ⊠the diversity and tolerance is amazing, but at the same time, Iâd like more genuine friendships than fangirling over someoneâs biceps and thighs u know. Lately Iâve been kind of falling out of listening to bts and stuff, but I find myself continuously going on social media so I can keep up with them in habit, more than being interested. I deleted Twitter and unfollowed all bts accounts on insta and tumblr, but without it I feel like Iâm missing something 8/?
Itâs just a cycle of me trying to discipline myself, not being able to do it, and getting sick of myself for being so pathetic. Even with fanfic, ur writing for example is literally better than like an average author, but I feel so stupid to fantasize about someone without even knowing them first. I donât have a problem with fanfic, itâs more like I have a problem with myself reading fanfics. 9/?
I know most of my problems lie with myself, not bts or the fandom, so thatâs why Iâve tried to bottle it up and pass it on but itâs really making me miserable. I know going to a fanfic author who I donât know personally may not be the best idea, so pls donât feel pressured by this message to do anything or say something. I think writing out my feelings and venting has made me feel a little better. 10/11
So Iâm really really sorry for forcing this on you, and donât feel obligated to do anything!! Thank u for ur amazing writing like always, and have a restful and amazing day!!! 11/11
hi, honey bee, itâs totally okay to talk to me about anything you want and also, youâre incredibly sweet for thinking that iâm the nicest person on here, thank you :â) but i really understand how you feel towards the whole fandom and bts.
yes, bts are just humans who get tired and lonely and miserable and arenât perfect, but rather than idolizing them, itâs perfectly okay to like them for who they are as people and for the music they produce. itâs okay to appreciate someone for the work they do, like how we enjoy artwork and appreciate the artist for creating them or how we like the flowers planted in the park and appreciate the gardener for planting them.
i wouldnât say that my happiness depends completely on them, but they do make up a little part of it because their music makes me happy. and music is supposed to make you feel things. their funny videos can make you happy, and thatâs okay, too. i see stanning bts as a hobby i enjoy at times, not as my only source of happiness, because thereâs so much more that makes me happy, like flowers, food, art, etc. however, depending on one thing for happiness is unhealthy, so i do agree that an obsession with bts is bad. thereâs nothing wrong with supporting them, but yes, having a mindset that only bts exists is unhealthy. i just found this post that better explains how stanning a group is good and bad through the psychological point of view, and itâs pretty interesting! :D
i donât think youâre wasting time watching videos of them. if they made you happy at the time, if they made you laugh when you were sad, then it was worth it. unless youâre choosing to watch videos 24/7 and neglecting your family, friends, academics, job, health, etc. then i donât think itâs necessarily bad that youâre watching videos. itâs like watching your favorite tv shows or playing sports. itâs just another hobby. it has an impact on your life because it makes you happier.
i do understand your concern though as you move into a new chapter of your life. personally, iâm not as into them as i once was back in high school anymore. i did spend a good deal of time writing and posting a fic about them once a week. it really changed when i went to college though since my priorities and time commitments changed. i think you might be more occupied with them when there isnât something else to fill that aspect in your life if that makes sense? i wasnât particularly academically simulated in high school, so i had a lot of time on my hands even after spending time with friends and doing clubs. i got into kpop because thatâs something easily accessible and itâs entertaining. but with the freedom that comes with college and harder classes, my time is filled more with going out with friends, studying, painting, spending time with my roommates, etc. and bts got less of my time.
yes, bts are people with separate lives who you may never meet, but that doesnât mean you canât appreciate and like them for what they do. and, they might not show everything about themselves to the public, but we can learn from the good examples they do show, such as their UNICEF work and lyrics that talk about more than just romantic love. i personally think that most of what they show is genuine, but there is a line to be drawn between enjoying the work they do and believing they are gods. but yes, i do get that their personas to the public can be fake, which is a bit /: because yeah, there are people who are in love with them and dedicate their lives to them, but we really donât know who bts actually are.
