#bc it means people are exercising control over my living space
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At the stage of overwhelmed where I just become really misanthropic and my demand avoidance goes insane
#at the point where I don’t want to eat anything anyone bought for me#bc I can’t stand the idea of anyone having any level of control over me#which is insane I know#I’ve just not had enough time on my own lately and it’s making me evil and insane#it’s like if u bought me some food that I didn’t specifically ask for#then there’s a demand on me to eat it and it removes my control over something#I was gonna be Good and Reasonable and eat it anyway but I’ve decided I’m too fucked in the head rn#I need to have control over absolutely everything I can atm#all this because I didn’t get my usual ‘being a freak in my room’ time for a week#I NEED time to be on my own I love being on my own#like I love to be social#but most of all I need my freak time#and when i don’t get it i get like this#ie getting annoyed at anything in my house that I didn’t specifically put there#bc it means people are exercising control over my living space#or autocorrect changing anything bc again it feels like smth is trying to control me#hhhhhhhhhhhh#i’m just so pissed off and i hate everything lol
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