i think, rather than idolizing them, itâs better to see them as humans and as people just like us. that tends to take away any fantasies or expectations i have of them. yes, they are kpop idols, and thatâs their job. theyâre just working to make a living doing what they love. yes, the industry is built upon the fans, but itâs like that with any music artist or celebrity. i think itâs okay to like bts, but not to the point where your love for them surpasses the love you have for people who are actually in your life.
and youâre making sense, donât worry! i hope my answer makes sense, too. i think every fan goes through where youâre at right now. i had felt that way about bts and exo before, but i moved on from that and now see them as people whom i appreciate. it was just a process for me, but i think it has to do with me filling my time with other things and spending time with people i thought were more important, and my love for kpop is now just something that brightens my day a bit if i ever need it.
some fans can be very⊠enthusiastic, but that might just be because they donât have anyone else to talk to about bts. but yes, i get what youâre talking about. sometimes, itâs exhausting to just talk about one thing all the time and be seen as just a bts fan, and not as your own person. but even myself, i think itâs exciting to find someone else that listens to kpop since for me, there arenât that many people around me who do. but after the initial excitement, iâve made many friends through our mutual love for bts. as friendships grow, we talk about other interests we have and other things we like, so we donât always talk about kpop. many of my friendships started from a mutual interest, whether it be bts or art or a mutual dislike for a teacher or class subject haha, but it grows from there as we talk about other things and get to know each other.
itâs fun to have someone to talk about comebacks and mvâs with, but yeah, i get that thereâs more to talk about. maybe you can try introducing a new topic? or going out with friends who donât listen to bts? and hey, we can be friends if you want :D you can talk to me about your day, your favorite foods, your favorite tv shows, any pets if you have them, anything else you want! i havenât listened to bts for a while now either, i only follow their official account on instagram, and i donât check my tumblr for days, even months during the school year. i donât think you have to cut them out entirely to the point where you feel like something is missing. but if you are no longer interested in them, do you have any hobbies you can use to fill up that missing feeling? maybe baking or cooking? drawing? going out with friends?
and you are not pathetic!!! you donât have to cut off something entirely at once. it takes time, but youâll get there. and omg alsjdhflaksdhfd thank you for saying that about my writing :â) and thereâs nothing wrong with reading fanfiction! please donât feel bad for reading it. fanfictions are just like any other stories out there, except you already have a face and a name for some characters. i personally donât read them for the idols featured; i read them because the writing is so much better and there are so many more interesting concepts involved in fics than in books i can get from the library.Â
and please donât keep your feelings bottled up and be miserable ): you can always come talk to me if you ever feel this way. and if you have one, we can swap kakaotalk idâs if you want to talk since it might be easier to text that way :) or you can send in more asks! itâs always good to talk about your feelings, even if it isnât comfortable at first. even if itâs not me who you talk to in the future, i hope you are able to share your feelings with someone else and not keep everything inside. you deserve to feel happy. and iâm happy to hear that youâre feeling a little better! youâre always welcome to vent into my inbox (or you can direct message me; i have it turned off for those i donât follow, but if you send me an ask with your url, i can message you first, so we can talk that way, too, if you want!)
you donât have to apologize; iâm just very glad that youâre feeling at least a little better now! i understand that thereâs a struggle that comes when youâre dealing with something thatâs been a part of your life for so long. your feelings are valid, and i have definitely felt this way before, and itâs always good to talk it out or have someone listening. and thank you so much for liking and reading my writing, sweetpea đ i hope you have a lovely and relaxing day as well! i hope youâre doing good, and youâre still feeling better today, honey beeÂ ïżœïżœđ
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Hii u lovely creature. First i just wanted to say i love ur work, this last chapter was...quite shocking since well how Jk was talking and reacting towards the OC. Im really not good with theories really and specially if i gotta write them down in english but i was thinking since u said this would have 3 parts that maybe...just maybe was like one part of each of the characters? Like one were we view in detail the feelings of the OC, then JK and the Jimin? Maybe? Idk sorry. Anyway love ur work :)
Anonymous said:Thank you for being able to find the time to write equilibrium, and thank you for being able to find the time to update it as well- and come on tumblr at all tbh. I know it must not seem like it but most of us really really appreciate it. Please donât feel rushed to update and take as much time as you need. Thank you again for your work.
Anonymous said:hey! thank you SO much for continuing equilibrium. Iâm really enjoying the plot and character development. its very interesting and you do a rly good job at weaving all the layers of meaning together. youâre one of my favorite writers đ hope ur having a great day!
Anonymous said:(3) I wonder what is it that jimin saw on jungkook as well, I donât think that just good looks and the fact that he is good at a lot of things are enough to fall in love or accept being in that kind of relationship Âż or maybe yes or Iâm missing something. Anyways I absolutely adore this fic!! I love your detailed descriptions and how you put important little things and hints and how you think of every single word!! Really thank you for sharing it with us! You have created a huge masterpiece.
Anonymous said:(2)The days when jimin went away must have been the best days of his life, and I wonder now with Jungkook away how the dynamics between jimin and the oc would be, especially her. It would be really wow and not wow at the same time if she turned like kook. I doubt because she knows she doesnât have a âconnectionâ with jimin, and is more than aware that he wants jungkook. But maybe things will change like they did with him.
minsuguk said:(1) It surprises me how the oc feels about jimin, accepting jungkookâs possesiveness and mad terms in order to keep him in that crazy relationship which is the only way she can have a just little bit of jimin. But again, Iâm not surprised because itâs kind of what Jungkook felt Âż I mean he saw something in her, and she saw something in jimin. And jungkook was aware of her and jimins feelings and he proposed being together in order to be with her as well.
Anonymous said:I want to feel bad for all of them, but I feel bad for none of them. Thatâs a lie I feel slightly bad for o/c but shes doing it to herself because she wants to keep this tiny connection to Jimin and thatâs the start of her problem! All in all this is gonna end badly. I knew that necklace was gonna come back and bit her in the ass.
Anonymous said:(part 2) You know how Jungkook is all fucking crazy in denial about having a connection with her could she be in the same denial except (but not crazy) I mean Jimin had to have noticed the reader was always with him in the beginning now they donât even touch each other its all so fucked up because you cant feel bad for anyone at this point (I am scared for the reader though because how far will jungkook go if she let jimin touch her)
Anonymous said:Jimin CANâT be oblivious to this whole situation if he was able to hear his name being called when Jungkook was fingering the mc he had to have heard something else. Could he be ignoring this situation to make sure he is able to stay with jk the same way jk and mc are using each other for the same thing? bc if it was obvious that jimin was in love with jk before anything happened did he have to âget throughâ 1 on 1 with the mc like she did with jungkook (part 1)
Anonymous said:oh dude the relationship in equilibrium is on the verge of becoming a huge trainwreck but i canât stop reading it cos i want to see how big of a trainwreck it will become. canât wait til we get to the point where the relationship just swerves off the track and just goes kablooey! rip.
Anonymous said:oh my gosh I absolutely adored reading the new chapter of equilibrium! Iâm so amazed that you find the time out of your busy day to write so much! thank you so so much for the new chapter. iâm really curious to see how this story line will progress, and I do wonder what will happen with jimin and y/n over that weekend⊠hmm anyways thank you again!! this is my first time writing to you aha Iâm so nervous and also !! I love you please take care of yourself
Anonymous said:I HATE YOU SM Iâm kidding I love you lu đđ I can already feel the angst approaching aghhssh Iâm going to die
Anonymous said:The new update has me a bit fearful of jungkook. He seems to be a little bit to possessive-at least to me anyways. I wonder if jimin has noticed the change in jungkook as well? When he said that the oc was the only one who understood him it reminded me of the conversation they had in ch4 about his family not approving of his major. When i read that scene the first time, i kinda got the sense that that was why jungkook liked the oc.
Anonymous said:Shook again from Equilibrium updates @.@ Thanks as always!!
Anonymous said:omggggggg equilibriummmm the tension just keeps building and building up I AM SO READY FOR THE SHIT TO HIT THE FAN
Anonymous said:Itâs really interesting because there are elements that show a legitimate fear the OC has when it comes to Jungkook. I canât wait to see more (well I can obv and I will NO PRESSURE FJDKSKSKS but you know what I mean~). Also thank you for updating so often like. I have barely any work & a shit ton of free time and I still just canât write so youâre??? Like how??? Thank u sm. đ
Anonymous said:First of all - thank you for updating. You could throw a sentence of Equilibrium in my way once a year and Iâd still cry of happiness. And second - I love this story so much you donât even know. Their relationship has taken such a sharp turn suddenly and Jungkookâs motives are clearer and clearer while the MC still seems to be sort of oblivious? Ah I have so many speculations but thereâs not enough characters in asks haha. Anyways it was amazing once again, thank you!
yaja-time said:Equilibrium is too my favorite writings of your.. probably one of my favorites out of all the fics Iâve ever read. But I love it so much I would wait 10 years for you to update. Shit Iâd even be happy if you updated with only using 10 words. I understand you have a life and I for one am very grateful for your writings, because they are amazing. So thank you for writing.
Anonymous said:Poor Equilibrium OC :( Sadly this scenario hits close to home with her and Jungkook. But good job as always Lu! I appreciate the work you do, have me on the edge of my seat!
bluefullmetaltitan said:Lol. Iâve been waiting for you to say that!! Yayayay! I support you 100% cause like, it shouldnât matter how long it takes. Iâm in love with all of your writings!! Thank you!!
Anonymous said:bruh, equilibrium tho. i loves it like i loves you. but for real, its amazing and incredible reading smaller details from earlier chapters come back into play and seeing how everything slowly links together (how you have the willpower to write so much is incredible)
Anonymous said:I loved equilibrium babe it's so good keep up the amazing writing I loved the last chapter it's a very good storyline đđŒđđŒ and please In the equilibrium let her end Up with jimin and more jimin smut please đđ seriously loved it đđ
Anonymous said:When I first started reading equilibrium I thought it was about the three of them learning how to function in a polyamorous relationship. But in the first 4 chapters, you revealed the MC's feelings towards Jimin, & then showcased Jungkook and MC alone. Then, when Jungkook got possessive, & you wrote Jimin's and MC's back story, I was like, "she's not seriously trying to romanticize this relationship, is she?" BUT YOU'RE NOT, YOU'RE SHOWCASING LEGIT PROBLEMS IN A REALISTIC STORY. I AM HERE FOR IT
Anonymous said:Im living for Equilibrium rnđ„đ„đ„đ„, your such a good writer. Loving all your works đđ
Anonymous said:why do I feel like jungkook semi poisoned jimin so he couldn't go đ«equilibrium is so good rlly got me questioning everything lol
Anonymous said:Hello tayegi, i just want to say, you're the first writer I read in this bts fandom and im so thankful for that. And im so pumped for equilibrium jajajajajaAaaaa đ
Anonymous said:I have to be honest I was all for jungkooks protectiveness in early chapters cause I thought it was hella cute but after reading equilibrium chp 11... Im not too sure anymore. Like he actually made me kinda scared and trapped especially during the end (guess that's how good you're writing is). On a positive note, loving this series and I hope all three characters get backlashes for this messed up relationship lmao
Anonymous said:I don't get how anyone can complain about ch11 being "only 3k" like there was so much that happened in that chapter it didn't even feel like it was "short." I'm even amazed you can write such great quality stories despite being a phd student (do these children know what that is???) AND it's like midterm season rn like the quality doesn't drop despite this. And honestly I feel like these chapters have been getting updated pretty frequently these days I feel really spoiled haha
Anonymous said:EQUILIBRIUM IS SOME OF THE BEST WORK I'VE EVER SEEN ON HERE!!! LIKE I WAS AT SCHOOL TODAY AND I READ EVERY SINGLE CHAPTER AND I WAS SO OVERCOME BY WHAT WAS HAPPENING. AND WHEN I FOUND OUT THAT JUNGKOOK WANTED THE READER TO HIMSELF I GOT SO SHOOK!!!! LIKE I KINDA KNEW SOMEHOW THAT HE WANTED HER ALL TO HIMSELF. HE JUST WASN'T GONNA LET JIMIN HAVE HER ANYMORE HUH? BUT I'M SO EXCITED FOR WHAT HAPPENS NEXT!!! *sorry for yelling i was too excited for this series ily~*
Anonymous said:Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa?! There was an Equilibrium update?! *runs to open tab so that it's the first thing I see after class* Bruh, I can't wait to dive in. Thanks for being a thug about all of those comments. Best part about creating works of art/expressing creativity is that you get to make people think, invite them to have an opinion and start conversations. If anything, Equilibrium provokes its readers to have a clear opinion. That's a success in my book. ;) Fighting always! - Happy Reader
yonggukssmolgf said:I love you. I love your blog. I love your writing. I love the equilibrium series. And I just love how you just take your time to update. Like you do things at you own pace and I like that about you. I followed you because you're an amazing person, you love your followers, and you never disappoint with your fics. Thanks for existing and I hope I made your day a little bit happier!đŒđđ
Anonymous said:Excuse me young lady... yeah I'm talking to you Lu...Yupp.... you're being mad disrespectful, how dare ruin my nights peaceful sleep but updating equilibrium like that... do you not want me to graduate... it's senior year and I'm head deep into my writing... yeah thanks a lot for ruining my life... JK I LOVE YOU đ
Anonymous said:I just read chapter 11 of Equilibrium and it made me want to CRY! I love the story so far and it's written amazingly well but it's tOYING WITH MY EMOTIONS! I'm super excited for the updates đđđđ
seokjinniemin said:oml I just finished chapter 11 of Equilibrium and boy howdy am I SHOOK. Equilibrium is by far one of my favorite fanfic series I've ever read! You're such an amazing writer, they way you convey the stress and anxiety of the oc is just phenomenal. And the small details you put into it like damn! I'm so anxious about this and how it's going to progress, especially with the oc and Jimin being alone. I feel like shit is going to hit the fan real soon o_o
Anonymous said:oh my god that new chapter of Equilibrium actually murdered me LMAO. i absolutely LOVE how every detail counts; like all the little small things that readers wouldn't think matter end up mattering the most. i love this series so much and ily Lu!!
Anonymous said:oh my god that new chapter of Equilibrium actually murdered me LMAO. i absolutely LOVE how every detail counts; like all the little small things that readers wouldn't think matter end up mattering the most. i love this series so much and ily Lu!!
Anonymous said:wtffff please ignore that anon i think you've been updating so quickly!! and i love the story sooo much it's so great no matter how lengthy it is. the content is what matters quality >>> quantity i really love it and know you work hard and appreciate it â€â€
Anonymous said:Sometimes I think people are just plain dumb. Like, wtf, i am happy that you updated such an amazing story! You do not have the obligation to provide anything for us, you do it because you like it. People should be more grateful and learn to respect. Thank you for de update, you are straight up amazing
aichan11 said:I just read Equilibrium 11, it's so good! I sent you a message before, sorry if it was out of line. Just wanted to tell you how much I enjoy your writing :) of course I have my own wishes/hopes about how the 3 people in Equilibrium would turn out but I don't want to risk influencing your writing. I can't wait for the whole balance to just tip over and see what happens. Is that too evil of me? Hahaha
Anonymous said:The new chapter was intense! I wonder what Jeon is hiding.. I feel bad for both Jimin and OC. Poor jiminie doesn't know what that kid is doing, and OC is stuck cos of jjk. I love your work Lu, stay classy â€ïžâ€ïž
Anonymous said:ahhhhh!!! another amazing chapter babe!!! Love the dynamic,screwed up characters
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